Everyone is urging me

After completing the pit-filling project for my two novels, I really never imagined that the first difficulty I faced in my third book was not the design of the characters or the lack of a direction to fill the pits, but poverty.

With my newly promoted cheap brother, I looked at the house belonging to Angel, who is also the heroine of my novel, speechless.

The rough houses are richer than the buildings I saw!

As we all know, if a person has no money, he will die.

But I don't want to die, at least not to starve to death.

I touched the sapphire hairpin that came with my hair, thinking that I should use it as money for my livelihood...at least with Zhongye's force value, I'm not afraid of the pawnshop taking the goods and running away.

Speaking of Chuya Chuya, my new brother, I couldn't help but glance at him.

I don't know why, but he was very surprised when he saw me in the ruins, but he still believed my words without hesitation, and left the ruins with me.

Now he followed me half a step slower, silent from time to time, as if he was in deep thought.

alert?

Not really.

Maybe it's because of people?

I thought of Angel's character design, and attributed Chuya Nakahara's reaction to seeing me for the first time to the resonance that we are both "Rage Gods".

I tried to discuss his psychology with Shu Ling.

But Shu Ling and Zhong who followed me were also lost in thought and did not respond to my doubts at all.

... Well, what can I do, of course I have to clean up my little thoughts and honestly arrange the layout for Angel's follow-up plot.

But when I was about to pawn off the hairpin, Chuya seemed to have thought of something, and refused with a bad face.

"But if you don't have money..."

"An Jie, I will find a way."

I hesitated a little.

The main reason is that Zhongye and I are not very old, and there is really no way to maintain food and clothing in the ruined concession.So I am worried whether his so-called method will be dangerous.

Besides, it's not like I'm totally clueless about survival.

At least the hints left by the text make me think that the short term is not a problem.

But in the end, I promised him to stop worrying and wait for him to solve it.

At worst, if he fails, I will start my own plan again.

I thought nonchalantly.

——Unexpectedly, China also successfully solved our poverty.

Pointing to the "trophy" he brought back, I couldn't help looking at him with "what did you do?" "Brother Zhongye? You... Even if we have some difficulties, you can't break the law?"

Who would have thought!

Chuya Zhongyuan brought back a bag of gems and money!

Chuya, what's wrong with you, Chuya!Are you no longer a good boy, Chuya!You can't rob!

Nakaya tilted his head uncomfortably because of my gaze, he seemed to know what I was worried about, and explained naturally, "It's not a robbery, I just—"

He paused for a moment, and then pretended not to care and said, "—I just killed a black organization. The government won't take care of it, so you don't have to worry."

Oh, it's an organization that wiped out gangsters.

That's fine.

--wrong!

I looked at Zhong Ye suspiciously, and he looked at me calmly after he finished speaking.

I always feel that this medium is also too mature.

But here, this maturity seems to be taken for granted... Well, it is an illusion.

In short, having force is a good thing.

At least me and Zhong won't be bullied by others. The news of the extermination of the gang will also make some small forces afraid to provoke us easily.

For me and Chuya, the destruction of an organization is just a small episode in life.

I don't know what kind of coincidence it is.

I obviously didn't say anything, but Chuya had already found a new job, which happened to be the one I was planning to arrange for him.

"Isn't that great?" Shu Ling, who seemed to have figured something out, said to me with a very salty attitude, "The plot is on the right track without your arrangement... You can just concentrate on preparing for 'Angel' end?"

It makes sense.

So I started to operate the name of Angel Angel according to the plan.

...but it's still kind of weird.

Whether it was Chuya's connivance in the face of my behavior, or Chuya's temporary boss, Boss Sato who came to build Saibo Street, looked at me lovingly as if looking at his own child, I felt that something happened that I didn't know.

But it was in my favor, and Shu Ling confirmed with me that there was no abnormality in the text, so I didn't delve into this intimacy.

Anyway, with Angel's character, it's natural to be liked.

In this way, the new block was established, and the construction team withdrew.

While sending off Boss Sato with Chuya, we also began to think about cooperating with Teresa, who became the director of the orphanage, to change the future of the children together.

