〖Hokage〗Choose to look up

Life is like a movie, you use all to interpret the true meaning of life, while the people watching, comment on your shortcomings with critical eyes and indifferently.

Those fire-like eyes are lingering in my mind, because they belong to Yajisha's last souvenir, and belong to the mother's nostalgia for the child.

Sitting on the roof of the hospital, looking up at the sky, my body is full of thoughts flowing slowly, very warm like my mother’s embrace, Yajisha’s thoughts, the last thing she left me, Yajisha remembers this Bastard, why do you always remind me of your existence in this way when I am about to forget you?

Forget... I closed my eyes and smiled wryly, pulling the corners of my mouth. I am also an idiot with a wrong mouth. It is not so easy to forget. You gave me everything. I will never be able to get rid of you in this life. Are you satisfied?Stupid Akisha?Are you happy?

"Yo, Xiao Nineteen, if you don't stay in the ward when you're sick, you'll be scolded by the nurse~" Kakashi suddenly appeared behind me and said in his usual incongruous tone, with his big hands habitually attached to the top of my head.

I didn't look back, and lowered my eyes to look at the children playing on the street below. Behind them, the mother with the vegetable basket looked at them lovingly, and told them loudly to be careful not to fall.

"Hey, uncle...can you go somewhere with me?"

There are no traces on the empty ground, no Gothic buildings, no small gardens full of lilies, only the open and green grass...

what is this?Have I been living in an illusion for the past six years?The wind blew across the grass and created layers of green waves, messing up my shoulder-length hair, Yajisha...you disappeared so cleanly.Since this is the case...then the purpose of my coming here is gone. I don't think you need tombstones or anything. I did unnecessary things.

"Uncle, go back"

"I said, little Nineteen, what are you doing here?" Kakashi rubbed his head helplessly, he thought that Nineteen had something important to do, he asked him so seriously yesterday, but in the end it was just here Are you in a daze in an open space?

"It's... no need anymore" I looked at the thin figure in the sun and waved to me with a smile, and finally turned into light spots and dissipated in the air, turned around, Akisha... This is the last time I miss you, the last once!

I cut my hair short. Now that I’m used to it, I’ll keep Kurt’s image. There’s nothing wrong with it. Konoha has become a lot more lively recently. There are many ninjas with forehead protectors from other villages on the streets. Chunin exams… ...is it time to start?Then... I should see him soon.

"Hey, Parker...do you want some ramen?"

"You feed me" Parker yawned in my arms, and held up its front paws to show me, "To express my gratitude, let you pinch my meat pad, it's very soft and comfortable~"

"Parker...the way you thank is really unique." I squeezed its chubby neck with a smile, went to Naruto-kun's favorite ramen shop, bought a bowl of ramen, and hugged Parker to find a small riverside seat Next, he picked up the ramen with chopsticks and fed it bite by bite. Watching Parker pat his bulging stomach with his paws in satisfaction, he tapped the tip of his nose, "If this continues, uncle should make you lose weight."

Parker snorted twice, lay on my lap, let me scratch his belly with his four hooves spread out, stroked Parker's stomach once and for all, and looked at the floating clouds in the sky, Dad...I really want to see you soon And you.

No matter how much I look forward to the historic meeting with my father, the time will not be lost for several years like in a novel, so I can only continue to count the days calmly, watching Parker snoring comfortably in my arms Suddenly I feel a bit reluctant, the one who spends the most time with me these days is Parker, if... I will miss him very much, ah, and Uncle Kakashi, although it is a bit unkind to rank him behind Parker, but that's what I think Yes, Parker took more care of me than he did. (Kakashi will cry, will cry!)

The Chunin Exam is a turning point, where destiny changes, some people leave... some people cry helplessly, some people are redeemed, and the art is a bit too much...

So when Ning Ci raised his eyebrows and folded his arms and looked down at me, "You're still wandering outside at this late hour, are you sleepwalking?" One is here~

Senior, if you are worried about me, just say it straight, if you continue to be so awkward, you will become like my second uncle!In fact... you are quite a two-year-old now, so you almost died when you vomited blood from Hinata's sister during the selection exam, which means you are already a two-year-old. Fortunately, there is Naruto-kun.

Thinking of this, I can't help but feel tired and flustered for Naruto-kun. As a hot-blooded protagonist, he not only shoulders the heavy responsibility of saving the world, but also has the responsibility of saving the two-year-old boys and pulling them back from the road of the two-year-old to the road of life... Otherwise, he wouldn't have chased my second uncle all over the world.

"Hey, are you really sleepwalking?" Seeing that I hadn't spoken for a long time, Ning Ci came over and bent down to pat my head.

"Senior, sleepwalkers cannot be woken up, this is common sense"

"Uchiha Nineteen, don't worry, you won't be stupid." Neji gritted his teeth and said in a vicious tone. It sounded to me that he wanted me to be stupid.

"Are you responsible for being stupid? If that's the case, I'll sleepwalk and find you in the future"

"Who is responsible! Uchiha Nineteen, you have a problem with your comprehension!"

"Men should dare to take responsibility, senior you still MADAMADADANE"

Ning Ci has never won a fight with me. I have nothing to show off, because he will rub my head hard after being so angry that I have nothing to say.Purse your lips and sigh silently, senior...you are too restless, I will go to your house to hit you with a pumpkin at night!Anyway, sleepwalking is innocent.

Neji would not let me go home alone, and he looked at my socks soaked in river water, knocked on my forehead and reprimanded me severely, "soak your feet in cold water at night, you want to tie knots with stomachaches !"

