Everyone is urging me

It was only a week after I came to the third novel, and I realized a profound truth.

——If a person has no money, he will die.

I never thought that one day I would be so poor.

The desolate residence, the penniless status quo, and the young age... If it weren't for the "brother" Nakahara Zhong also has supernatural powers, and the "sister" me is a humanoid self-writing, I doubt that my two sessions will be The kind of character who can't survive three chapters through the end of the world.

It's not right, after all, we are all good-looking, and it is no problem to survive three chapters.

Then someone may ask, how did I survive seven days in this hellish start?

to steal?Or to grab?

No, no.

How could I, who was surrounded by the little angel Chuya, do such a blatant thing that would lose my favor?What's more, Angel's character is a beautiful and kind-hearted Virgin-shaped girl.

While I don't have to stick to a custom profile, I find it fun to have a challenging role.

Thinking of myself when I was a teenager, I can't help but sigh.

That was a short past with a pure and kind personality. At that time, even when I saw people begging on the side of the road, I would reluctantly take out my pocket money to give them... Of course, I will not do this at all now, because the liar too much.

Although I feel a little silly when I grow up, but I also feel nostalgic.

--Back to the topic.

How did we spend these seven days?

It's very simple, just brush your face.

"Oh! Will Angel also help brother with work today?"

"Yeah! My brother is working hard to move things, and An Jie has to help too!"

"Ah, it's Angel. She looks very healthy today too. You must have a delicious lunch. You can't secretly save it for him just for the sake of your brother?"

"An Jie was criticized by brother Zhong Ye, so she won't do this again!"

"It's Angel, I heard that the sky will change at night, so don't run around when you pick up my brother today."

"Okay, Aunt Teresa, Angie knows it!"

I am very used to showing the sunny smiling face unique to children. After hearing the people on the side of the road talk to me, I waved to them, and I added today's appearance impact.

Thanks to Angel's angelic beauty, I'm welcome on this new street.

It was also this face that allowed me to successfully get two free old breads from a lucky old woman who did not lose her life and main property in the explosion on the first day I came here, so that I would not starve to death at the beginning.

Of course, it is impossible to rely on begging others for every meal.

Not to mention that few people can take into account the life and death of strangers after the disaster, even the self-esteem of me and Nakahara Chuya cannot always accept others' charity.

So three days ago, in order not to be hungry, I sold the sapphire hairpin that Angel brought.

The heart-shaped gem card with wings painted on it did not sell for what it was worth, but for the two minors, Nakahara Nakaya and I, it is already lucky to be able to safely get the money for pawning jewelry... Cough, although This has something to do with Zhong Ye threatening others not to make small moves with his abilities.

It is impossible for me to choose to sit and eat just because I got this money.

It's just that before I could think of a way this time, Zhongye proposed to work part-time to make money.

"... Your issuing card, I will redeem it later."

He didn't explain my question, but said this.

How could I not know why he offered to go to work?While lamenting that he deserves to be the conscience of the original book, I fully support him in finding a job.

Working part-time is better than being pulled by sheep as a tool in the original work.

So just yesterday, Zhong also got a job to help move things.

For Leibo Street, which was rebuilt independently after the disaster, there is indeed a lack of such personnel. Even if Zhong is a child, he can be recognized by the employer with supernatural powers... Although the employer is determined, I am behind the scenes. .

Although the salary is better than nothing, the advantage is that two meals a day are included.

"Angel, you're here today, too." The one who was hired was a construction team boss from another city, surnamed Sato, and we all called him Boss Sato or Mr. Sato.

Boss Sato saw me and greeted me with a good temper. While looking at the blueprint in his hand, he pointed out the direction of Chuya for me.

Seeing me turn my gaze away, he said with great emotion, "...it's really convenient for a supernatural being. This guy can finish a job that we can't finish in a day, and this kid can do it in an hour."

Compared with ordinary people, the house builder's attitude towards supernatural beings is outrageously friendly.

I had doubts about this point, even if I knew his details, but that was the setting in the past.But Boss Sato, who saw my doubts, smiled and took the initiative to explain to me, and he didn't just put off my attitude just because I was a five-year-old girl.

