sunny as rain

Jiang Yahui's life after being with Lao Wei really proved the truth that "what you can't get is always the best".

Jiang Yahui was born in a wealthy family and had a carefree childhood.When she was a child, she had fair skin, and she often wore a dance dress with sequined bell-shaped legs on the chest. Everyone would praise her when they saw her.

Since she was a child, she has always been a beauty, with long black hair hanging down her waist, she is extremely charming.

Everyone joked, "This girl will definitely marry a rich man in the future."

Just like the polarized fate of that generation, her childhood was extremely happy, comfortable and happy, until she went to the countryside and went to Guanma Village. When she was young, she was dazzled by love, and when she was middle-aged, she was extremely poor, as if she was walking towards a dead end in life. Unwilling to end up like this for the rest of my life.

The events of that year may be clichéd in retrospect, but many things really happened, at least she is the best witness.

After the two brothers returned to the city with their father, they both worked in state-owned units in the city. They were provided with all kinds of social insurance and housing funds. Their lives became more and more prosperous, and they both married wives in the city.

After her father died of a serious illness, Jiang Yahui finally realized that her youth and her future life had already gone a long way in another direction, and she could never turn back. Her sister Jiang Yafen is the best witness .

The same is true for the household registration book, the basic information has changed from 'urban' to 'poor peasants', and from 'second daughter' to 'spouse'.

When she was young, she had infinite charm. Many young men were attracted to her, and maybe every woman was like this when she was young, but there were slightly more people who liked Jiang Yahui.

After marrying Ye Zhihui, her life gradually lost its former brilliance, just like the curtain call after the performance, the most exciting moment has already ended, everyone got up and prepared to leave, only Lao Wei stayed behind, watching her quietly with a smile , as if to say "In my eyes, you will always be a dazzling actor".

She is still so beautiful, but she hasn't been well-groomed for a long time, her hair is still long, but it has long lost its luster, and her complexion is still so white, but it looks more like the paleness of weakness when she is tired from the powerlessness of life.

She hadn't carried her purse for a long time, and a large piece of it had been eaten by moths.Her nails, which were once clean and round, now occasionally have a little dirt inside, which cannot be cleaned no matter how much they are washed.

She often feels physically and mentally exhausted and cannot continue like this.

Jiang Yahui tried to hate her father, why didn't she bring her daughter back to the city first?I also tried to hate my brothers, why are they the men who are valued by the older generation?And she is not.She even tried to hate Ye Zhihui, why should she be dragged into a poor and helpless married life?

So for a long time, she didn't like children, but she couldn't let go of Jiang Yafen's eldest daughter, Sun Raoyue, because that child was so beautiful, well-behaved and sensible.

Later, when she found out that she was sick, Jiang Yahui took the initiative to carry her around to see a doctor. Some doctors said that the child was delivered late, and some asked the family members to prepare for the funeral, and some even directly said that the child would buy her whatever he wanted. I'm afraid I can't eat it.

On the night of Sun Raoyue's death, there were thunder and lightning, dark clouds covered the top, and the gray clouds in the sky kept rolling, as if gods were fighting, and the two clouds barely collided and sparked.

After that day, Jiang Yahui found out that she was pregnant.

She didn't want the child, but she went to the hospital for an examination. The doctor at the time told her that if she didn't want the child, she might not be able to have children in the future.

Jiang Yahui had to give birth to this child.

For a long time, she didn't like the child very much.

Because this child completely deprived her of her freedom, forcibly breaking her already open wings.

She is even more afraid of her children repeating the same mistakes.

No one knew how it happened, and she didn't know how she made up her mind.

For a while, Ye Zhihui had no job, and his family had no income. The days of borrowing and repaying money everywhere were unbearable, especially with a child who needed to study.

Ye Zhihui knew about Jiang Yahui and Xu Mingde's mixing together, but he didn't say a word, which irritated Jiang Yahui even more.

Later, there was Lao Niutou and even Lao Wei.

——Jiang Yahui's expression was weird, as if she was holding a breath in her heart. The humiliation brought to her by these old events may be difficult to let go of for the rest of her life.

She straightened up abruptly, stood up, and approached the kitchen.

After working for a while, a bowl of rice and a plate of fried potato chips were brought out.

Silence seemed to be the strategy that Jiang Yahui had just thought up. She walked towards Ye Shiyu without saying a word, put the rice and vegetables in front of his eyes, and said in a low voice, "Eat quickly, you should be hungry."

Ye Shiyu glanced at the potato slices that were sliced ​​unevenly, and felt uncomfortable. Before, Jiang Yahui always liked to fry potato shreds and potato slices. The taste was not good, and there was very little oil. Ye Shiyu hated it the most. It's potatoes.

Although the poverty of the family has a part to do with it, the bottom line is that Jiang Yahui doesn't like to cook at all, and she doesn't want to spend time cooking for her family, so every time it's either shredded potatoes or potato chips, it's perfunctory.

