[Full-time Zhang Xinjie] I want this pastor

Well, it is indeed attractive.Since she went to university, she hasn't been back once, and even passed by the gate of No. [-] Middle School several times, but she couldn't go in to see it.

According to her statement, seeing a group of innocent juniors in school uniforms, and looking at herself who has wasted several years, she really doesn't have the face to go back.

But Zhang Xinjie was different. He had been back too many times, and the security guards at the school gate knew him, and let him and Bai Yuyu in without asking anything.

As soon as I stepped into the campus, I heard the overwhelming sound of evening reading, and a breath of youth came to my face.

Bai Yuyu's footsteps and her tone became lighter, as if she had turned back to the high school student seven years ago with a high ponytail, who didn't like to wear glasses, and walked lightly. She turned her head and looked at Zhang Xinjie: "If the juniors and juniors see you suddenly appear as a big star, will they line up and ask for your autograph?"

Zhang Xinjie smiled faintly, noncommittal.

It was true in the beginning.But after seeing him more often, this group of juniors no longer consider him a star at all, and may even ignore him when they meet face to face.

Bai Yuyu didn't know anything about these things, she was still immersed in her self-righteous cognition: "That scene must be like the stars holding the moon..." While talking, he imagined the scene of a group of high school students surrounding Zhang Xinjie.Zhang Xinjie must have looked cold, but the fans around him were enthusiastic, chirping non-stop.

The stars are holding the moon, what an appropriate metaphor.Bai Yuyu is proud of her association ability.

But Zhang Xinjie's thoughts did not stop at the metaphor she was proud of. Every step he took now corresponded to a memory from the past.

Zhang Xinjie was still a sophomore in high school when he decided to go to Tyranny's training camp, and he didn't completely abandon his studies. At that time, he was running between school and training camp for a while.

After that rainy day, he always remembered to return the umbrella to the girl and thank her face to face.I don't know if it's really fate, the second middle school is so big, and they are in different grades, who knows that they will meet again so soon.To be more precise, Zhang Xinjie saw her right away in the crowd.The classmate who was walking with him at that time saw that he couldn't move his feet when he saw Bai Yuyu, so he deliberately joked: "Would you like to find out her name for you?"

Really just kidding.After all, Zhang Xinjie at that time would only read in a corner of the classroom with his head down every day, and he had never heard of girls hanging around him.

Who knew that Zhang Xinjie would actually reply: "Yes."

After the word "um", every figure of Bai Yuyu on the campus became his sight.

He found that when she was eating in the cafeteria, she never lacked friends who were talking and laughing, when she was reading in the library, she could fall asleep after a while, and when she was running on the playground, she never passed the 800m...

As long as Zhang Xinjie, the rationalist, uses a little bit of reason to suppress him, he won't even like this person who is completely different from him.

But her figure, her smile, even hearing her name from someone else's mouth, any element related to her appeared, his reason was completely overwhelmed.

Only then did he know that "rationality tells me that I don't like her" is a complete false proposition.

He is familiar with everything about her, but she has never seen him.

She doesn't wear glasses because she is nearsighted.It was also because Zhang Xinjie, who didn't know that she was short-sighted, never took the initiative to call her out once.

That umbrella was not returned to her until he bid farewell to the high school campus.

The last time I saw her here seven years ago, she almost walked towards him.That was the closest time the two had been apart from holding an umbrella in the rain.

Zhang Xinjie thought, at that time, as long as she could stay for a second longer, he would definitely stop her, tell her everything, and ask all his questions.

But she still didn't.

After that wrong body, it has been seven years since we met again.

"Deputy Zhang, in fact, I already knew that you are also from No. [-] Middle School. I seem to have mentioned it to you before."

"That's because, my sophomore year in high school happened to be the time when you made your debut and helped Tyranny win the championship. Then you became a legend in No. [-] Middle School, especially in the hearts of internet addicted teenagers, you are definitely at the level of a god. Because I was caught going to an Internet cafe, I can just say 'I might become the next Zhang Xinjie'..."

Bai Yuyu talked for a long time, but Zhang Xinjie didn't respond, she was a little surprised.It wasn't until she inadvertently lowered her head and saw the scene on the ground that she realized how Zhang Xinjie was feeling now.

It's a completely different mood from hers.

On the ground, Zhang Xinjie's hand shadow was adjusting step by step following her elusive swing.Gently cover it, and quickly pull it away.Wherever the street lamps cast shadows, he is repeating this hand shadow game.

