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Stepping into this familiar house again, Wen Shu lost the slightest sense of leisure, slammed the door, ran to the place he had stepped on beforehand, and began to rummage.His hands were trembling a little, his whole body was hot, and he was dizzy as if he had a fever, and he didn't dare to let go of the strings in his mind for a moment.

He didn't know where Yu Sishan put those things. He searched for the place marked before, and now he can only search this man's house like a headless fly, kneeling on the ground and digging out the trash can. planed.He only had this one chance, once he failed, once Yu Sishan found out, he didn't even dare to think about what he would face.

Maybe that pervert will grin his teeth and pass his video photo directly to everyone who knows him.Just thinking about it, Wen Shu felt his scalp go numb, and couldn't help speeding up his movements.

Still can't find it.

"Sooner or later, how is he coming out?"

Sweat broke out on Wen Shu's head in an instant, he turned on the air conditioner in Yu Sishan's house casually, sat on the ground and sent a message to Chi Chi.Almost at the same time, sooner or later, the word "nothing" was sent.

It's a good thing to be concise.

Wen Shu patted the ashes on his hands, holding his phone to get up.

He supported his knees, supported his arms with strength, and stood up staggeringly from the ground. His numb legs were a little weak, which made him fall back out of inertia and fell towards the cabinet.

He subconsciously pulled forward, pulled the curtain, and almost tore the curtain before he managed to stabilize himself.

"Huh?" He glanced at the curtain, and found that the place where the bay window should have been was circled by something like a board, right next to the corner of the bay window. less than.

His heart jumped violently in an instant, he swallowed, quickly opened the cover of the wooden board, and looked inside.

The tripod and camera are lying quietly inside, and even a card reader is thoughtfully placed beside it.

Wen Shu burst into a smile all of a sudden, with a wide grin, wishing he could hold the camera and kiss him a few times.

He lifted the tripod, which was in the way, and placed it on the bay window. He simply sat on the edge of the bay window, quickly put the camera on his lap, and frantically looked for the switch.There are many dials on the camera. Wen Shu groped for a long time before finding "OFF/ON". After taking a breath, he pushed it away with his fingers.

--no power.

He was so angry that his nostrils spewed fire, and he punched the curtains with his fist. The curtains, which had been blown by the wind from the air conditioner, flew forward directly, and it took a long time for them to fall down.

He calmed down the anger that was simmering in his heart, and patiently began to look for a place to install the memory card.If there is no way to delete it directly in the camera, then just take the card away. As long as Yu Sishan doesn't back up the video frenziedly, he will definitely take the card away once and for all.

A small card was pulled out and lay in Wen Shu's palm. He easily held the card in his hand, and the appearance of the camera did not change much.It was this small card that contained too many things he feared and hated. His future and his life seemed to be tightly held in Yu Sishan's hands.

A hot card.

"Buzz".

The phone suddenly rang.

Wen Shu quickly jumped down from the bay window. By the time he got the phone, he would have hung up the phone sooner or later.This is their secret signal. As long as Yu Sishan comes out of that building, he will call Wen Shu sooner or later. The messy home, take the card and flee to a safe place, and delete all those things.

There was another rushing sound of drums in the heart, Wen Shu gasped heavily, and hurriedly reset the troubled cabinet bit by bit.Then there is the master bedroom, the living room... Wen Shu looked at the wet trash can that he overturned, his brain was buzzing.

However, in this urgent and oppressive environment, his hands and feet also became more agile. He who never did housework at home before seemed to have been suddenly opened up to the second channel of housework, Ren Du, and instantly cleaned up the house. , the waist is about to break, and it feels so sore when I stand up all the time.

Just as he was about to open the door and leave, his eyes fell on the study.The door of the study room was not closed, and he knew very well that inside that door was Yu Sishan's office, and the only desktop computer at home was placed on the desk.

Normally, he would watch TV and eat takeaway outside, so Yu Sishan would open the door a crack so that he could hear voices leaking from outside, and would come out for a walk like an old man from time to time.

