sunny as rain

The bed appeared to be clean.

Ye Shiyu suddenly remembered that the bed sheets around him had just been changed this morning, and he even smoothed the wrinkles on it with his hands.

Ye Shiyu lay on the light gray sheets, his body contracted and tensed involuntarily.

The gentle gazes around him made Ye Shiyu calm down for a short while, and his body began to soften involuntarily.

For those around him, from sunset to dawn, Ye Shiyu is his 'bride', and he wants to love and hurt with all his strength.

He tried his best to make Ye Shiyu happy, it seems that since he was 17 years old, his thinking has always been like this.

To make Ye Shiyu happy.

When the surrounding body wrapped Ye Shiyu, and his fingertips slid across his skin, entangled with his ten fingers, Ye Shiyu clearly felt the abnormality under his body, and avoided it with some anticipation and some fear.

Over his shoulders, he opened the drawer of the bedside table, took out a condom and lubricant from it, threw them on the bed, and looked at Ye Shiyu with a smile: "It's just right, it smells like strawberries."

Ye Shiyu turned his head to look, and was taken aback: "When did you buy it?"

The surroundings said calmly: "From the day after I saw the lingonberry sent you home."

Ye Shiyu's eyes were burning: "I thought you didn't want to be with me..."

The corners of the eyebrows were raised all around, fine beads of sweat ooze from the corners of his forehead that he tried his best to endure, and he said hoarsely, "What don't you want?"

Smile around: "Don't you want to do it?"

Ye Shiyu's face slowly turned red, and he turned his head away from looking around.

The surrounding left thumb pressed Ye Shiyu's chin, gently kissed his lips, and said in a commanding tone: "Stick out your tongue."

Ye Shiyu was still a little angry, deliberately making a fuss, and murmured in his throat: "No...not."

Surrounded by the domineering and strong desire to conquer of adult men, Howe found his position without much effort.

Ye Shiyu arched his back in pain: "Around..."

After successfully catching Ye Shiyu's tongue, he couldn't let go anymore.

Ye Shiyu grunted in pain as the bent arms around him exerted a slight force.

The surroundings slowly stood up, staring fondly at Ye Shiyu's red eyes, and teasingly said: "During this time, I have done a lot of homework, and it is time to check and accept the results today, and I have to trouble Ye Shiyu." Kid Shiyu gave me a score afterwards."

Before Ye Shiyu could reply, he leaned over and held Ye Shiyu's hand firmly, and said on his lips: "I love you, Xiao Yu, although it may not be as long as you, but it is deeper than you."

Ye Shiyu's tears fell instantly.

He thought he had to wait a few more years, he thought that the surroundings would suddenly disappear one day, he didn't even dare to press the surroundings, he was afraid that the other party would run away in fear if he was not careful.

But it all came too soon.

Surrounded by confession to him.

As a man, confess to him.

Looking around at Ye Shiyu's shiny pink face on his drenched shoulders, he just wanted to play with him hard.

Ye Shiyu raised his sweaty little face and cried, "You are bullying me around you."

(The ellipsis of this and that...)

The whole process cannot be said to be painless, every nerve seems to resonate strongly, hot and sensitive.

Ye Shiyu's legs were sore, and she was lazily lying on the bed, her inner thighs were reddened due to being too tight for too long, and it hurt like a cramp.

Everyone hugged him into his arms, Ye Shiyu's whole body trembled, his legs trembled unnaturally, conditioned reflex, uncontrollable trembling.

He shook the empty box in his hand around, threw it into the trash can next to him, and asked enthusiastically, "Little Ye Shiyu, now is the scoring session."

The thumbs around Ye Shiyu repeatedly rubbed against Ye Shiyu's thin lips, sticking to his ear, and chuckled: "You can also... understand it as... an intermission."

Ye Shiyu blinked his eyelashes in fright, and stammered: "100...100 points..."

Ye Shiyu thought that he could give an answer that would satisfy everyone around him, and thought it would be over. After all, he had already given full marks and there was no room for improvement.

I'm so smart, he thought.

