Divorced bully always stand in love
Chapter 3
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Feng Zi usually looks very normal, he is as gentle and dignified as the omega that the public expects, few people know the storm deep in his heart.
So he quickly established an intellectual and gentle image in front of Zhen Lifeng, and took over the cooperation projects between the two parties, and personally connected with Zhen Lifeng every time he went on a business trip to discuss details.
In Young Master Feng's game, he never confessed his love, he only needs to release the signal, and he can coax these alphas with their heads on their waistbands to spin around.
But Zhen Lifeng is really an outlier, he never leaves any chance for himself to be alone with the omega.Every time they meet, Zhen Lifeng is accompanied by either a secretary or an assistant, and the meeting place is either a company or a conference room, and there is no way to create an ambiguous atmosphere.
However, Feng Zi would not give up just like that. On the contrary, for him, the more difficult it was, the more certain he was to win.
What's the use of being serious? Alphas are all the same, Feng Zi has never believed in alpha's so-called deep affection.
He is rich and cunning enough, so he can easily investigate the past experiences of Zhen Lifeng and Wei Xiao.
"A beta." Feng Zi threw the document in his hand into the shredder, seeing the beta photo on it was shredded all of a sudden, he felt more and more interesting, "It's just a beta."
A beta with an ordinary appearance and humble background, who doesn't even have the pheromones to bind an alpha, even if he met at a young age, how strong can this relationship be if it is destroyed by time, fame and fortune.
Oh, and they don't even have a kid yet.
Feng Zi smiled slyly.
Vulnerable.
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After discovering that Zhen Lifeng always kept a distance from Omega, Feng Zi immediately changed direction.
He began to ask the other party for advice—Mr. Pillow, I would like to ask you, how can I pursue an alpha?
In order to reduce Zhen Lifeng's wariness towards him, he did not hesitate to fabricate a story.
As a son born with a golden spoon in his mouth, although he was tricky and domineering, he fell in love with the son of the servant who grew up with him.
The other party is obedient and caring to him, but he still refuses to accept his feelings. This makes him extremely distressed. He is really desperate, and he is afraid that it will not end well if the acquaintances around him find out, so after much deliberation, he finally found Zhen Lifeng, who has enjoyed family happiness but is not very familiar with him, hopes to get his advice.
Just to convince Zhen Lifeng that it was true, he still took the trouble to find an opportunity to show his deep-rooted love in front of the other party.
Feng Zi has an unbelievable enthusiasm for playing with emotions, but if he can devote one-tenth of his enthusiasm to work, he might become a well-known young entrepreneur on the list.
Again and again, he, the brave young master who chased after love, finally became famous in Zhen Lifeng's eyes.
Feng Zi took advantage of the opportunity of deliberately acting to act out a scene of being abandoned.
Zhen Lifeng, who thought he had bumped into him by accident, sat awkwardly on the dining table.
"Since he doesn't want to have this meal with me, please help Mr. Zhen. After all, it's not good to waste... I don't have much appetite."
The decoration of this Japanese grocery store is romantic enough, and the dim lighting makes Feng Zi even more pitiful.
It's a pity that all the winks he cast were for the blind man.
As expected, Zhen Lifeng is an alpha who has never seen the world, he only knows how to bury his head in hard food, while eating, he looks like he is in pain, like what he eats is not high-end caviar but some kind of pigweed, it is simply unreasonable.
Not only did he treat the other party to a delicious meal, but he also watched Zhen Lifeng rushing to the roadside to buy sugar-fried chestnuts as soon as he finished his meal. Go home, otherwise the chestnut will be cold and his wife will not like it.
Feng Zi stood on the snowy street in December and stomped his feet.
pissed him off!
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If one count fails, another counts.
Feng Zi began to deliberately use business to keep Zhen Lifeng busy, and often left some vague traces in the short contact.
A handkerchief, a pocket watch, and he even left a bottle of omega pheromone inhibitors in Zhen Lifeng's car.
He has already seen through that Zhen Lifeng, an alpha, doesn't care about everything about him, and he doesn't even bother to think about it carefully.
But his mentality has changed from the alphas in the world who are fickle lovers to the paranoid that I don't believe that Zhen Lifeng can't break up with his partner.
