sunny as rain

Jing Tao was picked up by the driver.

Like a burning flame, he walked away in a rage.

Before leaving, he glared at Zhu Fen angrily, making it clear that the slap would not be in vain.

Zhu Fen's face also darkened, and tears rolled down the corner of one eye.

Not sad tears.

It's more like the last drop of physical tears left before death, it's fear, it's fear.

No expression, no emotion.

The surroundings neatly arranged the drinks on the table, wiped the table with a rag, and swept the floor again.

After changing clothes and coming out of the bathroom, Zhu Fen remained the same, sitting motionless.

People around felt that compared to Jing Tao's anger when she was about to leave, the vermilion powder at this moment was more like a blue flame swaying in the wind, trembling and swaying unsteadily.

Zhu Fen had a quarrel with Jing Tao, and it was obvious that Zhu Fen won.But obviously Jing Tao is the ultimate winner, after all, he has Su Yisheng backing her.

Staying around would not be of much help to Zhu Fen, so she said politely: "I'll go first, the private rooms are all packed."

Zhu Fen took out 2000 yuan from her wallet and stuffed it into the surrounding hands: "You've worked hard today, don't listen to that idiot's gossip."

There was no pick up around, so Zhu Fen stuffed the money directly into his trouser pocket and said, "Take it, just treat it as a tip from Jingtao, it's not easy to serve her." Fearing that the surroundings would not accept it, she added in a low voice: "I learned from Su Yisheng. It is deducted from the dividend, which is what you deserve.”

The surroundings nodded, did not refuse again, thanked Zhu Fen, turned and walked out.

Just as he was holding the doorknob, he brushed his hair irritably, turned his footsteps, faced Zhu Fen, and said in a cold tone of a bystander: "Zhu Fen, you are a man, a very good man, don't worry about it just because of you. A man who is afraid to admit that he is gay, and put himself down. You are not wrong, it is him."

With a bitter smile on her face, Zhu Fen asked lightly, "Would you like a cigarette?"

Zhu Fen's thin and hoarse voice, like a clear and sweet stream squeezed out from the crack of the rusty door, is inexplicably convincing.

He felt that the kid around him was quite interesting, and his face was quite cold, but he was a person who valued affection and righteousness.

The two sat in the dark corner of the sofa, each swallowing clouds and mist.

In the dry room, the choking smell of smoke burned Zhu Fen's throat.

He leaned back on the sofa, his legs were spread wide, his chin was lifted slightly, and he exhaled a cloud of white smoke.

The rough smoke spread in front of his eyes, he narrowed his eyes and asked his surroundings: "Nearby, do you like men?"

Smoke pipes were erected around, with the cigarette butts pointing upwards. Watching the smoke rising in a straight line and entering the ventilation duct, he smiled wryly, "I don't know."

Zhu Fen also laughed, and asked him, "Seeing me kissing Su Yisheng, don't you know whether you like men or women?"

The surrounding faces were calm, and the eyes shone seductively like shards of glass in the clouds of smoke.

"Men and women don't matter."

Zhu Fen put on a gentle thoughtful look, and said, "It's normal to like someone. This kind of liking doesn't necessarily have to be accompanied by desire. Can you tell the difference?"

After smoking a cigarette, there is a sour and sweet taste in the mouth around it, and it is a bit bitter when tasted carefully.

He got up, wrapped the cigarette butt in a paper towel, and planned to take it outside and throw it in the trash can, after all, the private room had been cleaned.

Zhu Fan asked again: "Hey, by the way, does the person you like also like you?"

There was no talking around.

Zhu Fen has already got the answer she wanted.

The surrounding eyes are silent like a jungle at night, hiding a dangerous desolation.

Zhu Fen pressed the cigarette butt on the cigarette case, twisted it a few times, looked up at him and said, "Your desire is evil."

He said to himself again: "However, I still hope that you can be with the person you like."

Looking back at him around: "Well, you too."

Zhu Fen raised her hands and flattened them in front of her chest, with an innocent face, expressing that it would be useless to talk too much.

Walked around without saying a word.

——Bottomless loss overflows like a tide, and the surroundings feel like swimming in an endless swimming pool with no end in sight and no bottom to the bottom. I can't tell whether it's my tears or water, and I can't hear the slightest sound when a drop of tear falls into it.

And Zhu Fen was like a dog chained by the swimming pool, not much better than him.

It is precisely because of the 'similar approach but equally effective' of the two that he and Zhu Fen became friends.

Zhu Fen seemed mature and well-rounded, but he was actually a child at heart, and he was drunk when he laughed.

From Zhu Fan's mouth, he learned that his original name was Zhu Mo, and he met Su Yisheng at a party.

Zhu Fen always said that he had so many things when he was young that he never felt fear.

The first time I saw Su Yisheng, Zhu Fan followed him home.

In the cold big house, Zhu Fen experienced unprecedented pain and extreme joy.

Been having fun for a while.

The darkness was filled with their greedy panting.

Every time Su Yisheng was happy, he would look at Zhu Fen with a frown, and then hug him tightly.

The heartbeat hit Zhu Fen's heart like raindrops.

Zhu Fen would feel itchy every time, like a hot and hot placebo injection.

