Winery Cannon Fodder Online Survival

Chapter 42 The Meaning of Existence

No one knows what happened that day,? Even when recalled again in the next few days, it will be unforgettable.

Some people said that there was an earthquake that day, and others said that there was an explosion in the pharmaceutical factory. In short, when the police came to the local area to investigate, they only saw a ruin that could hardly be seen.

Almost all the targets of the pharmaceutical factory have disappeared, and all the information that needs to be investigated has also disappeared.But the hostages who were tricked into coming here were unscathed. It was just that they were all stunned. They didn't dare to make any sound at all.

"I saw a ghost...it's a ghost!!!"

"" That's definitely not something a normal person can do! ! !do you know! ?That's Tamamo-mae! !And the rip girl... I'm really scared, I don't know what's going on...

"Help... woo woo woo... help..."

Most of the hostages were in a state of distraction. They couldn't ask any questions if they wanted to continue. In the end, the police had to give up.

"All in all... these girls who were almost cheated are finally fine." The police department said while making records,

"Although the clues are broken after that, it's better than nothing. Everyone should go back after completing the on-site investigation that should be done. The rest of the people will send the victim to the hospital for psychological treatment. Now they are very suspicious. Were they force-fed something like hallucinogens or something. The others waited until the treatment was over to inquire."

Although everyone knows that this matter has something to do with the Rudolph Gang, but it is a large international organization? Even the Japanese police know that they can't get to the bottom of it.

The only two who did not say anything were Matsuda Jinpei and Hagiwara Kenji.

The two of them knew better than anyone who did this.

Gap girl, Yuzaoqian, Honglong... If they hadn't seen it with their own eyes, they wouldn't believe it was real.

The main reason is that there is no such existence in real life! ! !If this matter is brought up repeatedly, I am afraid they will be sent to a mental hospital for treatment, right?

"Hey... It's hard to talk about unnatural phenomena..."

Matsuda Jinping thought of the mud tragedy that day, and gradually lost his voice.

She must have been here before, so... what was the reason for her to activate that ability again?

Sure enough, it is still a mystery. .

"Let's go, little Zhenping, are you still in a daze?" The voice of his friend sounded from behind, Matsuda Jinping put away his thoughts, and followed up.

She disappeared.

Although he knew that the possibility of bringing Kawashima Qingxing back was very small, Hagiwara Kenji was still a little disappointed when he heard the news.He knew that Kawashima Qingxing definitely didn't want to stay in such a place...but he couldn't do anything about it.

"Oh,? You said I was in a daze, didn't you?" Matsuda Jinpei's lazy voice sounded in Kenji Hagiwara's ears.

"You also know the secret of that little girl, right? Don't be so secretive, I can tell at a glance. When did you meet her?"

"……Hey."

Kenji Hagiwara smiled, then patted his close friend on the shoulder, and said with a smile:

"This is a secret that cannot be told."

Even if he told Matsuda Jinpei, he wouldn't believe it, would he?

"What's the matter, you are so mysterious." Matsuda looked at him in puzzlement, but didn't ask the bottom line.

No one knows how the days of becoming the soul of the back were spent, and I am afraid that except for other souls and Chuan Dao Qing Xing, no one will know that past.

He is very glad that he still has that memory. Since he can get a brand new life, he will definitely cherish it.

And - he will definitely do his best to repay the girl who helped him.

Hagiwara Kenji took one last look at the collapsed ruins, turned and left.

"...Xiao Zhenping."

"Huh? What's the matter?"

"During the next mission, you must remember to wear explosion-proof clothing."

"You don't need to tell me about that kind of thing, what happened suddenly?"

"It's nothing, I just remembered something from the past..."

·

Kawashima Qingxing is bandaging herself.

The injuries caused by the collapse of the house were not serious, and more injuries came from the mental oppression caused by manipulating the spell spirit and possessing the body for a long time.However, after learning from the past, Kawashima Qingxing felt that her endurance had also increased.

This is a good start.

"Ley has handed over the mission report to me, and I will investigate other matters. Stay in the room to heal your injuries, and I will ask you other questions later."

Gin left after leaving these words, leaving only the medical staff and Kawashima Qingxing in the empty room.

Is this... caring?

No, it should be that he was injured too much and would affect the next mission... No matter how you look at it, Gin doesn't care about his own people.

Kawashima Qingxing shook her head and didn't think any more.