When she was a child, Ye Shiyu's biggest wish was to eat other people's food.

He pushed the potato slices to the center of the table without moving the chopsticks, and said calmly, "Potatoes are the last thing I like to eat. People around me never force me to eat potatoes. Even if I use potatoes for cooking, I will put some thought into it."

Ye Shiyu put on the air of an overly indulgent young master, trying to make Jiang Yahui understand that the relationship between mother and child has been broken.

Not only because she left when the family was most difficult, but because she indirectly killed Ye Zhihui.

Furthermore, Ye Shiyu didn't know how to face Jiang Yahui at all, and was almost taken away by a strange man because of her.When he was sexually ignorant when he was young, Jiang Yahui's messy affairs with those men made him tortured in his heart, and he was always shrouded in a sense of shame, all because of her.

Because of Jiang Yahui, he hated himself, his incompetence, his birth, and his past.

Now, he and his surroundings have started a new life, and he doesn't want to go back to the painful struggle of the past.

Jiang Yahui's attention slipped elsewhere, deliberately ignoring Ye Shiyu's answer, she was lost in thought, and muttered to herself: "The garlic in the kitchen can't be left like that, it's easy to get moldy and spoil."

Ye Shiyu deliberately pretended not to understand what she meant, and continued to say with a strong posture: "Mom, I will call you Mom one last time. I am living a good life now and I don't need you anymore. You are free now and willing to live Any kind of life is fine, no one will stop you anymore."

Jiang Yahui's eyes were very round, she didn't expect Ye Shiyu to be so stubborn, and she refused to forgive her, so she could only soften her tone: "I have separated from Lao Wei now, and I can make money for you to go to college, don't bother around, come back with me, okay?"

Ye Shiyu was hot all over, as if he had been thrown on a tropical beach and was very irritable. He tried to maintain a calm tone and said patiently: "I have said it all. I am living a good life now. After I go to college, I will work part-time. Make money and return the surroundings. You go, and don’t come in the future.”

Jiang Yahui saw that Ye Shiyu could not be moved, and it was impossible for Ye Shiyu to allow her to live here, so she had to go back to the rented room first, and then make plans.

"Light rain."

Jiang Yahuicong took out a crumpled piece of paper from his pocket, put it on the table, and said stubbornly: "Xiao Yu, this is my address, please contact me if you need anything."

Ye Shiyu's face was tight, and he watched Jiang Yahui go out with an unnatural expression, and his eyes stayed on her left leg for a few minutes.

He took out his mobile phone and sent a WeChat message to his surroundings, telling him to go home now, and then sat at the table staring at the plate of yellow potato chips in a daze.

After a while, he returned to the kitchen with the plate, dumped the potato slices into the trash can, put down the plate, turned back to the living room, picked up the note on the table, crumpled it up, and planned to throw it into the kitchen trash can from a distance inside.

But finally held back.

He thought for a while, and opened the note irritably. There was a phone number and two addresses on it.

The two addresses are not far apart. One is a self-service barbecue restaurant 40 minutes away. The business is not very good. Ye Rufeng once went there with a friend. There are quite a lot, but it always feels like the store is about to close down.

The other address was very close to the self-service barbecue restaurant. Ye Shiyu speculated that it was either Jiang Yahui's temporary rented house, or a staff dormitory.

When I arrived home, I didn't even have time to take off my coat. Ye Shiyu hung his hands and feet on him like a koala.

The surroundings were surprised to find that they almost cried, because Ye Shiyu didn't leave, and Ye Shiyu was waiting for him.

Ye Shiyu kissed the surrounding cheeks, and a burst of heat radiated from his body, warming the surrounding hearts.

Pausing for a few seconds, Ye Shiyu nodded sullenly and slightly accusingly: "Are you smoking?"

The surroundings smiled apologetically: "Well, I went to Zhu Fen."

"How is brother Zhu Fen? I haven't seen him for a long time, and I miss him a little bit." Ye Shiyu said coquettishly.

"We were talking about you just now, Zhu Fen asked you to rest someday and go shopping with him."

Ye Shiyu shook his head violently: "No, no, he buys me this and that as soon as he goes shopping, and he only picks expensive ones, I'm almost ashamed."

Surrounding smiled and said: "It's okay, I'll just give him the money later, he likes to go shopping with you, saying that it would be nice to take a little sweetie like you out."

"Then you go together too, and help us carry things."

Surroundings nodded: "Okay, but Zhu Fan dislikes me, saying that my eyes can't leave you and I'm absent-minded."

Ye Shiyu snickered: "Zhu Fan is so annoying, and you are so annoying too."

The surrounding pinched Ye Shiyu's nose: "Which of us is annoying? You are the most annoying.

Ask around tentatively: "How are you talking with Auntie?"

Ye Shiyu's throat hurt a little, as if it was blocked by something.

People around heard Ye Shiyu say in a small voice: "I won't leave you, and you don't leave me either. I won't forgive those who leave."