Little crying bag self-help guide

Gu Bei didn't dare to be sure about his feelings, even if the impulsive kiss and the reaction to Qiao Xiuwen were in front of him, he didn't dare to touch the final result.

Whether he likes this feeling or not, he should have already had the answer in his heart.

But he always remembered that Qiao Xiuwen said that he was not gay, which made him afraid to accept the result that he might like a straight man for a while.

The most important thing was that he was afraid that Qiao Xiuwen would push him away after knowing his feelings.

As long as he thought that Qiao Xiuwen might look at him in disgust, and cursed "disgusting" with a little sullenness, he would find it difficult to accept it.

Qiao Xiuwen lay down on the bed and played with his mobile phone for a while, then downloaded a game recommended by his roommate. After playing about ten games in a row, nothing happened, so he uninstalled the game angrily.

But after uninstalling the game, he could only scroll through Weibo and watch videos on a certain site to pass the time. Qiao Xiuwen couldn't open his eyes while playing, and lay on the bed in a daze, flicking his phone mechanically.

In a daze, he wondered why Gu Bei had soaked for so long, but his mind was a little dull due to sleepiness, and he didn't expect to send a message to ask for a while.

Until he was about to fall asleep in a daze, a person entered the room lightly, and turned off the light lightly, followed by the sound of lifting the quilt.

With a snap, even the bedside lamp was turned off, and the room was plunged into darkness.

"Ok?"

Qiao Xiuwen was so sleepy that he didn't turn off his phone. When the bedside lamp was turned off, his phone became the only light source in the dark, which was too dazzling.

Gu Bei also discovered this, got off the bed and supported Qiao Xiuwen's bed, leaned out and took out his cell phone.

After the screen was turned off, Gu Bei looked at the position of the charger, and also stretched out his body to charge Qiao Xiuwen's mobile phone. Just as he was about to support himself to stand upright and go back to the bed, he felt a pain in his waist. A pair of hands.

Qiao Xiuwen felt the source of heat in a daze, and couldn't help stretching out his hands to hug him. At first it felt hard and uncomfortable, but after he got used to hugging, he felt pretty good.

It's just that it's really cold around the heat source, Qiao Xiuwen frowned and turned over and brought the heat source to his bed.

Gu Bei was thrown heavily on Qiao Xiuwen's bed, and was forced to lie next to the person he was thinking about just now, and was hugged by that person's arms around his waist as a pillow to sleep.

Not only that, Qiao Xiuwen's legs were still pressed against Gu Bei's body, and he was not given any quilt, and soon fell into a sleep, making Gu Bei scream or not screaming.

When Qiao Xiuwen woke up the next morning, Gu Bei had already packed up and waited aside. They only planned to come and play for one day, so naturally they packed up their things and went back to school early the next morning.

After the holiday, Qiao Xiuwen looked at the time that passed so quickly, and fell into confusion about the future.

He began to think about what he should do in the future, what kind of work he could do to pay back the money he spent after coming to this world, and if possible, he had to help the original owner pay back all the support money.After all, even though the original owner is very cannon fodder for occupying someone else's body, if you get the benefits, you get the benefits. If you can afford it, you still have to pay it back as much as possible.

Because of the anxiety in this area, and the tense end of term after the New Year's Day holiday, Qiao Xiuwen also got busy, and he didn't have much time to get together with Gu Bei.

At first, Qiao Xiuwen didn't feel anything, because Gu Bei was also busy at the end of the semester, but one day Qiao Xiuwen's roommate jokingly mentioned Gu Bei, and asked him if he had a fight with his boyfriend.

Maybe it's because they are too close, and university is a very open place, some people will tease Qiao Xiuwen that they are in a relationship between men and women.

Because the joke was very heavy when he spoke, and he was more inclined to the taste of a straight man's mouth, Qiao Xiuwen didn't say anything, and only explained that it was not that kind of relationship when they booed too much.

At this time, the roommates would also restrain themselves, and they wouldn't say hi in front of Gu Bei, and Qiao Xiuwen didn't take it seriously.

It was just that Qiao Xiuwen made this kind of joke when he didn't stay with Gu Bei for a while, but Qiao Xiuwen was in a trance for a while. After thinking about his life during this period of time, he found that Gu Bei was indeed not there.

He suddenly felt a little empty in his heart, and he lowered his head and sent a message to Gu Bei.

At this time, Qiao Xiuwen had nothing to look for Gu Bei, but when his roommate said this, the discomfort in his heart was reflected as if the reflex arc was too long.

He sent a message to ask where Gu Bei was, but there was no reply immediately, but he knew that Gu Bei had no class at this time.

Maybe it was sleeping in the dormitory, Qiao Xiuwen comforted himself like this.

At this time, Gu Bei was not sleeping as Qiao Xiuwen had guessed, he was sitting in the library looking at the news on his phone and lost in thought.

Gu Bei was panicked by his unknown feelings, so he naturally wanted to separate for a while to see if he could suppress that feeling, plus Qiao Xiuwen was really busy during this time, the two of them were actually in a relationship. Intentionally or unintentionally separated for nearly half a month.

In the past half a month, there was not a single day when Gu Bei didn't think about Qiao Xiuwen. Sometimes when he closed his eyes, it was the kiss on that rainy night, and when he closed his eyes, he was Qiao Xiuwen's slender waist.

Every time he forced himself not to think about it, he always missed the other party even more crazily under the situation of forcing his feelings down.

Gu Bei was a little panicked, feeling extremely panicked for having such feelings for himself.

But he still has some luck, maybe Qiao Xiuwen is no longer a straight man after all these years?

As far as straight men are concerned, Qiao Xiuwen hasn't looked at any girl more than once in all these years.

Of course, there are no boys either. Gu Bei is the closest person.

Thinking about it this way, Gu Bei thought again, would there still be some chances for his relationship.

Even though he is still not completely sure that he likes Qiao Xiuwen, Gu Bei has no way to completely deny this feeling after reaching this point.

It's not scary to like a friend, but I'm afraid that a friend is homophobic, and when they find out, they will call you disgusting in disgust.

With this luck, Gu Bei set off to meet Qiao Xiuwen for the first time in half a month.

And because Qiao Xiuwen said that he hadn't been together for a long time, and asked him to come out for dinner, Gu Bei happened to see a strong boy leaning against the wall in front of Qiao Xiuwen with his arms crossed.

The boy who came this time was not as flirtatious as the last one, but he confessed his love to Qiao Xiuwen seriously, and told Qiao Xiuwen about his feelings. In the end, he didn't force Qiao Xiuwen to make a decision, but only said that he could wait for Qiao Xiuwen to give Answer.

Gu Bei was very afraid that Qiao Xiuwen would agree, so he didn't go there, just waited to hear what answer Qiao Xiuwen would give, his palms were sweating from nervousness.

But what Gu Bei didn't expect was that what he was waiting for was an answer that he didn't even want to hear.

Qiao Xiuwen said, "Sorry, classmate, I'm not gay."