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Wen Shu's eyes darkened, and he almost slapped himself on the face immediately. He just felt that he was fooled by the cold wind, and he really asked such a sensitive topic without turning his head.He and Yu Sishan can talk a lot, strange flirtations, real complaints, endless scolding and sex, but the two of them are far away after all, and they cannot talk about love.

Love is too clean. After the heavy rain five years ago, it seems that the mud on everyone's body has never been washed clean.

"Ha...then I... come and eat the rice, eat it while it's hot, it'll be cold later." Wen Shu quickly changed the subject, stuffed the chopsticks into Yu Sishan's hand, said haha, and took the lead One bite of lotus root slices was so spicy that he sucked it for a long time.

Yu Sishan seemed to have something on his mind, frowning all the time.

Wen Shu buried his head even lower, almost wanting to turn back time and cover his mouth at that time.He hurriedly took two more mouthfuls of rice, and heard Yu Sishan say without any emotion: "Eat slowly, don't choke."

It's okay if you don't say it, when he said it, Wen Shu choked hard, and coughed violently, as if he was about to cough out his lungs, and a grain of rice flew out of his nostrils.

Wen Shu's face was flushed, and he couldn't tell whether it was from coughing or embarrassment.But it's good for a while, it made Yu Sishan laugh, he wiped Wen Shu's mouth with his wet sleeve, and the atmosphere between the two eased instantly.

It seems that this problem has been lifted.

But both of them are not fools, even though they are as slow as meek, they can still read some strange emotions from Yu Sishan's eyes.It was different from the tension between the two at the beginning, a kind of very gentle and affectionate eyes, as if they looked at their brother sooner or later.

But what does Yu Sishan like about himself?Wen Shu couldn't figure it out himself.

He is conceited, but the essence of conceit is inferiority complex.Papa Wen’s love comes from blood ties, Mama Wen’s love comes from control, and Wen Xu’s love comes from the deepest expectation in his heart. Their love more or less comes from a kind of shaping, a kind of satisfaction like nurturing, and Not because he is good, they love.

In fact, he also felt that he was terrible. There used to be Chi Chi and Chi Chi who became good brothers, but later he forced Chi Chi away with his own hands, and stabbed the innocent big boy with bruises all over his body with the sharp knife in his hand.There was another person, Brother Shan, who treated him as a completely equal, but later he let Yu Sishan see the lies and hurt with his own hands.

In the following days, he subconsciously resisted the overtures from others, and rejected all possible intimacy.In fact, he is the one who is incapable of love. Everyone is trying to reconcile with the world, but he is the only one who has never been able to reconcile with himself, cannot accept his own mediocrity, and tries to use the "high education" and "good job" that Mama Wen expected. To pack yourself and make yourself look noble.

But what's the use of that, the harder he studies and finds a good internship, the more his heart goes in a direction of emptiness and despair.

"Wenshu." Yu Sishan called him suddenly.

Wen Shu was taken aback, and the rice fell from the chopsticks in an instant.He wrapped his coat awkwardly, staring at Yu Sishan's fingertips that were a little purple from the cold.

Suddenly, he put down his chopsticks and stood up, looked at Yu Sishan, as if making up his mind, squeezed to Yu Sishan's side, and said: "You take off your wet clothes, we are wrapped in the same clothes, All warm."

Yu Sishan did not refuse this time, but took off his shirt decisively, and hugged Wen Shu directly, the cold and warm touched, the water seemed to turn into mist, diffused in the surrounding air, engulfing the two of them Surrounded up.Wen Shu was taken aback, his tight muscles relaxed little by little, and he tried to wrap Yu Sishan in his arms with his coat. The sound of heavy breathing was next to his ears. Needless to say, the two of them seemed to have penetrated only by their body temperature. into each other's heart.

"Little forgiveness." Yu Sishan took the lead to break the silence, "How have you been doing these past few years?"

As if this was the first time they met.

Going forward, it is just an unknown creature invaded by hatred and bestiality.

"not good."

Wen Shu rested his head on Yu Sishan's shoulder.

"It's tiring, everyone is so curly, I have to climb up, I can't seem to do anything well, I don't like myself, I don't like myself more and more. No one likes me, I'm sorry sooner or later, I also Didn't do what my mom wanted, even my brother...my brother was blaming me, I could feel it, I hated all of it was my own fault, but I'm still sad."

Wen Shu hugged Yu Sishan tightly, his voice choked up, "But no one taught me what to do, they taught me how to lie, how to shut up, how to make up five courses in three days, how to get into a good university I chose a good major, how to get a good job, but no one taught me how to love myself, how to be happy, how to apologize, how to atone for my sins, how to..."

It was just a sigh at the end.

Wen Shu shook his head and didn't say any more.

"Then... I'll teach you slowly later, okay?" Yu Sishan held his eyes with his hands, straightened his head, and forced his wet eyes to look at himself.

