[Zhenyue] Ding in my heart

My life is long, so long that I can hardly remember the passage of time.

I still remember that there was no world, no one else, but me.I don't know what loneliness is at all, and time doesn't exist for me at all.I had nothing to do, and I didn't have to, so I slept, and I don't know how long I slept.

Until one day, I heard a voice coming into my ears.I started looking for the source of the sound.

Finally, I saw a person on the edge of the cliff, she was praying devoutly, and that was Nuwa.

I didn't know until later that she was praying to God to let her create human beings that day, and the sky had acquiesced.

The world is long, and in the first half of my life, I only had Nuwa in my eyes.From the moment I opened my eyes and saw her, I followed behind her.She named me General, and like my name, I have been her general and her minister for thousands of years.

After Nuwa created human beings, human beings continued to compete, kill and kill each other, making the heavens furious!God decided to punish the world with forty days of heavy rain. On that day, I saw Nuwa sad for the first time.

Nuwa decided to use all her energy to extract the five evils in the world-jealousy, resentment, envy, confusion, and infatuation, and refine them into five-color stones. angry.

It was the first time I saw Nuwa's smile, it was so pure.

Thousands of years after that, the earth got a temporary peace.

But it didn't take long for humans to kill each other again.Nuwa looked at the human beings who died in the war and killing, and she shed her first tear.

She doesn't understand why human beings are so cruel, is it because human beings don't know how to cherish?

She said that she would never shed a single tear for human beings again, because she was afraid that tears would make her more desperate for human beings.

Later, she met a pair of lovers who fell in love, but killed each other.This is her second tear.

Since then, I have never seen Nuwa's tears again. There is nothing more sad than heartbreak, which probably describes Nuwa's mood.

In the end, Nuwa, who was disappointed with human beings, decided to separate her soul from her body.She exiled her physical body above the Nine Heavens, and entrusted her primordial spirit to my care.I also left the five-color envoys to send me to examine people's hearts.She hoped that on the day of her return, when the spirit and god are united, human beings can eliminate evil and make some changes, otherwise she will destroy the world and regenerate the world.

She left and I was alone again.

I guard her soul, waiting for the day when she returns.

I have always been separated from human beings, so I have never understood what the human beings created by Nu Wa are thinking.

I don't understand humans, just as humans don't understand me.

I don't understand why someone would beg me for three days and three nights just to let me bite him.

I don't understand why a woman surnamed Ma has hunted me down for thousands of years.

I also don't understand why anyone would hate me to the bone for biting him.

Actually, I just want to save him, biting is my only way to save him.It's just that I don't know that the price to be paid by the rescued people is that they have to feed on blood, so another race - zombies - was developed.

Probably because I have been alone for too long, I followed him, watched him go home, and saw his wife Axiu.I saw his pain, his hatred, and his cowardice and escape.

I don't understand why human beings are so contradictory?Why are human emotions so difficult to understand?

Nuwa saw the evil of human beings, but I saw the complexity of human beings.

Nuwa doesn't understand why human beings are evil, but I don't understand why human beings are so complicated.

So, from that day on, I decided to learn to be a man.Only by blending into human beings can I get the answers I want.

I took off my bandages, dressed like a human, and spoke.

This process is very difficult. I haven't spoken for thousands of years, and I don't know human characters, so I decided to go to a human school and learn from scratch.

I've been thankful for this decision more than once, because I met Ding Dong in college.

On that day, as usual, I chose to go to the library of the university to read.This is the best way to understand human beings, and it is also the fastest.As long as I read the book once, I can remember the content, and I can follow the content in the book to learn how to be a human being.

In fact, I have been sitting in that position for a long time. Before she sat down, I had already sat there and read a lot of books.But she didn't realize it, she just immersed herself in her world with all her heart.

As she sat down, I glanced at her curiously.At that time, I didn't quite understand what is good, bad, beautiful and ugly. I only knew that she was the kind of girl who would make people smile when they saw her. Especially when she smiled, your mood would also improve with her.

At that time, I didn't think that I would have so many fetters with her in my later life. I was just curious about the book in her hand.I haven't read that book before, and the title seems interesting, so I really want to borrow it to have a look.

Before that, I rarely took the initiative to talk to other people, so in the process of organizing my words while reading, she was already packing her things, got up and left.

I read the panicked emotion in her eyes before she left.It's just that the speed is so fast that it can almost be said to pass by in a flash.I'm not sure if I'm reading it wrong, and I'm not sure if I'm reading that emotion wrong.

She didn't know my identity at all at the time, and I'm pretty sure I never met her before that.

So until today, I still don't understand what she was panicking back then.

I looked at the back of her leaving, and I had a hunch that if I didn't open my mouth to keep her at this moment, I would definitely regret it in the future.

So, I asked, "Student, have you finished reading the book in your hand?"