However, she also declined the medical staff's request to help bandage, and whispered that she could bandage well.It would be terrible if the medical staff found something wrong with the wound on the body.

And this isn't a fatal injury, just a little bit of bandaging is enough, right?

Hmm... at least this time, the Scottish predecessors will be fine.

With such a booster needle, Qingxing Chuandao also felt relieved a lot, and continued to apply medicine and bandage her wound.

Before the mission started, Kawashima Qingxing wrote anonymous letters cut out of newspapers to the three whiskey seniors respectively, and informed the three of them of their true identities respectively——Ley was an undercover agent from the FBI, while Bourbon and Scotland It was an undercover agent from the Japanese public security.At first, Kawashima Qingxing was unwilling to tell them this, because she was afraid that they would have a hostile attitude towards her if they found out.

However, if they don't know who is sending them the message, or... mistook the sender for each other, then of course they know each other's identity.

The method of transmission is to use a spell, and it can be done by carefully avoiding surveillance.But it should be the last time to use the spell spirit to do things, because Xia Youjie will disappear soon.

"What does Mr. Xia You plan to do when you go back?"

After Chuan Daoqing finished bandaging the last wound on his body, he looked up at Xia Youjie who was sitting opposite him.The black-haired conjurer was leaning on the sofa with half-closed eyes, as if he was closing his eyes and resting his mind.

"Or, does Mr. Xia You prefer to stay in this world without magicians and magic spirits?" Kawashima Qingxing continued to ask.

"Do not."

Xia Youjie opened his eyes. He looked at the girl with messy hair and bruises in front of him, and his tone seemed to become lighter.

"This world without magic spirits is not as beautiful as I imagined."

Bad, dirty souls are still there even without the jinx.

In the final analysis, no matter whether there is a curse spirit or not, no matter whether there is a curse in this world or not, [people]'s sins will never be completely eradicated.

... whatever.

"If Mr. Xia You wants to exercise justice correctly, he can become a policeman or a lawyer."

Kawashima Qingxing sat on the bed with her knees hugged, her rosy eyes sparkled, like some kind of well-behaved little animal,

"Officer Hagiwara is very good, although I don't understand... But Mr. Xia You can go to school, right?"

"That's great, I also want to go to school like Mr. Xia You. Although [Conjuration High School] seems to be a technical school, it must be very happy to be able to go to school with friends..."

The girl's voice became lower and lower, and finally disappeared in the nasal sound of the last slight breath.

The black-haired young man was taken aback for a moment, but finally restrained his expression and did not speak again.

Destroyed the entire pharmaceutical factory with his own power using the spell, and cleverly used the explosives storehouse in the pharmaceutical factory as a disguise. By the way, he used this to push Gin, which was negotiating with the research department, into adversity Among them, and rescued Gin before the whiskey group did it.

Scotch and Bourbon, of course, didn't go on, and Rye and Belmode [just happened to] dodge a bullet.No one knew whether the catastrophe was a natural disaster or a man-made disaster. Some people speculated that it was an accident, and some speculated that it was an earthquake, but everyone knew that this catastrophe could not be caused by a single person.

No one would suspect Kawashima Qingxing.

"Of course, that's just her opinion, you don't have to pay attention to it, do you?"

Just as Xia Youjie was deep in thought, a frivolous male voice came from above.He raised his head and saw a young man with dark brown short hair sitting on one side of the window sill, looking at him with a smile on his face.

"...Are you that coward that Oda mentioned before?"

Xia Youjie thought of the person Oda Sakunosuke mentioned before he left, and said vigilantly.

"Although I can't completely deny it, I don't want this word to be conveyed from people other than him at all."

Although the guy had a warm smile on his face, Xia Youjie didn't think he was smiling at all.

Tsk, another guy who likes to wear masks.

"What does my world have to do with you? No matter what I do, it's just my choice." Xia Youjie said contemptuously,

"Stop pretending to be superior to me, it's disgusting to watch."

"I didn't say I would interfere in your world." Osamu Dazai dragged his face halfway, his tone a bit playful,

"Speaking of it, people who have been living in bad situations can be divided into two types. One kind of people always hope that other people will live worse than themselves. They curse other people crazily, wishing that everyone will be in the magma of hell struggled while he stood on the shore rejoicing."

"The other kind of people—probably idiots. You can't even live your own life as you wish, and you may lose your life anytime, anywhere, yet you still have the time to care about other people's lives. You're so stupid."

