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Bloody.

"Did I do something recently?" He asked, his eyes vaguely revealing the pitifulness of being rejected: "You always avoid me. Although you didn't like contact in the past, you didn't exaggerate it..."

Shi Fangman suppressed his heavy thoughts, and forcibly pulled out a calm smile: "No, don't think too much, I just remembered something suddenly, when you approached, I was just scared."

Enduring the discomfort, he showed the calm attitude that an adult should have, and took back what belonged to him from Yan Zheng's clenched palm. Yan Zheng relaxed, letting his palm be empty, and the glasses that were taken away still carried the heat of his body , his eyes were equally burning, he only stared straight at the man, but found a disappointing and irritating fact in frustration.

Shi Fangman resisted his approach, and because of this, he unconsciously rejected the objects that his skin had touched, that had contaminated his body temperature and smell.Yan Zheng lowered his head and drank the cold tea in the cup. From the corner of his eyes, he saw the man holding the usual silver glasses, but he paused for a long time as if he was empty, as if he was waiting until the traces left by the other person disappeared completely. Only then slowly sent it to the front of the eyes.

Shi Fangman stood up, found an old-fashioned reason to go back to his bedroom, and closed the door tightly, Yan Zheng also stood up afterward, the raised corner of his coat slid across an arc, with a "clang" sound , dumped the teacup on the table to the ground, and the tea was spread all over the floor in embarrassment. He squatted down to pick up the cup, and took a mop to mop the floor. Only the trousers were wet, and the water with the bitter aroma of tea fell drop by drop. instep.

This year is gradually coming to an end in the gradually falling temperature. Yan Zheng, as a college entrance examination candidate, ushered in the first city-wide mock exam.According to the situation in previous years, if there is no accident, the top 300 in the city in this mock test will basically be the top 500 in the province in the college entrance examination, and Yan Zheng will be ranked 237, which is almost a heavy school such as foreign economics and trade. I didn't expect it at all, this result is already unexpectedly good.Naturally, Fang Man was sometimes credited for this, Yan Zheng specially booked a restaurant and invited him to dinner to celebrate together.It was a rare sunny day, and they had a big lunch at noon, so they got out of the car early at the intersection and wandered home.

Yan Zheng walked in front, talking with Shi Fangman with his head sideways. While talking, Shi Fangman's cell phone rang. The man picked it up and slowed down. Yan Zheng also paused and adjusted without showing any traces. Good pace, leaning on the receiver of the other party's mobile phone, focusing on capturing the subtle voices.

There was a woman on the other end of the phone, calling "Teacher Shi" enthusiastically. After Yan Zheng listened for a while, it seemed that it would be the school's [-]th birthday next year. Team building will be organized on New Year's Day. Both current and retired teachers can bring their family members to participate.After getting along for so long, Yan Zheng naturally understands that men always avoid unnecessary social activities. Shi Fangman will only frown and politely refuse such activities that will attract many people as soon as he hears about them.But the other end didn't give up easily, and tried hard to sell through the mobile phone. While talking, when the topic changed, Yan Zheng caught an unfamiliar word by surprise.

"Teacher Shi can bring his girlfriend here, eat together, soak in the hot spring..."

girlfriend?

He stood where he was, and couldn't turn his attention for a moment, thinking that he had heard it wrong.Shi Fangman hung up the phone, and when he turned his head, Yan Zheng had already fallen more than ten meters away. He was wearing a windbreaker, a tall, handsome young man with strange eyes, staring at the direction he was in.

Shi Fangman looked forward along that line of sight, the road was empty, he wondered: "What's the matter, what are you looking at?"

How did he know that there was only him at the end of Yan Zheng's vision.

"What's the matter?"

Yan Zheng's throat rolled, and he denied it in a deep voice: "It's nothing."

He walked forward, and when he came to Shi Fangman's side, his demeanor had returned to normal, and he even asked with a hint of curiosity that was not annoying for a young man, "Is that your colleague from school just now?"

"Ah, yes, there is a party on New Year's Day." Shi Fangman smiled wryly: "I have already declined, but I guess I will call again soon..."

"is it?"

Yan Zheng turned his gaze, and said softly: "Do all your school colleagues know that you have a girlfriend?"

"Yup……"

Shi Fang didn't have time to think about it, the words on his lips had already spit out, he lived with Yan Zheng, and the other party didn't need to think about it, he knew that the so-called girlfriend was just an excuse, but why did he lie and pretend that he had a girlfriend? It was even more difficult to explain, Shi Fang was full of hesitations, so he had to squeeze out an awkward smile, as if he had to lie to maintain the dignity of a man, he could only say: "Actually, before you moved here, we were divided... "

"I feel ashamed, I'm embarrassed to tell them at work."

