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Since what happened that day, Wen Xu hasn't seen Chi Chi again.

Sooner or later, it seemed as if he suddenly disappeared from his world. It was clear that this person's old bag was still thrown on the sofa at home, and he disappeared.Wen Xu looked at the schoolbag on the sofa, the black bag was bulging, and he didn't know what was in it.His eyes were gentle, as if he saw sooner or later.

"Hello, brother." Wen Shu called with a little surprise in his tone.

Wen Xu's eyes were still on the bag, and he replied softly, "What's wrong?"

"Sooner or later, he took my money! He finally accepted it. You said, did he forgive me? It must be what you said to him that made him change so much. Let me just say, you sure It's my own brother..." Wen Shu was still chattering, but Wen Xu's mind had already moved elsewhere.

Five years in prison, the college entrance examination that he was doomed to miss, his life that had been completely changed, and the criminal record that he would have to carry on his back for the rest of his life... Wen Xu gently closed his eyes. He didn't dare to think about whether these could really be easily let go.

He still doesn't know whose fault all this is, why he stabbed at that person sooner or later, why Wen Shu still keeps silent about everything that happened at that time.He wanted to try his best to be nice to everyone, but when he really stood here and looked around, he felt at a loss, it was just a matter of time, and he was at a loss for what to do.

He strayed from Wen Shu's words and asked, "how is your work now?"

Sure enough, Wen Shu was immediately attracted by this topic, and quickly replied: "It's not bad, the firm I work for is said to cooperate with our city bureau in Yuecheng, and it specializes in funding those cases that need legal assistance. It can help them and give us newcomers the opportunity to practice.”

"That's good. Work hard. Our parents were unemployed and laid off early. I'm afraid we won't be able to help you too much when you get married and have children in the future. We have to rely on you to make a living." Wen Xu sighed softly, originally I don’t know when the relatively wealthy families have become more and more distressed. They have reached the point where they are today. It’s okay to give a little pocket money at ordinary times. I’m afraid they will be powerless to buy a house and buy big things when they get married.

The two brothers chatted for a long time, from work to school, to the recent love life, happy and unhappy, and finally, Wen Shu couldn't help it, and asked cautiously: "Brother, are you really happy?" Do you want to go home? Our mother was still thinking about you a few days ago."

"I won't go back. There are a lot of things going on recently, and it's not a holiday..."

"Are you still angry with our mother?"

Wen Xu covered his mouth with Wen Shu's straightforward question, and didn't know what else to say for a while.

Back then, he was reprimanded and punished by mother Wen for speaking for Chi Chi, and knelt outside the door for three full hours. He listened to the gentle sobs inside, but his face was completely calm.That was the first time he showed obvious resistance and dissatisfaction, and he received a stormy reply.

"You don't like elder sister Yaoyao, then you can have a good time with our mother..."

"I said, I like men." Wen Xu interrupted Wen Shu, his tone was still gentle, without any irritation, "That's my nature, I can't like others."

In fact, he lied. Before he knew what "love" was, he fell in love with a child who always exploded and liked to talk ironically. On that hot and humid summer night, he was about to Sooner or later, a heart that burst open remained there.

Since then, she lost the ability to love, and walked numbly in the world.

As for Feng Yao - that was Mama Wen's forced blind date, and she was her most satisfied daughter-in-law.Wen Xu leaned on the sofa, holding Chi Chi's schoolbag, and couldn't help thinking, if Wen Shu hadn't had an awkward fight with Chi Chi back then, if he hadn't pushed this little kid down, their lives would have followed the most ordinary established route, Maybe he won't take the postgraduate entrance examination, he will listen to his parents and become a teacher, marry Feng Yao and go home, get married and have children, and live his boring life.

Uninteresting, but stable.

It was like a pool of stagnant water, drowning the happiest Wen Xu in it.

He hung up Wen Shu's phone call, holding Chi Chi's bag blankly.Escaping has become his principle of doing things, as if as long as he doesn't meet him head-on, he will always have a way to deceive himself that he still has time and opportunities.

The old man said that dreaming of a person three times is the end of fate, but he has embraced him sooner or later in countless dreams.

"Xu, what's on your mind? Something's wrong, I've been distracted five times today." Xing Yan patted Wen Xu, and took the ribbon that should have been tied into a bow, and untied the ugly knot on it.

Wen Xu recovered from the dazed state in an instant, lowered his head slightly, and said "Sorry."

Xing Yan seemed to have seen a ghost, went up and touched Wen Xu's forehead, and said with a smile: "You are so polite, as if we just met."

He temporarily put aside the work at hand, grabbed Wen Xu's shoulders, dragged him to the rest area next to him, and sat on the sofa.With Erlang's legs crossed, he opened a piece of candy casually and threw it into his mouth. The sweet taste wrapped around his tongue, and the saliva he secreted quickly made him a little slurred. He said, "Tell me, brother, this is What happened, brother is such a good person, I can consider giving you three months' salary in advance."