Wen Shu was stunned, he blinked his eyes, forced back the teardrops that were faltering in his eyes, his big eyes were full of bewilderment.He curled his lips, becoming more courageous, and complained: "What's more, you threatened me by filming those messy things, so you won't have the patience to teach me."

Yu Sishan's eyes wandered for a moment, he coughed twice in embarrassment, his expression was a little subtle.He opened his mouth, intending to say something, but after he hesitated to speak, he just smiled, some things are more interesting to discover by themselves.

"Look, now that you're willing to share the clothes with me, that's a big improvement." Yu Sishan was a bit out of ideas.

Wen Shu rolled his eyes, and muttered: "It's really about coaxing children...then it's not a choice."

Yu Sishan pretended not to hear, and let Wen Shu sit on his lap, and he just hugged the awkward child, enjoying the moment of silence after the chaos.

It was still falling outside, the raindrops beating on the rocks, the sound of the water lingering around them, and thunder flashed from time to time, and after the violent brightness, it was deafening.But the small hole inside the gap is still warm and quiet.

"I'm serious. I'll teach you how to be happy, and you'll teach me how to love. We'll grow up together." Yu Sishan's face was a little hot, pressing against Wen Shu's neck, almost scalding a hole in that piece of flesh Come.

Wen Shu nodded quickly.

It's as if something is different.

"Wen Shu! Xiao Shu! Are you there?" There was a faint voice outside, and before Wen Shu could react, Yu Sishan stood up straight with his arms around Wen Shu, almost shaking Wen Shu off .

The sound was too far away, and the rain outside was loud. Yu Sishan pressed Wen Shu against the stone, and tied Wen Shu up with his sleeves. This man looked like a big rice dumpling wrapped in skin, sitting upright There.Yu Sishan squeezed directly to the entrance of the cave with his shirt off, and knelt with the entrance of the cave, shouting: "We are here!"

He used his hands to scrape away the gravel underneath, and removed the stone he had just covered. His hand was cut by the sharp stone. He endured the pain and watched the blood and mud melt together, and was washed away by the rain. opened, and flowed out along the hole.

"We are here! Wen Xu! We are here!"

Although Yu Sishan couldn't tell whether the voice outside was Wen Xu's or not, but according to the degree of reliability around them, it should indeed be Wen Xu's group of people who discovered it first.

Soon, the sound of footsteps was getting closer, Wen Xuhe sooner or later looked like two drowned chickens, looking in through the gap, Wen Xu even knelt on the ground, pawing at the hole, ignoring the rainwater streaming down his face, and shouted : "Is Wen Shu okay?"

"Fortunately, it's just getting wet, we're hiding from the rain inside!"

Wen Shu also heard this conversation, and his heart instantly settled down. He bounced and walked outside, calling "Brother", almost overflowing with joy.

It's just that they all ignored it. Sooner or later, Wen Xuhe would definitely not come alone. They rushed up the mountain overnight with the police and the rescue team, opened the gap, and saw... two people in disheveled clothes. There are two small red clouds that cannot be explained clearly.

The police and the rescue team looked at each other, and quickly handed over clean towels and blankets to wrap them up separately.Wen Xu saw Wen Shu shivering and grinning with big white teeth, feeling distressed and funny for a moment, knelt down to help him slowly dry the water on his hair, and whispered: "I'm so scared to death. "

Wen Shu scratched his nose in embarrassment, peeked at Yu Sishan who had a stinky face in the distance, and muttered, "It's not his fault."

Yu Sishan is also a dog's ear, he heard Wen Shu's complaint from a long distance away, and gave him another hard look, Wen Shu was so frightened that he immediately sat up straight, pulled Wen Xu's sleeve, and complained: "He murdered me."

Unable to explain why, Wen Xu always felt that there was something wrong with the aura of these two people, and his younger brother seemed to be fascinated and charming.He frowned, and subconsciously looked at Chi Chi aside.

Sooner or later, with a subtle smile on his face, he pointed to the phone.

Wen Xu lowered his head to look at his mobile phone, and it was written on it, "Your brother may not be safe, he was seduced by his old enemy."

Wen Xu quietly observed Yu Sishan, and sure enough, the rescue team bandaged his wound, but his eyes would look at Wen Shu from time to time.It wasn't just that he deliberately stared fiercely, but softly, his eyes lightly fell on Wen Shu's body, the corners of his mouth were tightly pursed, and there were still signs of cocking up.

He was smiling, looking at his younger brother smiling softly.

It's over, Wen Xu slapped his forehead, he could already imagine how mother Wen would collapse when she knew all this.

Wen Xu looked at Yu Sishan, and couldn't help frowning. This person was really familiar, and thinking of the "old enemy" that he just posted sooner or later, many things about the past came to his mind instantly.He had a vague premonition that the past stories that Wen Shu was unwilling to tell were probably inseparable from this man.