King's favor is hard to do

Du Yuzhang finally recovered a little.He struggled to open his eyes, and his eyes met Li Guangning's face.

The monarch of Dayan had a sallow complexion and dull eyes.He seemed to be looking at Du Yuzhang, and then seemed to pass Du Yuzhang to look at some empty place behind him.

——Maybe he saw a future without Du Yuzhang.It was an abyss.The rest of his life without Du Yuzhang will be an abyss that he can never get out of.

After Du Yuzhang opened his eyes, Li Guangning's pupils trembled, they brightened quickly, and then dimmed quickly.

He smiled self-deprecatingly,

"Du Qing... I'm hallucinating again. I saw you open your eyes."

Li Guangning was reluctant to blink, and stared closely at Du Yuzhang.Every previous hallucination disappeared after he couldn't help but blink.He looked greedily, his eyes were bloodshot, and tears gradually welled up in his sour eyes, blurring his vision.But no matter how hard he struggled, it was useless... He couldn't live without blinking.

Like he couldn't bring the dead back to life.

In the end, it still couldn't resist the instinct of the body.Tears welled up in Li Guangning's eyes when he blinked, and despair welled up in his heart.

——Du Yuzhang...I can't wake up again!He is the emperor of Dayan, but he can't order him to wake up, let alone watch him open his eyes, even just for one look!He couldn't keep even the faintest hallucination!

——If he can still wake up... As long as he wakes up, I will definitely...

Li Guangning's thoughts stopped.His throat was choked, his eyes widened - Du Yuzhang on the opposite side was still looking at him?

"Du Qing..."

"..."

"My hallucinations seem to have deepened."

Laughing at himself, Li Guangning spoke to the hallucination in his mind.His tone was soft and low.

"Du Qing, I suddenly remembered last night that I haven't slept with you for a long time. When we were in the East Palace, we often slept together in the same bed, and we talked late into the night... Do you remember?"

"..."

"...It's been three or four years now."

Li Guangning seemed to be stuck in memory.His eyes were downcast, his eyes were like shattered ice.

After a long time, he said softly,

"Actually, in the past three years, I often feel that the heights are extremely cold. Du Qing, I miss the East Palace very much."

...I miss you very much, in the East Palace.

Seemingly taking Du Yuzhang in front of him as an illusion, Li Guangning whispered many things to him.In the past three years, he had calmly talked to Du Yuzhang, perhaps not as much as this time.But the topic went around and around, but it never left the Eastern Palace for seven years—as if he didn't mention it, the nightmarish three years after that would really cease to exist.

"Du Qing, after a hundred years, you don't know where you will be reincarnated. I'm afraid no one will know about these things in the Eastern Palace back then. Isn't it?"

Li Guangning said softly, and even smiled,

"Forget it. The longer I live, the longer these things will stay in the world. It's just..."

"..."

"It's just that without anyone to accompany me, I don't know how lonely I will be in the days to come."

Li Guangning suddenly stopped.He felt something dripping on his face.

He stiffened his neck and looked up in disbelief.

The eyelids of Du Yuzhang on the opposite side trembled slightly, and those peach blossom eyes that turned all sentient beings were not closed, but slightly opened, with a sad reddish color.Big drops of tears were slowly flowing down the corners of his eyes.

Now Du Yuzhang is still unable to speak.

Even if he could, he couldn't express his sadness and despair.

Even if it could, no one would be able to hear it.

Li Guangning's lips trembled.He was overjoyed, but couldn't believe it.He didn't even dare to speak, fearing that with just one word, Du Yuzhang, who had come back from the dead, would be torn apart like an illusion.

"Okay... okay... I know!"

Before he finished speaking, Li Guangning stretched out his hand and slapped him heavily across the face!With all his strength, Du Yuzhang's face was turned to one side, his teeth bit his cheek, and the blood flowed down the corner of his lips.

Before recovering from the pain in his cheek, Du Yuzhang was dragged into his arms - Li Guangning was shaking all over, and he was pulled into his arms violently!His arms tightened behind Du Yuzhang's back, getting tighter and tighter.He seemed to be rubbing Du Yuzhang into his flesh and blood!

"I knew...you bullying thing...you're so gutsy...you're not dead! You're lying to me...you bastard...you're finally willing to wake up...ok...okay!"

His voice became more and more trembling, more and more broken, and finally let out a whimper.Li Guangning panted heavily, one after another, with uncontrollable pain in his panting, as if he was hiding the edge of a knife.

This blade is so sharp that it always hurts others and oneself—like those loves that are buried deep in my heart but refuse to admit.