But the surroundings suddenly leaned forward, kissed away the tears on his eyelashes, and coaxed: "Little Ye Shiyu, you are already in the third year of high school, and the full score is 150 points, and 100 points just passed the passing line. It seems... I still have to work harder. You know, in my three years of high school, I didn’t fail any subject, and that’s because I don’t like to hover on the edge of the passing line, and I have to do my best.”

Ye Shiyu felt an inexplicable fear, but behind the fear was equal joy.

He didn't expect such a strong desire to win and lose around him, especially this aspect.

It stands to reason that neither of them has much experience, so it's fine to pass carelessly, and they will get to know each other sooner or later.

Especially Ye Shiyu felt that today's surroundings had already surprised her enough, he was really going to be overwhelmed.

No one would bully someone just after confessing.

Is this still the surrounding without desires and desires?

Ye Rufeng knew that he might be surprised.

But he doesn't want to fight because he also wants to be happy around him.

Ye Shiyu slowly relaxed his body, between desire and rejection, lowered his head obediently, feeling the wet kisses falling on his palms around him.

Ye Shiyu groped around the back, leaving traces.

The surroundings raised their calm eyes and teased, "Why are you crying again?"

Ye Shiyu simply closed his eyes, and forcibly suppressed the trembling in his eyes. Anyway, he couldn't say it, and he couldn't run away, so he could only endure it.

They took it out on each other a lot.

Curl up in it as much as you want, like a small animal nested in a warm cave, just feel it quietly.

Thinking around, Ye Shiyu, who is so afraid of pain, has endured such pain for life, because he loves him with all his heart.

He wiped away the tears from the corners of Ye Shiyu's eyes, and said seriously: "I love you, Ye Shiyu."

"It's not love between brothers, it's a man's love for a man, it's not a momentary love, it's a lifetime love."

Ye Shiyu cried even more fiercely, as if he had poured out all his love for so many years in tears.

In every tear, there is hidden the grievance of not being able to love for so many years and the grievance of being unable to express love.

He also looked around seriously and said: "I love you too, around, I love you very much, for a long time, maybe longer than you, maybe deeper than you."

Who knows?

When Ye Shiyu was in junior high school, he heard that his aunt's family had recognized a son. It is reasonable to say that Ye Shiyu would call him 'brother', which made Ye Shiyu curious.

Finally, one day, he went to lie on the wall.

Because of my short stature, I placed bricks half a meter high in the corner.

The bricks were stacked together, rickety, Ye Shiyu stepped on them cautiously, clinging to the wall with both hands, looking in through the window.

She saw the surroundings at a glance, because she was so good-looking, little Ye Shiyu couldn't tolerate others anymore.

Hanging on the wall for half an hour, just staring at people.Later, I went to another room around, and my aunt and uncle were chatting in the yard.

Ye Shiyu heard their conversation.

"I'm not sure if he's my son. I'd better have a blood test someday. But I'm almost sure that he's not my son. How could there be such a coincidence."

"Okay, let's take care of your son first, and then we will make plans. The child is quite pitiful. Your ex-girlfriend is really ruthless."

"Yes, this child is really good-looking, and I heard that his academic performance is not bad, so let's take care of him first."

Although Ye Shiyu was young at that time, and the information he could accept was limited, he still thought from the bottom of his heart, if only he could have such a daughter-in-law around him, wouldn't his life be complete?

However, it's okay to become a husband, and it's still just as fragrant.

In the darkness, the two leaned towards each other. They were not brothers, but their profiles fit together very well, as if they should have belonged to each other long ago.

If he was young, he could get straight with his surroundings once and hug him like he does now.

Isn't this the most enviable childhood sweetheart in TV dramas?

There are always people who say what little kids know.

Ye Shiyu wanted to say that he knew everything anyway.

In particular, I know that it takes a long time to love someone.

At least love is learned from an early age, not learned in school, nor acquired, but from the heart.

When they were abandoned by their mothers one after another, when their fathers died one after another, when they formed a family of only two people, when they encountered poverty, filth and humiliation, they were always together.

Ye Shiyu smiled and tears came down, he touched the same cold tears on the faces around him.

The surrounding tone was firm: "Xiao Yu, from now on, you can only cry for me."

Ye Shiyu wondered, "Why?"

