"You don't think she loves you, do you?"

"Actually, you should have a feeling, we are together, and my girlfriend is her."

"Zhilong, why do you have to embarrass yourself so much?"

Every word the man said was engraved on Quan Zhilong's heart. He looked at the familiar friend in front of him and felt unfamiliar. He fell backwards like a dizzy spin, but what fell in the next second was not the ground, but the soft bed.

He sat up suddenly, sweating all over his head, looking at the dark house, he realized that he was dreaming again.

Since that day, he has had this dream countless times. In the dream, Lee Soo Hyuk's mocking face was very clear, as if everything happened yesterday.

But he never dreamed of Zhenxing, every time he thinks of her, the memory will be a bit blurred, only her beautiful clear eyes, shining like gems, are the most precious treasure in the palace of memory.

After Zhen Xing left, he realized that there was no trace of her in his life, the two of them had no sweet photo together, there was no trace of Zhen Xing left in his home, and Zhen Xing's home...

After he learned that the house was sold, he went to buy it, but he learned that it was bought away, so his last hope was also extinguished.

Sometimes Quan Zhilong would think, is the past a dream?In fact, Zhenxing does not exist, and the two are not in love.

Otherwise, why, there is no her in my life.

Only the existence of Lee Soo Hyuk reminded him again and again that everything was not a dream.

He didn't understand, when did Zhen Xing cheat, and why did he get entangled with He Zhengyu? What is their relationship?What is his position in Zhen Xing's heart?

Does she love herself?Do you love it or not?really love?Still not in love at all.

Quan Zhilong thought for a long time, and was tortured by this curiosity for countless days and nights, he was going crazy. He didn't believe that Zhenxing didn't love him, but he couldn't believe that she really loved him.

Everything is at an impasse, and it seems like this question will never be answered.

He once thought about asking Ha Zhengyu to clarify, because Lee Soo Hyuk would never tell, but the two people's social circles are far apart, and he has never found a chance.

Quan Zhilong didn't know that he bought Zhenxing's house until he went to that community one day and saw He Zhengyu coming out of Zhenxing's former home.

The man was wearing a gray coat, a peaked cap and glasses, and walked forward with his head down. When he raised his eyes, he happened to collide with Quan Zhilong's eyes. The moment they looked at each other, Quan Zhilong was shocked. He couldn't believe that this haggard man with dark circles under his eyes was Ha Zhengyu. At that moment, he forgot that he wanted to ask what the relationship between Ha Zhengyu and Zhen Xing was. Before he could recover, he saw He Zhengyu He left with downcast eyes as if nothing had happened.

At that moment, Quan Zhilong had a very strange feeling.

He knew that He Zhengyu sent the text message, and he also knew that the relationship between He Zhengyu and Zhen Xing was not easy, but for some reason, he actually felt a little sympathetic to He Zhengyu, that kind of sympathy seemed to pity that he didn't even have any remaining warmth , and at least I have had the sincerity of Zhenxing.

He felt that Zhen Xing had sincerity towards him again. Anyway, he was always wandering back and forth like this, and he was best at torturing himself with thoughts.

The advantage is that the inspiration for writing lyrics and music is very abundant, and the disadvantage is that you can't forget Makoto, but he doesn't think this is a bad thing.

The night was still very dark in the early morning, Quan Zhilong got out of bed, walked to the window and opened the curtains, looking at the deep night outside, his originally chaotic brain gradually became clearer, and he was more rational at this time than at any time during the day Sober again, the words and sentences filled my mind like poems.

Every time he dreams of that day, he will have some inspiration, and this inspiration is almost complete.

He looked at the stars in the night sky and couldn't help thinking, where is Zhenxing at this moment?Was she looking at the same night sky?

Even if he doesn't understand why she does this, and doesn't know whether she loves him or not, Quan Zhilong still has a kind of masochistic yearning. Every time he misses her, he will think of how she was cruel to him, but it is also because of this Lingchi-like pain that makes him He has produced a steady stream of inspiration, which no other person can give in his more than 30 years of life.

After days and nights apart, he realized that Zhen Xing was not boring, it was just that he didn't find her interesting.

After the demo was recorded, it was already dark, Quan Zhilong couldn't sleep, so he changed his clothes after washing up to go to the art exhibition.

The author of this exhibition is very famous. It has been more than two years since there was an exhibition. This time, Quan Zhilong specially bought a ticket to be able to be in Seoul.

On the drive to the art show, the random radio starts to deliver the daily news.

"Recently actor Lee Dong Wook's company disclosed that he suffers from depression..."

Quan Zhilong changed the channel casually, he was not interested.

"He Zhengyu was summoned by the police the day before yesterday. According to reports, it may be because of his drug abuse, but He Zhengyu said it was because of the car accident treatment a year ago..."

Quan Zhilong didn't know why, he always felt that it had nothing to do with the car accident, it was more like...

He didn't continue to think deeply, but concentrated on driving.

Because it was still early, there were not many people at the entrance of the art exhibition. When Quan Zhilong entered, the first thing he saw was a huge painting.

It's not right, instead of talking about one painting, it should be said that three paintings make up one painting.

In the middle is a black flower that blooms to the extreme, and then extends to each side with a flower.

