[Funno Otome] Is my colleague angry today?

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Akutagawa is by nature a rather self-contained person.Except for the opinions of a few people, the attitudes of the vast majority of people in this society are invisible to him; even the words of Mr. Dazai, whom he admires, may not be completely regarded by him as golden rules.

That said, he is surprisingly conventional in some ways.

After interacting with his partner, he sent messages to his boss, teacher and younger sister in a solemn tone.

The general idea of ​​the text message is: he has found a lover who will spend his whole life together, because the recipient is someone he values, so he hopes that this relationship will be blessed by the other party.

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——Then he was blocked by Osamu Dazai's new account.

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The partner was relying on him to play games at that time.

The moment she caught a glimpse of his expression, she quickly pressed pause, put the phone on the coffee table, and then slapped her thigh and laughed wildly.

Akutagawa asked angrily: "What's so ridiculous about being blacklisted by that person?"

He wanted to bless this nascent romance.Because it was the best, tenderest thing he had ever had, and he showed it to everyone he knew with joy, without hearing a word of disapproval.

The partner didn't care about this kind of thing at all, and even regarded it as a joke.Maybe she doesn't take the relationship as seriously as she says she does.She has often seen through his thoughts since the first time they met, and thinking about it, it is not difficult to deliberately pick up some nice words to coax him.It's hard to say how much of it is sincere.

Maybe, he has been deceived thousands of times by her rhetoric without knowing it.Anyway, for that little bit of sweetness, no matter how many times he repeated it, he would only be deceived by wishful thinking.

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I don't know if the filter is too thick, but the partner actually saw a betrayal-like grievance on the face of the villain who was so scary.

Even the murderous questioning was quite pitiful under careful scrutiny.

"It's my fault, I shouldn't laugh at you. Don't be sad, Akutagawa-kun," she said with a smile wiping away her tears, "Your status is inconvenient, otherwise I will go to the Armed Detective Agency to complain to you and let your teacher Get you off the blacklist? Or should I text him now?"

To her surprise, Akutagawa categorically refused: "No need. When I see Mr. Dazai, I will ask him why."

"But it would be more convenient for me to ask, right? He should give me some face, after all Osamu Dazai owes me—"

She stopped talking abruptly.

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The partner poked him in the face, then stroked his hair with his fingers, and asked him pokingly, "Why are you angry?"

Akutagawa seemed to be soothed by her inexplicable little action, his face turned pale, and he replied calmly: "I'm not angry at all."

"Don't be stubborn, your face was so ugly just now that you can stop a child from crying at night. Tell me honestly, or your dog food will be cut off - no, I was wrong, I mean I won't post with you these days."

He said lazily, "...you're mentioning that person again."

"That's unreasonable, Akutagawa-kun, didn't you bring it up first! Besides, I was holding my breath and wanted to complain about it four years ago. Even if you are angry, you should be angry with me, a subordinate. Are you disrespectful to your boss and calling him crazy every day? What do you think you have to say that I mention him too many times, you call Mr. Dazai every day, I’m not jealous of you yet—wait a minute. Wait a minute, no? .It's, it's not what I imagined...?"

She questioned her life and murmured: "Impossible... How can I make Akutagawa Ryunosuke jealous of Osamu Dazai because of me...?"

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Akutagawa is well aware that he has a boring personality, is not good at words, and his interests are far from hers.From the beginning, it was the partner who kept accommodating himself.If things go on like this, she will definitely feel depressed.

If he had that person's ability to read people's hearts, all problems would be easily solved.Unfortunately, whether it was to make her happy or keep her, he couldn't do anything.

"I'm inferior to Dazai-san everywhere," Akutagawa looked a little embarrassed, and turned his eyes away, "Therefore..."

She realized: "Did you think that if I had the chance, I would run away with him?"

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"Let's be clear first," my partner propped up the sofa with one hand, looked straight at him, and said earnestly, "I don't deny that Osamu Dazai is a man who is excellent in all aspects and worthy of admiration. Without you, in time, I It is indeed possible to have a good impression of him. But I only had a relationship with him, and there is nothing else; since nothing has happened in four years, it is even more impossible now. Instead of worrying This, it’s better to worry about my encounters on the way to the card shop to play cards, that’s more realistic.”

When Akutagawa heard the last sentence, his face turned cold.

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The partner panicked: "Wait a minute, I'm joking—"

Before she finished speaking, she was bound by her wrists and pressed down on the sofa.

With the light behind him, Akutagawa looked down at her condescendingly, with an unhappy expression.This angle made him show some kind of ancient aggressiveness, as if he was going to bite through her throat and swallow her internal organs in the next second.

The partner blinked: "... Akutagawa-kun?"

She was kissed like a gazelle by the neck.

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After all, they were young couples in the passionate love period. The two kissed for an unknown period of time, and even the base of their tongues began to tingle before it stopped.

Akutagawa has a wonderful desire to control his partner.Even though he knew that the two were in love with each other, he was always afraid that if he let down his vigilance, she would run away, and he always grabbed her mercilessly, not allowing her to move.Whether it is kissing or hugging in that way, she often feels in a trance that this is not a show of love between lovers, but some kind of eating behavior, but he is unilaterally confirming the existence of the other party time and time again. .

The wounds torn out in those four years may not be healed in a lifetime, and if it is involved a little, it will always ooze blood.

She had no choice but to respond clumsily and with all her might, hoping that the love, doubled, would one day fill the void.

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It's okay to fail.It's okay for two hedgehogs to warm up close to each other and stab each other out of nowhere.

Between the kisses, the partner raised his head affectionately and rubbed his lover's cheek, thinking so.

Because the "spear and shield" that cannot stand in the same world coexist here is already the rarest spectacle.

-Complete-

The author has something to say:

Postscript that doesn’t matter if you don’t read it:

At this point, the Akutagawa branch line is over!

This article is an unplanned product, so when I started the pit, I just thought about the general direction. I didn’t even have a rough outline. It was a purely decompressed article. I didn’t pay much attention to the rhythm or plot, and there were no deletions. It may not be read. too smooth?But I am quite happy to write it myself, maybe this is the inferiority of hard disk writers.

I will save up a meme in the future and see if I can drop a little cookie or something, but my production capacity is quite limited, so don't get too hopeful.

Everyone seems to be very concerned about Dazai Maomao in this article, so let me just say a few words here:

In this article, I said that there will be no crematorium for chasing wives typical of Jinjiang. This is because I don’t run a crematorium, and I will only burn to death and replace it with another one.Although I didn't write it, his perspective would be very angina.

I said it in the comments before, but some people may not know it, so let me mention it again: the seafood noodle incident in this article did not happen in the timeline of Akutagawa Fanwai.

My sister didn't take the initiative to reach out, so Jae just kept looking at her like that.Because of the resurrection of Oda Zuo, he owed his sister a huge favor, and promised her that "all future plans will not include her, and treat her as if she doesn't exist." Up to now, he has no position to interfere Her life is gone.

My sister never knew that there was a stray cat that scratched her and was watching her from afar, greedily.

She doesn't need to know either.It's just an unnecessary burden on both sides.