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Ye Shiyu couldn't remember how many years he lived in the old house at home.

10 years? 20 years?Maybe longer.

Ever since he was born and could remember, he always heard Jiang Yahui talk about the neighbor's house, which was built with her money.At that time, it was popular to paste red and green pieces of broken glass on the concrete wall, and the house next door was designed like this.

The flower shapes and geometric patterns made out of broken glass are not beautiful, but fortunately, the lines are symmetrical and look quite novel.

Jiang Yahui spelled it out piece by piece.

I didn't live in the house for a day, but I devoted my whole life here.

Therefore, Jiang Yahui never waited to see the neighbor couple. It happened that the two women had the same surname and similar names.

The hostess of the neighbor's house was called Jiang Yawen. She was short and fat, with curly hair in a foreign style, and she was pretty.

Jiang Yawen has a puffy figure. In order to have a second child in her early years, she took a lot of folk remedies prescribed by quack doctors.The second child did not succeed in the end, but the figure was out of shape.

Ye Shiyu's house often opens the back window in summer, and can often smell the smell of traditional Chinese medicine residue.

Over time, Ye Shiyu felt that Jiang Yawen smelled like traditional Chinese medicine.

Jiang Yawen gave birth to her first child in her 30s. This is very similar to Jiang Yahui, except that one is a son and the other is a daughter.

Jiang Yawen's daughter has been beautiful since she was a child, and loves to talk, but she has a bad heart and always likes to bully others. Ye Shiyu never wants to play with her.

Perhaps starting from the house, Jiang Yahui started an invisible contest with Jiang Yawen unilaterally, comparing her husband, children, grades, and looks.

Fortunately, Ye Shiyu didn't embarrass Jiang Yahui, losing the husband's part and the child's part, he won steadily.

When Ye Shiyu was a child, he always wanted to get out of here.

He always thinks that this old house is like a monster's big mouth, and sooner or later it will swallow him and Jiang Yahui, who lives in the house and is getting worse day by day.

Jiang Yahui once lived in this house full of hope, married Ye Zhihui, and started her new life, but now everything will be wiped out.

This house has completely become an old monster whose appearance has not changed at all.

Ye Shiyu stopped suddenly, turned around and glanced at the next door. There was a high brick wall built between the two houses, which clearly separated them.

Ye Shiyu's house is located on a higher ground. Jiang Yawen stood at the corner of the wall and looked this way, and asked worriedly: "Xiaoyu, I heard that your father was in a car accident. What should you do? Your mother must be very uncomfortable."

Ye Shiyu replied vaguely: "After a few days, the operation will not be life-threatening."

Jiang Yawen said with emotion: "Thank God, we'll visit your dad after the operation is over. Your mom probably isn't in the mood to cook recently. If you're hungry, go to your aunt's house to eat."

Ye Shiyu nodded reluctantly. He thought that maybe Jiang Yahui had been competing with an imaginary enemy for so many years, and Jiang Yawen might never have thought of competing with her.

Behind closed doors, everyone lives their own lives, who can control whom?

In fact, Jiang Yahui was not reconciled. It was difficult for her to calmly watch a woman who was inferior to her in all aspects, live a happier life than her, and live a good life earlier than her.

This meaningless competition was just a gorgeous curtain call for her own life. Jiang Yahui had been rehearsing for most of her life and couldn't stop at all.

Jiang Yawen asked with concern: "Xiaoyu, there have been thieves in the village recently, and several houses have lost their money, including our gold necklace. You must lock the door when you go out, and I will help you look after it."

Ye Shiyu nodded politely: "Thank you, Auntie, I will tell my mother about it."

Ye Shiyu walked into the 'Monster's Big Mouth', as if seeing Jiang Yahui when she was hysterical a year ago.

The surroundings also rushed back, and walked into the east room with some hesitation.

He stared at Ye Shiyu for a while, and then took a careful look at Jiang Yahui.

Jiang Yahui was sitting by the window, leaning against the windowpane, and following her hanging hand, she could see the black RMB on the kang, covering half of the kang, winding all the way to the ground.

Her eyes were filled with deep hatred.

Seeing the two of them, they waved their hands exaggeratedly in the air, and cursed loudly: "It's all burned, that's great, this money is too dirty."

She picked up a few hundred-yuan bills that were burnt beyond recognition from the kang, and her eyes and nose were covered with a lot of dust.

Ye Shiyu looked at her, guessing that she had been sitting here all night, losing her temper with herself.

He hesitated and called "Mom", Jiang Yahui looked up at him, buried her head in her white hands, and began to cry.

Jiang Yahui said loudly: "Our family's money was burned, and my prostitution money was burned. This money is really dirty, and it smells cheap and musty when burned.

Then, he laughed out loud, trembling with laughter.

Ye Shiyu couldn't help taking a step back until he was sure that the surroundings were right behind him.

Jiang Yahui laughed wildly, grabbed the burnt RMB and sprinkled it at Ye Shiyu's feet, looking at the things she destroyed with her own hands, a strange pleasure emerged in her mind.

