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Wen Xu could imagine Yu Sishan's distraught appearance without even turning his head.

He originally thought that no one would believe that sooner or later this mouth was a yin and yang mouth, but Yu Sishan didn't know whether he was competing with himself, or he hadn't woken up from the thrill just now, so he actually listened to this person's words.

Emotions are so complicated that sometimes even outsiders can't see clearly.

It's not soft-hearted, but he still held Chi Chi's hand and asked softly, "Is it too cruel to say so?"

Sooner or later, he snorted coldly, unable to bear Wen Xulan's good manners, and deliberately raised his voice a little higher, "Some people think that they are judges, with supreme power and a pure and pure heart."

"Don't you hate him?" Yu Sishan roared behind him.

Yu Sishan pinched his cuffs tightly, his fingertips were about to tear his clothes to pieces.He was next to the bit of gentle fabric, but the question was full of bitterness: "Sooner or later, why do you accuse me? You dare to say that you have been murdered like this, and you don't hate him at all, don't you?" Blame him? What did I do wrong again, I taught him how to grow up, taught him to reflect on himself, without me, do you think he would really..."

"What about you? Do you know you're wrong again?" Sooner or later, he couldn't bear it any longer, and pulled Wen Xu behind him, facing Yu Sishan directly.

Yu Sishan's eyes were red, and he was a little hysterical.

Chi Chi smiled and shook his head, "Whether you are hating or giving your sin a reason to get out, you know it in your heart. I have been reconciling with the world in my own way. It is very slow, but fortunately it is useful."

Wen Shu is like a piece of plasticine. Everyone is "shaping" him, using their own methods to create a doll that they hope for. In the end, this piece of plasticine cracked and shattered. What is far above sadness is a kind of Dazed and the psychology of exonerating oneself.

"You're talking nonsense, I'm not wrong, and Wen Shu won't die." Yu Sishan gritted his teeth, just as the corner of his mouth curled up into a smile, a hole was torn from his chapped lips, and blood gushed out.

Sooner or later, instead of arguing with him, he just dropped a sentence: "Wait and go to jail."

Yu Sishan didn't catch up, didn't get angry, didn't resist, he just leaned against the wall, slipped and sat on the ground little by little, and took off the glasses that got in the way.

There are many people coming and going in the hospital, and many leaving. There are many sad and weeping people, and there are many collapsed and exhausted people. He hides in the crowd and no one cares.

Sooner or later, he passed by the running white coat, and the opened shutters poured a lot of wind into the corridor. No one heard him, and he muttered to himself after turning around.

"Prison... It's better to be like me, rotten and smelly, and you can't get back for the rest of your life."

Wen Shu's ward was very lively. There was a person lying on the bed who hadn't woken up from a coma. The bed was surrounded by people. Mother Wen was guarding the bed, and Father Wen and several aunts and uncles were standing beside him. I didn't know what was being discussed, and I felt quite enthusiastic, and I didn't even notice Wen Xu's arrival.

"I haven't woken up yet, let's wait outside." Wen Xu let go of Chi Chi's hand and sat on the chair in the corridor by the door.

The metal chair was a little cold, and his spine was a little stiff from the cold, so he could only sit upright, and his gaze was a little unnatural.

Sooner or later, he closed the door of the ward, walked in front of Wen Xu in three or five steps, and without saying a word, he wrapped his arms around him, and directly pressed him into his arms.

Wen Xu's forehead hit Chi Chi's chest, Wen Xu couldn't help but "Ouch", but Chi Chi's embrace was very warm, he closed his eyes and didn't resist.

Sooner or later, his chest heaved violently, and his tone was full of injustice, "Everyone is surrounded by Wen Shu, if Yu Sishan follows, I really think he is dying. What liquid food do you want, I'll buy you some A bowl of bird's nest, let's eat it in front of those people."

"Okay, I'm not going to be jealous of Xiaoshu. I've been used to it for so many years. He was seriously injured. I'm also worried about him."

Wen Xu's forehead was pressed against Chi Chi, and his whole body slowly relaxed.Actually, habit is one thing, and the desire for attention is not in conflict with it.

The reason why he is kind to Wen Shu is often because of Wen Shu himself.When everyone was around this crying child, Wen Shu would run up to his brother, give half of everything he got to Wen Xu, and say something like "Brother is also a child." ” and other touching bullshit.

Wen Xu raised his head and looked at Chi Chia who was angry in front of him.

But this person is different, if Wen Shu is willing to give half of the benefits he gets to himself, then sooner or later he will give himself everything he has.

"Do you want to go abroad?" Wen Xu asked out of nowhere.

Sooner or later, before he could react, he subconsciously said "Huh?" and sat next to Wen Xu, leaning against Wen Xu.

Wen Xu licked his lips and tried to explain: "I mean, Xiaoshu is going to study abroad, and we can also go abroad to get a certificate."

He took a deep breath, as if to cheer him up, and continued: "Although that piece of paper may not have any legal effect, and there is no way to guarantee anything, but as long as we are here, there will be a sense of ceremony."

Sooner or later, when I heard these words, I was inexplicably flustered.For a moment, as if his whole body began to feel uncomfortable, he scratched his hair and touched his nose, feeling a little uncomfortable even holding Wen Xu's hand.

"I, it will definitely take time for us to go out, the shop can't be left alone for so long," he frowned slightly, a little uneasy, "and I don't have a visa, I haven't been to school for too long, and I don't even know how to Speak English. I, I..."

He was a little incoherent, and finally showed a bitter smile, explaining: "I still have grandma to take care of, and I can't leave her for too long. I'm like a burden, tied up by many, many things."

There is actually a deep ravine between them, but the peaceful days and mutual accommodation have cast a layer of fallen leaves on the ravine, which makes people mistakenly think that this place is already a flat road.

Wen Xu actually understood his concerns.

Not just shops, languages ​​and elders.

Wen Xu can take a tough attitude and say something like "you must love me", but he doesn't want to force it sooner or later.The sense of security is not something that can be given by external objects, it comes from the heart, everyone's own heart.

"It's okay, we're not going abroad."

Wen Xu stood up and walked towards the shutter at the end of the corridor.

Sooner or later, he slowly lowered his head, staring at his worn-out and yellowed canvas shoes, which were still stained with some mud from the outside of the factory building, which stuck around the soles of the shoes, and the mud would fall to the ground as soon as it was dried vigorously.

It seems to be used to being disgusted, and it becomes numb.He knew that Wen Xu was doing it for his own good, and that a letter of guarantee would be beneficial to him in the end, but he would pin Wen Xu to his side because of this.

He didn't want Wen Xu to even have the right to regret it.

He mustered up his courage, forced a smile from the corner of his mouth, he was afraid that Wen Xu would be sad, and he was also worried that he would be abandoned and disgusted.

But as soon as he raised his head, he met Wen Xu's shining eyes not far away.

The man stood in front of the blinds, the corners of his clothes were blown up gently by the wind, and his messy hair seemed to be shining.The light from the side outlined the soft lines of Wen Xu's side face, every frown and smile looked extremely moving.He rubbed his eyes, and the smudged red spread at the end of his eyes, like a cute little rabbit.

"It doesn't matter if you don't go abroad, then hold a ceremony in China, call all your relatives and friends, and spread the word, so that they all know that you are mine. Maybe, it would be nice to have news."

At that moment, sooner or later, he just felt that he had been bewitched by Wen Xu, and he nodded as if he didn't understand what the man was talking about.

nodded again.

Sooner or later, I feel that I am finished, and this life will be planted in Wen Meiren's hands like this.

The author says:

Wen Xu: I can't cure you anymore, drink it