Everyone is urging me

how to say.

Many characters, whether they are two-dimensional or three-dimensional, I can approach and love without any scruples, but when some characters come to me, I will subconsciously keep a distance.

If you want to compare...

I should be Ye Gong, and Osamu Dazai is the dragon I drew.

I like him who cannot be touched, but I am afraid that there is him in reality.

Even in the face of a real person, I would not have such a big reaction, because no matter how powerful the real person is, it is impossible for him to do anything to me—but facing Dazai, I am really a little timid.

It may be because his funeral was too easy to get my approval.

But I happen to be a person who is unwilling to succumb to negative emotions.

……certainly.

He's too smart, which is why I don't want to contact him now.

But this feeling won't affect me for long.

After noticing his gaze, I took a deep breath and chose to face him directly.

I didn't hesitate anymore, and walked to the pile of groceries.

The height of a six-year-old girl is already slightly taller than that of a boy squatting in a grocery box.

So when I speak, I look at him from a slightly downward angle.

"you--"

"—If you don't want to talk to me, you can ignore me, okay?"

Just as I was about to ask him if there was anything wrong and if he needed help, this kid interrupted me first.

The calmness and habit in his tone made me shut my mouth subconsciously.

I noticed that the look in his eyes when he said this was as natural as his tone.I don't know if his current attitude is because he is too smart and has encountered too many hypocrites who say nothing.

"It's not that I don't want to talk to him." I knew that lying to him was not a good choice, "It's just that you rarely see single people of the same age in the new neighborhood, so I'm a little... surprised."

Within the new block of Leibo Street, underage children were either lucky enough to join an orphanage or be adopted by others, or they hid in the inner block for various reasons and were assimilated by the chaos.

A (seemingly) abandoned kid in the corner like Osamu Dazai, the new neighborhood is rare.

If Osamu Dazai was replaced by any child I don't know, I would feel sad and sympathetic, and I would take the initiative to talk to him... But who let me know him, and I have a certain understanding of his personality.

In fact, if it was not me who met him today, but other people in the new block, they would feel sorry for him and talk to him.

It's just that they may not be as good-tempered as I am when they hear Dazai's "unappreciative" words.

"I don't need to be pitied."

As if he knew what I was thinking, Dazai nine-year-old limited Ji raised the corners of his lips, and added rather mockingly, "Compared to me who chooses on my own, you people who are immersed in false beauty are more pitiful."

...How could this person be able to pull hatred since he was a child.

I seriously doubt that he has been beaten a lot these years.

Facing him, I didn't even bother to use the childish tone I usually use when dealing with adults.

"Compared to the inner block, the new block is already 'beautiful' enough."

"Of course, if you can fool yourself."

He debunked my true thoughts in a few words.

Although this was within my expectation, there was still a sense of "losing" discomfort.

You must know that when I was nine years old, I was still a silly and sweet person who loved sugar.

"...The goal must be accomplished one by one." Stimulated by his intentionally suffocating attitude, I almost wanted to teach him, a weak man with less than five strength, to be a human being.

But under the double blessing of Wenhao filter and Two-dimensional filter, I held back, "No matter what, it's better than being willing to stay in chaos."

"That's why I said you are indulging in falsehood." Dazai gave me a pitying look, but it was quickly replaced by indifference.

He shrank back, fully retracting himself into the cardboard box that could not shelter from the wind and rain, "You are nothing without the protection of the 'monster'."

He buried his face in his chest, his voice muffled.

"Leave me alone," he said, "I don't want to play 'Best Sister' with you."

My pupils shrunk, instinctively vigilant.

But soon I relaxed.

...Anyway, if he knows it, he won't be able to shake my arrangement.

Facing outsiders and my words, people in the new neighborhood will of course choose to believe me.

Seeing that he didn't intend to speak any more, I boldly approached him instead.

Of course I can't let him moldy here.

Even though the character design has been dismantled, even if it wasn't because of Angel's setting, I wouldn't be able to let him stay here alone.

The law and order in the new block is good, but at night, there will be people sneaking in from the inner block to make trouble.

Let him stay in the garbage pile like a war scum, I'm afraid he will die on the street tomorrow.

I saw that he didn't move until I approached him, so I couldn't help poking his head with my index finger.

--Huh?no response?

It's not in his character.

I frowned, feeling that things were not simple.

Reaching out to pull his head out, I saw his face from pale to unusually rosy.

It's all like this and I haven't pushed me away, apparently passed out.

He wanted to open his eyes and turned around for a long time but failed to open them. He really looked more and more like a weak kitten... But it's okay to keep a cat, but it's fatal to keep him.

Put the back of your hand up against your forehead.

- okay.

Another fever was picked up by me.

I suspect that I somehow have a setting that will pick up people when I go out.

but what can i do

Of course, he resigned to his fate and picked him up.

This time I didn't take him directly to Matsushima, because I knew that Matsushima had a power, and Dazai's power was nullification.

It's better for both parties not to expose it.

So I dragged his case straight back to the orphanage.

But the consequence of taking me back to the orphanage was that Zhongya, who received the news, rushed over from patrol and educated me for half an hour, and his trust in my guarantee plummeted.

I was bored by his training, so I made a summary of what he said.

The core is as follows:

First, don't talk to strangers casually, even children.