In the past seven years, he has been in his small world like this, silently obeying a heart that likes her without daring to disturb her.

Even now, he was instinctively resisting the urge to hold her hand.It can only be approached cautiously in this way.

Bai Yuyu was like waking up from a big dream.Only then did she realize that she was completely wrong.

The stars holding the moon is not a coronation ceremony for thousands of stars, but a very sad word.

Because among the many stars, there is no one he wants.That fuzzy star has been sleeping for hundreds of millions of years.And he just hung in the endless darkness, waiting day after day.

Everyone in the world thinks that this round of moon is so arrogant, but in fact, he has just been lonely for a long time.

Zhang Xinjie is like this.In the eyes of others, he is the most honorable priest, a world champion, and a legend.But in fact, for a long time, his heart was filled with longing, as if he was abandoned on the extremely cold Ziwei Star, where no grass grew.

This may be something that Bai Yuyu will never be able to empathize with.Because this is different from what is written in the novel, it is not a description that is mentioned in a few sentences, can be skipped, and does not hurt or itch to promote the development of a sweet plot.It is Zhang Xinjie's real experience, the longing that cannot be shared with others.

Bai Yuyu thought it was just a revisit, but Zhang Xinjie didn't.Every time he came here, it was just to grab the little memory of her left, so that he would not forget her, not forget her.

Such Zhang Xinjie, this extremely distressing hand shadow game, Bai Yuyu, who was belatedly aware of it, suddenly felt a sour taste overflowing his entire chest.

It seems like... I really want to cry.

She stopped suddenly, without saying anything, she directly took Zhang Xinjie's hand.The night was as cold as water, not even reaching the temperature of his fingertips.She gently pinched the back of his hand, her eyes filled with warmth:

"Don't come here again."

The past cannot be changed, but in the future, you can look directly at me.

I don't know if Zhang Xinjie is too smart or they really have a heart-to-heart, but he immediately understood what she meant.

And then he finally, for the first time, took her back.The temperature difference conveyed by the palms of the two people is the feeling of melting ice and snow.

Back downstairs in the talent apartment unit, Bai Yuyu was holding a lot of dolls, covering her blushing cheeks.

"I am happy today."

"You..." Looking into her eyes, Zhang Xinjie put the words back on his lips.

"Ok?"

"It's nothing, next time. Let's talk next time."

Bai Yuyu didn't force it, she lightly fiddled with the pink rabbit's ears on her chest twice, her brows and eyes were gentle and peaceful, like the warm wind in summer: "Well, I must say it next time."

Every time Zhang Xinjie sent her home, he had to wait downstairs for a long time before leaving.Today, he finally got a response——

On the other side, a probe representing the same reluctance.

The moon is bright and the stars are sparse tonight.But the long-overdue star that the moon loves the most finally cuddles tightly beside him.

The moment he saw Bai Yuyu draw the curtains and open the window, Zhang Xinjie regretted that he couldn't say that sentence just now.

But fortunately, he still has a next time.

Siege

It’s been said that being in love energizes you, and it’s true.Even Bai Yuyu, who has been flattened by life all the year round, is thinking of turning around, and she decides to put all her spare energy into realizing her once grandiose words.

Let's recall, Bai Yuyu, a computer major, Matlab, Java, C++ and Python, which of these languages ​​does not know?

The answer is: neither.

Such a graduate who would sink in a second in the talent market was released by Zhang Xinjie into Team Tyranny's technical department.

After learning from the painful experience, Bai Yuyu vowed to start a crazy learning mode from now on.

What's so difficult about computer language? Isn't it just a language where 0 and 1 are entangled together (it's not what you think, I'm talking about base...), the blind and confident Bai Yuyu quickly settled on her first little one. Target.What it is specifically, can be summed up by the name of the textbook she bought——

C language, from entry to proficiency.

At this point, there is only a good learning environment away from the birth of a generation of programming masters.

For Bai Yuyu who is already working, the best charging time is the few hours after get off work to before going to bed.Of course, if these few hours were allocated by her after returning home, it would probably be to read the novel until twelve o'clock, and then slowly open the book after getting a little sleepy, without reading two lines, and fall asleep directly on the pillow.After a month, the progress is still stuck on the first page.

In order to prevent this kind of thing from happening, Zhang Xinjie resolutely took action and helped her choose a perfect study place——

Tyranny's training room, next to him.

His selfishness is obvious and everyone knows it