5t5 favored by the gods

Osamu Dazai felt that the situation in front of him was a bit beyond the expected range.

The mysterious side, such as the world of conjuration and onmyoji, exorcising demons, magicians, etc., is like the world of people with supernatural powers compared to the world of ordinary people.This barrier of understanding and power operation has led to the fact that although they have an intersection, they do not have the opportunity to understand in depth.

Spiritual power, spell power, and bloodlines, which in his opinion are more like a curse than a gift, are needed to walk in a weirder and weirder world.He,??16 years old,??obsessed in exploring the limit of death in life, keen on all kinds of suicide methods,??has two or three friends.

One of them, Ango Sakaguchi's accident, is the reason for his presence here.

Dazai stood in the void, he was not sure if he was standing or not.Countless fragments of memory that only lasted eleven or two seconds floated in front of his eyes, images of various flowers, the appearance of grass leaves, the breathing rate of the outside world... quite complicated and pointless information flow, now He couldn't feel the weight and temperature, as if he had become a ray of wind.

"This is the conscious body that Lan-chan said?" Dazai Osamu tried to touch the image of the grass blade flying past like a piece of paper, as if he had indeed seen such a grass from the seed in his memory Until it is eaten by birds, it falls to the ground with excretion, and grows again.

Lan is also the first time to do such a thing.However, she has no curiosity about the scene in this person's mind. As the leader, she is much more vigilant than Osamu Dazai, "If you don't want to drive yourself crazy, or you have something about your friend in your personality after you go back , just don’t touch them. They are mixed together,?? The amount of information around and the memory in his brain are mixed into a ball of wool.”

"Oh." Osamu Dazai withdrew his hand obediently. He tilted his head like a naive and ignorant boy, "Isn't Lan-chan very powerful? She can clearly read people's hearts... No, it should be said that she can feel our emotions and emotions." Something deeper, why is there such tension in the brain of someone you can destroy?"

"Besides, Mori Ogai found out that I cared about Ango very much. It's really annoying. Arashi-chan asked me to follow in by name, and even rejected your two lunatic brothers."

"But don't you want to save him very much?" Lan didn't care about Dazai Osamu, who was spitting black mud at her side and lashing out at her with words, and went straight to the point, "Dazai Jun called his name, called out his personality, and persuaded him , let him believe in you. Half the battle."

But Osamu Dazai did not follow suit, but sat down cross-legged, posing as if he wanted to have a long talk, his eyes curved into beautiful arcs, with a natural clean youthful look, he patted the air beside him, "Come on , This is a rare opportunity, Lan Jiang is here to sit here. I have a question to ask you."

"..." Lan stared at Osamu Dazai for a while, and found that he really planned to ask the question first, but instead threw aside the friend who had been worrying in his heart, a little puzzled, "Aren't you going to save him?"

"No, Ango's problem can already be solved. Give the curious boy, Dazai Osamu a little time," Dazai Osamu's eyes lit up, and he used his fingers to show a little distance, and said, "Is it possible?"

"I'm curious, if the soul is sleeping, is the Ango-kun in the brain the real Ango? How is it different from the Ango of the soul that Lan-chan said?"

"Of course not. The brain is the tool of the soul. A person's personality is composed of memories and emotions from childhood to adulthood. When only brain memory is the main body, he has no emotions. But he knows all the memories between you, Has all the behavior and speaking habits that Ango Sakaguchi would have."

"But he doesn't have such a thing as emotion. It is unique to the soul, expressing joy, sorrow, love and hatred through the body. And the friend you want is Sakaguchi created by the soul with those memories and emotions in this body Ango. You have to convince him, Dazai-kun, if he doesn't believe what you said, he will definitely strangle us. Then I will kill his memory without hesitation."

Osamu Dazai saw that the topic had advanced to the point he wanted, he pulled the corners of his lips, supported his chin with one hand, raised his face slightly to observe the girl's reaction carefully, and continued.

"I've been thinking that this world is really terrible. Most of the desires in people's hearts that can be seen through at a glance are disgusting. It seems that you can turn an ordinary person into an ordinary person with a single sentence. Murderers can also make people with blood on their hands kneel at their feet and beg for mercy. Speaking of soul, is my soul that kind of very bad demon? In your eyes, what does my soul look like?"

Lan looked at the smiling young man looking at her in surprise. Her lips opened and closed. She realized that everyone she met seemed to label good and evil to define right and wrong. Bad feeling, and self-loathing for not conforming to the definition of goodness defined by the world.

"Tender soul."

"Really? Unqualified! Big mistake!" Osamu Dazai got the answer. He seemed to be amused by the serious Lan with a sullen little face. He couldn't help laughing and made a big cross on his chest. "Poor girl, hehe~ Is it because I'm so handsome?...I'm a bloody Mafia. I can't remember how many people have been killed directly or because of me. I like this The evil ghost, this kind of soul is called tenderness, the old uncle who tried to kill his daughter but was killed by him viciously will cry."

"His soul is also very good." Lan replied, "Everyone will be responsible for their own choices in the end, no matter the reward is candy or a sharp knife, the soul will liquidate its own karma, and this liquidation is related to his actions. Ms. Xiang Jiuchuan's knife did not kill her in the end. The result of cause and effect has not been fully established. It is retribution to die in a miserable way after killing someone, but he hasn't killed anyone yet. When he died, he only had the crime of killing himself. His intentional and actual intention to harm others detonated all the evil consequences of his life, and if there is no accident, the soul of Miss Jiuchuan's father will soon be reincarnated as a new life because most of the evil consequences have been liquidated."

