[Yangmen] I've been chasing girls all these years

"How did you hear that?" Mu Yi frowned, and his tone couldn't help but become severe.

Yeluhao blinked, innocently, "Isn't it rumored in the streets and alleys? I passed by, just listened casually, and I heard it."

Not without reason.

He looked directly into Yeluhao's eyes.The latter looked back at him with clear eyes, and the two of them were silent for a long time before Mu Yi relaxed his expression and spoke first, "It seems that you all know, what do you think?"

Yeluhao muttered blankly, "Unexpectedly, they all care about state affairs."

Compared to Mu Yi who was seated above, Fang Qi who was sitting in the lower hall was closer to him, and his words passed into Fang Qi's ears verbatim.

He didn't have time to look at the expression on his face, so he hurriedly said, "What do you think, my lord?"

"No idea."

Yeluhao answered quickly, "I'm still young, and I won't be able to go to war. At most, my salary is less, and I don't need it."

It is rare for him to smile brightly, but in Mu Yi's eyes, he always feels inexplicably unworthy of beating.

"So, I have no idea."

He looked back at Mu Yi, showing a mouthful of white teeth.

Mu Yi glared at him impatiently, then turned to Fang Qi.

"In my case, I must go to the battlefield." Fang Qi frowned and said.

After hearing what he said, Mu Yi nodded, "Me too."

"You too?" Yeluhao raised his gaze to look at him, "What position do you take?"

His questions followed one after another: "Why would Sister let you go? Why would Brother Huang use you?!"

"Why don't you use me?" Mu Yiqi said, "Anyway, I am also His Majesty's upright brother-in-law, I can still do my best. I have been guarding the city for so long, and I am capable of everything... Or tell me, how can I prove to him that he made the right decision to entrust Jin'e to me."

After hearing his words, Yeluhao's expression was gloomy, and he didn't know which direction he was looking in.

"You don't need to prove it," he pursed his lips, as if he was overwhelmed with anger, but he needed to hold back for some reason, and closed his mouth angrily.

"No one will ask you to prove it."

Mu Yi stared at him for a while, turned to Fang Qi who had been silent for a long time, and said, "Fang Qi, you go back first, Yeluhao will stay here for one night. "

Fang Qi hesitated to speak, but nodded, and silently backed out.

He sighed as he left, this child is just a little kid, if it wasn't for his childhood experience and mental journey, he wouldn't always think that he could support the sky.

But what can be done?

He let out a long breath, the child is still a child.

"Go ahead."

After Fang Qi withdrew, Mu Yi walked down from above and sat on the floor in front of Yeluhao.

"Come on, there's no one else here, tell me what's wrong with you."

"Why do you have to say that we are the same? And why, I don't need to prove everything I do?"

Yeluhao still stiffened his neck, tilting his head and refusing to look at him again.

Looking at his stubbornness, Mu Yi felt helpless and funny, stretched out his hand to stroke his neck, and said, "You don't really think the same about me as those brothers said, do you?"

Yeluhao looked up at him and muttered in a low voice, "Why do you want to sacrifice your life for others? You sold yourself to others after marrying your sister to you?"

He spoke in a low voice, but Mu Yi listened to him.

He was really surprised, "You don't really have any thoughts about me, do you? Your Majesty loves you so much, and I really didn't see that you have so much hostility towards him."

Yeluhao rolled his eyes: "I don't, I don't like you, and it's not that I hate Brother Huang."

"How is that?"

"Actually, I've wanted to ask you a long time ago. I thought something was wrong with you when I came back from Beifang, but... I always feel that you are still a child. You can't be contaminated with the things I suspect."

"Even now, I think you are just worried about your brother."

Mu Yi raised his head and looked straight at his side face, "But now, I don't dare to think so. Yeluhao, you know that I have always regarded you as my younger brother. Not only because your surname is Yelu, not only because you are Yelu Jin'e's younger brother, the emperor's favorite child."

"I don't know what you've been through all this time. If you want, I, as a brother, will help you and accompany you to bear it. No matter what it is."

"Are you going to tell me or not?"

How to say?

Yeluhao refused to look at him, didn't dare to look at him, and couldn't even find the right words for what he wanted to express.

How to say?Does it mean that he suspects that he is the child of an important minister of the Song Dynasty, or that he wants to go back to the Song Dynasty because his mother and concubine are Han Chinese?What caring, what brother, is it just his selfishness, his excuse?

just forget it.

He would rather be seen as a vexatious brat.

Yeluhao shook his head firmly and continued to refuse to communicate.

Mu Yi frowned, and said in a deep voice, "The last time I was guarding the city, when Jin'e came to see me and mentioned you, I knew you were awake."

Those eyes were always engraved in his heart, and he didn't want to mention them again, but Yeluhao really didn't cooperate, so he could only take out all the details he knew and be honest, at least he had a clear conscience.

After hearing his words, Yeluhao's throat tightened. Although he still tilted his head, his expression seemed to loosen a little.

He was a little shaken.

Like Mu Yi, Yeluhao always wanted to forget the situation that day. He discovered his secret, but he never thought about it.At that time, he stubbornly opened his eyes and looked at him, holding a sliver of hope, wanting him to think about his words, the details he revealed.

But he didn't.

Gradually, he married Yelu Jin'e, became the son-in-law of Yelu's family, and even took control of an area of ​​Shangjing City, living freely in the eldest princess's mansion.Yeluhao regretted more and more why he didn't pretend to be asleep that day, why he trusted Mu Yi's mind so much.