What he said at that time was: "What's the difference between the two? When encountering such an inexplicable explosion, wouldn't even a supernatural being have no way to escape? And... I have a friend who is also a supernatural being." , her personality is no different from that of ordinary people."

I concealed the fact that I and Chuya were both survivors.

It happened that Angel's house was outside the explosion range, so I told Chuya on the first day that we must conceal the fact that we came from the explosion center.

There are also some entanglements in the middle, but there is no objection to my approach.

So Boss Sato didn't know that Chuya, who had the ability, was the one who survived the explosion.

Of course I will not remind the other party.

Boss Sato is indeed kind to us, but that doesn't mean we can talk freely.

I never doubted that his kindness had other purposes.

Sato was ordered by the government to help rebuild Saibo Street.

But the purpose of government aid is not to help survivors, but a simple face project. To put it bluntly, it does not leave the outside world with the excuse to abandon the people, but it does not want to do this kind of thankless and expensive project—anyway, the explosion point is The concession area is full of unidentified people. If they die, they will die. If they don't continue to make trouble, they can pretend nothing happened.

Probably this kind of irresponsible thinking.

I have heard Sato and other people on the phone, he complained that the construction funds allocated to him by the government can only barely repair the periphery of the explosion, and it is impossible to rebuild the entire Saibo Street.

But he still accepted the commission, even if it was just to repair the outermost streets.

Because of this, Sato, who tends to be kind, has a little guilt and tolerance for the survivors on Leibo Street, especially children.

Especially when facing Angel.

This kind of young character with an overly kind and innocent personality is the easiest to soften Sato's heart - because Sato and his wife have children with the same personality who are only five or six years old.

how do i know

Because that's how I wrote this novel!

When I gave up the novel, it had only written two chapters.

The stop position happened to be when he finished introducing Sato's background in the third person and was hesitating whether to hire Chuya Nakahara.

This is also the reason why I brought him to Sato's resident construction site without a trace after Jaejoong proposed to find a job.

As for why he abandoned the pit so quickly...

It's just because I was deceived, and then I realized that I would no longer be a fool, and I couldn't write a plot for a self-sacrificing person like Angel from now on.

Including that the attitude of the survivors towards Angel (me) was so good that they would say hello as soon as they saw each other, which also benefited from part of the plot of the novel.Even when they love their houses and birds, they will not show fear and disgust when facing Zhong Ye with supernatural powers.

This is not a bad thing.

Just thinking about that part inevitably makes me feel a little ashamed.

[The explosion took away too many lives, but no matter how sad the survivors were, they could only choose to live. ]

[The survivors who lost their loved ones held back their tears, and the survivors who lost their money gritted their teeth and stood up. They felt hopeless, but they had to embrace this despair and continue to seek survival. ]

[Because of being unable to get rid of this despair, the existence of Angel is extremely precious to the survivors who choose to rebuild their homes. ]

[Angel is different to the survivors. ]

[Perhaps her name is a sign for the world, for the survivors, the young Angel is the "angel" in their hearts. ]

[She is a messenger sent from heaven. ]

[It is also the only light of salvation that selflessly dedicates itself in a heavy life. ]

... Woohoo.

I used to write this kind of plot in a serious way, but I am really miserable now.

What angels, what redemption.

How can I do it.

Having said that, I still endured the shame to help the survivors after the disaster as I wrote.

There is no thought of saving anyone.

Just seeing those people, people who have lost loved ones or possessions, and have no life in their eyes, makes me want to do something... because I can.

As Angel, I can let them regain the courage to survive, even if this courage is only based on the vassal effect of Angel's identity.

[She is the warm sun in spring and the night rain in summer. ]

[When everyone is numbly facing the ruins, only Angel will take the trouble to encourage those who are unwilling to give up their existence one by one. ]

[Sometimes it’s a smile without haze, sometimes it’s a greeting with naive concern, and sometimes it’s a silent company. ]

[Everyone watches other people's grief with cold eyes, only her priority is not her own loss, but the mood of others. ]

[then--]

[She was named as an angel and became an indelible spark in the hearts of the survivors. ]

...well, I still feel ashamed.

