Don’t let my sister-in-law eat first, and then let my sister-in-law feed me. I still remember the scene when my sister-in-law held me in her arms and fed me every time. He stared at me stubbornly.But the situation inevitably deteriorated. The route got longer and longer, and people became weaker and weaker. Scurvy made everyone's gums bleed, their bodies were swollen, and even oozing blood. People died painfully every day.People first lived on stored stinky dried fish, and later those who did not store so much food began to eat corpses.My brother has a lot of dried fish, but no matter how much there is, there will always be a time when he will run out.My sister-in-law always said that she couldn't eat and left the food to my brother and I said that my brother would have the strength to protect the food after eating it, and I would not get sick if I ate it. Later, she stopped eating.My brother was so angry at first, he chewed up the fish and stuffed it into her mouth, until one day I couldn't bear the hunger and followed a group of people tearing up a woman's body..."

Yasi showed a look of disbelief, the hot spring water was bubbling, but the whole body was cooled from the skin to the blood, and then from the blood to the bone marrow.

"That was the first and last time I saw my brother so angry and helpless. He slapped me and was hugged by his weak sister-in-law when he wanted to slap me. My brother lay on the deck and wailed, But we couldn’t cry, the water in our bodies was almost evaporated. My sister-in-law took out a small cloth bag from her bosom and gave it to me. When I opened it, it was full of chewed fish. It turned out that my brother stuffed it into her mouth. She vomited it out while my brother was not paying attention, and that taste was the most delicious thing I have ever tasted in my life. My brother no longer persuaded my sister-in-law to eat. He could only feed me while watching my wife weaken a little bit, which was even more terrible. The most important thing is that he still wants to eat, otherwise without a man to protect me and my sister-in-law, we will die, and there will not even be a whole body after death. Although that kind of life is only two days, it is really difficult, and every minute feels like a century. The elder brother held his sister-in-law in his arms, and intermittently told her about their first acquaintance, about the good old days, about the hometown that none of us had ever seen but passed down from generation to generation, about the vast forest and sea, about the mountains full of rhododendrons, and the only The Buddha's light can only be seen by people with profound blessings... At first, my sister-in-law listened with a smile, but later she spent more time in a coma and less time awake. One day, she suddenly opened her eyes and got up from her brother's arms She shouted something hoarsely, my brother and I leaned over to listen, what she shouted was "I see the Buddha's light, I see the Buddha's light! ". The elder brother burst into tears, put his arms around her and said, "Yes, you saw it, you are home, we are going to settle down in our hometown, just under Erlang Mountain..." We all thought she was hallucinating, but in fact She really saw the Buddha's light, we have arrived in Hong Kong! All the survivors are ecstatic, except me and my brother, because my sister-in-law has gone, after going through so many hardships, before we can reach Hong Kong in a second... …My brother begged to religious charitable organizations, knelt down to them, and was willing to serve them for free, but only asked to burn his sister-in-law’s bones alone…You can easily find out what happened later in business magazines. There will be a forecast of the appearance of the Buddha's light, and we will all come here. This time he must come, because he said that this may be the last time, and he carries the ashes of his sister-in-law with him. If he really can't hold on, let me put him His ashes mixed with his sister-in-law are sprinkled on this mountain..."

Yasi was already in tears, both for the woman she had never met and who had passed away for many years, and for Shen Botang.Just a little bit, just a little bit to get it is really a lot crueler than never getting it.But if it happens again, Yasi believes that he will still work hard, just like although he often wonders if he will be much happier if he doesn't meet He Feng, but when the other party really reaches out, he still can't help but take it. With all his energy, he swung his whip and rode his horse across the Duanjian, looking for the small path.

"How old were you then?" It took a long time for Yasi to find her voice.

"Three years old. Why is it strange that I have such a good memory? No, I have forgotten other things, only these I remember, I dare not not remember." Yasi heard the tenacity in Shen Zhicheng's voice for the first time.

"I really admire your sister-in-law. No wonder your brother never got married again." Yasi has already been sensitive to He Feng's unspeakable jealousy towards Shen Botang, but now she feels that she can associate with Shen Botang and Shen Zhicheng without any scruples , It is said that after taking drugs, people will not want to smoke again, because they have no taste.Having such a wife and experiencing such love, what is the taste of all the women and all the love in the world?