It seems that as long as their relationship breaks up, he can be satisfied, and he really lives up to his name.
Sure enough, there are only a few people with rough nerves like Zhen Lifeng, and his partner is much smarter than him, and the beta named Wei Xiao quickly found him.
The two of them look exactly the same, both of them are dressed in low-end shopping malls.Wei Xiao even ordered a cup of lemon black tea in the coffee shop without any fuss.
But he didn't care about his vulgarity and disrespect, and calmly took a sip of the ridiculous lemon black tea.
And when Wei Xiao's eyes fell on him, Feng Zi actually felt a little uneasy.
However, he immediately suppressed this abnormality, and lied as usual again. He fabricated a false romance, and told Wei Xiao how much he loved Zhen Lifeng, and Zhen Lifeng treated him How much do you want to talk about?
It's as if they have the purest sincere relationship in the world, and Wei Xiao is the vicious villain blocking it.
He said it vividly, as if he believed in this peerless love.
Speaking of the rise, Feng Zi even shed tears when he entered the play, but Wei Xiao was always calm, and even smiled as he should when he heard Feng Zi's exaggerated admiration and love.
Feng Zi really wanted to wake him up, his husband is not so good at all, okay?
Feng Zi didn't understand why these two people were more irritating than the other, so he couldn't help but ask, "After hearing so much, don't you have anything to say?"
"You like his elegant demeanor..." Wei Xiao summarized his speech just now, "Is that right?"
"Of course? Mr. Pillow is very charming!"
"But in fact, these are all brought to him by money." Wei Xiao smiled, still casually, "If he was still the peddler who walked around the streets back then, would you fall in love with him?"
Feng Zi didn't answer, but Wei Xiao spoke again.
"You won't." This beta with a pair of beautiful eyes looked very calm, "What you love is his brilliance, not him... Or even, you don't love him at all, you are just curious."
Feng Zi couldn't understand Wei Xiao's words, but Wei Xiao was still at ease.
"Isn't this the first time you've done something like this, won't poaching a corner give you a lot of pleasure? But you seem to be really skilled, and the effect of changing someone should be very good... But it's not wrong, We may indeed be separated for a while." Wei Xiao meant something and speculated, and finally just drank it in a toast, stood up, and left the last sentence, "You are right, There is nothing in this world that cannot be broken..."
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"I said you are a bastard, please stay away from me and Yao'er." Zhen Lifeng saw Feng Zi as if he was facing a big enemy, and stood in front of Wei Xiaocao like a hen, not letting them Contact, "If you are really sick, go to the hospital to see your nerves, I beg you."
It's a pity that Young Master Feng was not stimulated at all, and even squinted at him.
"What are you talking about here, an ex-husband? It's not you that I'm after now, brother Xiao is single now, he's free!" Feng Zi blinked affectionately at Wei Xiaocao, "Brother Xiao, Don't get bogged down in this kind of deformed love, you have the right to choose your own happiness now! Instead of looking for an arrogant and confused alpha like Zhen Lifeng, you should look at me! I'm young and rich, yes Love is loyal and will be devoted to you..."
"Don't fool people here!" Zhen Lifeng dragged Wei Xiaocao and wanted to run away, "Yaoer, don't talk nonsense with him, let's go back first."
Wei Xiaocao was played by Zhen Lifeng like a doll, but when she passed by Feng Zi, she suddenly raised her eyebrows and smiled.
His mouth moved slightly, only Feng Zi could see his lips clearly.
He froze all of a sudden, watched the two dragging the stall away like a puffer fish, and then returned to his luxury car in a rage.
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"Little Master."
The alpha's cold facial features in the driver's cab softened by three points the moment he saw him.
"What are you shouting for? Shouting soul." Feng Zi threw himself into the seat, and then waited motionless for the dead face in Zhen Lifeng's mouth to carefully adjust his position and fasten his seat belt.
Feng Zi raised his eyebrows and raised his chin.
The cold and serious alpha pinched the tip of his chin and gave him an almost suffocating kiss.
Feng Zi slumped on the seat, his face was flushed but he gave the other party a contemptuous look.