"Huh? What did Chuya-san whisper to Boss Sato?" I noticed curiously that Chuya and Boss Sato stayed alone for a while.

Before leaving, Boss Sato, who had been preoccupied, seemed to be relieved again.

"Before I heard that Boss Sato's friend gave birth to a daughter, he didn't know how to give a gift."

Nakaya answered me without changing his face, as if he was really just giving a gift suggestion to the boss Sato who took care of us, "So I helped him refer to it, and he thought it was good."

...Chuya's suggestion?

I can't help but think about his experience, does he really know what to give?

But seeing that Boss Sato really left with a smile, I didn't bother to think about this question anymore.

Anyway, the person involved is very happy, so I have nothing to worry about.

With the departure of Boss Sato, the days returned to daily life again.

It's not set in stone.

The deeper I got in touch with Teresa, the more I invested in the orphanage she built.

It's been a year since the unknown explosion.

Teresa's orphanage has also changed from a few people to a dozen people now.

In addition to the orphans I picked up, there are also some children who "come here for fame".

——Among them, the ones that astonished me the most were probably the Akutagawa brothers and sisters who had traveled thousands of miles from the neighborhood, and Shirase and Yuxing who "surrendered" to their own gang leader Xiang Zhongya.

hiss.

I felt something was wrong again.

It's fine that the Akutagawa brothers and sisters don't reject outsiders, but why do they look so polite?There are also Shirase and Yuxing. Although they established "Sheep", why are their personalities so easy to talk about?

The promised willful and white-eyed wolf attributes!

I suddenly felt that I had entered the wrong book. Maybe Angel was not the heroine, but Teresa who brought these people together and changed their personalities drastically?

——I have no idea that the reason why this group of people gathered here (including Theresa) tacitly is because of me.

"The matter about Yuichi..."

"I have already talked to him in advance, and the child will not do things that embarrass her again."

"That's good, I don't want to do anything to the children in the orphanage."

"It can be regarded as a wish fulfillment. We are supposed to protect her, and she is just a child."

"Speaking of which, does Xiao Xing still want to be an idol?"

"Of course, I've done it once anyway, and it will be easy this time—ah, why don't I bring Angel with me this time, it seems like a two-person debut!"

"Don't make a mess."

"Shirase! I'm super serious!"

"An Jie can do whatever she likes, anyway, Chief Sen is coming back soon... Wait until 'that person' is resolved, it's up to her to see what she likes."

Behind the scenes that I don't know, people from the future who have returned to the past have used known advantages to wipe out the regrets of the past one by one.

Just when I felt that something was missing, I met a little boy squatting in a container on the way home from buying books.

Ok?

This age, this appearance, and this unique aura.

——Isn’t this Osamu Dazai!

I just said something was missing.

So many people came to the orphanage, but Osamu Dazai who ran away from home was not among them!

No wonder the orphanage is so harmonious.

Am I going to let it go?

Of course I won't!

The poor Dazai Maomao who showed weakness to me was picked up by me.

I originally thought that the Dazai at this time would be the kind of black mud of "don't bother me and let me die", but I didn't expect that the sick cat is very clingy, not only will act like a baby, but also be supple and pretend to be vulnerable Look at me.

Who can stand this!

The image of Hei Shijae has been thrown out of my mind, and only the poor image of this fragile cat is left.

Seeing me bring Dazai back to the orphanage, the bosses in the orphanage have different expressions.

But to my surprise, even though they looked worried, none of them said they wanted to drive Dazai away.

weird.

"I always feel like they're hiding something from me."

"Illusion."

I analyzed with Shu Ling, but the other party gave me a helpless expression of "you worry too much".

Had to give up.

Another three years later, I was "touched" by a new kid after I was able to get along like a fish in water in the new neighborhood.

Holding the cake in my hand, I looked at the girl who suddenly rushed over and hugged my arm.

"Alice sauce, come back with me."

Soon, a man in a doctor's white coat rushed over and looked helplessly at the girl who was hugging me and didn't let go, "If you want a cake, I'll buy it for you, and pestering this little lady will embarrass her oh."

