It was another day when the sky was covered with dust, and people's mood seemed to be covered with a layer of gloom, and then it dimmed.Pedestrians on the street are in a hurry, unwilling to stop.

The old city still retains dark and damp alleys and old houses interspersed among them.

The room was dark and messy, the furnishings were outdated and dilapidated, and the air was filled with musty dampness.Ji Xiaoze lived in such a gray and lifeless house.

The mother followed different men every day, either going home for the night or staying out, never taking care of housework, regardless of his life or death.

Even, when they were doing the most secret thing, they would never shy away from him, engaging in those dirty and disgusting transactions in front of his face.

Ji Xiaoze huddled in the corner, covered his ears, the obscene voice still lingered in his ears, buried his face in his knees, tears slowly wetted his dirty clothes.

Da da da, the high heels stopped in front of him, and his mother looked down at him impatiently.

Ji Xiaoze knew that he thought he was in the way, but he didn't want to be locked in a black cabinet.

Looking up at his mother with tears in his eyes, Ji Xiaoze tried his best to shrink himself down again, his lips twitched, "Mom, Mom, please, don't close the cabinet..."

The mother raised her eyebrows and became even more impatient, "Why are you arguing!" She picked him up and threw him into the cabinet without any explanation, and a ruthless voice came from outside the door, "Don't get out! Do you hear me?!"

Ji Xiaoze trembled, and an incomplete syllable came out of his mouth, "Uh..."

The cabinet was very dark and mixed with various smells. Ji Xiaoze hugged himself tightly and closed his eyes tightly. He felt that there must be many man-eating monsters in the darkness. As soon as he opened his eyes, he would be eaten .

It's so dark, so uncomfortable, so scary, who will save him... Ji Xiaoze trembled from time to time, his limbs accidentally touched something hard, and Ji Xiaoze ran away as if startled.

He held his breath and waited, seeing that the thing didn't follow, Ji Xiaoze breathed a sigh of relief, blinked, and tears fell down.

He has a small bed, covered with moldy old cotton wool and washed white sheets, and the quilt is also thin, with old dirt on it, and it is not warm to sleep at all.When it was cold, Ji Xiaoze would put his old clothes on top of the quilt to keep warm.

Every time his mother released him from the closet, Ji Xiaoze would shiver and climb into his little bed. Even though it was not warm and the bed was hard, Ji Xiaoze felt that this was his secret base, which only belonged to him and no one else could. bump.

After being injured, I can only hide here and secretly lick the wound. Although the process is a bit painful, it will be fine after the injury is healed, and only a scar will be left.It's a bit ugly, but it doesn't hurt.

The little Ji Xiaoze hugged his little quilt, and finally felt a little warmth in his empty heart.

It's winter, and Ji Xiaoze has no cotton-padded jacket, so he can only wear thin autumn clothes, which he picked up in the trash can, but the sleeves are a little frayed, and everything else is fine, but it's a little too big for him. But just right, you can wear it for a few more years.

However, Ji Xiaoze lowered his eyes lonely.At that time, he ran back full of joy and told his mother that he had picked up a piece of clothing, but his mother pushed him away, saying that he was dirty and a bastard in disgust.

Ji Xiaoze opened his eyes in confusion, why, he obviously has a mother, why even his mother called him a bastard, just like those beautifully dressed adults and children outside.

He was very hungry, and he remembered that there was cabbage in the pot that his mother was rarely in a good mood to cook.

Ji Xiaoze swallowed hard, really wanted to eat, but his mother would be angry if she found out.

"Gululu" His stomach rang again, Ji Xiaoze gritted his teeth, and ran over with short legs.

The stove was too high for him, so Ji Xiaoze moved a small stool, stepped on it and finally reached the pot.

The pot lid was lifted, and the fragrance overflowed in an instant.Ji Xiaoze couldn't help but took a piece with his dirty fingers, and couldn't wait to put it in his mouth.

He was so obsessed with the delicious food that he accidentally stepped on the ground with one foot, and with a loud noise, Ji Xiaoze fell heavily to the ground, tears came out of him in pain.

The huge movement woke up the mother who was taking a nap. She came out with her messy hair, and said impatiently, "What's going on? Noisy, noisy, you know it's noisy..."

When he saw Ji Xiaoze who was still on the ground, the pot that was lifted and the stool that fell to the ground, he immediately understood.

With a frown, he stepped forward and kicked, cursing angrily: "What are you doing? Ah? Little bastard, how dare you steal it?!"

Enduring the pain, Ji Xiaoze begged for mercy in a low voice, "I'm sorry mom, I'm so hungry, I didn't mean to..."

"Shut up!" The mother said violently: "Who is your mother! Who allowed you to call me mother! You bastard, get out! Get out!"

"Mother……"

"I tell you to get out!" The mother stared wide-eyed, with a few bloodshot eyes, her expression was ferocious, and she looked horrified.

Ji Xiaoze didn't dare to speak any more, got up from the ground with difficulty, and stumbled towards the door.

When he walked to the door, he looked back at his mother.The mother was dragging her feet back to the bedroom, she didn't even look at him, she was still cursing, "You little bastard, you lose money, you just know how to cry and cry, and bother me all day..."

Ji Xiaoze lowered his head and walked outside silently.

It has always been like this, there is no praise, no smile, only anger, only beating and scolding.

It was cold outside, colder than his little hard and cold bed.

As soon as he walked into the alley, a stone was thrown at him suddenly, and then those older children said with disdain, "It's that little bastard from the prostitute's house again, little bastard, what are you doing out here?"

Several older children laughed one after another, and there were also insults that he didn't understand.

Ji Xiaoze ignored them and continued to walk outside.I'm used to it, I'm used to being bullied, it's not unheard of to beat and scold him more painfully than this.

A few older children saw that they were not interested, so they left.

The sky is rarely sunny, the blue sky is inlaid with white clouds, clear and clear.Even passers-by couldn't help slowing down, occasionally looking up at the sky, showing a faint smile.

Sitting at the entrance of the alley, Ji Xiaoze raised his head slightly, staring blankly at the blue clouds and blue sky. After a long while, he slowly closed his eyes, and tears rolled down the corners of his eyes, sliding over the bruises under his eyes, causing a tingling pain.

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