[Grave Raiders Notes bg] Lost Notes 2: Heavy Fate

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The wind outside the window was getting stronger and stronger, and the leaves of the magnolia tree slammed and scraped across the glass.

Nan Xing glanced up from between Zhang Qi's spiritual arms, the clouds in the night sky were low, the sky was flying, and occasionally pedestrians hurried past on the street outside.

She seemed to think of something, she looked back and asked him, "Did you wait for me at my door because you saw me coming back?"

Zhang Qiling nodded bluntly.

Nan Xing felt a little proud of his firm answer, and suddenly developed a wonderful confidence to speak out many questions in his memory that needed to be confronted with him.

So, she immediately asked what she cared most about: "When did you start to realize that your thoughts about me have changed?"

Although Nan Xing has no love experience at all, he thinks he has a lot of theoretical knowledge, but it was not until three days ago that he interpreted the change of his inner thoughts from a casual look in his eyes. In fact, she has always been mentally prepared to protect him silently as a companion.

Originally thought that Zhang Qiling would tell her in a rational and calm tone like analyzing the mechanism of the tomb that the change of thinking is a cumulative process without a clear time point.

However, he told her without any hesitation: "That morning you first trained Tang Seng."

Nan Xing was unexpected, and after recalling it for a while, he still didn't think of anything, so he raised his arms slightly and looked into his eyes: "But you didn't even want to eat breakfast with me that day."

"I originally wanted to keep you, but found that I had no reason to keep you."

"You still need a reason to keep me?" Nan Xing asked with wide eyes.

Zhang Qiling didn't answer in a hurry, stretched out his fingers and pinched her cheek, and after a while, he said softly: "It's really not necessary."

Nan Xing realized that what he said was different from what he had just understood. Thinking from his point of view, it was not difficult to understand the message behind his words, but it was still unbelievable, "You wonder why you didn't even keep me?" You need a reason, so you deliberately didn't keep me?"

Zhang Qiling tightened his arms, and wrapped her back in his arms, as an answer.

"I thought it would be earlier," Nan Xing still couldn't figure it out, "on the day of Wanjia's dance, you only need to give me a signal to leave, and I will find a chance to get rid of the entanglement. Reconciled with you. But you chose to take me away in a more complicated way that supported me well."

"That's a fuse."

"But it was at that time that I realized my feelings for you. I remember that I discussed it with Yue Tong that day... By the way," Nan Xing said here, suddenly remembered something, raised his head from his arms, showing crystal clear "I just told Yuetong that I seemed to like you that day, and you knocked on the door. I'm actually not sure if you heard it from outside the door."

Zhang Qiling gave her a meaningful look, "What you want to ask should be the last sentence."

"I think he doesn't like me because he doesn't want to sleep with me."

……

That's all heard.

Old Nan Xing blushed, "Why are you looking at me like that? I'm not wrong. You really didn't like me back then."

Immediately afterwards, she tilted her head slightly, and said with a smile, "Of course, you don't have to feel that you owe me for it. I've always enjoyed it myself."

Zhang Qiling paused, as if he was recalling his mood and feelings at that time, he hesitated to speak for a moment in his eyes, but in the end he chose to remain silent, stretched out his hand to hug her tightly, and shook his head lightly.

Nan Xing wrapped his arms around his back, and patted his shoulder comfortingly, "I was prepared to be a little bit disappointed, and then you came to coax me. But after thinking about it, you are now mine." , Sleep or not, there is nothing to worry about."

It has completely different meanings from what he wanted to express, but it doesn't matter anymore.

Zhang Qiling raised his head and looked out of the window, the sky was overcast, and the lights of thousands of houses shone faintly in his pupils. The strong wind before the rainstorm whirled the branches and leaves, and through the glass window, it turned into a hazy and distant background sound.

Originally, he wanted to explain to her, but in fact, when Yuan Zai met her for the first time when he was young, he had a feeling of deja vu.That indescribable feeling was long before Bai Lejing reunited, so even if there was only one name left in the palm of his hand, he instinctively wanted to find her.

But it wasn't until that morning when doubts arose in my mind that I began to realize it.

Nan Xing suggested at this time: "You really love me, and when I say I'm going back to sleep later, you just leave me here, and you don't need to find a reason this time."

Zhang Qiling looked at the time, "It's already early morning, if you are sleepy, you can sleep for a few more hours when you go back now."

Nan Xing was stunned for a moment, and said honestly, "...I don't want to go back, I want to rest with you."

"I need to go to the archives at five o'clock tomorrow."

"Just so I can get up early with you."

"You don't have to go together tomorrow. Besides, if you are in front of me, I may not be able to sleep. "

"You really mean the same thing..." Nan Xing sighed, "Alright then, I'll come back to you tomorrow."

The same words as three days ago.

"No need," Zhang Qiling looked at her with a gentle voice, "You can sleep peacefully, I will be back before you wake up."

Nan Xing had a premonition, so he asked him, "Do you have any plans for the next step?"

"Ah."

"Then I'd better wait for you to come back tomorrow and listen." Nan Xing buried his face back in Zhang Qiling's chest, "Let me stay for a while, and I'll go back later."

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After the lightning and thunder, the sound of pattering rain gradually started, leaving thousands of water marks on the window glass behind the two of them.

Nan Xing stayed silently in Zhang Qiling's arms, there were many things he wanted to say to him, but at this moment he decided to let it go.

He has been her driftwood all along, carrying almost all of her life goals.

It turned out that the moment her wish came true, she felt not only satisfaction, but also a faint and imperceptible pain. This pain seemed to have existed deep in her heart for a long time, but she was a little confused.

Why, do you feel this way?

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