Having said that, the playful smile on Dazai Osamu's face finally restrained a bit, and his tone became contemptuous,

"Chuandao Qingxing cares about you, but she foolishly regards you as an important person. In fact, when you return to your original world, kill innocent people, and even kill your most important friend, it has nothing to do with us, right? What? So what if that world is destroyed in your hands? Does that have any effect on us?"

"Sure enough, only a fool like her would care about you so much."

"I know."

Xia Youjie looked away,

"I agree with you, that guy is really a fool."

But it's not annoying, it's better to say that the man in front of him is the most annoying.

He seemed to see everything he was thinking, which was unpleasant.

"If you stay with a fool for a long time, you will become a fool."

Osamu Dazai complained, but his translucent fingers lightly brushed Kawashima Qingxing's pale cheeks, and the corners of his mouth curled into an imperceptible arc.

"However, it's not bad to stay."

It can be regarded as his last request.

·

Late at night the day before reincarnation, on the rooftop of a tall building.

That's where Osamu Dazai saw Sakunosuke Oda for the last time.

"I know you're not [him]."

A young man with short brown-red hair stood in front of him with a firm tone,

"You are [Osamu Dazai] from another parallel world, I guess you committed suicide, right?"

Osamu Dazai looked at him calmly, as if waiting for his next words.

"You have been avoiding me, but you met Kawashima Qingxing alone." Oda Sakunosuke analyzed,

"You don't know Xia Youjie and Hagiwara Kenji, but I know you. Dazai Osamu in my world is my friend, and your world also has another Oda Sakunosuke who is very important to you. Right?"

Dazai still didn't speak.

"Although it may be a bit over-interpreted or narcissistic to say so... But I still want to say that you have been unwilling to be resurrected and return to your original world. In fact, it is for me in another world."

Oda Sakunosuke looked at him, as if he didn't intend to give him the slightest leeway,

"You're alone, you can't be understood."

Seemingly aware of the tremor of the other party's wrist, the brown-haired young man finally turned sideways, and said dumbly with a weary smile:

"To be able to guess so much... It should be said that it is Odasaku."

"Oda Saku?" Oda Sakunosuke was stunned for a moment, "That's what you call me in this world."

"Well, but he doesn't like to hear it."

"...Is that so?"

Oda Sakunosuke seemed to understand something, he finally let go of Osamu Dazai's hand,

"I understand."

The brown-haired young man's eyes darkened, but the moment the other party let go of his hand, a hug without real touch followed.

The soul has no sense of touch, even so, when Osamu Dazai was hugged firmly by the other party, his body froze immediately.

It was a long-lost hug from a friend.

"I'm sorry, I in another world caused you a lot of misunderstanding and harm."

The young man with short brown-red hair patted him on the back and comforted him gently:

"I've worked hard for you all this time, Dazai."

"……Do not."

His voice seemed a little hoarse, but he couldn't say another word.

"Go back to Xiaoqing's side."

Oda Sakunosuke let go of the other party, and finally patted him on the shoulder, but with a comforting smile in his tone,

"It's better to live than to die. I've been in the dark, how can I see the light? Some misunderstandings can't be solved by escaping. I will go back to save the children before everything happened, and I will live well and realize it." A novelist's dream."

"Dazai, you also need to find the meaning of your own life. Maybe this is difficult for you, but running away will not yield results."

"Go back to Xiaoqing's side, that girl needs your help, and you also need to use her to return to your own world."

At the last moment, he finally showed a relieved smile, his tone was firmer than ever,

"I think...you will be able to find it..."

"Odasaku!!!"

Osamu Dazai subconsciously wanted to reach out and grab him, but the afterimage of his friend dissipated along with the gray air, never to be seen again.

He stood alone on the tall building, raised his head in a daze, the dazzling, warm first sun was slowly rising, and the light gold fell through his body on the gray concrete floor behind him , embellished with a bit of anger and color.

The meaning of living...

Does that meaning really exist?

……

There was no other voice behind her, Chuan Dao Qing Xing was still curled up in a corner and taking a nap, but Xia You Jie had long since disappeared

He also returned to his own world.

"Anyway, it's the suggestion given by Oda Saku. If you don't try it, it seems too boring."

Osamu Dazai opened his hands, staring at the sunlight passing through his fingers and falling on his face, the corners of his mouth curled up.

"Sure enough, it would be more interesting to attempt suicide after possessing a body."

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