"That's not true! Lin Taro is an idiot!" Alice hugged me even tighter. Although the little girl has supernatural powers, she was still soft when hugged. "Alice obviously likes her and wants to play with her! For cakes, she You can invite Alice if you like her! I won’t compete with her!”

understood.

I revealed it vaguely.

This is Mori Ogai trying to hook me up, right? I understand, I can take the bait on my own initiative!

"It's okay." I immediately made a relief.

Of course I didn’t notice while looking at Alice, Mori Ogai, who was supposed to meet me for the first time, showed a familiar smile and hidden desire for protection when he heard my response, “Is it called Alice? It's a cute name... I happen to be alone, so if Alice likes it, we can eat together."

"Really?" Alice winked at me.

She seemed to be cryptic, but she was actually paying attention to the cake in my hand, and she looked very cute with a slightly tangled look, "Then Alice also wants to share her favorite cake!"

With the intention of making friends, the relationship between me and Alice, and to be precise, with Mori Ogai has had a good start.

He said that he is a newly moved doctor, but recently he has been spotted by a big shot, and he may have to change his place of work.

I guessed that the big man he was referring to was the one who was about to die of illness, so after congratulating him, I also appropriately expressed my concern about him going to work in an unknown place, and got killed by the other party.

"Does Anjie care about me? He's such a good boy." The man who was quite familiar with me comforted me, his tone was gentle and serious beyond my expectation, "But it's okay, just give me half a year, I will be more serious this time. Simply..."

His words were not finished.

I looked up suspiciously, but saw him change the subject.

"Is there anything An Jie likes?" He asked me with a smile, "When I get promoted, I'll buy it for you as a gift."

"If you get promoted, I should buy it for you, Rintaro, right?"

"But I want to buy it for An Jie."

"but--"

"So what does Anjie want?"

I couldn't hold him back, so I could only give up and said, "Then I hope you will be safe all the time."

"……Um?"

"Because the place where Rintaro is going to work is actually very dangerous, right? Your safety is more important than promotion or something."

He looked at me and didn't speak for a while.

Just when I wondered if I had let him down too much, he smiled, a smile that was far more comfortable than the usual mask.

"Okay." He hooked me up like a child, "I promise Anjie, everything will be fine."

I also tugged up and down, fulfilling the agreement with him.

It was also from then on that I rarely saw Alice and him who came to look for me on purpose.

I originally thought that with the cruelty of the old leader, the script I had set would proceed smoothly.

Angel should have died.

She will become the courage of the rebels, and will help the oppressed to fight against violence invisibly.politics.

— But, but ah!

I couldn't help tugging at the ends of my hair, holding back the astonishment that my script was overthrown by others.

Who can tell me what's going on in this world!

Why did Mori Ogai kill the old leader so neatly?

Why did the cadres of the port Mafia let him take over without any resistance?

And Chuya and Dazai...

What's the matter with them!Why didn't I see them for a few days, they not only joined hands to help Mori Ogai take the position of leader, but also put Shibusawa Ryuhiko who shouldn't be on the scene at this time into prison!

...Is it the way I opened the novel wrong?

I saw Dazai and subconsciously pulled him down from the tree.

What's the matter, little brother.

You just helped Mori Ogai become the leader, why can't you think about committing suicide by hanging a tree!

Just when I was distracted by his routine operations, Dazai came down with my strength and asked me softly, "Why are you afraid?"

"……Eh?"

"Why are you afraid of the death of others (me)? An Jie is obviously a god."

He has been trying to die.

So he never understood why Angel would resist and instinctively let the people around him flee from death.

If you really want to say, their behavior and style can be said to be completely opposite.

Angel did not give up dragging "life", but he was always longing for "death".

But even though they are different, Dazai still chooses to get closer.

He just wants to know.

I want to know her thoughts from Angel, who is not so tight-lipped yet.

For this he was surprisingly patient.

Because if it is a god, isn't life and death the same for her?

"Isn't that natural?" I was confused by a series of hyper-expansion, and when he asked, I replied without thinking, "It has nothing to do with being a god or not, who would like to see an acquaintance die. "

"Death is just a momentary thing." The young man's eyes were empty and silent far beyond his age. "Compared to living, death is eternal."