The surrounding whispered: "Because it's so beautiful, it's so beautiful, and it makes my heart ache to death."

Ye Shiyu came to his senses in an instant, bargained and said, "Then you can just show me a smile."

At the end, I added another sentence: "No, you can only cry for me."

"In this way, you will never be able to leave me again, because without me, you will become a wooden man who can't cry or laugh."

The surroundings laughed and tickled Ye Shiyu, but Ye Shiyu avoided it with a smile.

They grabbed Ye Shiyu's ankle and ordered him to lie down: "Don't move, I'll give you some medicine."

Ye Shiyu was so angry that he couldn't laugh or cry: "I bought the medicine in advance, you hurt me on purpose."

Hold him around: "Don't make trouble, it's because I can't bear you."

Ye Shiyu answered a few words weakly, and soon fell asleep.

Ye Shiyu simply cleaned up the surrounding area, carefully dispensed good medicine, and went to the kitchen balcony to smoke in pajamas.

The rain stopped, but the sky was still overcast.

I took out my mobile phone and tapped into an APP with my finger. The red dot kept flashing, and it hadn't moved for a long time.

Ever since Ye Shiyu was locked on the roof of the school last time, the surroundings no longer felt relieved that Ye Shiyu would leave their sight.He downloaded a positioning software on Ye Shiyu's mobile phone. When Ye Shiyu was not around, he would feel a moment of peace of mind when he saw the little red dot parked in a familiar position around him.

When he turned his head, Ye Shiyu kicked off the quilt and fell asleep.

I don't know if it will rain tomorrow, but it's better not to rain, because his Ye Shiyu is really afraid of the cold, but he likes rain like a playful one.

The author has something to say: I really tried my best, because I hope everyone can see Xiao Yu and the happy moments around her.

Chapter 69 I'm a little afraid to smell strawberries now. At six o'clock in the morning, the sky is a bit cloudy, but it doesn't look like it's going to rain.

Ye Shiyu shrank his shoulders, kept hiding back, and begged for mercy in a weak voice: "I'm too sleepy around, I just slept for less than 3 hours."

The few back and forth last night had consumed Ye Shiyu's strength, and he was also weak in speaking.

The surrounding responded like a fool: "But, Xiaoyu, I'm not sleepy yet."

Ye Shiyu insisted: "Indulgence/desire is not good, we have to restrain ourselves."

The surrounding hands touched Ye Shiyu's butt/butt, and their fingertips poked on it lightly and then heavily. Ye Shiyu lay on the bed with his eyes closed, clenched his teeth, and pushed his arms back around.

The surrounding hands circled his baby-like delicate and soft waist, stopped at one point, and continued down the tailbone, laughing from the bottom of his heart.

"Didn't you say that I'm not allowed to smile for others to see? Then you look back at me, and I will only smile for you." Surrounded said with a smile.

Ye Shiyu was exhausted, with a thin layer of sweat on his body, and plopped on the bed.

This was the second time he lay on the bed in the morning, and he didn't even have the energy to cry.

When Ye Shiyu was lying on his stomach, his ass/butt was like two peaches, and the surroundings couldn't help but want to break the peaches.

Ye Shiyu complained feebly and fell into a coma again.

For two full days of vacation, Ye Shiyu couldn't leave this bed.

On the third morning, he got up and went to school, squinting around Ye Shiyu, observing carefully from top to bottom, and finally found a pure white turtleneck sweater for Ye Shiyu.

Ye Shiyu looked listless, frowning irritably, he didn't want to see the surroundings, and he didn't intend to talk to them.

He always felt that the surroundings, who had always been cold, introverted, and desireless, were addicted to him, and they would jump on him when they saw him.

Breakfast is spinach egg flower porridge, and the steaming steamed buns that I just bought downstairs.

Ye Shiyu couldn't help but lament the physical strength around him in his heart. After these two days of exercise, he has almost become a useless person. For the first time in his life, he had the idea of ​​running away from home for a few days.

He pursed his lips in dissatisfaction, stuffed his mouth with steamed buns, and said vaguely: "Nearby, please be more restrained in the future, I'm still a third-year high school student who needs physical strength to attend classes."

The surroundings blew the porridge in the bowl for him, scooped up a spoonful unhurriedly, and handed it to Ye Shiyu's mouth.

