sunny as rain

Ye Shiyu arrived at the hospital at [-] o'clock in the evening. Before leaving, he simply packed a few pieces of Ye Rufeng's clothes and added cat food to Jin Dagang in case of emergencies.

Ye Rufeng's mother Sun Xiaoqin was lying on the blue and white striped sheets, thin and pale.

Her face looked thin, but now it was like a crumpled apple, lifeless, looking at the people in the ward with a strange and reserved expression.

The ward was very quiet, but there were all kinds of restless emotions.

Ye Rufeng stood by the window and looked out, Ye Shiyu stared at Ye Rufeng's back for a while, then turned to stare at the red wall and green willows outside the window.

Such a beautiful view, not like being in a hospital, but this beautiful view does not make people ignore the fact of the cancer hospital.

Sun Xiaoqin was lying on the hospital bed silent and fragile, looking like a deaf or blind person.

When Ye Shiyu came, he smiled forcedly, Ye Shiyu speculated that Sun Xiaoqin had recognized him.

These years, Ye Shiyu stayed alone in City A for the New Year, and he hadn't seen Sun Xiaoqin for several years.

Through the square glass on the door, Ye Shiyu saw the surroundings outside the ward.

He was wearing a gray long windbreaker with black tight pants and a black T-shirt. It looked like he had come from home, and he had already changed the tight three-piece suit he wore during the day to work.

They knocked on the door and entered, quickly glanced at Ye Shiyu.

The expressionless glance made Ye Shiyu feel inexplicably nervous.

Surroundings greeted Sun Xiaoqin politely. Sun Xiaoqin showed an unbelievable expression on her tight and pale face. She kept her eyes on the surroundings and blurted out without thinking: "You are Surroundings, and you have grown so big."

All around nodded.

Ye Rufeng turned around and looked around, raised his chin, and said in a low voice, "Here we are."

They patted Ye Rufeng's shoulders around, and his voice was clear and powerful: "Don't worry, I found the best doctor in this hospital to operate on my aunt, and the operation can be performed the day after tomorrow."

Ye Rufeng nodded slightly, stretched out his hand to tuck Sun Xiaoqin's quilt, and said in a commanding tone: "Surgery the day after tomorrow, rest well, I will stay with you at night, let my dad live at my place, don't need him to follow stay up."

Su Xiaoqin nodded weakly, and slowly closed her eyes.

Just as Ye Shiyu was about to sneak out quietly, Ye Rufeng stopped him.

Ye Rufeng sent around and Ye Shiyu to the gate of the hospital.

Ye Shiyu took the initiative to ask, "Where's Brother Zhu Fen?"

Ye Rufeng walked forward on his own, lit a cigarette, took a puff and said: "Driving to take my dad to eat, and buy some daily necessities by the way."

"Oh, do you need me to accompany you?" Ye Shiyu asked succinctly.

Ye Rufeng stopped suddenly, turned around, stared at Ye Shiyu with a strange and contemptuous look, then looked at the surroundings, and chuckled: "Come on, you, you are the only one who can take care of others? "

Ye Shiyu felt guilty and argued, "Why can't I?"

Ye Rufeng didn't intend to continue talking to Ye Shiyu, but instead said to the surroundings: "Take your little boy back tonight, I may be a little busy these days, so I don't have time to talk to him, my dad has to stay at my house."

Ye Shiyu was dissatisfied that Ye Rufeng exposed his trick of running away from home now, and pretended to be calm, but his pale face exposed the fact that he ran away.

Smiling around, with a knowing expression, he said to Ye Rufeng: "Call me if I have something to do, I asked the doctor, the chance of success of the operation is very high, it's nothing serious."

Ye Rufeng took a deep puff of cigarette, looked at Ye Shiyu with a calm and lack of tenderness, and said: "Go home with the surroundings at night, let him save some time, it's not easy for him for so many years."

Ye Shiyu wondered, four years ago Ye Rufeng strongly opposed the two of them being together, but now he and Zhu Fan tried their best to make them reconcile as before.

Seeing the cars driving away, Ye Rufeng threw the cigarette butts into the trash can, looked up at the dark sky and pale moonlight, and walked towards the hospital with his head down.

In the car, the surroundings were silent, and Ye Shiyu became more and more guilty.

About 5 minutes later, Ye Shiyu saw that the jeans and white T-shirt on Ye Shiyu's body were a little thin, and asked with a smile, "Is it cold? You wear so little."

All the way trembling with fear, what I waited for was such a concerned word.

Ye Shiyu stretched out his neatly trimmed nails, poking impatiently on his thigh.

The surroundings thought it was funny, so they stretched out a hand to hold Ye Shiyu's hand, and left it as soon as they touched it, and said naturally: "Fortunately, the hand is not very cold."

The car fell silent again, and Ye Shiyu suddenly remembered the five years he had been with his surroundings.

They lived aboveboard, privately, together.

Ye Shiyu was once proud of this relationship, and also distressed because of this relationship.

In the past four years of being separated from her surroundings, Ye Shiyu has been seduced, and has also taken the initiative to seduce others.He has deceived others, and has been deceived by others.But there is always only one person in his heart, and that is to leave the surroundings without saying goodbye.