At that time, Yu Sishan was quite cute. He was writing his analysis when he suddenly popped out and asked him if he wanted to eat an apple. Then, regardless of Wen Shu's "I don't like fruit" to stop him, he quickly peeled an apple and stuffed it into the In Wen Shu's mouth, watching the man finish eating reluctantly, his cheeks bulging, like a hamster that hasn't woken up.

Yu Sishan actually doesn't like being alone either.

He often locks himself in a small study and fills himself up with business matters such as office work.He wanted to be lively, but he was tired of the noise of bars, tired of children and big dogs jumping on him in the park, tired of entertainment, tired of socializing.

He hated being alone, and had to trap himself in it.

Until Wen Shu lived in this house.

Eating an apple will also make a strange "quack quack" sound. Watching TV will choke him because of the variety show. When he opens the door, he can hear the fireworks floating from the living room, which makes him live briefly in a state of contentment. inside.

Wen Shu stopped.

He gritted his teeth, held his mobile phone, and walked to the door of the study, and pushed the door open.

He usually wouldn't come to Yu Sishan's study. He didn't have an excuse to come here in the office area, and he wasn't familiar with the structure here.This is the smallest place in the whole house, much smaller than he imagined, almost only a third of the guest bedroom, the small office desk and chair are surrounded by huge bookcases on two and a half sides, and only one space is reserved. A small place, enough for one person to work here.

It's crowded and safe.

The desktop computer was placed on the table, Wen Shu bent down and pressed the power button.

He was afraid that Yu Sishan would have a backup, that old fox could do anything, so he naturally knew what it meant to be prepared.

The computer booted quickly, but what appeared on the screen was the password page.

Wen Shu froze in an instant. He really didn't know Yu Sishan very well. He didn't know when this person's birthday was, what he liked to eat, let alone family, friends, hobbies...their intersection seemed like It's those vulgar tastes and the oppression from the workplace.He thought for a while, and put his finger on the power button.

But his brain twitched, his fingers moved over again, and tentatively typed his birthday on the keyboard.

"Zero...one...two...seven."

opened.

Wen Shu looked at the computer page, unable to react for a while.

Yu Sishan, an old bastard, actually used his birthday as a password?

It was as if he had been struck by lightning. If there was a mirror now, he would be able to see in the mirror his stunned hair standing on end, and his eyes that widened unconsciously.

His chaotic brain didn't have time to think about it, so he quickly searched through all the strangely named folders. Who knew that this rogue's folders were all clean, not even a movie, let alone Something related to me—no, there is a document with the word "Wenshu" on it.

He clicked it.

"I can't eat spicy food very much, but I like spicy food. I can't drink alcohol very much, and I get drunk after two glasses, but I like to drink some low-alcohol fruit wine, so I can give him less. I don't like fruits other than strawberries, blueberries, oranges, and watermelons. No cilantro, but green onions, no fried chicken skin, but..."

The sheet is full, writing down Wen Shu's trivial and complicated living habits, down to the detail of what flavor of toothpaste he likes to use.

This file is placed in an inconspicuous place, but the editing date on it is new, as if this person would sit by himself every day, look at him with a smirk, and take these trivial things that are newly discovered every day as a diary, and record them all on top.

"I'm so bored," Wen Shu muttered, but the expression on his face was a little strange. The corners of his mouth that were tense before suddenly relaxed, and his eyes softened, "Who said I don't eat coriander."

But time didn't give him room to breathe, and the phone rang again.

The second time it sounded, it meant that sooner or later Yu Sishan could no longer be held back, and this person had already returned home.

Like a frightened bird, Wen Shu quickly turned off the computer, rushed out of the study, and ran to the house he rented.

He held the memory card tightly in his hand, and his heart was pounding with unspeakable excitement. The stones that had been heavy and oppressive all the time were shattered in an instant, leaving only light red marks. The flowers bloomed for no reason, he just wanted to call Wen Xu.

That is the most primitive desire to share of human beings, wanting to give to the closest people.

But over and over again, Wen Xu never answered the phone.

Wen Shu clutched his chest that hadn't calmed down yet, for a moment he couldn't tell whether the beating heart was from joy or from unknown panic.

He sent a message to Chi Chi: "Why can't I contact my brother?"

But he didn't worry too much about this problem, but quickly opened his laptop and inserted the memory card into it.