Second, don't bring people back without knowing the details, especially men of gender.

I always feel that the second article contains private goods, but I dare not say.

Knowing that I was wrong, I listened to the training honestly, and didn't dare to ask him where he planned to arrange Dazai.

——It is best to send him back to the place where he should go!So as not to teach other children badly.

I thought so in my heart, but Nai Hezhong also saw my hesitant attitude and misunderstood my meaning.

With a tone of gritted teeth for some reason, he temporarily arranged Dazai in the orphanage.

Because he didn't know the details of Dazai (also to keep him away from his sister), Zhong didn't let him live with other children, but arranged him in an outer court.

……Fine.

I painfully accepted that Dazai would stay in the orphanage until he recovered from his illness.

Originally, I wanted to see Dazai who was sick (mainly because I wanted to secretly record the video and keep it as a black history to threaten him in the future), but Chuya vetoed it on the grounds of preventing the illness from getting to me.

I can only accept it.

It's just a pity that I couldn't do anything to make Dazai leave "beautiful childhood memories".

How about bribing Shirase to record it for me... Forget it, Shirase has recently eased relations with Chuya, I'm afraid he will sue, so don't take the risk.

After trying all kinds of methods to no avail, I finally turned to Shu Ling who was following me, "You said it would be great if you had a video recording function! Even if other people can't see it, it would be great for me to watch it!"

Shu Ling ruthlessly replied me with a "hehe".

It really broke my heart for my son's rebellion.

But looking at Shu Ling, I suddenly wondered if I could induce Dazai to "deceive me"?

Suddenly excited.

I hastily made the notebook appear.

Just when I was about to type a line to experiment, the pretendingly indifferent book spirit kindly reminded me, "It's better not to try, because it's easy to be targeted by him."

"...Him?" I narrowed my eyes and repeated the title.

"According to your words, it is similar to the existence of 'world consciousness'."

Shu Ling is not very interested in this topic, so he yawned while talking, "Although there are many creatures in the world, He always prefers the race of humans. And among humans, from time to time, there are a few people who are attacked by it." I like it very much... Well, although it is not necessarily a good thing for the person concerned."

"...I remember, the 'world' I'm in is a novel I wrote?"

I was shocked by the news that it suddenly broke out, because I didn't consider that there would be such a setting at all, "If you really want to have 'world awareness', shouldn't it be me who wrote this book!?"

Suddenly it changed from the creator to the restricted party, I would be willing to blame.

"Well..." Shu Ling pondered, and finally found an easy-to-understand description, "You can think of him as a 'copyright party'."

"Aren't you writing a doujin?" It stretched out its hand and patted my cheek, continuing to seem to be sympathetic and comforting, "If the copyright owner disagrees with the second creation of doujin, not only will you not be able to write it, but you may also be censored." The lawyer's letter warns...the so-called world consciousness is this kind of existence."

This is too easy to understand.

Knowing that I want to pretend not to understand.

"So Dazai is..."

"Well, it's obviously someone he loves, so he was given the ability of 'not being affected by all factors'."

"...That's really 'unfortunate'."

Shu Ling glanced at me before agreeing, "Yeah, it's really unfortunate."

He is a certain collection of consciousness.

The consciousness of the world has never understood the human heart, let alone understood it.Therefore, those favored by him often face the result of self-destruction when they receive his gift.

Just like when I was young, I created Mary Sue.

At that time, I built her with all the elements I liked, but never considered whether she needed them.

I unilaterally gave her the character, appearance, ability, life experience, and everything I longed for but didn't get.

Even if all of this seems shameful and illogical to me in the future, isn't it because of "love" for me who created her in the first place?

Because of love, I put everything I like in front of her.

Just as because of love, he gave Osamu Dazai "disqualification in the world".

He gives His truth.

It is the truth that keeps teenagers from being blinded by foreign objects.

but don't know-

People, if you can't even have a trace of fantasy, it will be easily broken.

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The author has something to say:

The protagonist cannot be modified at will, because it is not allowed to collapse the original character too much.

You can't be malicious towards the original characters, otherwise it will be counterproductive, because fans should be created based on love, not to let the protagonists set off outsiders (the second role).

Comparing the world consciousness to the copyright owner... How can I think of such a fitting description!The author Sang himself feels proud!

If you and Dazai are childhood sweethearts, then you must be the type who is mad at you.

Even when his green plum was being bullied by others, not only would he not comfort her, but he would also mock her for being stupid... However, he would not let her bully go.

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Dazai ran away from home, but he came to the new town on purpose.

It is privately assumed that he has now joined an unknown gang, and then brought a mission to contact the people in the orphanage.But I didn't expect that the first person I encountered was not the patrolling Chuya but Angel.Originally, Dazai was not interested in the name of her angel (it would be better to say that he cannot like "kind" people naturally, because most of them are hypocrisy centered on "self"), but after getting in touch with her, he felt a little interesting (discovered that she Not silly white sweet).

Dazai said that the people in the new neighborhood are immersed in falsehood because if there is no Chuya's force to protect the new neighborhood, the new neighborhood and the inner neighborhood will become the same (that is, everything in the new neighborhood depends on Chuya, his younger brother, and residents does not matter).

The heroine also knows this, so she maintains Angel's reputation in order to completely change this in the future.