After helping the protagonist escape from the lunatic, I was targeted [Through the Book]

Shen Luyang looked straight at Xie Weihan's face, and the arms behind his back were tense and tight, forcing himself to calm down.

But the ending sound was still damn trembling: "Mr. Xie, do you... want to kill me now, or do you want me to be hurt? Why...?"

Shen Luyang didn't understand.

You obviously like it, why do you still want to hurt it? Shouldn't liking be a feeling of distress and reluctance?

Is it something he has been ignoring all this time...?

Xie Weihan's calloused fingertips landed on the peak of his lips, kneading on the softest part, until the lips were congested and swollen, before moving away a little. His pale and handsome face had an expression that Shen Luyang had never seen before.

Extreme tenderness, as far as morbidity.

The thin red lips curled up a little, and he held Shen Luyang's hand on the back of his neck and pressed him against his shoulder.

Her lips were pressed against his ear, her eyes had an extreme smile, and her tone was soft as if she was talking about love.

"Yangyang, everything in the world is changing, nothing is eternal."

"You see, I was so good to that dog, but he died... He let me down. I put my love on him, and he wasted."

"It doesn't deserve my affection."

Shen Luyang was stunned, in his heart, Xie Weihan's feelings for this dog when he was a child were reluctance and heartache.

But the fact is quite the opposite.

"Yangyang, will you leave me? I give you all my love, if you leave..."

The madness in his eyes flashed away, but the smile on his lips deepened, Xie Weihan kissed his fragile ear tip, and his voice was so soft that only breath remained: "Now I will kill you and eat you, and we will eat you." Together forever... don't you want to?"

Shen Luyang was like a gecko nailed to the wall, unable to move.

The body became cold and stiff because of these words, but the ears that were kissed were warm.

I am afraid of death, but I am not afraid of you.

Feeling Xie Weihan's warm breath, the mind rising from the depths of his heart stretched out tentacles one after another, tightly clinging to the cold body.

He seems to understand that there has always been something between the two of them, if there is something that seems to be nothing but cannot be eliminated——

What Xie Weihan wants is eternal love, staying together forever, seeing two people love each other to the end of the world at a glance.

There is no room for surprises.

And he never thinks about the future, he concentrates on enjoying every second when Xie Weihan loves him.

As long as Xie Weihan still loves him, he can live happily.

Totally the opposite.

For Shen Luyang, the eternal love is too ethereal and far away, and it is enough to enjoy every day of the moment.

For Xie Weihan, every day at present is living in an extreme lack of security, enduring the pain of being folded with desire and instinct.

But Xie Weihan has always been accommodating him, never mentioned these things, and he didn't notice...

The repressed desire will not disappear, it will only grow day by day, day after day, year after year torment...

Shen Luyang was at a loss like never before, so powerless to do anything about the status quo that he didn't know where to start.

He struggled to look at Xie Weihan's face, somewhat perturbed and somewhat confused.

He opened his mouth, and after a while, he asked dryly, "Mr. Xie, do you... love me now?"

Xie Weihan raised his eyebrows, as if those chilling words didn't come from him, and calmly admitted: "Love."

Shen Luyang twisted his arms, and began to feel sore and ache from being bound, the physical discomfort intensified the powerlessness in his heart because he couldn't solve the problem, he frowned, and realized the problem: "Then don't you feel distressed? I just said it hurts, why didn't you hug me back?"

Xie Weihan laughed, played with the tie on his wrist with his fingertips, and said lightly: "Because I want to kill you and be with you forever."

Seeing Shen Luyang staring straight at him, his chest heaving violently, unable to speak for a long time, Xie Weihan regained his gentle tone and asked soothingly, "Are you scared?"

Shen Luyang's Adam's apple rolled, he gritted his teeth, and said viciously: "You don't like me! You like me because you love me. I don't want you to feel uncomfortable, I don't want you to be wronged... I know you have been suppressing yourself and then you don't want to, that's why I saw you like this! But I don't regret it, because you are real and comfortable now. This is what I like!"

"The eternity you want... There is no eternity, why don't we enjoy the present? I love you, aren't you happy?" He leaned over, kissed Xie Weihan's lips, and then let go, "I kiss you , Your heartbeat is getting faster, don't you feel a little satisfied?"

Hurting the other party and ignoring the other party is nothing like liking is nothing like love. The eternity created with this as the starting point can only be together forever if one party dies in love.

But what's the point.