She is a rotten and deformed apple, the gap is full of worms, but the taste is very sweet, but few people are willing to peel off the rotten part to taste its taste.

So, she's rotten from the inside out.

She wants to go back to the period when she had full flesh. If she can't do it, she will roll back into the mud with her wounds. At least she won't stain other people's eyes or ruin their affairs.

Jiang Yahui blinked her light-colored eyelashes and looked around, and said in a flat tone: "I'm sorry, I came back from withdrawing the money last night, and I was worried that a thief at home would steal the surgery money, so I put the money in the stove.

I woke up in the morning and wanted to make some porridge for you, but I forgot that the money was in it, so I lit it on fire.The total was 700 yuan, and all the money left in the family was burned. "

After finishing speaking, he looked around sincerely: "Nearby, we haven't been together for too long. This family has been kind to you. From now on, this family will depend on you. I will leave Xiaoyu to you.

Don't worry about your uncle's operation fee, I will bring the money back, can you promise auntie? "

The surrounding hands rested on Ye Shiyu's shoulders, nodded affirmatively, and said, "Auntie, I promise you, I will take good care of Xiaoyu, but what are you going to do with such a large operation fee?"

Ye Shiyu also looked at Jiang Yahui worriedly.

"Don't worry about the money, you two, I have my own way." She lowered her eyes slightly, and said to Ye Shiyu, "Xiaoyu, I'm sorry for you, mom and those men... Mom didn't do it on purpose, I I just want to take care of you, I'm just for your own good."

At this moment, Jiang Yahui longed for the son in front of her, reached out to her, and expressed her extraordinary love.

But this longing gradually evolved into a mess of loneliness and waiting, which can be passed with a light turn of the chapter.

It doesn't matter, and it's not the main text, so how can it get attention?

What she didn't understand was that "I'm just for your own good" was the source of Ye Shiyu's pain.

This sentence was like a mark of shame engraved on him, and every night when he took off his clothes and went to sleep, he could feel the hot mark.

I failed to get a divorce, and stayed to endure a life of poverty and humiliation, all for your own good.

Not being able to leave and living a prosperous life with other men is all for your own good.

It was for your own good that I failed to push away those smelly men and let them pounce on me.

All for your own good.

All for your own good.

Ye Shiyu shook his head desperately, covered his ears with his hands, and kept repeating: "I am a sinner, I am a useless person, I am a sinner, I am a useless person."

The tiled floor was clean, and there was still a bowl of cold beans stewed with big bones on the table, with a few grains of rice sticking to the side of the bowl.

Ye Shiyu nervously went to the kitchen to fill a bowl of rice, cold rice and cold dishes, and he put the rice into his mouth bite by bite at an astonishing speed.

With a flash of his fingers, the surroundings quickly snatched the rice bowl from his hand and put it on the table, leaving a circle of brown oil stains around the edge of the bowl.

The trembling young man made strange and terrifying accusations from his mouth: "Mom, the words 'it's all for my own good' are really terrible. When you did those things, did you ever think about my feelings? ?

You didn't, because you just failed to live your life and imposed all the incentives on me. "

He yelled angrily: "Mom, I have no right to blame you and hate you, because I am the most useless person.

In the future, if you want to dream, just dream.If you are afraid of poverty, go to live a good life, don't take me with you, I am not afraid of poverty, nor afraid of dreams. "

Ye Shiyu uttered the true thoughts in his heart, Jiang Yahui took a step forward, trying to hold Ye Shiyu's hand, Ye Shiyu desperately hid it behind his back.

Seeing Jiang Yahui's terrified face, Ye Shiyu's anger grew more and more urgent, and his voice became more and more anxious: "Mom, I always let you hug me when I was young, but you never hugged me. At first I was really sad. I have to look in the mirror several times just to find out why you don't like me."

Ye Shiyu's nose was red like a frightened deer, he smiled helplessly, and continued: "Later, when I grew up, I overheard you talking to Dad, and then I knew the reason why you didn't hug me.

So it's not because I'm not good-looking, it's not because I'm not good, but because you don't like me at all.You didn't intend to have me at all, because at that time induced labor would be life-threatening, and you had no choice but to give birth to me.

I am redundant and dispensable, so even if you don't hug me, I can understand later. "

Jiang Yahui screamed loudly at Ye Shiyu's back.

Ye Shiyu was like a prisoner who ran away from the city overnight, leaving her alone in the house yelling.

She looked so thin, so pale, so pitiful, but still beautiful, her hair looked as if it had just been fished out of ink, and it was as smooth and fluffy as black satin.

Ye Shiyu couldn't bear it, but he had to let her go free.

Can't be softhearted, can't regret it.

Surrounded by Ye Shiyu's shoulders, she held him in her arms extremely gently, letting him cry like a child.

Thinking around, love to cry is Ye Shiyu's most lovable weakness.

The author has something to say: Ye Shiyu is also growing up soon.Everyone collect it.