Everyone is urging me

Feelings, hatred, resentment.

Those are the three inseparable parts surrounding Fujiwara Shiyan's body.

She has more beauty than ordinary people, and more wealth than ordinary people.

In the eyes of those who don't know, Fujiwara Shiyan's life should be happy and complete.

But this is not the case.

In the first 15 years of Fujiwara Shiyan's life, she has been living in the shadow of her mother.

It's not about beating or scolding her daughter, nor is she harsh on her life, and she won't use her identity as a mother to take it for granted that everything about her daughter should be subject to her own arrangements.

Mrs. Fujiwara is just crazy alone, occasionally holding her daughter's hand and telling stories about her past.

That was a story about the girl's biological father.

Also let the girl know that her birth was not full of love.

Following a biological father whom she has never met, the girl fully understands that she has never been loved by her mother either.

There will be no future.

Money is just a tool Mrs. Fujiwara uses to send her daughter away.

When others envy Fujiwara Shiyan's life, no one would think that she envies them more for having an ordinary but loving family.

Mrs. Fujiwara's insane words directly displayed the adult's darkness and desires in front of the girl, leaving no room for her imagination.

It wasn't until her 15th birthday that Fujiwara Shiyan gradually got rid of the haze because of her mother's terminal illness.

of course.

The mother's critical illness was definitely not the work of Fujiwara Shiyan, but Mrs. Fujiwara's own heart knot.

for a man.

A man Mrs. Fujiwara wanted to find out and get rid of, but failed until he died.

That man was Mrs. Fujiwara's favorite object when she was young.

It is also the chief culprit who pushed Mrs. Fujiwara into the abyss and fell into madness.

As for Fujiwara Shiyan's biological father?

It's just a small person who covets family property.

If Fujiwara Shiyan hadn't mentioned it when she was young, Mrs. Fujiwara might have forgotten the man who was thrown behind her after throwing a sum of money.

"My daughter, my good daughter, I will leave everything to you."

"Find him for me."

"I want him...to be buried with me!"

Mrs. Fujiwara, who had been betrayed, kept this hatred in her heart, and did not forget to repeat the name of the sinner who had tortured her all her life to her daughter until she died.

Growing up in such an environment, Fujiwara Shiyan judged other people's emotions more slowly and misinterpreted than others.

She intuitively knew that her mother's attitude towards her was not normal love, but she still regarded it as normal.

She is deceiving herself.

And it worked.

At least in the eyes of others, Fujiwara Shiyan is an ordinary girl who is a bit shy but normal in every way.

"Okay, Mom."

So in front of the ward, facing the mother who was only breathing, the girl held the other's trembling hand with both hands, put it on her heart, and promised with a smile, "I will fulfill your last wish."

So one year later, on the day of Fujiwara Shiyan's 16th birthday, she successfully found the man who was having a good time and betrayed her mother.

The girl killed the man by using the existence that only a few people could see, without leaving any evidence against her.

The girl who pretended to be one of the victims trembled in front of the monster that ordinary people couldn't see. Her long black hair blocked the indifference in the girl's lake-green eyes.

That was the power she awakened at the moment of her mother's death.

In the end, the girl did not solve the monster by herself.

Because the conjurer who specializes in dealing with such incidents arrived in time and took her, the "innocent girl implicated", away from the scene.

"You can see those things too?"

Unlike ordinary people, the conjurer who had dealt with the monster walked up to the girl, and was a little surprised to see the magic power around her that was clearly not under control, but seemed to be restrained and not completely runaway.

Guessing that she was stimulated by the attack and awakened her spell power, the conjurer suggested out of love for talents, "Your age should be just right... Do you want to go to a college?"

"You can learn how to control this power there, and you will no longer be helpless the next time you face those curse spirits-monsters."

That's a nice proposition.

So Fujiwara Shiyan pretended to hesitate, but did not refuse.

Half a year later, Fujiwara Shiyan became a freshman at the Tokyo Metropolitan College of Magic.

The story about her unfolded a year later.

——The above is the plot of the new novel to be filled that I have arrived.

It is full of a certain familiar ethics drama style, so that I am deeply aware of its incompatibility with the original before I participate in it.

But the thing is written by me, and I can't dislike it too much.

Otherwise, wouldn't that be despise yourself?

...Although it's not that I didn't dislike it.

My long silence forced Shu Ling to speak first.

"What are you doing holding your belly?"

"It's the stomach!"

Facing Shu Ling's puzzled gaze, my hand covering my stomach trembled slightly, "Although I wrote it myself, I still feel a stomach ache when I see this plot."

