Infest

What to call him, so Fushimi opened his mouth. Although his tone was as flat as usual, he knew very well that he was feeling uneasy.

Don't hate yourself calling him that, don't hate yourself calling him—

Misaki Hatta froze when she heard her most hated address from Fushimi's mouth.

But he immediately laughed as usual, even with a little joy of being called by Fushimi's name directly, as if he was finally accepted: "What's the matter monkey?"

At that moment, Fushimi suddenly felt that he calmed down.

The two worlds are each other's only existence. Once I think about this, when I see Hatta's eyes only on me, Fushimi has always felt a strange emptiness deep in his heart, as if it has been filled. I hate it. The restlessness that was watching the world also began to gradually dissipate.

very warm.

Misaki is very warm.

Misaki Hatta, who fought against others for Misaki Hatta, and herself, who spoke ill of Misaki Hatta for Misaki Hatta's sake, formed a certain space that was extremely important to Fushimi.

In this way, slowly and normally, Misaki became his world.

When we spend more and more time together, every moment, every second of being together, every conversation, every look makes Fushimi want more, even if there is no room for anything between the two, he still hopes to have More and more, there is a more suitable place.

Fushimi felt that there was something wrong with this kind of thinking, but he couldn't tell what was strange until the end of the semester when he was tutoring for Hatta.

The idiot-like Hatta looked a little funny when he was troubled and anxious by the exercises. After Fushimi highlighted the key points for him, he let him memorize the exercises alone.

That night, he stayed at Hatta's house.

After finishing his homework, Fushimi raised his head and saw Hatta, who had fallen asleep with his arms around the pillow. He opened his mouth gently and quietly, and his seemingly sweet sleeping appearance showed him an unrestrained look, as if he was in love with him. Fushimi was completely defenseless.

Taking the homework sheet on the table, Fushimi glanced at the few exercises that had been done, and most of them were all wrong, and sighed softly.

Originally, he was going to wake up that lazy guy.

But when he walked to Hatta and wanted to wake that guy up, the sleeping Hatta suddenly muttered: "Monkey..."

Fushimi was stunned.

It is impossible to describe the feeling at that moment, the heart that gradually sank, the warm orange light of the desk lamp gradually blurred out some other emotions, and Fushimi, who felt warm because the other party existed in his own world, suddenly understood what he had done before. Mood.

Probably like it, the kind of like HOMO.

For Hatta, who appeared in his own world and formed a world with himself in a heart-warming way, he can firmly grasp the things in his hands.

"Just copy it for the exam..."

Fushimi ignored Hatta Misaki's next words, quietly looking down at the sleeping Hatta.

He is an insatiable guy.

He didn't know this all the time, but when he looked at Misaki Hatta's sleeping face, he suddenly discovered the most essential desire in his heart.How can we form a closer world with Misaki, his world is only him, and he is the only one we need, right?

Hatta Misaki is so indifferent that she won't give up, so she won't give up on him.

This guy's existence is unique.

Fushimi doesn't think there is anything wrong with being like this, and it can even be said that he is satisfied with such a relationship.

Even if that guy is a little dumber.

The world he doesn't live in will be lonely instead.

The author has something to say: I don’t know why I couldn’t connect to the Internet yesterday... oh oh oh oh oh

In fact, this episode was originally going to be titled "When will you understand that I am so painfully obsessed with you", but it was too long and abusive, so I changed it to this, expressing that I regard Bamei as the monkey brother of the whole world, It's the monkey brother who betrayed but suffers alone

Fu Ba is too cruel and too beautiful QAQ

Because I haven't read the official novel, I wrote OTZ according to my understanding of Monkey Brother and Bamei.

PS Thank you for the mines of Jingjing~~~>////<~~~~~~~~

40 Episode [-] This Lonely World Without You (V [-])

Slow Hatta Misaki.

The unspeakable love made Fushimi put all those emotions in his heart, but his eyes became more and more focused.

But that guy didn't know, he was still joking with himself as usual, the smile overflowing from the corner of his eyes made him want to lick something crazily.

Hatta Misaki is also a shy child who is innocent and easy to hide.

If he really did something, probably that guy would run away directly, right?

