sunny as rain

Before leaving in a family accident, Ye Shiyu picked two bouquets of pink and purple wild flowers, one for Jiang Yafen and the other for Jiang Yahui.

He always believed that they were all kind and generous in nature, but because of social injustice and obstacles in the family structure, they were placed in cruelty, slowly ruling their souls and enslaving them.

The once innocence turned into a selfish philistine, akin to a natural law, a departure from human nature, they were just in a family accident.

Ye Shiyu suddenly wanted to forgive Jiang Yahui, he was determined not to be like a spoiled child, and he should bravely confess his inner conflicts and anxieties with his parents.

No matter what Jiang Yahui has done, he should not selfishly and cruelly judge her unilaterally, loathe her, or even alienate her.

Everyone is different and everything happens for a reason.

Ye Shiyu wanted to know the reason why Jiang Yahui betrayed her husband and marriage, and wanted to tell her personally that if you don't continue in the future, I will forgive you.

Ye Shiyu and his surroundings went to Sun Baojiu and Li Xiangjia successively, and agreed to write letters to them in the future.In just one month, they had become friends, but they had to separate.

Li wanted to cry, and Sun Jiang stubbornly rubbed his eyes and didn't speak.Everyone knows that parting is inevitable, and there is no way to say anything to persuade them to stay.

They agreed to grow up quickly, so that each other's lives will intersect as soon as possible, and there will be a day of reunion.

Ye Shiyu didn't know at that time that life separation might turn into death separation.

The sky was gloomy, like black and white dyes splashed in the air, randomly blended into light gray, very similar to the days when Ye Shiyu first came here.

Jiang Yafen suffered another headache, wearing a maroon knitted hat, lying on the kang to rest.Ye Shiyu walked up to her, put the wild flowers on the pillow, and rubbed Jiang Yafen's temples with his hands.

The headache relieved a lot, Jiang Yafen opened her eyes and looked at the gray sky, and asked in a particularly bitter tone: "You still have a sister, her name is Sun Raoyue, you must remember that there is such a person as her."

Dark clouds covered the top, and black and gray clouds desperately avoided the pursuit of thunder and lightning in the sky, and the situation was chaotic.

Ye Shiyu sat on the kang, tilted his head to look at Jiang Yafen, and said apologetically, "Well, Sun Jiang told me that you wanted to change her to Sun Jiuyue."

There was a wry smile on Jiang Yafen's slightly sunken lips: "Yes, because I want her to live a long, long life, not to be like her sister who didn't live past the age of 15."

Ye Shiyu saw Jiang Yafen's hands groping under the quilt for a long time, lit a cigarette while talking, choked on the smoke, coughed a few times and said: "She is my first daughter, she is so beautiful Well, everyone says that she doesn't look like an ordinary girl, she looks more like a fairy girl, but she has a good personality, she has been very caring since she was a child, she knows how to love me, and she will take the initiative to help me with work."

Ye Shiyu could feel Jiang Yafen's sadness, but he still kindly snatched away the cigarette and put it out in his pocket.

He asked softly, "How did my sister die?"

Jiang Yafen stared angrily at the dark clouds in the sky, raised her body halfway, with the veins on her neck bulging, and roared almost madly: "I just don't know how I died, I've been talking about it for so many years."

She went on to say: "That day was also cloudy and lifeless. She had diarrhea. At first I thought it was okay and didn't pay much attention to it. Later, she started to have blood in her stools. Her whole body was pale and without a trace of blood.

I carried her to the hospital, but the doctor shook her head and said it was incurable, and then I took her to your mother, but the doctor in the city said it was too late and could not be cured.Your mother also cried very sadly at that time, your mother likes her the most, such a beautiful little girl, who can not like her.

I still remember that on the way back with her in my arms, I was about to reach the door of the house, and she was gone.Before leaving, she kept smiling at me without saying anything, and I knew she was telling me not to be too sad.I kept holding her and never letting go, and then I couldn’t hold her anymore, so I sat on the ground, crying and shouting, asking God to return my daughter to me, but unfortunately no one could answer me, it rained enough that day Big, the tears were washed away as soon as they fell. "

Ye Shiyu asked suspiciously: "Then your headache?"