Darkness, hatred, and the deepest love, these words popped into Quan Zhilong's mind the moment he saw the flower. The huge flower was as black as night, and the veins on it were clearly visible, just like a person's heart. The blood vessels in his body were generally protruding, and Quan Zhilong felt a kind of malice rushing towards his face just by looking at it, almost drowning him.

He turned his perspective almost immediately to look at the flowers next to him, but there was still so much hatred and pain that couldn't be resolved, each of these three paintings used extreme emotion.

Just looking at it, he could feel that thousands of hands were about to pull him into the abyss of hatred.

He had some admiration for the creators of these paintings, and couldn't help but wonder what kind of person should be able to draw such works.

With curiosity, he finished reading the rest of the flowers. This author is very interesting. He has not held an art exhibition for such a long time. When he exhibits, there are several new paintings, all of which are flowers.

When Quan Zhilong walked to the last blue rose, he couldn't help but stop. Looking at the painting in front of him, he felt an inexplicable sense of familiarity. He always felt that he had seen it somewhere before, as if he had seen it before.

The blue rose is in full bloom, and there are crystal clear water drops on it, as if the water drops will roll down the petals in the next second. There is no wind, but it makes people feel that the flowers are automatic, and they will shatter when touched lightly. Earth, has a melancholy aesthetic.

It's just that I always feel that there is something missing in the stamen.Quan Zhilong was still thinking, but was bumped by someone, he subconsciously went over, only to find out that he was an insider.

Although the other party was wearing a mask, Quan Zhilong could still recognize him, and subconsciously greeted him, "Seung Gi, what a coincidence."

"What a coincidence." Lee Seung Gi nodded.

The two didn't know each other well, so they said hello to each other and stopped talking.

When Quan Zhilong looked back at Blue Rose, the familiar feeling was gone. Just when he was a little bored, he felt Lee Seung Gi left.

He turned his head to look at Lee Seung Gi's back, and found that he was walking towards a woman. The woman's curly hair covered the curvature of her side face, and she couldn't see her face clearly. With the warm luster, there is an indescribably familiar feeling. This is the second time Quan Zhilong has felt this kind of familiarity. He subconsciously took a few more glances, but it is a pity that Lee Seung Gi blocked his sight after walking over, covering the woman tightly. Strictly.

Quan Zhilong felt a little pity in his heart, and continued to watch Blue Rose, but the scene just now flashed across his mind for no reason, the pearl earrings in the woman's hair flashed, and instantly coincided with the earrings in his memory!

Is that what Zhen Xing wore? !Quan Zhilong suddenly looked in the direction of Lee Seung Gi, but he still disappeared without a trace, including the woman.

Quan Zhilong almost ran over without even thinking about it, but it was a pity that there were only strangers around, and no trace of Lee Seung Gi had disappeared. With the ability to think, he subconsciously wanted to call Li Seung Gi, but the moment he dialed the number, he hesitated again.

Is it really apricot?Or is it a coincidence?At the moment when he was closest to Zhen Xing, he realized that he was actually a little scared.

Afraid that it is really her, and afraid that it is not her...

Quan Zhilong raised his eyes and looked around. People who had never met before were watching the painting. The huge flower of evil was in the front left. The overwhelming black seemed to represent the deepest hatred and love in the world. I consciously remembered that I thought it was love and was let down again.

Zhen Xing was like this, he thought he should hate her, but the constant inspiration reminded him that he was relying on her.

If he really let him give up his hatred, it would be like giving up his muse. If so, Quan Zhilong would rather choose to be her servant willingly.

But this is limited to the moment when the two cannot see each other. If they really meet again, Quan Zhilong can't imagine how he will face her, so humble that he loses his dignity?Or finally let go?

He couldn't give his own answer, and he couldn't choose. At this moment, facing a woman who was a little similar to Zhen Xing, he hesitated so far.

Quan Zhilong clenched his phone tightly and turned around after a few seconds. He...was unable to face it yet...

Whether it's embarrassment or letting go, he can't do it.

Quan Zhilong thought he had made the most difficult choice in the world, but the moment he turned around and raised his eyes, he realized that fate was never something he could control. He was like a clown who thought he made a choice in the midst of fate, because Fate is watching his funny ugly appearance, never giving him a chance to choose.

He looked at the familiar yet unfamiliar woman not far away, but he couldn't utter a word with his lips slightly parted.

Instead, it was the woman who noticed his gaze, turned around and looked at him. The moment the two people's eyes met, Quan Zhilong could feel the overwhelming tide of memory, and the cold tide made him shiver with cold, the more so his brain felt. He became more and more sober, sober enough to recognize the subtle changes in the woman in front of him.

She has dyed her hair, changed her dressing style, and has a different temperament, but she is still the same...so beautiful...

It's so beautiful that it's impossible not to feel overwhelmed.

Quan Zhilong looked at her with a gentle smile, and when he said "Long time no see" as if nothing had happened, he felt a little pain in his heart, but he still responded unsatisfactorily:

"haven't seen you for a long time."

It turned out that I missed someone too much, hated someone too much, and after I really saw her, the first words I uttered were these four words.

Quan Zhilong looked at the gentle appearance of the woman opposite, and pulled the corner of his mouth to show a false smile.

Zhenxing, long time no see.

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