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I have worked at Zhu Fen for two years, and I have indeed made some money. Apart from the university living expenses and tuition reserved for Ye Shiyu, I also left some for my family.

Now that Jiang Yahui came back suddenly, it seemed that life was very difficult, so they took out 5000 yuan and asked Ye Rufeng to help bring it to Jiang Yahui, and also reminded him not to tell Ye Shiyu about this matter, so he could be regarded as Ye Shiyu's substitute Yu is a filial piety, no matter what, she is her own mother, who hasn't said anything embarrassing.

Originally, Ye Rufeng also planned to contribute some money, but although he made a lot of money, the family expenses were also high, so he pooled 5000 yuan to give to Jiang Yahui.

Wang Ning has never been to work. He goes shopping online or travels every day. He lives in a big house and drives a car worth RMB 20. In fact, he has no savings.I was cheated into investing 5 yuan a year ago, and got a bunch of Sanwu women's skin care products back. Before I sold them, I was stopped by Ye Rufeng. , but Wang Ning cannot be allowed to cheat others against his conscience.

But Wang Ning didn't think so, and accused Ye Rufeng of being too stubborn, blocking his way of making money.

Ye Rufeng didn't bother to explain, so Wang Ning continued to make rice worms.

Ye Rufeng is equivalent to raising Wang Ning's family. The old man's living expenses cannot be saved, and the young man's elementary school fee can't be saved either. Besides, they don't plan to save money for Ye Rufeng.Especially Wang Ning's younger brother, whose family conditions are not good and still pretends to be poor at school, and he looks for Ye Rufeng when he is short of money.One time he got into trouble at school, and even knelt down for Ye Rufeng, crying loudly, but it turned out to be the same next time.

Ye Rufeng went to the staff dormitory where Jiang Yahui lived, and when he came back, he described it to his surroundings, who felt uncomfortable. After all, Uncle Ye had been kind to him and kindly took in a half-grown child like him.Jiang Yahui didn't object at that time, and she didn't treat him coldly, and she kept this kindness in her heart.

Ye Shiyu found a part-time job in the cafe opposite the school without telling Ye Shiyu from the surroundings. The hourly salary is 15 yuan. He is mainly responsible for ordering customers and occasionally making coffee. , will not be discovered by Ye Shiyu, and can make appropriate money to supplement the family.

Now there is no shortage of money, and Zhu Fan even gives them things in different ways, because she knows that if she gives money, she will definitely not be able to take it.

Zhu Fen is really kind to his surroundings and Ye Shiyu. He often buys some big brand clothes for Ye Shiyu, and everyone around him sees them.

With the college entrance examination approaching, Ye Shiyu studied until two o'clock in the morning almost every day, and didn't pay much attention to the things around him.

When the neighbors returned home from get off work in the cafe, Ye Shiyu was reading a book with his eyes wide open. He looked very serious, like an old teacher who taught.

After Ye Shiyu stretched his waist, he turned his head and looked at the two bags of fruit in his hands. One bag of fruit was packed in a white plastic bag, and the other bag of fruit was packed in a red plastic bag. It seemed that they were not from the same fruit shop. store bought.

Ye Shiyu pretended to be nonchalant and asked, "Why did you buy two bags of fruit?"

Perfunctory around, carrying fruit into the kitchen, after a while came out with two plates of fruit, one plate was washed melons, and the other plate was washed strawberries.

Ye Shiyu squatted on the chair, turned around lightly, and spoke lazily: "Why did you buy cantaloupe?

You never buy it because you know I don't eat it and you want to eat it? "

Around handed the plate with strawberries to Ye Shiyu, and said with concern: "It's too late, eat less, I'm afraid your stomach will be uncomfortable."

Ye Shiyu squeezed a strawberry and put it in his mouth, then turned around and fed another strawberry to the surroundings.

She hid around slightly, and was afraid that Ye Shiyu would notice, so she opened her mouth and ate the strawberry.

Ye Shiyu sensitively sensed the discomfort around her, and grabbed the wrists around her that she wanted to retract.

The surrounding hands were very warm, and there were a few inconspicuous calluses on the palms.

Ye Shiyu's fingers brushed the calluses on the palms around him, feeling very uncomfortable. These are all caused by the hard work and housework around him every day in order to support the two people.

Looking down at the two hands holding each other, Ye Shiyu's palm is smooth, but his fingers are really cold. He has not been able to let Ye Shiyu live in a house with better heating these years, so when winter comes, especially Because of the cold spring, Ye Shiyu's hands and feet are always icy cold.

The surroundings wrapped Ye Shiyu's hand in their palms and rubbed it repeatedly until Ye Shiyu's hand slowly warmed up, and said with reproachful concern: "Why don't you wear socks? How many times have I said, It’s cold at home, so I need to wear a coat and socks when I read at night.”

Ye Shiyu bit his lip, suppressed a smile and said, "You are so long-winded, like an old lady."

"It's just a handsome old lady. Seeing how handsome you are, I'll just listen to you. Come, come, put socks on for your boyfriend."