"Senior, how can you knock on a lady's head, it's too rude"

"Forget it if you're stupid, so I won't hurt others." Ning Ci said angrily, picked me up from the river and put me on the big rock, squatted down, took off my wet socks, took out the bandage from the bag and rolled it up. Dry my feet.

I looked down at Ning Ci, the moonlight cast a silver halo on his face, the tail of the hair tied by the headband was stained with water droplets on the grass blades following his movements, and my heart was warmed for no reason.

Looking away at the river, there are a few fireflies flying sporadically on the river in midsummer night, and unknown small insects humming in the grass, very warm and peaceful.As if infected by this atmosphere, Neji's expression softened, and he sat beside me and patted my head lightly, looking up at the night sky with me.

"Hey, senior... Some people say that after death, a person will become a star and continue to protect the person he loves. There are so many stars in the sky, how do you find them? They all look the same."

"...I will always find it" Ning Ci's voice was very low, maybe it was just a comforting answer to me, maybe even he himself was confused.

We are all lonely people, Sasuke, Neji and I, even Naruto-kun is no exception, everyone here...

The difference in experiencing loneliness and loneliness is that some people bear it alone, while some people bravely take their own steps to find someone who is also lonely to become a partner, and it will last for a long time... Loneliness and loneliness will reap friendship The moment of the companion, the smoke evaporates, just like Naruto-kun.

It seems that the members of the Uchiha family are doomed to be alone with loneliness, because... our pride does not allow us to show our cowardly side, no matter how much suffering, no matter how many tribulations, we will only Grit your teeth and hold on until your cowardice is smoothed out and transformed into strength, and you no longer have weaknesses.

Self-awareness is too strong, and too cold, just like Sasuke, seeking power for revenge, cutting off all his fetters with his own hands, and rushing into the vortex of hatred without hesitation.Just like me, for the sake of my father's choice, I waited persistently, ready to let go of everything I got at any time.

Maybe it's because the atmosphere is too peaceful, maybe it's... When I woke up the next morning, Kakashi looked at me with a wretched smile and said, "Little Nineteen, it's dangerous to be alone with boys at night~"

"Grandpa Kakashi, your head is full of intimacy heaven, if you continue like this, you will be single and unable to find a wife for the rest of your life."

"...Little Nineteen, you're not cute." Kakashi nodded me on the forehead with a depressed face.

I sincerely thanked "Thank you for the compliment" and got up and went to the bathroom to wash up.

"Hey... the children are more difficult to deal with now" Kakashi's complaint would be a little more convincing if you didn't hold the heaven in your hand.I closed the bathroom door, not to see the decadent appearance of the unscrupulous uncle.

Standing on the bench and brushing my teeth earnestly, blinking my eyes in confusion, I fell asleep without any precautions like that, um... the situation is not so good, I drank water to wash away the toothpaste foam in my mouth, and my vigilance decreased, it seems I've been too slack these days, I need to practice more, who knows if my father will take me away after seeing me, if he doesn't recognize me, then I... can only look for my father thousands of miles away , Expand the Naruto version of Looking for Dad.

Speaking of this... I really think that the possibility of my father recognizing me is not very high... The hand that combed my hair paused, pushed open the door and looked at Kakashi who was eating bread on the dining table, tangled for a long time, and finally decided to ask It would be better to ask him.

"Uncle... If an old woman rapes a boy in a beastly manner, and gives birth to his child without the boy's knowledge, and then the boy grows up to be a young man, when he and his child meet at a certain moment , do you think he will recognize that child?"

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"Puff cough cough cough!!!"

I walked over helplessly, and handed it to Kakashi who was choking on the bread and rolled his eyes, "Uncle, this kind of food is choked so that only children make low-level mistakes, and it can happen to you. It's really worrying." "

Kakashi poured down a large glass of water, and then he was stunned by Nineteen's tone like a little adult... After a shocking cough, Kakashi lay weakly on the table, He felt that he was about to ascend to heaven.

"Little Nineteen, you have to know that when a six-year-old child hears the words 'forcing a young man', everyone will have the same reaction as me."

"Ah SO..." I nodded understandingly, "You haven't told me the answer yet"

"Is this...you should recognize it?" Kakashi scratched his cheek and gave me an ambiguous answer while looking at the ceiling with his dead fish eyes.

I looked at him contemptuously, "It's like I didn't say anything."

"You can't blame me, Little Nineteen. After all, this kind of thing didn't happen to me, but if it was me, I would definitely admit that he is my child anyway. As a parent, you can't abandon your child." At the end of Kakashi's words, his eyes became very serious, "That's a responsibility, a responsibility that cannot be shirked."

"Is it just a responsibility?"

"There are no parents who don't love their children, little nineteen, you have to believe this sentence." Kakashi's eyes were bent into crescent moons, and his big hands smoothed my hair.

"...Uncle, you will be a good father." I looked up and said to him seriously, "So, hurry up and get rid of your decadent and out-of-the-ordinary look, and find a woman to have a baby!"

Kakashi was just about to be relieved by the first sentence of praise for being a good father, but the latter sentence directly caused him to fall off the chair... The loud voice woke up Parker who was sleeping late under the bed.

"Little Nineteen...I'm angry!"

"Well, getting angry is a good thing, it means you still have a bit of youthfulness, you have to know, the uncle without youth is very pitiful" I kindly comforted him and walked over his head calmly and calmly, "Uncle, the floor is cold, Get up quickly, don't act like a baby like Parker when you are old."

Stretching on the balcony, squinting my eyes comfortably, the weather is really nice today... "...I hate children!!" Ah... the uncle is also very energetic!