Little crying bag self-help guide

After waking up the next day, Qiao Xiuwen only felt a headache. He cursed in his heart that a hangover was really painful, and vowed never to drink again.

However, if there is something to celebrate, a drink should be fine.

Qiao Xiuwen whispered to himself in his heart.

But he also forgot how he came back, he just remembered drinking with Gu Bei on the loveseat on the balcony, he must have been drunk while drinking, he was in a daze.

As for what happened after that, he forgot about it. He never remembered what happened after he was drunk, and he didn't know if he did anything crazy.

Thinking of this, Qiao Xiuwen got up to wash up, planning to go to the kitchen to make some breakfast after washing up.

In the end, when he got to the kitchen, he saw that Gu Bei was already researching what to have for breakfast today.

"Wake up so early, you must have drunk a lot last night, right?" Qiao Xiuwen walked over and stood beside Gu Bei to see what breakfast he planned to make, and to see what he could do to help.

But Gu Bei's back was stiff the moment Qiao Xiuwen stood beside him, his whole body seemed to be frozen, and his expression was unnatural for a moment.

"Well, I'm used to getting up early." Gu Bei responded lightly, turned around as if he was picking up things, and adjusted his facial expression before turning around and asking Qiao Xiuwen what else he wanted to eat.

"These are enough, I can't eat any more." Qiao Xiuwen helped take out the breakfast, and then came in to wash his hands before sitting on the dining table.

Gu Bei waited in the kitchen for a while, raised his hand to touch the center of his eyebrows, took a deep breath, forcibly suppressed the memories of last night that kept flashing through his mind, turned and walked out of the kitchen.

Qiao Xiuwen didn't ask why Gu Bei waited for a while to come out, but asked carefully about last night, saying, "I didn't get drunk last night, did I?"

Gu Bei was serving porridge for himself, but when he heard this, his hands stopped, he looked down at the rice floating in the porridge bowl, and said, "No."

I'm the one who's drunk...

Gu Bei thought this sentence secretly in his heart, suppressed the weird throbbing in his heart, and forced himself not to think about his madness last night.

With Gu Bei's words, Qiao Xiuwen was relieved.

After celebrating Qiao Xiuwen's birthday, Gu Bei will go home. It's still early to pack up for college, but families like the Gu family have many arrangements for Gu Bei during the holidays. City B's coming to celebrate Qiao Xiuwen's birthday is already the limit.

After sending Gu Bei away, Qiao Xiuwen returned to the days of going to the hospital to accompany Qiao's mother every day, and occasionally had to deal with Qiao's father who came to the door with a superior attitude and an attitude of never admitting mistakes, hoping to ease the relationship with his son.

The two seemed to be returning to their own lives, but Gu Bei was still stuck in the madness of that night and couldn't get out.

It's not really crazy, it's just a kiss.

But they are not the kind of relationship where you can kiss casually. He and Qiao Xiuwen are friends, and no friend would kiss like this, so this seems crazy to Gu Bei.

Gu Bei felt that there might be something wrong with him, and he even wondered if there was something wrong with him.

No man who has no extra thoughts will clasp the waist of a friend of the same sex and lick and kiss the other's lips.

Even if drunkenness was used as an excuse, Gu Bei felt that this was abnormal.

Even after waking up in the middle of the night and smoking a pack of cigarettes, Gu Bei thought carefully whether his behavior after being drunk was his truest thought.

He has desire for Qiao Xiuwen, and desire to kiss him.

This is not a very good signal, at least not for the current Gu Bei.

He had to hide this desire so that Qiao Xiuwen could not find out.

He didn't know what Qiao Xiuwen was thinking at all, he still remembered that Qiao Xiuwen said that he was not gay.

Then if Qiao Xiuwen found out that Gu Bei kissed him one day, would he feel sick?

Gu Bei fell into an unknown panic for a while, but what made him feel even more uncomfortable was his loss of control.

Whether it was the uncontrollable kiss that night or the uncontrollable panic about "Qiao Xiuwen is a straight man so he might feel sick because of it" after waking up.

He doesn't like losing control, but he always finds it difficult to control himself when it comes to Qiao Xiuwen.

Gu Bei looked down at himself reflected on the phone, and a thought flashed through his mind.

He thought, from another perspective, this also shows that Qiao Xiuwen is special to him.

In late August, Qiao Xiuwen met Gu Bei at the airport, and the two went to T University to report together.

The two of them are not in the same major, so the dormitory will naturally not be assigned to the same place, but this has no effect on them.

Originally, Gu Bei was talking about renting a house outside, but Qiao Xiuwen thought it was better to live in a dormitory for a while to get acquainted with his classmates before going out. Gu Bei thought about it and found it reasonable, but he didn't bring up the matter of renting a house.

After packing up their things, the two went to familiarize themselves with the cafeteria of University T, and familiarized themselves with the various places so as not to get lost in the future, and then went back to their respective dormitories to see if other roommates had come.

After all the students came to the school, the military training began like this.

The military training at T University is not a simple queue exercise, it has many more tricks than the military training in high school.

Although Qiao Xiuwen's health was not in good condition, he barely managed to survive.

On the day the military training ended, Qiao Xiuwen, who had just been dismissed, went to Gu Bei wearing a camouflage uniform, and happened to see a handsome boy standing next to Gu Bei, smiling shyly at Gu Bei.