"I don't care that much." I pulled him and said as a matter of course, "If you die, there will be nothing left. Your ideas, your thoughts, everything about you, at the moment of death, nothing will be left Down."

"I don't want that."

"Anyway, Dazai has said that I'm 'willful' more than once, so I should be more willful?"

"As long as you try to kill yourself, I will stop you." I seriously promised him, "I will always watch you."

No way.

Dazai covered his face and laughed softly.

Even if he didn't go through that, would he still give him a promise?

This is really...

I can't help but want to hear more words of concern for him from her immature mouth.

It’s just that before Dazai and I had a further friendly exchange on the plan of “putting an end to suicides”, I noticed that the originally quiet text was suddenly distorted for an instant as if I had eaten something unclean.

When I subconsciously wanted to find Shuling because of this sudden situation, the text returned to normal.

But this didn't last long, because the text jumped to the interface when I didn't actively flip it.

The opened document was like a square gap, and without the owner's order, he spit out a person by himself.

—Of course, this is just my perspective.

In the eyes of outsiders, it was a big change.

"Two Dazai??"

I was dumbfounded.

What's going on.

How did you do it.

Why are there two Dazai? I can't deal with this!

When I was still dazed, Dazai had already stopped in front of me.

His gaze paused for a moment on the opponent's red scarf.

But soon Dazai looked away, his face sank as if he had guessed something, and he was not surprised by the appearance of another self.

"What an accident." He said intentionally, "I don't know why this 'Master Chief' appeared here?"

"I'm also very surprised." The young man who was spit out by my text first glanced at me who was protected, and then confronted myself in this world with great interest, "Maybe I'm a little bit unwilling, so I want to meet..." I Angie' bar."

He deliberately concealed his real name.

Because now, it is not appropriate to say these things.

"Ha, it's really cheeky for someone who has nothing to do with you to say such a thing."

"Hmm...'Irrelevant person'?" Jae, the leader of the IF line next door, who was wearing a red scarf, smiled, and didn't care if he yelled at himself.

"If it's 'irrelevant' to be someone she's willing to stay with until death, then I admit what you said."

Dazai was keenly aware of the ostentation in his words, "Accompany you until death?"

It suddenly occurred to him that An Jie, who had returned to their side, was indeed more familiar with him than before.

At first, he thought that she used her own method to pay attention to them, but now that he thought about it, in her capacity, she might not have met another him in another world.

—It's really unpleasant.

——The object is my self in another world, and this unhappiness is even more serious.

"That's right." The smile on the leader Zai's face deepened.

"Because she is here, even the pain is bearable."

...I think Dazai's expression is that he wants to kill the leader.

Although I am confused, in order not to let the flames of war come to me, I choose to remain silent.

I really don't know what's going on!

Refuse to take the blame!

If it is a future adventure, please let the future me solve it!

I get a headache looking at these two almost identical people.

What gave me the most headache was that my text actually jumped characters at this time, telling me that the novel was completed.

——What's wrong with you in the text!You stand up!Don't give in!

"Finished?" Shu Ling came out when I wished my eyes would turn black.

It didn't even look at the two people who were arguing, and asked me, "If you have a headache, just go to the next world."

I paused.

Glancing at the person who was still arguing, as if he didn't notice my situation, I scratched my cuffs with my fingers to cover up my complicated thoughts.

Finally, I sighed.

"Forget it, it's pretty good here, let's stay longer."

Although inexplicable, I can feel their kindness towards me.

Think of it as a response to this preference.

In the limited time, accompany them through this life.

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The author has something to say:

The main character here (decent to the heroine) is when the heroine (first week) comes, from the main text to the first week herself (the so-called second week), not the plot The character, in the gradual contact with the heroine, passes through as the relationship with her deepens (that is, Angel will become the second week before being executed).

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This chapter is the expansion of if, and it can also be regarded as the deviation caused by the expectations of the characters in the book.

Just like in this chapter, Kyoka’s family will not die because of Boss Sato’s reminder, Yuichi was educated by Teresa and got back on track, Aton was directly taken to the detective agency by him because Dazai didn’t go to the port Mafia at all, Angel Not dead either.

The next chapter begins to curse back to the original work, and the author Sang has a hunch that he will meet Kawen.