Shuling gave me a supercilious look.

"Didn't you ask for this yourself?" It said angrily.

"What did I ask for?"

"You said you want to be more technologically advanced."

"It's only been a few years since the curse returned to the original timeline, which is comparable to the blood family next door."

"But it was published late, and the technology was drawn by the author himself much higher than the normal value. None of the mobile communications and video games were left behind."

I was silent.

"You also said that your life experience should not be so complicated."

"Fujiwara Shiyan's life experience is not complicated?"

"Think about the pits you haven't filled. Fujiwara Shiyan's life experience is much simpler and less pretentious than those! She has no father or mother now, and her own mother, Hei Yueguang, was also killed and sent to reunite with her. Money is money, and you don’t even have a relative who knows her well, which greatly enhances your room for display—isn’t that simple enough?”

I was silent again.

"You also said you don't want to engage in conspiracy, but you don't want to lose the excitement."

"...is it a conspiracy to fight wits and bravery with Brain Flower?"

"Come on, if you really meet him, you will only punch him until his own mother doesn't know him. There are so many curse spirits in this world, and Fujiwara Shiyan also has special magic power. Joining the high school is to deal with the curse spirits, isn't it just suitable for you?" Do you want the thrill?"

I think it makes sense.

But I still want to struggle a little more.

"But--"

"No but, you have to choose now."

Question marks popped up in my head, and I didn't understand what Shu Ling was talking about for a moment.

The white shadow of the book spirit swayed slightly, and finally twisted its body into an arc that is difficult for a real person to make, motioning me to follow its prompts to look into the distance.

——Eh.

I saw images where time stood still.

The whole world has been stopped, and the only ones who can move are me and Shu Ling.

And the place where I landed this time was not my bedroom, but a corner of an unnamed street.

There are only two high school students in my line of sight, aged sixteen or seventeen, all of whom are so familiar that I can blurt out their names.

"……How is this going?"

"You forgot that you wrote the book in flashbacks."

Shu Ling put his arms around his chest and sat on my shoulders, "At that time, you made a fool of yourself and didn't directly write that Fujiwara Shiyan chose human beings or curse spirits, and stopped abruptly at the plot where she was suspected of defecting, and then ran to Writing memories kills."

After being reminded by Shu Ling, I remembered the plot of this book.

Because it is a relatively later work, after a brief blank, I remembered all the plots I wrote, including the important settings of the original work.

The efficiency of memory is much higher than that of blood cavalry.

[Facing the words of persuading her to go back at the same time, Fujiwara Shiyan hesitated in his heart. ]

[—The villagers were killed by her. ]

[No matter how many excuses there are, this is an unavoidable fact. She did attack those who could not resist. Even now, she has no regrets and feels that those people deserve to die. ]

[But the words of persuasion from the two are still ringing in my ears.They are friends she rarely agrees with, and they are also opportunities for her to forget the past and welcome a new life.Perhaps it was because of this that she hesitated, hesitated to go back with them, let them be accused of protecting her, and was oppressed even more by those high-level people in the magic world who had different intentions. ]

I remembered that the current timeline should be after the villagers were slaughtered and two girls with conjurer talents were rescued.

Because it is a fan, I directly changed the plot of the story. Not only did Xia Youjie not participate in the astral body incident, but even the village was discovered and slaughtered by Fujiwara Shiyan.

——At the beginning, it seemed that he wanted to pull Xia Youjie back from the dangerous opposite.

——So let such an original character replace his experience.

Now that I think about it, I do feel a bit presumptuous.

If it was really Xia Youjie, even if he hadn't experienced those major events, he would still have a strange voice in his heart.

But wouldn't it make him feel a little bit better to see the scenery he saw with more people?

I do not know.

Now, I don't need to know either.

"I think ready-made scripts are good."

"Just borrow his and use it?"

The invisible began to dissolve.

tick-

The hands of the clock beat normally again.

Events that had been stalled began to move.

Standing in front of the boys, I put on the expression that Shiyan Fujiwara should have, and entered the scene in a second.

"Sorry, I can't go back with you."

"Shi Yan!" As if he couldn't understand my choice, the white-haired boy resisted the idea of ​​doing it directly, and asked again, "Why did you do this?! With me here and Wutiao's protection, you will not be -"

"It's because I don't understand what you mean, Wu." I tilted my head pretending to be puzzled, "Why do you ask me such an obvious question?"

To be honest, I think my little partner's blackened script is very good.

But killing all non-conjurers is too much, and it is too tiring to execute, and it is easy to become the enemy of all forces.

So, I decided to improve the original script.

