A long way to grow

After bidding farewell to Ninzuzu and going home, I took my mobile phone and hesitated for a long time before finally plucking up the courage to call Atobe.It's really strange to say that when I was in the army, I didn't care what time Atobu was when I called, and I was quite at ease, but now at home, I hesitated so much.

"Why are you calling me now? Aren't you training all the time?"

"Uh... I haven't trained..."

"...Why? Are you injured?" Atobe's steady voice was tinged with panic.

"No... I just got discharged from the army a few days ago..."

... The other side was suddenly silent for a while, and I was a little nervous.

"Where are you now?"

"I'm at home……"

Atobe hung up the phone, and only ten minutes later there was a knock on the door.I opened the door, and suddenly I was embraced by a young man who was too mature and stable.I closed my eyes to hold back my tears, and hugged him back with a bold smile like a horse daddy. When we parted again, we all picked up our disguise again.

I invited him in, and I talked to him about what I could tell, and he took the Rising Star out of his pocket, a star-shaped necklace, so beautiful.

"Thank you! This is very important to me!" I thanked him with a smile.

"...What are you going to do next?"

"I've done almost everything I need to do. The next thing I should do is to go to the deep mountains and old forests to live my secluded life."

"Do you have to go to the deep forest? Can't you do it here?"

"The trace department..."

"Ah um... I'm just asking casually." Atobe was silent for a while, and then said again, "Although I'm going to live in seclusion, it's different from the army anyway. Is it possible to make one or two phone calls a week?"

…Actually, I discovered it when I was in the army. I don’t know when Atobe has gradually stopped saying the word “Ben.” Maybe it’s because he is involved in more and more work. Now he only jokes occasionally or asks for help. It's only when I'm hiding something that I unconsciously use the title "Master Ben" in front of my friends...

I couldn't laugh no matter what, I froze my face, obviously I wanted to reject it quickly, but I couldn't open my mouth no matter what.I'm afraid I'll go crazy if I go on like this.

Phew... Atobe sighed as if he had exhausted all his strength, raised his head helplessly, closed his eyes and fell silent, and opened his eyes again, the emotion that had been hidden in his eyes could no longer be concealed.He stepped forward and hugged me again, and held me tightly into his arms. I froze, but this time I didn't know how to react... It's over, I screwed up...

"Since you can't control your emotions, there's no need for me to hide it anymore. Let's make it clear."

"What did I say..." Tears flowed out again.

"The reason why you must do this, the reason why you must do it even if you leave me."

"..." I was crying, I obviously didn't want to lie to you, I'm sorry... "I have cancer, and I can only live for another two years at most."

"...Then can't you just stay by my uncle's side for at least these two years? Quanzi... I like you, don't leave me." Something dripped on my neck, warm, like dripping on my neck. His heart was normal, full of waves.

I fell completely because of Atobe's last sentence, I was a little desperate, more because of the powerlessness of not being able to leave him anymore, my heart was sore and painful mixed with a little bit of sweetness, how could I be treated like this by a small self? The ten-year-old boy was defeated... I hugged him back with tears in my eyes.

I don't understand why we love so deeply. This is the first time I like someone since my last life, and it's also the first time I like someone so deeply.As for Atobe, his character itself is like this, either he doesn't love, or he loves deeply, what a foul...

I moved to Atobe's personal villa. I don't know how Atobe negotiated with his family. I never met his parents, and no one came to disturb my life with him.

Atobe leaves home at 08:30 every morning and returns on time at 05:30 pm, rain or shine.He also brought back piles of documents, and Atobe processed these things at home and brought them back to the company the next day.

I exercise when he is not at home, not to improve, but to keep my physical fitness from deteriorating.As early as I had completed the third mandatory task, 4 kilometers in 80 hours, I was not worried that I would become weaker because of the appropriate amount of relaxed training in the past two years.

Atobe thought about asking a specialist to treat me, but I refused.I know that this disease cannot be cured, because I am not sick, and the result of this examination is originally misleading by the system.Because of this, although he still went to and from get off work on time, Atobe still had a cold war with me for a few days, but finally compromised with me.

No matter how many times I checked, the results always showed that I could live for a few more months at most, but I just said firmly that I can live for two years, and I can even tell Atobe clearly when I will die.Atobe should know something. See, although I was diagnosed as terminal, I have never had an illness, and my complexion is also very good. I don’t look like terminal cancer at all. He never asked a doctor to see me again. Me, but he always inquired about my physical condition from the side. I don't know how much I revealed, but I think Atobe's intelligence should be aware of it.

On this day, Atobe finished his work early, walked up to me who was still doing stretching exercises, and hugged me. I was a little dissatisfied, "Why, I'm sweating all over!"

"Quanzi, I will confirm with you for the last time, will you not be affected in any way no matter what special situation you have in the future? And will your lifespan not be shortened?"

"Theoretically, that's true, but what special circumstances can I have?"