Jiang Yafen forced a smile and said: "Maybe it's because I sat in the rain for too long. Whenever it rains and cloudy days, my knees hurt, and the pain in my bones hurts. I always shake my head afterwards, so I didn't go there." Seen.

I'm not a good mother, I failed to protect my daughter, I can't keep her.Later, people in the village began to make arrangements, saying that the fairy went down to earth and returned to the fairyland.Only I know that she is just my daughter, a mortal body, she is my daughter.

She is so good, she must have gone to a better place, I have to remember her, remember her forever. "

Although Ye Shiyu had never met Sun Raoyue, seeing Jiang Yafen crying so sadly made her feel uncomfortable, her nose sore and her eyes turned red.

When I walked in, the sky had just turned clear, the blue sky was hanging high, and white clouds were dotted on it.

Ye Shiyu took Jiang Yafen's arm and comforted him: "Auntie, look, the sky is clear, and your daughter loves you very much, and she doesn't want to see you sad."

Jiang Yafen wiped away her tears, patted Ye Shiyu's shoulder and said, "You are a good boy, your mother is not easy, let the past pass if it can."

Ye Shiyu intuited that Jiang Yafen didn't know about Jiang Yahui's current situation, she just stood in the perspective of her sister, hoping that her sister could live a happier life.

Ye Shiyu nodded with a smile, said goodbye to Jiang Yafen, and took the car back with his surroundings.

In the car, around sat on the outside, and Ye Shiyu sat on the inside near the window, and whispered into his ear, "around, do you still remember the secret I told you?"

There was a thump in the surrounding hearts, and he pretended to be calm and said: "I don't remember, you should forget too."

Ye Shiyu nodded slightly, and whispered to himself: "I want to forget too, but I can't forget."

Look around at him: "No hurry."

Ye Shiyu said hesitantly: "Besides the secret I told you, I have other secrets. You all treat me as a child, but in fact, all my classmates are dating. I am not young and know everything. "

People around felt that Ye Shiyu's secret must have something to do with Jiang Yahui. He didn't want Ye Shiyu to bitterly resent his biological mother, so he hesitated and repeated: "Forget it."

Ye Shiyu looked at the Huanshan Road outside the window motionlessly, and began to seriously consider the suggestions around him, more precisely, he was considering the requests around him.

He knew that those around him were for his own good, and those adults who treated him like a child were also for his own good.

But it was those self-righteous "for his own good" that made him stupid and ridiculous.

Ye Shiyu always believes that the nature of people is not necessarily kind, but everyone’s starting point is always good people, and they all want to be decent and generous successful people. It’s just the environment formed by people gathering together that changes a person.

It's like the non-toxic mushrooms surrounded by brightly colored poisonous mushrooms are gradually corrupted. Even if they are not highly poisonous, they are somewhat poisonous. Others dare not eat them at all. , and then just like Jiang Yafen, she broke the jar.

While being cruel to yourself, you are not intentionally hurting others.

Is Jiang Yahui taking revenge on her life?Revenge on Ye Zhihui?To take revenge on this family that made her suffer so much and couldn't support her?

Thinking of this, Ye Shiyu trembled unceasingly. He leaned on the shoulders of his surroundings, avoiding the noise in his head. The brutal, ugly, and obscene images were like doses of brainwashing drugs, constantly refreshing his frame of thought. childhood world.

He closed his eyes, and the slippery and cold hands around him put it on the back of his hand for a while, and squeezed it lightly.

Ye Shiyu could feel that the surrounding fingers were slender and slender, without any scars or marks.

He told himself, it doesn't matter, I still have my surroundings, he is also my family, a family who will always stand by his side.

After almost four hours, they finally arrived home.

Ye Shiyu's hands and feet were numb, he moved his feet clumsily, broke free from the support around him, and ran to the gate excitedly.

He didn't come back for more than a month, and he was homesick.

But the scene being played in the yard was too paradoxical, he stopped in the middle of the yard, and after a long time, he slowly moved his feet and walked in. The surroundings squeezed his shoulders to show comfort.

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