Since my friend's goal is to kill ordinary people and establish a world where only magicians exist, then I will reshape the concept.

Just right.

Now that I am being questioned at the same time, I can openly tell them the revised script.

[There are nothing but two roads in front of Fujiwara Shiyan. ]

[Don't accept their cover, defect completely.Or take the initiative to go back and draw a line with them while pleading guilty. ]

[The contemporaries who are chasing after see a half-smile expression on the girl's face. ]

[They felt the carelessness in the girl's every move, and heard the naive to cruel speech that they had never heard from the girl. ]

"If you really want to ask why..."

"—Because I like it?"

The blanks on the pages are filled in by the author.

The vacillating fate has come to an established end.

Not waiting for my colleagues to react, I preemptively called the names directly.

"Enlightenment, I finally discovered where people's ignorance comes from."

"Because they are not smart enough or powerful enough, they take it for granted that they are ignorant, and use this ignorance to presume to judge others."

The boy named opened his mouth and wanted to refute.

But I had expected to interrupt him.

"Hey—don't rush to refute me."

"It's not just me, Jay thinks so too, right?"

"'Instead of protecting those stupid monkeys, it's better to kill them all, leaving only the magicians who can't produce curses'—Jie has been thinking about this after knowing the whole story of the astral body incident?"

"Ku Xia or something, it's fine to lie to Wu Wu, after all, he has been so careless... But Nitro and I are aware of it."

Gojo Wujo showed a shocked expression when he heard the words, and subconsciously looked at his best friend beside him.

He originally wanted to get a negative answer, but he saw the abnormal silence of his best friend, obviously acquiescing to my statement.

This made him suddenly feel a little frustrated at the same time.

Because he believed the excuse of his best friend, he didn't think deeply about the hidden truth, and he didn't figure it out until I exposed him.

After discovering his little tricks, I continued to rub salt in the wound without any conscience.

"This world is too irrational."

"Why are we, the protectors, being hurt again and again by those who need our protection?"

"While crying and begging for our protection, at the same time, they are jealous and hate our existence...How can they deserve our protection?"

Gojo Satoru was a little confused by my words, but he quickly found the most critical point, "Shi Yan! Do you also want to 'create a world where only magicians exist'?"

I feel that if I say yes, he will immediately tie me back.

However, I still nodded.

"Yes." I threw out the scarecrow formed by the spell, and said slowly before Gojo Satoru made a move, "But killing ordinary people is too troublesome."

Not only Gojo Satoru, but also Xia Youjie, who had a little sympathy for my words, also cast an inquiring gaze.

I raised my smiling face and said the main line of the story I had set.

"They're not worthy of my protection, but it's too much trouble to kill them."

"so--"

"I, I want all humans to become magicians."

"If anyone can't do it..."

"Are you going to die honestly?"

[In the end, Fujiwara Shiyan did not accept the friend's kindness. ]

[She leaves without looking back, and walks into the boundless darkness with her own will. ]

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The author has something to say:

(bug catch)

This volume should be the volume with the most "[]" content, because the beginning is a flashback.

Heroine: I want everyone to become magicians (capable people)!

Than the Water Flow: Well said!

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A new generation of people who inherited the ideas of the Green King appeared (although this volume is not comprehensive).

The key word set by the hostess is the daughter of Choushi, that is, Choushi Can (can, meaning worship).

The naming method of this volume, the ability of the heroine including the follow-up field, and the character's life experience are all around keywords.

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Fujiwara Shiyan means two parts.

The surname is taken from Fujiwara Yuki (the encyclopedia says that she is the source of the ugly female monster), and the name Shi Yan is taken from the author of "The Paintings of the Past and the Past Continued Hundred Ghosts (Monster Painting Collection, which includes the ugly time ginseng)", Toriyama Shiyan (stage name) .

In terms of appearance, it is relatively ordinary black medium-length hair and lake green eyes. It is beautiful but not against the sky. It is a weak-looking type.

[Highlight] You will see in this volume:

[Human side] defected to Xia Youjie in the opposite direction, did not deviate from the track Wujo Wu, watched the play Nizisang, and was raised by Mr. Shier as usual.

[Curse Spirit Fang] was treated as a hot pot lover, forced to go offline, a real person who couldn't ask for it, and moved the apartment.

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The author Sang did not supplement the manga, and the understanding of some characters comes from encyclopedias and friends, so it is not necessarily possible to write the original characters that are qualified in everyone's mind, just read it for fun (be careful, all the staff in front of you are crazy)!

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读者“18764262”，灌溉营养液＋12021-07-1322：48：01