Until the surroundings reappeared, his thoughts would still drift away unknowingly with the surroundings, and the details of being together once, even if they were as light as a feather, he still could not completely forget them.

When he heard the news of Jing Tao's engagement, his jealousy never stopped, and the pain in his heart kept gnawing at the beauty when he was with his surroundings.

He just doesn't understand why the surroundings leave without saying goodbye?

He didn't even understand why the surroundings appeared again?

Ye Shiyu stared at the side faces of the surroundings, and couldn't help asking: "Surroundings, why did you leave without saying goodbye? Did I do something wrong? Or did you... fall in love with Jingtao? But, if you tell me , I will fulfill you."

Those around had expected that Ye Shiyu would not be able to help asking one day, but there was no answer to this question.

Even if he had the answer, he would not tell Ye Shiyu, it was too cruel.

In the end, all around came out with a prepared lie: "I want to be selfish and let you hate me all the time, so that you will always think of me. I would rather you hate me than you forget me."

The surrounding words are like a rising bubble that eventually bursts soundlessly in the air.

The truth disappears and white lies take its place.

Ye Shiyu didn't believe such a bad excuse at all, and couldn't accept the answer, so he looked around with tears in his eyes and whispered, "I don't believe it."

The surroundings are unusually calm, but this calmness is carefully disguised by him to cover his heartache.

The car was parked downstairs, Ye Shiyu didn't intend to get out of the car, and the surroundings were still.

Ye Shiyu stared intently at the shoulders around him, as if he had transformed himself into a butterfly, resting lightly on his shoulders, pretending that nothing happened, but he couldn't do it, he had to keep asking what happened today. Cryogenic, abrupt, and unforgiving questions.

Because he couldn't bear the pain of being abandoned by his surroundings again.

Ye Shiyu asked with a kind of vigor to break the casserole: "around, if you don't tell me the reason, I can't forgive you."

She turned around and said in a matter-of-fact tone: "Xiao Yu, I have never betrayed you in the past four years. I have nothing to do with Jing Tao. Just treat her as me doing her a favour. I have never betrayed her. Really been together, never before, never in the future, I only love you from the beginning to the end."

Ye Shiyu asked the bottom line: "Why did you help her? You have no reason to help her. Just to help her, you disappeared without a trace for four years?"

There was a wailing in the surroundings, the more he explained, the more confused he became, it might as well have kept his mouth shut at the beginning, but now he is in a cocoon.

The surroundings suddenly hugged Ye Shiyu, deliberately ignored Ye Shiyu's struggle, patted Ye Shiyu's back, and kept repeating: "Xiao Yu, let's start again, shall we?"

Feeling the sobbing of the person in his arms, the surroundings could only harden their hearts.

He hugged Ye Shiyu tightly, his little rain was so thin and petite.

Although the two people's hearts are very close to each other, their heartbeats seem to be separated by a thick barrier, beating each other in a non-rhythmic rhythm.

Surroundings tried to break down the barrier between the two, wanting Ye Shiyu to twitch tightly against his chest in lust, wanting to see him submit docilely in his arms.

He suddenly let go of Ye Shiyu, opened the door and got out of the car, quickly walked around to Ye Shiyu's side, opened the door, and grabbed Ye Shiyu's arm.

Ye Shiyu fell into Surrounding's arms inexplicably, and the whole person was stunned, and the surroundings half dragged Ye Shiyu into the house.

Ye Shiyu shook off the hands around him, rubbed his red wrist, and gasped in shock, "Nearby, let me go."

The surrounding hearts trembled, they ignored Ye Shiyu's struggle at all, and began to kiss Ye Shiyu crazily at the place where the moonlight was shining at the door of the room. Unlike Ye Shiyu's cold alienation, his lips were unexpectedly soft, very Warm, very moist, but full of sadness.

As soon as the two lips touched, the surroundings could feel Ye Shiyu's loneliness just like him.

It's like two people who have been abandoned by the world, their hearts are isolated from the world, scarred, enduring the cold and pain of not being able to meet their lovers.

Only each other can squeeze out the cold, loneliness and hunger in each other.

Ye Shiyu was so weak from the kiss that she couldn't even cry anymore. She felt that her body was like a huge ceramic doll, empty and cold, and it needed to be filled and warm.

Around gently pushed the door open, Ye Shiyu walked backwards into the room, unbuttoned his jeans while walking, stopped at the door, suddenly pushed around hard, stood in front of the mirror in the bedroom, bent down Taking a closer look, the corner of his mouth was bitten off.

He licked the wound with the tip of his tongue, and a sweet smell spread around his mouth.

In the dim light, the surroundings recognized Ye Shiyu's broken posture almost instantly. Although his tone was always aggressive and made him feel strange, the body full of hazy lust had never changed.

Facing the mirror, Ye Shiyu took off her pure white underwear and threw them on the floor casually, wearing only a white T-shirt all over her body. She sat on the edge of the bed and frivolously hooked the kicked out underwear back with her feet. With a little force on the toes, he threw the underwear hanging on the toes to the surrounding feet, and asked with a victorious posture: "Do you want it?"