"It is said that a man's love is as deep as the sea and as thick as a mountain. It turns out that a woman's love can also become a mountain and a sea. I have experienced a lot of conceit, but now I realize how insignificant those loves that are life-or-death are compared to the love of your brother and sister-in-law. "

Shen Zhicheng opened his mouth, and was about to say something, but was interrupted by a pleasant ringtone.

"I'm sorry. Maybe my mommy and sister woke up. I'll go up first. I'll see you later. I'll call then." Yasi stood up from the water.

Shen Zhicheng coughed as if forcing himself to press something down and said, "Okay, seeyou."

……

"Understood, you have said it too many times, you must work hard, otherwise I will not become a sinner of the He family through the ages? Come on, I have kissed so many times, okay, okay, I lost to you, okay?" What. Go eat!"

After closing the corridor window, He Feng's morning call dispelled the gloom in Yasi's heart like the scent of flowers outside blowing away the moisture in the room.Cunning old man, he still doesn't forget to control my mind when he's not around!Angry and happy, Yasi turned her head and met the figure at the end of the corridor.

Shen Botang?

love and fear

The smile faded from Yasi's face like the tide.

She didn't meet this man much, and the only few times he was very calm.But what kind of pain is in his heart to have such a past that even an outsider like IELTS sighs for? The more repressed, the deeper and heart-wrenching the pain. The more repressed the feelings, the more unfathomable the accumulation.Time fills up all dead volcanoes, and people become a sea.

Sometimes loving someone too much, a person worthy of love too much, will make people lose the ability to love again. Catherine in "Wuthering Heights" said: "If everything else is destroyed, and he remains, I can continue to live. If everything else remains, and he is destroyed, the world will be to me. It’s a very strange place. I don’t feel like a part of it.” What’s more painful is that when this person who embodies all the good things is gone, your heart follows him, but the person is bound by the world and can’t go with him. .

Which one is happier, the one who is gone or the one who is left behind?

I have to stay.

I have to keep going.

We have to be separated.

Yasi looked at him as if he was looking at himself like a walking corpse who could survive only by recalling the good things in the past.

Looking from a distance gives birth to pity, and Zhiqing is also pitiful.

"Shen, oh no, Vincent (I decided to call him that, don't blame, don't blame). Are you feeling okay now?"

Shen Botang's delicate and elegant face suddenly had a more playful expression, and IELTS was startled when he opened his mouth, "Did you meet Catherine first? She told you all the old things?"

"Ah..." Yasi subconsciously looked at the position of her heart.

Shen Botang smiled and said, "I don't have clairvoyant eyes, it's your eyes that betrayed you."

"My eyes? Mosquito-coil eyes?"

Shen Botang smiled even more, "No, you look at me suddenly with pure female compassion, helplessness and fate. I can't find a more reasonable reason except for Catherine telling you about the past."

"You..." IELTS was speechless, what else could you say in front of a man as wise as Zhuge Liang.

"Hey, brother, you're up," said Cao Cao, and Shen Zhicheng had already hopped over like a deer, "So you've already talked, I was just about to tell my brother that Jessica also As for this hotel, it turns out that there is not only Buddha's light here, but also Master Qingyun's Dharma promotion meeting. Do you think we are destined to meet thousands of miles away?"

"Your Chinese is correct this time." Shen Botang said, turning around and talking to IELTS, "Shall we have breakfast together?"

His voice is very gentle, and his attitude is not aggressive, but it contains a kind of certainty, it seems that as long as he says something, it will definitely be fulfilled, and it must be fulfilled.

So the IELTS can only be good.

"You guys go get the food first." Shen Botang picked up a corner seat and sat down.

"Okay, Jessica, let's go first."

Yasi looked at Shen Botang's pale face, "Leave Vincent here alone? You should go first."

Shen Zhicheng went ahead with a smile.

Yasi, who didn't know what to say, sipped lemonade, hoping that Shen Botang would speak first.But the other party looked at him with the same eyes.

"This, that, Vincent, are you feeling alright now?" He spurned himself as soon as he finished his IELTS, which was too low for a gold medal PR.

"Fortunately, the French side has been actively looking for a kidney source, and maybe there will be news in the next two days."

"Why Catherine...?" Yasi who blurted out immediately realized his impoliteness and swallowed the following words.

"You want to ask, because of Catherine's attachment to me, she should have offered to provide a kidney source long ago?" Shen Botang finished speaking for her.

"sorry."

"What does it matter

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