But, but ah.

Unable to ignore, suddenly want to do something.

So I did as I wrote it.

"—Anjie? Anjie!" Chuya's voice came from beside her ear.

I looked back and saw that he loosened his frowning brows, then reached out and tapped my forehead in the next second, and said to me with a sigh of relief, "I thought...it seems that there is nothing wrong. Yes Are you in a daze? Before Mr. Sato left, he joked with me that you ignored him."

"I'm not in a daze." I replied quickly, covering my forehead in a timely manner, showing a trace of coquettish anger, "Brother Zhongye, bad!"

Hearing this, his ears turned red with embarrassment, but he coughed lightly and pretended to be calm, "If you feel bored, you don't have to pick me up every time, I can go home by myself."

"Not good." I reached out and hugged his hand that he didn't have time to take back, "An Jie wants to go home with Brother Zhongye."

These words softened his attitude all of a sudden.

After all, the word "home" is very warm to him.

Even if I don't take the initiative to explain at this time, I can take advantage of the situation and go home with him after work.

but I do not have.

I gently pulled his hand when he wanted to lead me away, and after he cast his gaze inquiringly, I explained in a low voice, "I was not in a daze just now, Anjie was thinking about something seriously."

Probably took my words as the little girl's excuse for not admitting defeat, and Zhong didn't refute, but nodded to express his obedience.

This made me bulge my mouth unhappily.

But all he got in exchange was a chuckle and a pat on the head.

Forget it, I'll just make up my mind.

It may be some kind of talent, he keenly sensed my emotions just now.After hesitating for a moment, he immediately showed an expression of admitting his mistake, accommodating me very well.

"I was wrong, An Jie, tell me what I was thinking just now, okay?"

"not good!"

In fact, I missed the bang just now, and I am too embarrassed to tell him my plan again.

So I blushed slightly, turned my head and changed the subject, "Brother Zhongye doesn't believe in An Jie, An Jie is angry, An Jie decided not to leave tomatoes for lunch for Brother Zhongye!"

How could it be possible to speak out.

If I came here because I said "I want to be a good person", then this time I will be a good person through and through!

——It's really hard to say this kind of thing in a serious way!

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The author has something to say:

The only "Aunt Teresa" whose full name appears is the dean of the orphanage after the rebuilding of Leibo Street, and it is also the name that the author Sant chose after the historical nun with the same name who was prostituted.But she is different from the controversial "double-faced nun" in history. She is a pure and good person who has been stationed in the orphanage all her life.

Then about Zhongye's ability, here he wears gloves (black half-gloves) early, and the hostess bought him a gift under the pretext of being a brother and sister as a card issuer.

Reminder in the front row, after writing Kuro Ranpo and Kuro Junichiro in the previous book, the author Sang may be going to write Kurozhongya in this book... Well, maybe it’s not so dark?But it's definitely not the innocent and cute one in the original book.

Then, although Angel has no supernatural powers, the heroine as the author is her biggest hang (so the initial favorability of ordinary people will be very high).

How should I put it, the 15-year-old position in the original book (taking Double Black as an example) may not have changed, but the plot before that will be completely different (probably).

[have an idea]

Before the explosion, when Leibo Street was not Leibo Street, the author Sang didn't think the people there were heartless.

The human heart is mostly worn out by reality bit by bit, so many villains may not be villains when they first face despair, until they realize that it is impossible for them to get rid of despair, so they take the initiative to become bad to paralyze themselves and make them feel better. I can be happy in the dark.

So, right now when the explosion just happened, are there many people who can still be changed?

[Summary of a whim]

In this volume, we will see: holding the script Osamu Dazai, tearing up and rewriting the heroine, both wise and brave, black Chuya, reborn former traitor, unchanged hobbies Mori Ogai, rejecting puppy love Hongye sauce, world literary giant Akutagawa-kun, etc.

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读者“茉莉花茶不茉莉”，灌溉营养液＋12021-08-0919：46：34