He thought about destroying the entire card directly, but he was afraid that if there were any important and work-related documents in the card, the gain would outweigh the loss.

Soon, the memory card page popped up.

There is only one photo and one video.

Wen Shu frowned, his heart stopped beating for an instant.

what happened?Yu Sishan intentionally made himself aware of recording videos at least four times, and those improper relationships also happened again and again. What about the ones in the car?What about the bed?Where did all that go?

Wen Shu's heart sank, he felt hot water flowing down his face, but his heart was numb, he couldn't feel anything.

He clicked on the photo. In the photo, he still had baby fat, wrapped in a small bath towel, huddled on the bed with a terrified face, and his wide eyes were full of panic and tears.He knew when this happened, that year, when the two of them were in the rain together for the first time.

Yu Sishan was so angry that he patted him who was only wrapped in a bath towel - no, there were also those who were not wrapped in a bath towel, Wen Shu clearly remembered that painful memory, he tore off his own bath towel , grabbing his arms and hands that were trying to cover his face, and the flashlight just slapped his white flesh, crying and shouting didn't work.

Where are those photos?

He closed his eyes, and clicked on the only remaining video as if resigned to his fate.

It's Yu Sishan.

Yu Sishan sat in front of the desk in a human-like manner, with a full bookshelf behind him.

"When you see this video, it means you've already got the card. Pfft, this opening line is pretty corny, so let me tell you something interesting: there is no video."

Wen Shu was taken aback for a moment, the tears on his face stopped.

"I have never made that kind of video at all. I don't have that hobby. I don't want to leave you with some stains that will affect the future. I just want to scare you. You are really cute when you are frightened."

An extremely nasty smile appeared on Yu Sishan's face, even in the video, even through a thick screen and a long time and space, he was still teasing Wen Shu.

Wen Shu clenched his fists.

"As for the photos I took before, I regretted it after I took them. There could be a better way, but I chose a path as disgusting as yours. But you are so cute, I didn't have the heart to delete them all. After I finished, I kept one as a souvenir. I would look at it when I occasionally think of you in these years. At that time, you would still have the word "admit defeat" written in your eyes. You are much cuter than the stubborn appearance now gone."

Wen Shu was so messed up by Yu Sishan that now hearing the word "cute" makes her sick physically.

What kind of "cute" does a big man use to describe it, he almost wants to call Yu Sishan an illiterate.

He wanted to laugh a little, but after laughing, he felt endless sadness, so what is he?For those unnecessary "threats", he took the initiative to sleep with a person who hated him. He humbled himself like a slave to please Yu Sishan. He lived in fear every day, fearing that one day he would mess with him and it would be over.

He didn't know if he should relax, and nervously wondered if Yu Sishan was lying to him, and he should release those videos soon, saying "I'm just kidding you".

But Yu Sishan said: "Are you embarrassed and annoyed now, so angry that you want to hit me? But Wen Shu, we are the same kind of people, and we will treat others in the worst and most despicable ways, whether they are lovers or enemies. , otherwise you think why we attract each other, because we are all incomplete, incomplete, and all scum. You hate me for making you live in fear every day, right? Then have you thought about it? Waiting for the hospital to pronounce that one of his kidneys is invalid, are you worried? Your brother, that stupid guy, has no chance of being scared in prison after he is sentenced."

"We lack the ability to empathize correctly, so we will have strange empathy and attraction with each other."

"Or, wonderful love."

Yu Sishan smiled, laughing very freely in the video.

"But now, I don't believe that you still like me stupidly. After all, I just like a person who is as bad as me and can't produce correct feelings, not a person who... has learned to correct evil and be good, and be 'educated' by me." Child. This is the last lesson the teacher will teach you."

He said everything, but he didn't say a word hidden deep in his heart.

Wen Shu seemed to read it, but he didn't.He was angry in a daze, burning weakly, like a slow robot with disordered programming, crying and laughing, holding the worthless memory card, but the picture in his mind was frozen in the heavy rain.

Through the thick glass window, he saw Yu Sishan for the first time.

It seemed that there was a seed that he didn't want to admit was quietly sprouting.

The author says:

"When we love each other, we are doing harm to the people." - Feng Tang