Because of this concern, Fushimi has never spoken out the words deep in his heart, he can't hug that guy, he can only feel his slightly light weight for a boy while hanging on himself, and he can't blatantly kiss that guy Guy, I can only kiss him secretly when I stay at his house occasionally.

Because of Hatta Misaki's desire that swept him madly, it was always difficult for him to calm down at night and in the morning.

Misaki's smell, Misaki's voice, Misaki's smile, the warmth of Misaki's hands.

MISAKI...

Even calling out that name can make Fushimi feel a certain tacit understanding between the two gradually increase in value.

When Fushimi was suffering from the second disease, he planned to destroy the world. Even if Fushimi thought about it, he felt that if it was for Hatta, it would not matter if he destroyed the world.

If this continues, three years will pass, another three years will pass, and forever will follow.

Fushimi once thought so naively.

Until the day of high school.

The two who skipped class were playing PSP on the side of the road, and Misaki, who snatched her own drink, took a big sip right where her lips had been. Seeing his behavior, Fushimi's eyes darkened a little. Wanting to say something, the guy said "so boring" and threw the bottle out.

Caught by a red-haired man.

At first, Fushimi didn't dislike the man named "Zun".

It should be said that when the man burned the glass bottle into a liquid state, he, like Misaki beside him, felt the powerful power of the other party.

"There's nothing to do here, why don't you come and join me, middle school students." The one next to the red-haired man said to them lightly, "If you're upset, provide a place to vent."

This is where their world changes.

The two who joined Barbara because they were bored started to get along with the group.

Fushimi gradually felt restless.

Misaki, who was shocked by the king's power, stopped looking at herself, and turned his focus on the red king, adoring him, and was delighted by Zhou Fangzun's eyes or his answer.

And his indifferent personality made him unable to integrate into the place he called "family" like Misaki. Sitting in the corner of the bar and watching Misaki joking with him, Fushimi felt the violent dissatisfaction in his heart increase.

The instinct to love drives an urge to possess.

This made Fushimi feel that the Barbara guys were an eyesore.

Misaki who was smirking at Bie, Misaki who showed a bright expression towards Bie, and Misaki who was excited and adoring but a little shy when she saw Zhou Fangzun, were also extremely annoying to the eyes.

Fushimi found that even though Misaki believed in him wholeheartedly, the world of the two had gradually collapsed, and they couldn't talk about each other like before. When the two were alone, all he said was "Brother Zun".

——Brother Zun is so amazing!

——Ah, as expected, Brother Zun's flame is the most lethal!

——Monkey, Brother Zun gave the pudding just now!

Brother Zun, Brother Zun, Brother Zun, Brother Zun, Brother Zun, Brother Zun...

——It's great to meet Brother Zun.

Misaki... why don't you tell me what it was like to meet her?

Crazy jealousy began to wrap around him like a fine needle-pricked wire, and Fushimi, who couldn't break free, looked at Misaki day after day, hoping that he could look at him again.

Look, MISAKI, look back.

Stop calling "Brother Zun" and look.

Whatever else is fine, as long as you only see you, the whole world will be fine.

--have a look.

No matter how hoarse the inner call was, it still couldn't reach the heart of Misaki who had merged into the Barbara.

It seems to be disappearing, myself.

Because Zhou Fangzun said, "The eyes are so good, like a crow with night vision", and because he hated him calling him "Misaki", Hatta Misaki officially announced to others one day, saying: "From today on, I will call him Hatta. crow!"

Hearing this, Fushimi couldn't help tightening his fingers, his nails piercing deeply into his palm.

Denied, this guy denied the Misaki he had.

The corners of his eyes were burning, but Fushimi couldn't say anything, he subconsciously ignored Tokata Tara's words to him, he stood up and walked out.

If he hadn't skipped class, sat on the side of the road, drank drinks, or joined the barbara... Then, would I, like Misaki, still be the most important existence of the other party?

With a deliberate attitude, he continued to call Hatta "Misaki", and even deliberately used a very twisted and strange tone.

Because at that time, the angry Misaki would turn around to look at him, and want to fight with him. At that moment, he only had eyes for himself.

No matter how sad it is, when Misaki looks at her now, she won't have the illusion of being abandoned by the whole world.

I hope that even if the world of the two ends, it will end together.

Fushimi and Hatta walked together, felt together, chose together, endured together, confused together, explored together, but in the end they were not together