Ye Shiyu opened his mouth naturally, finished the porridge in the spoon, narrowed his eyes contentedly, snatched the spoon away, and slowly drank the whole bowl of porridge.

All around laughed silently.

He knew Ye Shiyu too well, and Ye Shiyu was a paper tiger.

After breakfast, I waited for Ye Shiyu at the door with coats around me, and said softly: "Don't ride a bicycle today, I don't think you will be able to ride a bicycle in the future. From now on, take the bus in the morning and take a taxi back at night, or Just take a taxi in the morning and evening.”

Ye Shiyu sighed and let the surroundings put on a down jacket for him, tied up his scarf, and walked out with his schoolbag.

As soon as I stepped out, I still didn't forget to reply: "I am because no one will be able to ride a bicycle in the future?

I love to go to school by bike. "

The old lady living next door should have just returned from the morning market, and she was still carrying a plastic bag of green vegetables in her hand.

The old lady greeted with a smile: "Xiaowei, is your girlfriend gone?"

Ye Shiyu glared at the surroundings angrily, and said angrily, "Let's go."

Then he went downstairs.

The word "Let's go" was bitten so hard that the old lady thought she had said something wrong, and hurriedly asked, "Hey, why is your brother so angry so early in the morning? Did you quarrel?

Smiling around, looking at the direction of Ye Shiyu going downstairs, he raised his voice and said, "Let's go, my girlfriend just left this morning."

The old grandma hadn't entered the house yet, and the hands around her were on the doorknob, so she didn't enter the house. After thinking for a while, she added, "Xiao Yu is a senior high school student, so she will inevitably get angry in the morning. There's nothing I can do about it."

The old lady nodded and entered the house.

The surrounding doors were also closed, preparing to go to school later.

——As soon as Ye Shiyu came downstairs, there were snowflakes in the sky. He pulled the black scarf over his nose, covered half of his face, and walked towards the bus stop.

I was lucky this morning, and got on a bus right away as soon as I arrived at the station.

It's a pity that it's snowing and the windows are closed tightly.

The inside of the car was airtight, and Ye Shiyu smelled the ointment smell that is often found in barbershops.

He looked around, and it should be the smell from the hair of the aunts in front.

When we got off the bus, there was not much snow on the road.

There are large wet snowflakes floating in the sky, and it is estimated that they will drift all day.

Ye Shiyu stepped on a thin layer of white snow, and walked towards the classroom with Huanju who was waiting at the school gate.

As soon as he reached the corridor on the third floor, Ye Shiyu began to loosen the scarf around his collar, and hastily unzipped the down jacket.

Lingonberry handed over a bottle of hot milk.

Ye Shiyu put the scarf on his arm, unscrewed the cap of the hot milk, took a sip, and sighed: "Life is finally complete."

Huanju has long been used to Ye Shiyu's emotion, walked into the classroom first, took off his down jacket and put it on the back of the chair.

Ye Shiyu looked at the snowflakes floating in the shallow sky outside the window, and suddenly said a word.

"Lingberry, I said before that I would tell you a secret, do you remember?"

Bilberry was startled by his sudden words, and the vitamin C effervescent tablets that had just been poured out of the bottle fell to the ground, rolled around twice, and just rolled to the side of the trash can.

He took out a paper towel, squeezed the effervescent tablet, picked it up and threw it into the trash can, wiped his hands carefully, looked at Ye Shiyu and said, "Remember, tell me."

Bilberry poured out another light pink vitamin C effervescent tablet from the bottle, unscrewed the mineral water bottle, and threw it in without fail.

In the rising light pink bubbles, Ye Shiyu's face was dyed coral pink.

Ye Shiyu opened his mouth, looking very conflicted, and finally said bravely: "I like the surroundings."

Lingel's throat tightened suddenly, he unbuttoned the top button of his shirt, glanced at Ye Shiyu stiffly, and asked with certainty: "Quanzhou, the person you like is Siquan."

Ye Shiyu's eyes seemed to be covered with frost, he looked at the lingonberry firmly, and nodded without hesitation.