Xie Weihan listened to him unhurriedly. In just a few seconds, he has changed from a crazy ASPD patient to an elegant and gentle teacher Xie.

He connivingly looked at the person in front of him with red eyes staring at him, like looking at a big irascible dog, with a low and gentle voice, without any rebuttal: "This is the way you like, I can accept it."

Embracing the "enjoy the moment" mindset...is not change.

"So you still have to suppress yourself?" Shen Luyang felt powerless, knowing that his words were extremely selfish, he couldn't help but say it, he bit his lips: "Mr. Xie, your thinking...you can try to change it. ?"

How can it be possible to pursue eternity in the middle of life.

The future is synonymous with the unknown, and even if they pledge eachother now, there is no certainty that there will be no accidents.

Xie Weihan denied it indifferently, as if it didn't matter: "I will restrain myself, don't worry."

Shen Luyang couldn't accept it.

He hoped that Xie Weihan would enjoy this relationship like him, instead of suppressing his desires and satisfying him like he had always done.

Xie Weihan caressed the side of his face, jokingly: "You can give me some sweetness, such as loving me, maybe I won't feel uncomfortable."

Shen Luyang couldn't see Xie Weihan's current appearance, he seemed to be sacrificing all the time, he was obviously such a crazy and controlling person, but because of him, he was locked in a cramped cage.

Shen Luyang obviously wanted to give him the best, but in the end he found that all good things were covered with shackles, and Xie Weihan couldn't untie them at all and didn't want to untie them.

His eye sockets were even redder, and the hot and humid feeling spread, and his hoarse voice sounded pitiful and angry: "The eternal love you said didn't feel sorry for me at all, and didn't respond to me, and even killed me just to be together forever... But I love you in my heart, it is distressing, it is responding, it is enjoying every second of the moment..."

The voice sounded like it was about to cry: "The two of us will never meet."

Xie Weihan's hand around his waist touched the tie, and his fingertips stroked the red, swollen and chafed skin, "It's not important."

Shen Luyang: "This is very important!"

Xie Weihan untied the tied tie with one hand, and untied his hand.

The simple action seemed to draw a sloppy end to the game of tearing off the camouflage, and told Shen Luyang, "If you have played enough, come back and be a pampered big dog."

Shen Luyang couldn't accept it.

He grabbed Xie Weihan's shoulders, put his knees on the chair, and rubbed forward, bringing the two closer.

He bowed his head and kissed Xie Weihan's lips, cheeks, and eyes, and begged him: "Think of a way, Mr. Xie, there must be a way to satisfy both of us at the same time. I don't want you to be wronged. My heart aches."

Xie Weihan hugged him, his warm palm moved on his undulating back, he raised his head in line with his kiss, closed his eyes, his pale complexion made the corners of his lips more intoxicating and fragile .

"I'm enjoying it right now," he said.

Shen Luyang denied it confusedly and angrily: "This doesn't count!"

Knowing that the other party is sick, extreme, and will not stop without seeing blood, Shen Luyang still cannot restrain himself from wanting to satisfy Xie Weihan.

Because he did it all with his own hands.

His love is like a castle given to Xie Weihan, gorgeous and beautiful, but it is empty and isolated from the world, the loneliness is enough to make one go crazy.

Even if Xie Weihan wanted to plant a rose that represented love, he still had to cut out the flesh and water it.

This blood is either his or Xie Weihan's own.

From the beginning to the present, every rose plant Xie Weihan gave him was mixed with blood.

In the name of love, he personally trapped the person he loved the most in a deserted castle.

But the other party was so happy that he never thought of running away.

The system may be very happy, the whole world in the book is excited and excited, congratulating him for catching the most dangerous existence in the book, and the world is safe.

But he is not happy, what he cares about is not the safety of the world, he only wants Xie Weihan to be happy.

Xie Weihan is the only person in this world who loves him, pampers him, and pampers him. Every effort he puts in will get doubled response from Xie Weihan.

This response is unlimited, unconditional, and does not ask for anything in return - from birth to now, Shen Luyang has not asked for anything in return to too many people, but for the first time, someone did not ask for anything in return.

The candy for the first time is always extra sweet, unforgettable, he does not allow anyone to take away this sweetness, not even Xie Weihan himself.

It's his!

He wanted to hide it in his arms all the time, and cherished it every day.

This is his most precious thing and belongs only to him.

But now someone suddenly told him that the filling of this candy was bitter.

Shen Luyang couldn't accept it, no matter what the price was, he would make him sweeter.