"For example, last time you drank a lot of alcohol, for example, if you sweat profusely from exercising now, the cancer cells in your body will not spread and will not be affected?" He is still so worried, I think it is still Make it clear to him.

"Atobe, don't keep thinking about whether my body will be unbearable. Let me tell you again, just treat me as a normal person. Can I promise you that no matter what happens, as long as I I was not fatally injured, and I will be fine before the time is up! You see, I have been with you for more than a month, have I taken any medicine? Have I ever had an illness? In fact, I am in good health, just to check It turned out to be terminal cancer and..." Wait!I'm exposed... I turn my head around again.

"Oh, I see."... What do you understand?

... two months later.

I thought that exchange was just an accident!After all, the Atobe has not mentioned it! !I am too naive! ! !

I looked at the test strip that showed two bars in my hand, and my hands were trembling.

"A, Atobe...you, can you...come back...I, I, I..." I was about to cry!

"Quanzi, don't worry, calm down, I'll be right back!" Thinking that something happened to me, Atobu immediately suspended the ongoing meeting. This was the first time Izumi called during his working hours after we were together. come over!Atobe urged the driver to drive quickly, and he got out of the car and ran all the way home.

"What's the matter?" Seeing me who was still sitting dumbfounded stepping in front of me, he hugged me gently and asked anxiously.

"Atobe...I'm pregnant..."

"Huh?" Atobe seemed a little unresponsive.

"What ah huh! I'm pregnant Atobe and you react like this?! We obviously wear condoms every time, don't you doubt it?!" I withdrew from Atobe's arms and shook his shoulders hard twice protest.

Atobe raised his eyebrows when he came to his senses, "So? What do you want to emphasize? You want to say that this child is not my uncle's?" He asked back, hugging me again, with unconcealable joy in his eyes.

"It's not your ass! Since I moved here, I haven't gone out every day except to buy vegetables! It's not yours or someone else's!!" I was a little crazy, is it time to say this!

"So, Quanzi, what are you struggling with? Why are you thinking about how to conceive when you are pregnant? Don't you think about it and don't plan to have this child?"

... "Ah Atobe, you did it on purpose, right! You must have designed it!!" I looked at him with some grief and indignation. This is bullying. I like children so much that I can't bear to kill my own children now, right? !He must have designed it! !

"...Heh, have you forgotten the last time you got drunk and pestered this uncle? I remember that time, but I stayed with you before I even finished my work."...My face turned red as soon as I brushed it , Pull up Atobe who is still working, and pounce on him... But the specious teasing he said while drinking... Well, rely on me, I can't help but blame who.

"At that time... didn't you wear a condom?"

"You just jumped on me and grabbed me and didn't let go. Where did I get the time to wear it?"

"Okay, don't tell me I was wrong, okay... what should I do now..." My embarrassing face was blushing almost to the point of bleeding.

"Give birth, otherwise, what else can I do, can I get rid of it?" No, no, absolutely not, this is the first pregnancy in my two lifetimes combined!

"But? If you have a child, then your wife..."

"...Izumi!" Atobe slowly put away his joy, he interrupted me, "Do you think it would be fair to her if I married my wife based on the relationship between me and you?" Atobe looked at it expressionlessly I sneered, "Or do you think I'm the kind of person who can feel at ease after you leave and find someone else to love each other?"

I stared at him blankly, "But, Atobe, you are only in your twenties..."

Atobe was silent for a while, then suddenly put away the coldness on his face, and changed the subject with a smile. "...Heh, Izumi, are you disliking me for not being mature enough?"

"...No, I really feel at ease by Atobe's side." I can't deceive myself anymore, at least I have to correct my attitude towards Atobe.

"Hey, since you want me to have a child, then I have quite a few demands! As your biological child, no matter whether it is male or female, you cannot treat him harshly or ignore him. You must do your duty as a father You have to love him, and you are not allowed to find a stepmother for him until he is mature and independent, and you are not allowed to..." I opened my mouth and began to make my request, Atobe just looked at me, his eyes became softer and brighter scary.

The author has something to say:

Ah, I always feel like I haven't explained my relationship line clearly.

My original setting is that both of them like each other and know that the other likes me.But the heroine has been avoiding this issue because she wants to improve her strength and can only stay for ten years. She thinks that it is only a few years together, but the consequence is the suffering of both parties in the next few decades, which is not worth it.

And Atobe also knew that she was avoiding this relationship. Although he didn't know the reason of the heroine, he respected the decision of the heroine, so he never mentioned it.

The hostess wants to cut off her relationship cleanly, but the key is that Atobe has never confessed her love, and the only time is when she is drunk.So she made Atobe give up on her future arrangements by beating around the bush, but Atobe didn't accept the move.This caused the heroine to continue to have emotional problems, and she got along in a mess until she was discharged from the army.

Originally, I didn't intend for her to develop with Atobe, but I couldn't help but want to whore the heart of my dream lover...