Qiao Xiuwen frowned slightly, and the matter of "Gu Bei's homophobia" mentioned by Xu Haiyang appeared in his mind for a moment, which made Qiao Xiuwen, who was hesitant to step forward to disturb him, couldn't help but step forward, and will go smoothly The bought water was passed to Gu Bei.

Gu Bei took the water from Qiao Xiuwen, raised his head and took a sip before capping the bottle and said to the handsome boy who looked up at him cautiously: "No WeChat."

This was originally not about Qiao Xiuwen's business, but he still couldn't help but look at the handsome boy more, and when he saw the disappointment in the other's eyes, the big stone that seemed to be pressing in his heart finally disappeared.

This kind of mentality is very strange, but Qiao Xiuwen just subconsciously regards Gu Bei as his own friend, and he will be a little unhappy when someone wants to get close to him.

Some people say that there is always one person who will be left out in a threesome, and Qiao Xiuwen thinks that he should be the one who doesn't want to be left out, so he will repel others from approaching Gu Bei.

And isn't Gu Bei homophobic? It doesn't look like this handsome boy has any other purpose.

Qiao Xiuwen found reasons for himself until he completely convinced himself.

Unable to get Gu Bei's WeChat ID, the handsome boy didn't bother him any more, he turned and left after saying "excuse me" well.

Qiao Xiuwen looked up at Gu Bei, just in time to meet Gu Bei who was looking down at him.

Speaking of which, just now Gu Bei didn't seem to even look at that person.

Such a small discovery made Qiao Xiuwen feel a little more happy in his heart.

Gu Bei also felt that Qiao Xiuwen's emotions were different, but he could tell that Qiao Xiuwen didn't have any other feelings for him.

Qiao Xiuwen has such emotions more because Mr. Gu Bei was with him in the past. When he came to university, the two of them are not in the same major, and they are not even in the same dormitory. There are many more people around both sides. This is different from high school. That made Qiao Xiuwen panic.

And such panic also breeds possessiveness.

That kind of possessive desire is definitely different from Gu Bei's strange desire back then.

The former is more pure, but it's just that there is a difference and you can't adapt to it for a while.

But the latter was full of lust, and when Gu Bei thought about it now, his heart still throbbed a little bit because of that kiss.

But Gu Bei didn't say anything, let alone Qiao Xiuwen's emotional change just now, he just called Qiao Xiuwen to eat together.

After school started, the two of them couldn't get together most of the time because of the different schedules.

But Qiao Xiuwen is used to being with Gu Bei, so in the first month, he would still find a way to find a way to have dinner together at the same time as Gu Bei.

He even marked Gu Bei's classes and classrooms on his timetable to see if there was a time when he could get together with Gu Bei.

This behavior of forcibly getting together lasted for more than half a month. Before returning home from the [-]th holiday, the roommate inadvertently mentioned that Qiao Xiuwen was a little too clingy to his high school deskmate.

The original words are like this: "Boyfriend and boyfriend are not as sticky as you two."

After saying this, Qiao Xiuwen also reflected on himself, wondering if he was too clingy to Gu Bei.

They have their own study life, and Qiao Xiuwen also has his own study life, so it's fine to go together once in a while, it's too much to combine the two schedules together.

Thinking about it this way, Qiao Xiuwen suddenly became less clingy the week before the November holiday.

Such a change made Gu Bei very unaccustomed to it, but because of the kiss and the weird feeling in his heart, he didn't dare to take the initiative to get closer, for fear of giving birth to more weird emotions.

In the case of Qiao Xiuwen being a straight man, such strange emotions can be avoided or not.

Gu Bei still doesn't want to lose Qiao Xiuwen as a friend.

On the way home from the holiday, Gu Bei didn't ask Qiao Xiuwen if he was hiding from him, but just told Qiao Xiuwen that he would go back to City B with him to visit Qiao's mother.

Qiao Xiuwen didn't refuse, and after he agreed, he didn't speak again.

After arriving in City B, the two of them put their luggage in the house that Qiao Xiuwen rented, and after packing up a little, they went to visit Mother Qiao.

Perhaps it was because the students would definitely be on vacation at this time, Qiao Xiuwen and Gu Bei met Qiao's father again when they came out of the hospital after watching Mother Qiao.

It looked like he had been waiting outside for a while, and he didn't know whether to calculate the time for the college students' vacation and guess they would come, or let someone stay here and wait for them to come and report to him.

Anyway, no matter what kind, they are all here to trouble Qiao Xiuwen.

"Xiuwen, why don't you come to see Dad when you come home from vacation?" Father Qiao pretended to be deeply in love with Qiao Xiuwen and his son, and smiled and looked at Qiao Xiuwen lovingly.

"What's so interesting about you, you haven't been knocked into a vegetable by your lover." Qiao Xiuwen sneered, and said this, bypassing Father Qiao and planning to leave the hospital.

Father Qiao was choked by his words, his face turned blue and red, and he felt that his father was really embarrassed by his son's words, so he stretched out his hand to grab Qiao Xiuwen's arm, and shouted : "Dad just made a mistake that all men make. How can you criticize Dad like this! Isn't it just meeting a confidante and falling in love with her? What's wrong with that?"

The author has something to say:

The college part should be fast too

this is a short essay

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