"I... my mother and concubine are Han. You should know that." Yeluhao spoke softly, and began to consider what part to tell him.

He has already made arrangements for the people in the palace, and even the Empress Dowager Xiao has made preparations. Just waiting for the war to start, they will do things that they think are glorious.And everything outside the palace has been arranged. The spy of Song Dynasty probably has returned to Bianjing by this time. After a while, everything will go according to his original idea. He finally has the opportunity to leave the woman's birth. A little closer, a little closer.

Thinking of this, Yeluhao raised his mouth slightly, turned his head and looked Mu Yi in the eyes, and said, "I'm quite inferior."

A wry smile leaked from the corner of his mouth.

"It is said that the prince is honorable in every way, but the mother is more expensive than the son, and the son must rely on the power of the mother to be favored and valued. My mother and concubine are just a Han woman presented by the Song Dynasty. Powerless, soft and weak, and being treated as a coquettish girl, tell me, can life be easier?"

The wry smile on the corner of his mouth gradually turned into a sneer, "The palace is the most powerful place."

Mu Yi was silent for a while, and then said, "Do you hate your mother and concubine? Do you hate your father?"

He even wanted to ask him if he would even put this embarrassment on Yelu Jin'e and His Majesty, after all, they were the ones favored by the late emperor.

"Hate?" Yeluhao chewed the word blankly, and smiled, "Hate it."

He bit his lip, as if trying to hide his emotions.

"Although they also love me and pity me, but a person who can give me love dare not give me love, and a person who can give me honor refuses to give me too much care. In fact, I am quite ashamed. "He smiled wryly, "I am ashamed that I was so useless when I was born. It dragged down the mother and concubine's steps to go home, and became a big burden."

"But fortunately, when she arrived at Bengshi, she didn't even have time to go home and take a look."

There was a strange light in Yeluhao's eyes, Mu Yi looked at it, and a trace of uneasiness could not help but well up in his heart.

"Your Majesty...are you from Song Dynasty?"

"That's right, the gift given to Daliao by the Emperor of the Song Dynasty, there was a chance to go back, but it's a pity—" He shook his head with a smile, "At the most critical moment, she was pregnant with me."

"I have known this since I was a child, so I have always been cautious when facing her."

"She—" Mu Yi hesitated to speak.Yeluhao looked up at him and smiled, "She never said she blamed me, I guessed it myself."

As he spoke, Yeluhao licked the corner of his mouth with interest, but his eyes were empty and blank.

His concubine mother is actually a very good woman.

Gentle and generous, well-read poetry and books, in any rich family, she can marry well, be a regular wife, and live a prosperous life, these are more than enough.

She came from a good background, but unfortunately her luck was not so good.

Yeluhao stared blankly at the front, his vision gradually blurred, as if there was a charming shadow in front of him, reaching out his hand, trying to grab his wrist, and pull him to eat his favorite pear cake.Pear Blossom Crisp is also exclusive to the concubine Xiang.

He smiled, stretched out his hand, and touched the cold wine jars as soon as he stretched out his hand.

The illusion in front of him disappeared, he came back to his senses, and pushed away the bottles and jars in front of him: "Is there a guest room in such a big mansion? Let's talk about the rest tomorrow. I don't want to talk anymore, I'm sleepy."

He pushed the table away step by step and got up to leave, not caring that the master was still sitting on the cushion behind him, he went to the backyard by himself, looking for a place to sleep.Just in time, Qinghe, who was ordered to inquire about the progress of the banquet, just stepped in and almost bumped into Yeluhao. She kindly reached out to help him, but was pushed away instead. The little girl stood at the door, confused .

Qing He looked at Mu Yi questioningly, seeing that he was looking at this side, nodding his head slightly, and he didn't seem so drunk, she simply turned around and followed Ye Lu Hao.Seeing the prince's small drinking capacity, she murmured in her heart, and she didn't know where she got the courage to come to their house to be drunk.

In the empty hall, only Mu Yi was left.

He was playing with the wine glass in front of him with a calm expression, not knowing what to think about in his heart.

The surroundings were all silent, he was the only one sitting there, with a lone figure behind him, feeling a little more lonely out of thin air.

At this time, Yeluhao was already lying on the bed, his eyes were wide open, and he was clearly having a severe headache, but he couldn't fall asleep no matter what.Now, in front of his eyes is the woman with a graceful figure, coming from the flowers and willows, like a wisp of smoke, before he can see it clearly, it disperses by itself.It's annoying, but I can't even touch the hem of my dress.

He smiled wryly at the beam, laughing at what he was thinking, and how he could still tell Mu Yi such a long story.

In fact, they really should be the same person.Born in a wealthy family in a good way, he is proficient in martial arts, proficient in everything, and has a youthful spirit. He only wants to serve the Song Dynasty and protect their territory.In fact, his mother and concubine were also the daughters of a famous family before they married, or they were also the daughters of a famous family who had a marriage contract with the royal family, but so what?He couldn't stop laughing, maybe he was forced to marry a foreigner and endured his whole life.

Isn’t Muyi the same, somehow he was thrown to Daliao, somehow he became the Khitan’s son-in-law, somehow, for the rest of his life, he had to work for the Khitan.

What did he and he do wrong?

The roads they can see now are so forked and criss-crossed, but only he, Yeluhao, knows that the two of them should be on the same road.

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