"If Ms. Jiuchuan dies without me, then there will be a place for him in hell after his death. No one can really escape the guilt. If you escape in the world, you will only return to yourself in hell. On the contrary, Lait Soon, the consequences of their being liquidated will be relatively reduced."

"Why didn't you tell them before you came here?" Osamu Dazai stopped laughing and playing around, his face gradually turned cold, and the young man seemed to have lost all his feigned vivacity at this moment, and he was so gloomy that it was scary. This was his true laziness. The original appearance that is concealed and revealed.

"No one asked me. No one cared," Lan glanced at Osamu Dazai, as if surprised why he was upset. She didn't explain this before coming in, but she patiently said, "You heard Miss Hisakawa's father's After the incident, it was only because of malicious backlash, so there is no point in going into it anymore, right? Don’t everyone just want to hear this result? Good and evil are rewarded, what someone gets and what someone gets retribution, as for whether a good person dies or not? If you keep being kind, does anyone care what happens to the wicked after they die?"

Lan felt more happy chatting with Osamu Dazai, he would ask very detailed questions, and would also care about those emotional details and the difference between soul and personality.So she couldn't help but talk more about her heart with this young man.

"Because the explanation is too clear, everyone will look at me with strange eyes, and the emotions I perceive from them will make me feel sad and lonely for a while. But it's okay, Dazai-kun, I think you are also very sensitive People who are different from me but understand people’s hearts very well. I have a good way to accept their various thoughts and behaviors, which is normal, just like no leaves in the world are the same. I also understand that there may be no People will really understand me, but I always have to blend in with the friends I love."

"Aren't you the same? In fact, many people are like this."

Osamu Dazai's lips were tightly lined, like a hedgehog with its thorns erect, showing a sense of vigilance as if he was about to be attacked.He thought, he is different from her.He, they, or the group of people outside, are different from you.This kind of lofty perspective, without the concept of good and evil, should sit in the sky and be a ruthless god. With this appearance, his strength is bottomless, but he sees so clearly. He chose to disguise himself in order to blend in with the crowd. , Isn't it too pitiful?

Lan is an idiot.He is also a douchebag.

"Ango." Osamu Dazai turned his head and looked away, did not answer, but called his friend's name directly. He got up and watched the information flow floating around up, down, left, and right turned into the lupin bar they often went to. The indoor display and his memory The score is exactly right, and the barkeeper is cleaning the goblet.Ango Sakaguchi, with his back to the two, was sitting in his old seat drinking from a glass.

He seemed to hear someone calling him, and Ango Sakaguchi turned around, looking exactly like the person lying on the hospital bed.The appearance, habits, small movements and micro-expressions are no different from Dazai Osamu's memory, and there is also a sense of disobedience.

"Dazai? Eh? You came so fast today, let me see, why did you bring a girl?" The young man pushed his glasses and said with a narrow smile, "Could it be?"

Something is wrong.

After Ango Sakaguchi finished speaking, he found that Osamu Dazai and the girl were still standing still and did not speak. He frowned, "What's wrong Dazai?"

emotion.By the way, the expression of Ango Sakaguchi in front of him was the same as usual when he was talking, even when he was joking, only his eyes, and there was no emotional change in those eyes and no warmth.Like a marionette that perfectly replicates the body.

Lan felt that it would be wrong to keep silent, but the timing of Dazai Osamu's awakening of the personality Ango Sakaguchi was too abrupt, and as a completely unfamiliar existence, she didn't want to be easily noticed by the other party and be forced to kill the personality in front of her, so she slowly approached Dazai Osamu , ready to tear his sleeves.When the girl's fingertips almost touched Osamu Dazai, Osamu Dazai moved, took the girl's hand very naturally, and walked to Ango Sakaguchi.

Then he raised his hands happily like a child, opened his arms to Lan, and said with a smile, "Look! Ango, this is the girlfriend who just got married~ How is it? Isn't it very beautiful? We are a good match, right?"

Ango Sakaguchi seemed to be caught in a blind spot of knowledge by an unexpected development, and his whole person was illusory for a moment, as if the video characters of Caton were all misplaced.

"Ah, ah... yes, yes. No, no, no, no." Ango Sakaguchi helped his glasses that almost fell off, and said frantically, "There must be something wrong, Dazai, how could you find a girlfriend? Although I know you are very popular with women, how could the Dazai in my memory have a boyfriend and girlfriend relationship with women?"

Lan: It is indeed a boyfriend-girlfriend relationship that has just been 'established'.

Lan kept his mouth shut and didn't say a word, it was up to Osamu Dazai to play.She thought of Gojo Satoru at such an inappropriate moment.When Dazai-kun mentioned boyfriend and girlfriend, the silver-haired boy was the first thing that flashed in her mind.

"Yes, there is indeed something wrong, Ango." Osamu Dazai rubbed his chin seriously, and raised a finger, "Ango didn't realize that the boss has been wiping the goblet with the same rhythm and movement for a long time. Yet?"

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