Xianjun, please calm down

Mo Xiaoyu looked out of the window with neither joy nor anger, and said in a soft voice: "I come from a family of civil servants. When I was young, I was chosen to accompany the prince to study, and I grew up with the prince. This is the great grace of the emperor. Envious, but what I yearn for in my heart is to join the military and serve the country in the future.

When I was young, the prince and I had a very good relationship in private, and even called them brothers. He knew what I was thinking, not only let me learn riding and archery with him, but also took me to visit the veteran general who had experienced many battles, and taught me the art of war and tactics. .

He promised me that when he inherits the throne and I grow up, he will make me a general. He will sit in the middle of the capital, and I will be in command in armor to guard the country together.

I can feel that he was sincere at the time, but when we grew up, we realized that many things in this world are beyond our control. Even the prince of a country cannot do whatever he wants.

Dragons have nine sons, each of them is different. The first emperor had eight princes. Naturally, it is impossible for all of them to be satisfied with being a prince. No one would want to be a prince. If they are far away, it’s fine. How could the seven princes be reconciled? His position as the prince is actually not stable, he is even a living target. I grew up with him, and we have resisted countless open and dark arrows together. It is also a constant attack, and it is difficult to guard against hidden arrows, poisoning, assassination, frame, all methods are used, the first emperor is suspicious, his life is not easy, in order to save him, I have narrowly escaped death several times.

Once I was poisoned to save him and almost died. He came to see me in the middle of the night, half-kneeled beside my bed and wept bitterly, saying that if he succeeds in ascending the throne in the future, he will definitely ennoble me and enjoy the glory and magnificence of his life. , I replied at the time that my wish was to one day be able to guard the border, cross the battlefield, fight for the country, and be a real iron-blooded general.

In fact, although I want to be a military commander, I don't have to go to the border. It's just that I have feelings for him at that time. I can die for him without regret. It's not only loyal, but also loving. It's just that I know that he is the prince. , I will be the emperor in the future, and as a man, I can only be a courtier forever, watching him choose a concubine from a distance, since I can't change it, it's better to stay away from the court and live my life in style.

We have been operating for many years to win people's hearts, but it is not enough to have the support of civil servants. Only with military power can we be invincible. In order to stabilize his position as the crown prince, I left his side and joined the Beijing Imperial Guard. Needless to say, the difficulties were difficult. When the Northwest War broke out, I invited myself to join the reinforcements in Beijing. I fought bloody battles at the border for nearly a year. I traded my life for military merit. After returning to the court, I was rewarded for my meritorious service. General Yunhui of the third grade has gained a firm foothold among generals since then, and has also gathered part of the military power for him.

Later, the first emperor passed away due to a serious illness, and he was finally enthroned as emperor. I thought my mission had come to an end. From then on, he sat in the capital and I guarded the gate of the country for him. It's another kind of protection. Unexpectedly, before I invited myself to go to the side, he would announce in court that he would make me his male queen. "

Speaking of this, Mo Xiaoyu paused for a moment, the expression on his face was a little complicated, like helplessness, bitterness, and a trace of almost imperceptible, faint warmth, but all kinds of emotions finally returned to a piece of indifference, he sat upright On the seat, with his back straight, he said in a low voice: "Not only the officials objected, but I also dissuaded them countless times. We had several disputes over this matter. He said, 'there is no shortage of generals in the court, and I By his side, but lacking a confidant'.

I love him, I can't deny this, but I never thought about entering his harem and being a confidant Xie Yuhua.

His insistence on going his own way failed in the end. He had just ascended the throne, and his foothold was not stable. As soon as the words of Li Nanhou came out, the officials in the court were furious, and even killed him. He was still a veteran of the three dynasties. In order to avoid turmoil in the court, he had to make a compromise.

After he appointed the daughter of the Chief Assistant, he set up the position of "Servant Lord" and put me under house arrest in the palace. At the beginning, I felt humiliated and angry. I refused to say a word for several months. He came to me every day Sit down, talk to yourself, and then leave alone.

One day he got very drunk and ran to my place in the middle of the night to find me, just like the time when I was poisoned and dying when I was young, he hugged me and cried by the bedside.

That day, he said a lot. He said that he was fighting for the throne, not because he wanted to fight, but because he had to fight, because he was crowned prince since he was a child. 'This kind of existence, if you don't fight, you will die, but after fighting for half your life and fighting for half your life, you have become the Ninth Five-Year Supreme, but the people around you walk cleanly, and the heights are too cold. There are no more people to talk to.

He said that he loves me in his heart, and he can't let me go, because he can't stand the loneliness of leaving the one he loves. If one day I die in battle, he will have no one close to him anymore. He said he knows It's too selfish and cruel to trap me in Beijing, within this palace wall, but even if I hate him for a lifetime, he doesn't want to be separated from me, and even one day he will be separated from me forever.

In the end, I couldn't bear it, and I was greatly shocked. He said that he loves me in his heart... This is something I never thought of. If I have him in my heart, if I can stay with him wholeheartedly, even if I let go of everything and bear the infamy, what fear would I have? Woolen cloth?

But the world is not as I thought in my heart. Since I entered the palace, there have been rumors in the court, and then it has become more and more serious, saying that I am a evil evildoer for the country. If I don’t get rid of me, the country will not survive. Since then, every natural and man-made disaster has been impeached by someone, saying that it is because of me that God will punish me.If I talk too much, three people become tigers, but if there is any disaster, it is all my fault. If I hear too much, how can I not be affected?

A few months ago, a cultivator came to the capital. This person's cultivation is as high as the sky, and he claims to be omnipotent. There are also many non-worldly cultivators in my prosperous dynasty. Of course, we have all seen cultivators, but there is no one Can be compared with that person.

The chief assistant recommended that person to the court, saying that with the help of this person, the country would be able to stabilize the country and even rule the world. He was skeptical at the beginning, but the person made several moves, all of which were extraordinary, and the voice of the court gradually increased. He was also very happy, so he made an exception and made that person a national teacher, and he could even see that the emperor would not worship him.

That person can not only cause wind and rain, but also predict good and bad times. He said that I am a monster that is harmful to the country, and only by getting rid of it can the world be peaceful. If I insist on not getting rid of it, within three years, the world will definitely be in chaos. "

Da Zhuang frowned and said, "Then he believed it?"