He scratched his nose, feeling like Pinocchio, one lie after another.

"It's divided..."

Yan Zheng repeated it over and over again, with frowned eyebrows, stretched out his hand, and said with a smile, "Are there any photos on the phone? I want to see it?"

Shi Fangman had no choice but to turn him out from the set of Taobao custom-made pictures that are fake enough to show to Yan Zheng. If the truth is not mentioned, a man and a woman in the photo are either holding hands or hugging, or the girl is leaning on the man like a bird. In his arms, or a man holding a girl's waist tightly, so intimate and affectionate.

He was guilty of being a thief, and turned away after looking at it twice, but Yan Zheng's eyes did not seem to be deeply settled, as dark as ink, opaque.

After looking at it for a long time, Yan Zheng took a breath when he saw that he could almost memorize all the places where the two of them had touched each other in the photo, and pretended to be curious and asked: "Have you been separated for so long and haven't been in love?"

Shi Fangman was powerless to explain, so he could only prevaricate: "I didn't meet the right one."

"It's all over, don't mention it."

He turned his back to Yan Zheng and walked forward. In the eyes of the person who was behind, the back that walked away after speaking in a calm tone lost the warmth for the first time. For the first time, he let himself experience To the icy cold like falling into a cold cave.

Shi Fangman refused his approach, but not everyone.

Yan Zheng followed up, thinking rationally that such coldness might be called jealousy.

It was he who was jealous.

21:11:49

"Brother, I'm going down."

In the subsequent daily life, Shi Fangman had to face the torture of his own emotional experience by the curious young man from time to time. Perhaps it was the man's simple desire to save face, so Shi Fangman had to pretend that "the sea was too difficult for the water" and kept going. Complete your emotional love story with your ex-girlfriend.Yan Zheng listened carefully, and when Shi Fangman was talking nonsense, the keen young man would catch the contradictions in the preceding and following sentences and keep asking. Get up, make a gesture of deep inside information but unwilling to talk about it.

Once, Yan Zheng suddenly asked after listening, "Are you two going to bed?"

Shi Fangman's throat tightened, and he didn't know whether he should answer the boy's question at the first moment or whether he should feel that he is a person who is about to grow up. He can still say this calmly in front of the teacher. He hesitated so much, Yan Zheng's beautiful pair of The black eyes flickered first, and the lips curled up, and said with a smile: "Ah, I see."

"However, you don't have a girlfriend now, do you solve it by yourself?"

Shi Fangman coughed, and said dissatisfiedly with an elder's attitude: "Don't say that."

He turned his eyes away on purpose, obviously not liking this topic involving the privacy of the sexes, but the shy and knowledgeable young man was very bold today, he said "Hey" with a very sincere smile, and continued: "Everyone will have a physiology. I'm really curious about the demand."

"I don't like people asking this kind of privacy question."

"You still don't like other people approaching." Yan Zheng stretched out his hand, and just touched the back of Shi Fangman's hand that was frozen outside, when he saw the other party moved away uncomfortably, the man's face was frozen, blocked by the mirror The eyes on the first floor unconsciously revealed some defensiveness.

Yan Zheng sighed, as if he had become negative after a joke was not appreciated, the light in his eyes also lost its light, and his eyes were dark, and he said in a low voice, "I'm sorry, I just wanted to make a joke."

He has always been very obedient and considerate. During the time we spent together for so long, he paid great attention to keeping a certain distance from Shi Fangman. Therefore, Shi Fangman didn't have too many thoughts, and even smiled apologetically at the boy: "No, I'm a little sensitive."

"It's been so long, I haven't asked my brother, why don't you like being touched?" Yan Zheng's face was full of doubts, and he asked tentatively: "Because if you slept with your ex-girlfriend, you probably wouldn't Don't mind having physical contact with people."

Shi Fang was unaware of being nervous, but it was normal when he thought about it. If he was Yan Zheng, he would have similar questions. The reason why the boy is so abnormal today is probably because he is troubled by this problem.When he was nervous, he subconsciously licked his dry lips and said, "There are some things behind, psychological reasons, so..."

Liars are also afraid that others will not believe it, and then added: "The psychiatrist said that it will be fine after a while, ah, even the doctor said that you can reduce contact, and you will be fine..."

Yan Zheng listened to him talking about how to see the psychiatrist, and what advice did the doctor give, his eyes fell directly on those swaying lips, the weather was cold, the lips were a little white and dry, and the man stretched out his lips from time to time while talking. The tip of the ruddy tongue retracted after licking it lightly, and a light color was added to the lips, which later became moist and beautiful pink.

"Ah, so that's it."

He obediently complied, letting go of the subject.

one of the year