Ye Shiyu was also stunned by what he said, and hurriedly let go of the hands around him, uttered a few indistinct monosyllables from his throat, squeezed another strawberry into his mouth, and said sloppily: "I won't eat it." Cantaloupe, eat it, I think strawberries are more delicious, I have never eaten cantaloupe since I was a child, not a single bite."

The neighbor pinched the bridge of his nose, hesitating whether he should tell Ye Shiyu that Jiang Yahui bought the melon.

Just now after get off work, I happened to see Jiang Yahui wandering downstairs. Jiang Yahui didn't want to go upstairs, so she just handed the cantaloupe to the surroundings and left.

The surrounding sighed, picked up a melon and handed it to Ye Shiyu, and suggested: "Try it, melons are quite expensive this season, it smells good, it should be quite sweet."

Ye Shiyu frowned in disgust, pushed the cantaloupe aside and said, "I don't eat cantaloupe, I've never eaten it, you know, you didn't force me to eat it before, what happened today?"

The surroundings continued to persuade stubbornly: "Eat one, just one. Otherwise, take a bite, after all, it is the heart."

Ye Shiyu opened his mouth mutteringly, stared at the melon with a disgusted expression, and said stubbornly, "I won't eat it."

The surroundings were helpless, so they had to pick up the cantaloupe and took a bite. The melon was quite sweet, but he didn't like cantaloupe either.

Ye Shiyu snorted softly, and asked around: "You are so strange today, you probably didn't buy this cantaloupe, you never buy fruits that I don't like."

After careful consideration, the surroundings said: "Xiaoyu, this is bought by my aunt. She was downstairs when I came back. Maybe she was too embarrassed to go upstairs."

Ye Shiyu glanced at the time, stuffed the test paper on the table into his schoolbag, and said casually: "I guessed it, my mother never knew what I like to eat when I was young, and she couldn't remember what I said repeatedly. Maybe you don't care at all. The potato chips I made for me last time, I grew up hating potatoes."

"Surroundings, do you know? She thinks she loves me very deeply, but in fact, she seems to be living in her own imagination, like acting, you know? If there is no audience, who can know that she loves me? Even I can't feel it myself. In fact, she doesn't have to force herself to pretend to care about me. It's not necessary. This will only remind me of many childhood and unhappy things. I'm fine now, really , I just don't want her to remind me all the time what I've been through in the past."

Surroundings suggested by the way: "I will ask you to take a leave of absence for self-study in a few days. It is also self-study anyway. Let's go to see my aunt. If you have anything to say, it would be better for you to communicate with her face to face. If you say what is in your heart, you will feel happy gone."

Ye Shiyu didn't even think about it, and said directly: "If I don't go, don't you either. I just don't understand why she insists on being a mother. She can live the life she wants freely. She Don’t you always say that this generation has been wronged? I made her live so badly. Now I don’t need her to support me, I don’t need her to love me, I don’t need her to be by my side. She is free, why don’t you let me go ?Do you not let yourself go? She is like a miserable woman obsessed with the role of mother.

In fact, she doesn't understand at all that not all mothers and children have a good relationship. Sometimes even if they try their best, they can't achieve intimacy. It's better to keep a proper distance. "

The surroundings emphasized their tone, persuading: "Xiao Yu, be obedient, you should go and see her, she is your mother after all."

Ye Shiyu sat on the chair with his back, resting his chin on the beam of the back of the chair, blinking his eyes and looking around, trying to be coquettish: "around, I won't go, don't let me go."

The surroundings bent and squatted on the ground, approached Ye Shiyu, and continued to persuade: "I will go with you."

Ye Shiyu sighed and looked around, exhaled on the right side of his neck, intending to play a rogue: "Anyway, I won't go."

The surroundings smiled helplessly, and said in a pretendingly strong tone: "If you don't go, I will never talk to you again, I won't kiss you, I won't hug you, and I won't talk to you..."

Seeing that acting like a baby is useless, Ye Shiyu raised his elbows and glared at the surroundings angrily: "Okay, okay, I'll go, I'll go."

Ye Shiyu glanced at the thermometer on the wall, and did not forget to take the opportunity to make a deal: "I can go to see her, but you tell her not to come in the future, I don't want to see her yet, and don't let her waste money. "

After thinking about it, I still asked, "Xiao Yu, can you really not forgive her? Although she has flaws, she is still your mother."

Ye Shiyu said without hesitation: "No, the person who left shouldn't come back, even if I come back, I wouldn't dare to ask for it. Around, you know? I don't hate her at all. Every time I think of her, I hate her." It’s all me, I hate my uselessness, my incompetence, and my powerlessness. I even feel that I’m really not good enough, that’s why she doesn’t love me, that’s why she left me, and that’s why she came back in such a mess Find me.

How I wish she would appear in front of me glamorously, and announce to me braggingly that she could live out her life without me and abandon me, and regain everything she lost.Unfortunately, she didn't, why did she let me see her so exhausted?It just makes me hate myself more. "

They hugged Ye Shiyu's shoulders and whispered: "Maybe, she just misses you, or, misses her former self."

The author has something to say: Tomorrow is a chapter I personally like very much, and I finished it with a smile and tears.Oh no, it’s a point that I’m very touched by.

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