Until one day after the love, Su Yisheng didn't hug him, but turned his back and covered his eyes.

The icy liquid poured into the blood, flowing freely like a galloping horse, Zhu Fen gradually closed his eyes.

The time of lethargy was very short, and he was woken up by the pain.

It was as if the body had been pierced, with a slender ice edge piercing in from below, and then piercing out from the top of the head.

The room turned into an ice cellar, which could only feel the bone-chilling cold.

In the dream, the mattress was soaked in blood, floating above the room.

Zhu Fen lay in a pool of blood, opened her mouth, but couldn't scream.

He shouted silently into the air, and no one could hear him.

Su Yisheng smoked with his back turned to him.

Zhu Fen was so stupid as to think that this man had a broad back and was very charming.

Zhu Fen glanced at herself, and for the first time knew what fear was.

After experiencing all this, Zhu Fen survived by luck.

Nothing remains, only people become more and more mature.

If time could travel through everything and go backwards, Zhu Fenji would definitely stay away from this demon when he first met Su Yisheng.

After several surgeries, Zhu Fen recovered, but he suffered severe physical and mental injuries and refused to see anyone for a long time.

He ran away and hid.

Until Su Yisheng found him again and forced him to change into a white dress and continue to be his lover.

Only then did Zhu Fen realize with shame that he could still feel happy.

It turns out that if there is love, it will be very happy.

Zhu Fen sold the old house left by her parents, spent all her money, and opened this KTV, named 'New World'.

Some time after the accident, Zhu Fen tried to pray to the gods and worship Buddha, not for anything else, just to make him forget about Su Yisheng.

Having nothing to do, I accidentally saw the first volume of the Bible, Genesis, and thought of the name 'New World'.It probably means that everything in the world was empty and chaotic at first, and the face of the abyss was dark.

Then there was light, and people realized that light was wonderful, so light had to be separated from darkness.

Light is called day, and darkness is called night.

Then there was the sky, the land, and the sea, and people created a new world.

Zhu Fan also wants to create a new world without Su Yisheng.

Both love and hate made him tortured.

Su Yisheng's family background is extremely complicated, and no one can say or discuss casually.

Su Yisheng didn't realize that he was gay until he met Zhu Fan.

His torment, fear, tension and struggle, Zhu Fen could not understand, and had no way of knowing.

Because Zhu Fen is alone, he is not afraid of worldly eyes, nor is he under pressure from his family.

Su Yisheng is just the opposite.

Zhu Fen didn't want to delve into the reason why Su Yisheng hurt him, because time is still moving forward and life has to go on.

At the beginning of the establishment of "New World" KTV, Zhu Fan encountered many problems that could not be solved at all, and Su Yisheng solved them for him one by one.

To some extent, the growing 'New World' is more like Su Yisheng's private property. He has paid a lot of money and has managed both black and white.

For Zhu Fan, Su Yisheng is more like a touch of taboo red in the black and white world, good and evil intertwined, purple red, noble and arrogant.

Su Yisheng itself is a hell, quiet, rich, and indifferent.

Being with Su Yisheng always felt like breaking a taboo.

If you are crazy with skills and warmth, you can challenge the extreme madness with Su Yisheng.

It was impossible for Zhu Fen not to want to entangle with him.

He was like a dog tied to the bed by Su Yisheng, unable to break free.

He is afraid, but also greedy.

Thinking about Zhu Fan around, he walked home slowly, and arrived home before 11 o'clock.

Ye Shiyu had just fallen asleep when he heard the sound of the door opening and sat up sleepily.

Seeing him waking up, turning on the desk lamp, the test papers spread out on the desk were shrouded in a layer of yellow light.

While talking, Ye Shiyu fumbled for the slippers beside the bed with his eyes closed. He wanted to go to the toilet.

He said in a drowsy hoarse voice: "Around, I seem to have seen Li Lan at school today."

After searching around but not finding the slippers, Ye Shiyu became a little impatient.

Squatting around Ye Shiyu's feet, found slippers, put them on his feet, touched his head and said, "If you still can't forget the past, don't get in touch with Li Lan."

Ye Shiyu yawned and nodded in a daze.

The surroundings were afraid that he would fall, so they waited for him outside the bathroom.

Ye Shiyu came out with his eyes closed and bumped into the surrounding bodies.

Ye Shiyu rubbed his head in the arms around him, moved the tip of his nose twice, and then frowned in dissatisfaction.

This move made the surrounding realize that the two are like an old married couple, who have known each other for many years.

He was even thinking that Ye Shiyu's parents were conservative and did not give him a serious sex education class, and as Ye Shiyu's brother, should he find a time to talk to him.

This kind of intimacy, even though it is a brother, is a bit too much.

Besides, they have nothing to do with each other.

Ye Shiyu pressed against the surrounding chest and said in a low voice, "Quanquan, when will you resign?"

Surroundings replied cautiously: "Xiao Yu, this job now pays well, and the boss treats me very well. I want to continue doing it."

Ye Shiyu raised his head and smiled at him bewilderingly, tenderly and inconceivably.

But the surroundings did not forget that Ye Shiyu's smile would lie.

The author has something to say: Zhu Fen and Su Yisheng must be BE, I will not force HE.

Loved and hurt, but will never be together again.