I thought she would stop and turn to look at me, but my words made her quicken her pace.Did she really not hear me?Still don't want to see me?

I don't have to read the book, but her anomalous reactions amuse me.This gave me a strange emotion, which I later learned is called curiosity.

I don't know why I had this idea, I just know that I really want to tease her.So I ran up to her as fast as a normal person could and stopped her.He asked again: "Classmate, have you finished reading the book in your hand?"

She was busy on her way, but under my interception, she had no choice but to raise her head and look at me.

Her eyes are very complicated, it seems that there are several emotions mixed together, so it is very difficult to read.

The only thing I can be sure of is that she didn't reveal the feeling of surprise in her eyes when she looked at me.I know many human girls, when they saw me for the first time, they always showed this similar feeling in their eyes.

It was only later that I learned that that feeling is called stunning, and the reason for this is because my appearance is considered the best among human males.Human women, especially young women, like good-looking men, and good-looking men will always get special treatment from women. Whether it is particularly good or particularly bad, they are different from other men.

But the change in attitude of the girl in front of me doesn't seem to come from my appearance.As for what the real reason is, I don't know.

All I know is that when she opened her mouth to talk to me, she had calmed down.

She smiled and said to me: "Sorry, I haven't finished watching it yet."

Her smile confuses me, just like I don't understand what she was afraid of before, I don't understand why she is smiling at me now.Are humans all this weird?One second full of panic, the next second you can talk to me like nothing happened?And I can feel that she is showing me kindness through her smile.

Even though I still didn't understand what was going on with the girl in front of me, I subconsciously raised a brighter smile than hers, and continued to ask, "Then when will you be able to finish watching?"

The girl's eyeballs gurgled, as if thinking of something.Immediately, she still smiled and said, "I don't know when I can finish it, but I can lend it to you as soon as I finish it."

"Then can you lend it to me first? I can read it soon." I replied.

My words almost made the girl breathless, although I don't know why, but at that moment, seeing her being stopped by me, looking like she couldn't say anything, made me want to laugh out loud.

But I still held back my smile and continued: "Can you lend it to me first? I can read it soon!"

"Sorry, classmate, I'm going to have lunch. Let's contact each other next time!" When the girl spoke, she gritted her teeth a bit.After speaking, she turned and left.

"Student, why don't we go to the western restaurant in front to have dinner together!" By this time, the book was no longer so attractive to me, and it was this girl who really interested me.

She thought about it seriously for a while, and seemed to have concerns. After a while, she asked, "Did you invite me? I'll go if you invite me."

"Well, of course. Can you lend me the book while you eat? I promise you will return it before you finish eating." Treat?Naturally, there is no problem.I have nothing else but the most time and money.

I seem to be very talented in venture capital. When I first entered the WTO, I made several investments with the funds raised by the five-color envoy.No one was optimistic about these projects at the beginning. Everyone thought I was a fool, so I invested in these projects with no money. But my investment targets are very competitive, making the projects bigger and stronger. The world's top [-] positions.

Is she so obsessed with the question of who treats guests because her family is not well off?I am a little strange.

"OK!" She gave me an OK gesture, and then went to the western restaurant on the corner with me with a smile.

After entering the western restaurant, I ordered a glass of red wine, while she ordered a steak.

While waiting for the food, she finally lent me the book in her hand.I kept my promise and handed it back to her as soon as I finished reading it, "Student, here you are! I've already finished reading it!" But she regretted it.Is she worried that I will run away after reading the book and not pay the bill?

"Student, ah, no, we know each other now, and it's not appropriate to be called classmate again! My name is Ma Dingdong, Jingle Bells, what about you?" She looked at me, waiting for my answer.

"Jiang Zhenzu! My name is Jiang Zhenzu!" The girl in front of me is named Ma?Could it be the Ma family who chased me down every few decades?I looked at the girl's eyebrows and eyes without any trace, and there was indeed a sense of familiarity for no reason.

At this moment, the waiter came over to serve the dishes, blocking most of my sight, but I still saw the girl trembling subconsciously.I am a little puzzled, the girl's reaction has always been very strange, does she know who I am?

This doesn't make sense either!Even if she is really a descendant of the Ma family, no one from the Ma family has actually seen my face.How did she recognize me?

Also, even if she knew my identity through other means, she would not be able to sit here safely.In my impression, every woman in the Ma family must face me with swords and swords when they see me, and never say a word.

But at this moment, she didn't know my doubts, she just happily ate the steak in front of her.

She seemed to have noticed my gaze, so she looked up at me and found that I was drinking red wine. She asked curiously, "Aren't you hungry, True Ancestor? Could red wine be eaten as a meal?"

I smiled, I had thought about the answer to this question long before joining the WTO.

I took a sip of the red wine before replying, "I'm not used to things outside.

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