The clarity in his eyes was replaced by anger and self-blame. Shen Luyang looked at Xie Weihan at a loss. He didn't know when he was used to asking for help from him: "There is no other way?"

He wanted to plant roses in the castle, candy in the bedroom, and live in it with Xie Weihan.

But in this kind of life, one person must be injured.

Xie Weihan looked at him dotingly and smiled, and coaxed a child and said, "Yes. Just say you love me."

Shen Luyang straightened his lips, the redness in his eyes was getting deeper and deeper, the wet corners of his eyes gradually couldn't support them, the tears were dripping like strong acid, and his skin was burning.

Xie Weihan gently wiped away his tears and comforted him softly.

Shen Luyang only felt pain, pain for him.

There is also the irritability and anger that grows from the bottom of his heart, almost burning him to ashes with a fire.

Time passed for a long time, and it seemed like only a moment passed.

With a hoarse voice, Shen Luyang decided on something. He gritted his teeth and tried to calmly ask: "Mr. Xie, can I still make rules?"

"You always can."

"I want you... never to hide yourself from me."

Xie Weihan paused slightly, his slender and powerful arms tightened, making the two people's chests tightly pressed together, feeling each other's throbbing heartbeats.

The snow outside the window was getting heavier, and the dim light of the long corridor laid a beautiful outline on one side of his face, just like his pious expression at the moment.

Like a devil standing at the gate of hell, asking the human beings outside the gate "Can I go there?"

Bowing his head, a kiss that was clean enough to contain no desire fell on Shen Luyang's collarbone: "Are you sure?"

Shen Luyang looked like a lunatic who was cornered, hysterical and reckless: "Sure, as long as you love me."

The aroma of red wine quietly entangled Shen Luyang's ankles, and slowly climbed up...

Xie Weihan rubbed the tip of his nose against the bulge of his collarbone, sniffing the pheromone floating on the side of his neck, and said softly and slowly, "I love you."

I love you so much that I want to carve you into my bones and blood, knead you into my soul, or cut my throat with my own hands, let you drink the blood that flows, and become one with you... I want to be with you forever and ever.

Shen Luyang felt the kiss on his neck, soft and persistent, lingering... Like poppies, knowing that the consequences would be irreversible, he couldn't help but swallow them.

He slowly stretched out his right hand and touched a budding rose flower, he said hoarsely: "I want you to love me, you want us to be together forever—"

As soon as he grasped a rose stem that hadn't bloomed yet, the sharp thorn pierced through the skin, causing his hands to tremble in pain, but he didn't know it hurt. He looked at Xie Weihan with despair and hope, with desperate madness on his face: "Now You love me, and I also want to be with you forever, as long as we die now... we can never be separated!"

Before the words fell, Shen Luyang pulled the rose plant with all his strength, and the thorny flower stem wrapped around his wrist. He pressed Xie Weihan's shoulder with his left hand, and wrapped the extra flower stem around Xie Weihan's pale neck with his right wrist. He tightened his right arm as if in pain, and let the flower stem draw a sunken red mark on the skin of the two people cruelly and bloodily.

The sharp thorns drilled into the flesh and blood of the palms and wrists, and pierced the fragile skin of the neck, leaving shocking red spots everywhere.

The pain was so intense that Shen Luyang's entire right arm was trembling, and the more sensitive skin on the side of the neck and glands suffered from the same pain. Dark red blood slipped from the wound and dripped on Xie Weihan's lips.

Licked off by the tip of the tongue in a frivolous and seductive way.

Green thorns are entwined around the pale neck, pale pink petals are tearing and falling on the corner of the lips, the blood-stained crimson and pure pale pink are inseparable, inseparable.

The man was forced to raise his head because of the flower branches tied tightly around his neck. The sharp thorns were like a garland inlaid on his neck. The fundus of his eyes was stained red because of the pain, like a demon tamed by humans, licking the corners of his lips and waiting for his master to give him a drop of sweet Blood.

This extravagant and unusually beautiful picture constitutes a painting with a very broken aesthetic feeling.

Without knowing the pain, Xie Weihan grasped the spiked rose stem in Shen Luyang's hand, and freed the scarred palm, the slender and clean fingers were stained with blood.

Xie Weihan looked at the man eagerly kissing him with morbid fascination, and after a few seconds——

Without any hesitation, he firmly pressed the back of Shen Luyang's head, and deepened the kiss with almost sadistic force.

A kiss soaked in the smell of blood and masochism.