sunny as rain

For four years, the grievances in my heart had nowhere to vent.

Ye Shiyu originally wanted to tease the surroundings, and seeing him slumped must have made him happier, but he unexpectedly burned himself.

Ye Shiyu opened the bathroom door, ready to go back to the bedroom to rest.

Walk around a few steps quickly, carry Ye Shiyu from behind and walk downstairs, Ye Shiyu is almost hanging upside down on the surrounding body, the space above the stairs is narrow and small, and there is a uniquely designed iron crystal chandelier with a birdcage above it.

The surroundings were worried that Ye Shiyu would be bumped and injured during the struggle, so they slapped Ye Shiyu's butt.

The familiar feeling from four years ago returned to Ye Shiyu's body again, and Ye Shiyu struggled more intensely, the shame of being spanked made him blush.

After going down the stairs, he kicked open the bedroom door, pressed Ye Shiyu directly on the small double bed in his own room, opened the drawer beside the bed, took out an unopened bottle of strawberry-flavored lubricant from inside, and Holding down Ye Shiyu's wrist, he eagerly tore the package with one hand.

Ye Shiyu couldn't break free, and his mouth was stiff: "I don't like strawberry flavor for a long time now, I have tried all kinds of flavors."

Hearing this sentence around him, his body shook suddenly, he glanced down, and said in a pitiful and almost calm and gentle tone: "Ye Shiyu, you have grown up, haven't you?"

Ye Shiyu suddenly straightened up with all his strength and jumped up, trying to break free from the surrounding hands like a bird.

The surroundings pushed him back to the original place all of a sudden, and smiled viciously: "I want to see if you are good at it or not?"

Knowing that there was no way to break free, Ye Shiyu lay back on the bed slumped, with a beautiful face sunken on the snow-white pillow, and her black hair spread out on the pillow.

All around stared at Ye Shiyu's longing face.

Ye Shiyu's nose and eyes are just right, one point is too big, and the other point is too small, that unforgiving mouth is stubbornly pressed tightly, and there is a charming slit in the middle of the upper lip. sunken marks.

Ye Shiyu said in an almost cruel way of joking: "What? The woman has had enough sleep, and she thinks of me again."

All around stared at Ye Shiyu's eyes, trying to figure out the meaning of Ye Shiyu's words.

He quickly lowered his eyes, looked at Ye Shiyu with a hurt expression and said softly: "Xiao Yu, stop talking.

Ye Shiyu turned his head and muttered something reluctantly.

The surrounding didn't hear clearly, so he leaned down and rubbed Ye Shiyu's collarbone with his cheek, Ye Shiyu always turned his head away from looking around.

The surroundings arranged Ye Shiyu's bathrobe, and Ye Shiyu left silently.

That night, Ye Shiyu called the landlord, and he informed the landlord that the house would not be rented from next month.

The landlord was surprised and regretful. After all, the house had been vacant for so long, and Ye Shiyu always paid the rent quarterly, but he didn't live there. I wonder which landlord would not want to find such a tenant.

After hanging up the phone, Ye Shiyu turned on the computer and browsed back and forth on the housing rental website. Either the rent is too expensive, or the place to work is too far away, or the house is too old.

Over the past few years, being favored by Zhu Fen and Ye Rufeng, she has never been short of money, and has long forgotten the sufferings of the world.

He couldn't continue to live here with Zhu Fen, he really wasn't sure that he could stay in the same room with his surroundings and be able to deal with them indifferently.

After simply packing a few pieces of luggage, Ye Shiyu planned to stay at Ye Rufeng's house for a few days.

That night, Ye Shiyu had a dream.

The dream was so real that Ye Shiyu choked up.

In the first year when Zhou Zhou left, Ye Shiyu thought that he would come back in a certain winter.

He often walks in the snow, imagining that as he walks, the surroundings will come from the snow. This scene once made him very happy.

He looked forward to every walk, looking forward to the surprise of the walk.

Until year after year, he was like a ghost who stayed in place and refused to be reincarnated as a human being.Every winter, he would walk on the streets near his home with snow on his head and a cold face.

In this night's dream, Ye Shiyu once again returned to a street near the old community.

The snow under the street lamp exuded a light blue wet light, and he suddenly saw a figure across the street, the figure of this person was very similar to the surrounding, Ye Shiyu followed the footsteps of this person and walked forward.

Until the man turned around and waved goodbye to him, and disappeared around the corner.

Ye Shiyu chased it out without hesitation, shouting: "Nearby, you come back, you come back, don't leave me."

Ye Shiyu wanted to hug her surroundings tightly.

But the surroundings, after all, still abandoned themselves, and the hands that once rescued him from the darkness finally placed him in the darkness again.

Ye Shiyu struggled to wake up, with a few cold tears lying in the corners of his eyes.

He put on a bathrobe and the gray silk pajama pants bought by Zhu Fen, and went downstairs quietly, crossed the living room on tiptoe, and opened the door.

He took the elevator down to the first floor, downstairs in the community, took out the cigarette in his pocket, squeezed the thin cigarette with three fingers, and slowly exhaled a few puffs of smoke.

The smoke quickly melted into the night.