The folds of the double eyelids deepened due to the shock, and the eye sockets were deeply sunken. It should have been an expression of arrogance and disrespect, but Ye Shiyu immediately understood the tiredness in Yueju's eyes.

Huckleberry's eyes looked down coldly, looking fierce and terrifying.

Ye Shiyu met Yueju's scrutinizing gaze, and repeated verbatim: "I like my brother."

Lingel rubbed the wrinkles on his forehead and said expressionlessly: "If you are together, you will be very tired, and you will all be very tired. He is, and so are you."

The excitement of Ye Shiyu sharing a secret with his best friend gradually fades, replaced by worries about the future.

He doesn't care what others think of him or say about him, but he cares about how others evaluate and view his surroundings.

But he has loved his surroundings for too long, so long that he has begun to pity himself, so he will not watch the person he loves go away because of a momentary impulse or retreat.

Ye Shiyu suddenly stretched out a finger and bit it down without hesitation. After waking up, he resumed a very serious expression and said, "I know, the world cannot tolerate us. If the world doesn't recognize us, it doesn't recognize love. Because, we Between is love."

Looking at Ye Shiyu, who was innocent and immature with a hint of stubbornness, Yueju didn't know what to say for a while, so he handed him the vitamin C water in his hand, and persuaded him, "Drink your saliva first, and calm down."

Ye Shiyu shook the mineral water bottle, shyly lay on the table, rubbed his feet on the ground, and said in a tangled tone, "Strawberry smell, how can I calm down?"

Ye Shiyu clearly remembered that in the past two days, he used more than half a tube of strawberry-flavored lubricant around him, and now when he smelled strawberry, his cheeks felt hot instinctively.

Huanberry touched his forehead and asked with concern: "Do you have a fever? Your face is so red."

Ye Shiyu stomped his feet on the table, and said in a low voice, "Liaoju, you will support me, right?"

Lingel hesitated for a moment, then nodded.

Ye Shiyu said softly: "Lingberry, you should drink the blueberry flavor in the future, the strawberry flavor is not suitable for you, it's sweet and greasy."

Bilberry stared at Ye Shiyu, who smelled of strawberries slightly, and said with no hesitation, "Strawberry smell suits you better" on her moist and pink lips.

Lingonberry glanced at him, blew straight into her bangs, and said to herself, "I'm a little scared to smell strawberries now."

In the morning, there are math and Chinese classes, and in the afternoon, English and comprehensive literature.

Ye Shiyu was not idle all day, and finally turned his attention to the class, moving the pen tip back and forth, listening to the class carefully, and taking notes.

When it was evening self-study, the tip of the pen moved wearily, and finally Ye Shiyu just lay down on the table and closed his eyes to rest.

For two days and two nights, Ye Shiyu only slept for a few hours.

The surroundings that are usually gentle and careful, these two days are simply not human. Is this still the surrounding that Ye Rufeng sees as being clean and self-sufficient?

Ye Shiyu thought in a daze, and fell asleep tired and weary.

Yueju used the books piled up on the desk to block the sight of the teaching director Zha Wan's self-study, and cover for Ye Shiyu.

Ye Shiyu slept for more than an hour.

When the evening self-study was over, Ye Shiyu drank a large bottle of strawberry-flavored vitamin C water and yelled to go to the bathroom. He just got up from the desk and almost fell back. He knocked all the books to the ground.

Lingelberry had no choice but to pick up the book on the floor, dragged Ye Shiyu's arm to the bathroom, and washed his hands by the way.

Unfortunately, I ran into Meng Yu who had just come back from the bathroom in the corridor.

Meeting each other on a narrow road, Meng Yu sniffed the smell of lingonberry to his heart's content.

Yueju frowned impatiently, and gave Meng Yu a disgusted look.

Ye Shiyu didn't know why, so he poured it on the lingonberry in a daze, smelled the familiar blueberry smell, and continued walking contentedly.

Meng Yu clearly saw that Yueju not only didn't care about Ye Shiyu smelling him, but also didn't reject Ye Shiyu's intimacy.

Meng Yu's jealousy turned into a fire, and he was about to burn himself into a ball of ashes.

He couldn't wait to see Yueju's expression when he knew about Ye Shiyu's explosive old news.