Wen Xu smiled and shook his head, "It's okay, there is no shortage of money." Xing Yan is a careful person, don't look carefree at ordinary times, I am afraid that he has been staring at Wen Xu to observe, for fear that the child may have any difficulties.

"Brother Yan, I want to ask you, what should you do if the person you like avoids you?" Wen Xu hesitated for a while, but still asked.

He opened Chichen's schoolbag yesterday, and inside it were just a few changes of clothes, two buckets of unopened instant noodles, an empty water glass, a notebook and two pens.

This was all sooner or later's possessions, and he seemed to have nothing else.

Wen Xu washed all the clothes in the morning and evening. He didn't touch his notebook, but just tidied up these things and put them in a corner of the table.But sooner or later, he seemed to disappear just like that. He didn't answer his phone calls and couldn't find anyone anywhere. He hurriedly took the money from Wen Shu and disappeared on the streets of Yuecheng.

"Good boy, it turns out that I was trapped by love." Xing Yan breathed a sigh of relief, squinted at him with a smile, and saw that Wen Xu's face was getting redder and redder, as if he was about to bleed, so he spoke properly: "Okay, okay, I will teach you as a teacher."

Wen Xu nodded, subconsciously glanced out the window.It's very strange, these days he has been feeling that there is an obvious line of sight hovering over him, which makes people feel numb, but when he started to look for the source of this line of sight, this feeling disappeared in an instant, as if it was just his imagination came out the same.

But his sense is very keen, and he will definitely not make such mistakes again and again.

He folded his arms a little anxiously, afraid that he would be entangled by some kind of pervert.

"The person you like, does he like you?"

Wen Xu was brought back to his senses by Xing Yan's voice, and he withdrew his gaze from the window to search, and thought about this question carefully.He thought about it and said, "To be honest, I'm not sure. He should have liked me before, but many changes have happened in these years, I'm afraid... Now he hates me and annoys me a little more, and wants to take revenge on me That's right."

What's more, Wen Xu went on Jiu Jin'er to do that kind of thing to Chi Chi before, Wen Xu thought, Chi Chi is now probably squatting there sharpening his knife, planning to kill himself secretly.

"Hey, then this accident is quite big." Xing Yan didn't ask what it was, but flipped through the article easily, "Stalking will definitely not work—anyway, it's just you, Sister Chuqing. , the more you stalk her, the more she annoys you, so you have to use aggressive methods."

"Provocative method?" Wen Xu frowned, wondering for a moment whether the "old senior" in front of him was reliable or not.

Xing Yan thought about not receiving Wen Xu's questioning gaze, and then said: "Yes, you have to do something to let him recognize what he thinks of you in his heart, so that he can boldly pursue love."

Wen Xu sighed, a little helpless, "What if he finally realizes that he doesn't like me? What if I force him to leave?"

Xing Yan choked up, and all the words he had prepared were blocked in his throat by this kid.Although he can be regarded as Wen Xu's senior, but he and Xia Chuqing were in love with each other before, and he only had to pierce this layer of window paper. This move directly brought the two of them to the point where they were talking about marriage, and it went smoothly Through the crisis.But Wen Xu's side... Wen Xu sighed, he still didn't know what Chi Chi was thinking, if Chi Chi really died and never came back, he would definitely blame himself to death.

"Anyway, anyway, you can't post it rashly, you know? You have to reserve a little space for him to think about it." Seeing that Wen Xu was about to fall into self-entanglement again, Xing Yan quickly poked Wen Xu and put himself concept passed on to him.

Wen Xu nodded, not knowing how much he listened to these words.

"Okay, I don't want you to be bored in the store anymore, go to Jindichuncheng Community to deliver a birthday cake, and let you go out to blow some air." Xing Yan looked at Wen Xu's smile helplessly, this person seemed to always It's with a soft smile, it's hard to see his truest emotions from it.

Wen Xu carried the packaged cake and put it on Xing Yan's car—a dilapidated [-]-bar bicycle that made a "creak" sound when riding, and its speed was almost at the same level as that of passers-by.Wen Xu sighed, sat straddling it, kicked his long legs, feeling the wind blowing on his face, reducing the heat a bit.

Suddenly, that feeling reappeared.

Wen Xu's heart tightened suddenly, the speed of pedaling slowed down a lot, and he carefully observed his surroundings.It was an extremely fiery gaze that almost stared a hole in his body. He held his breath and rode forward bravely, trying to ignore this strange feeling.

Several fatal news flashed through his mind, and a perverted appearance was gradually sketched in his mind, so fierce that it made his calves go weak.

The author says:

This tells us that we must confess in time, otherwise miscommunication and two-way unrequited love are prone to tragedies.