Ye Shiyu paced around in the smog, feeling the smog permeating the air, until he confirmed that it was early spring, not winter, and then calmed down, shook the bathrobe on his body, and flung off the smog in a self-deceiving way. Sleep upstairs.

The night was divided into several sleeps, and the sleep was shallow. It was already past eight o'clock in the morning when Ye Shiyu washed up and went downstairs. It seemed that it was too late for breakfast, and he might have to take a taxi to work.

Ye Shiyu straightened the buttons of his shirt while walking. When he saw the surroundings by the door, he was obviously taken aback. He took out his favorite white canvas shoes from the shoe cabinet at the door step by step, and bent over to put them on.

The surroundings carried a packed breakfast in their hands, handed it to Ye Shiyu and said, "Morning."

Ye Shiyu reluctantly responded, "Morning."

I glanced at my watch around and said seriously: "I'm going to be late, I'll drive you."

Ye Shiyu didn't raise his head, and said in a cold tone, "No need."

Ye Shiyu's arm was held around: "I'm going to the company too, drop by."

Ye Shiyu glanced at the time on his phone. He was afraid that it would be difficult to take a taxi at this point, so he nodded without refuting.

On the way, around handed Ye Shiyu the breakfast in the back seat of the car.

Ye Shiyu said politely, "Thank you."

Holding the steering wheel in his hands, he nodded thoughtfully.

Ye Shiyu opened the breakfast paper bag, which was full of classic dim sum from porridge shops, all of which Ye Shiyu liked.

Ye Shiyu took out a char siu bun and took a small bite slowly.

Looking forward, I asked, "What's the matter? Don't you like to eat?"

Ye Shiyu came back to his senses and whispered, "No, it's quite delicious."

Out of politeness, Ye Shiyu asked again by the way: "Have you eaten?"

All around smiled and shook their heads.

Ye Shiyu naturally took out a barbecued pork bun from the paper bag, handed it to the surrounding mouth, and looked around expectantly.

Looking forward, he opened his mouth and took a small bite, and gave a pertinent evaluation: "It tastes good."

Ye Shiyu ate the barbecued pork bun in his hand, and nodded silently.

There was a free hand around, squeezed the back of Ye Shiyu's hand, and said in an apologetic tone: "Xiao Yu, don't be unhappy, tell me, what should I do?"

Ye Shiyu put down the half-eaten red bean paste bun, unscrewed the mineral water and took a sip, looked around in confusion, and said sincerely: "I don't know how to face you around. You have raised me for so many years, Like my own brother, so I can't ignore you, I know I should appreciate you, respect you. But you were also my lover, at least I regard you as my lover. But you betrayed me and left without saying goodbye .

So I hate you, I don't want to see you again, I don't want to hear your voice, and I don't want to live with you under the same roof.Now, you are my boss, and I need to obey you and follow your orders.You tell me, how should I face you? "

Making a sharp turn around, the car suddenly stopped on the side of the road.

Ye Shiyu exclaimed: "Are you crazy? You're going to be late for work."

Put the breakfast bag on Ye Shiyu's lap on the back seat, took Ye Shiyu's hand, and said seriously: "Since I am your boss and the whole company is mine, I have the right to decide whether you go to work or not." No one but me has the right to accuse you of being late."

Ye Shiyu lowered his head and muttered in a low voice: "Then you can't be late in a fair manner."

Ye Shiyu raised Ye Shiyu's chin, rubbed his thumb against his pale pink lips, and said softly, "Xiaoyu, I have always been your lover, and I never said I would separate from you."

Ye Shiyu turned his face away, took a deep breath, and said with a light smile: "around, do you believe this? We have never broken up? Then where is my lover for the past four years? He appears in front of me all the time. In my life, unfortunately, news of his engagement to another woman spread to every corner of the school. Wherever I went, I could hear people saying that my boyfriend was someone else’s boyfriend. Do you mean we didn't break up?"

Surroundings hurriedly explained: "Xiao Yu, I didn't mean that, Jing Tao and I have never been together, and now we have nothing to do with him, the person who is engaged to him... because..."

Ye Shiyu snatched the conversation away, and asked, "Because of what?"

People around felt that besides the pain deep in his heart, there was also an imminent crisis, because Ye Shiyu didn't trust him at all.

Four years ago, he left without saying goodbye, thinking that he didn't have to say goodbye to Ye Shiyu Ye Shiyu, so he didn't care about being reluctant, so that he could pretend that he had never been separated, but now he understands that everything was wrong, it was too wrong.

But he would rather let Ye Shiyu hate himself than tell the truth, because that would only make Ye Shiyu fall into deeper pain.

He still remembered how Ye Shiyu looked at him with gentle, trusting, and dependent eyes four years ago, but now he only saw shock, doubt, hurt, and distrust in Ye Shiyu's eyes.

Surrounding swallowed the bitterness in his throat, and said sadly: "Xiaoyu, shall we start again? I love you, and I will never leave you again."

Ye Shiyu trilled in confusion: "I'm sorry, around, you can only be my second brother, or my boss, I will always love you, but I can no longer love you like a close lover."

The author has something to say: In mid-December, the full text will be finished, and then there will be more episodes.