"Wei Xiao is really difficult to deal with."
Feng Zi said so, but the hostility in his body gradually dissipated, and instead he pouted at the people around him, looking childish.
"Mr. Wei is a smart man."
"Of course, back then he instigated you with a few words, and lost me if he didn't agree with each other..." Feng Zi was very upset when he thought of the old things, so he gnawed at the other party viciously, "But forget it, he's right. a matchmaker."
The dead man's face didn't change even after being bitten, and it could still calm the mad young master's emotions.
"What are your plans now, young master?"
"What's my plan? I don't like to tear apart marriages." Feng Zi laughed at himself, recalling Wei Xiao's last lips just now.
[Hundreds of years together. 】
"I can't play with him." Young Master Feng closed his eyes, "His partner is not easy."
interesting.
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Zhen Lifeng was nervous all the way home, and finally couldn't restrain himself after entering the door, and told Wei Xiaocao to order.
"Yao'er, don't talk to that lunatic, he has mental problems."
Wei Xiaocao is an old god, he changed the clothes he went out, and dealt with Zhen Lifeng while changing his home clothes.
"I think he seems to be in good condition." Wei Xiaocao exaggeratedly asked, "Looking at his clothes, he should be very rich... Is it the boss who is rich or is he rich?"
Zhen Lifeng stomped his feet in a hurry, and couldn't find his arms or eyes when changing clothes, he emphasized.
"It's not about money or not..."
Wei Xiaocao nodded and said calmly.
"Oh, that's why he's richer."
He wanted to laugh seeing Zhen Lifeng's anxious expression, so he simply ignored him and went about his own affairs.
The temperature has changed recently, Wei Xiaocao is going to dig out the clothes that are in season, and then put the clothes that can't be worn into the box.
He ignored Zhen Lifeng, but Zhen Lifeng still followed behind him relentlessly.
Zhen Lifeng watched him go to tidy up the closet, he was frightened and stood in front of the closet, not allowing Wei Xiaocao to take things.
"Why are you tidying up the cabinet?" Zhen Lifeng was so anxious that he looked at Wei Xiaocao with an expression of death, "Are you going to follow him? I don't allow it!"
Wei Xiaocao felt completely baffled, seeing him like this, couldn't help teasing him.
"I came here to work with you, the boss. It's not the same as who I work with. Now that I have encountered a high-paying job, it's normal to want to change jobs."
"You!" Zhen Lifeng's eyes were red again, he blamed the person in front of him like an abandoned daughter-in-law, "Wei Xiao, you have no heart!"
After he finished speaking, he didn't listen to Wei Xiaocao's words, and immediately hugged him.
Wei Xiaocao was unprepared, being attacked by such a huge monster, she fell backward as soon as her waist softened. Fortunately, there was a bed behind her, and Zhen Lifeng held his waist with one hand and protected his head with the other, so he was not injured. Just startled.
"Pillow Lifeng, you have..."
Zhen Lifeng didn't give him a chance to speak at all, and Patapada started crying again.
"I won't let you go! I don't care! Don't even think about leaving once you're back!"
Wei Xiaocao couldn't dodge it, so she could only use it as an artificial tear-wiping machine to wipe people's faces.
He was a little helpless and frowned.
"I can not understand what you say."
"It doesn't matter if you keep pretending to have amnesia, as long as you are still by my side, I can play with you however you want..." Zhen Lifeng kept rubbing his head against him, feeling extremely wronged, "But you are not allowed to leave!"
"Boss, what you said is wrong." Wei Xiaocao snorted at his head, but insisted, "I have not signed a contract with you, and there is no improper relationship between us. There is no obligation between us. .”
"That's not fair."
The giant crying bag suddenly turned serious, and kissed Wei Xiaocao all of a sudden, which caught him off guard.
"Fuck...you are so stupid, uh..."
When was the last time you kissed?
Before Wei Xiaocao had time to think about it, he was so soured by the big hawthorn that he was so sore that he could only embrace his big hawthorn as he wanted, and obediently be boiled into syrup, and honey water flowed out.
……
Zhen Lifeng was so happy for the first time since the divorce. He was just like the stupid young boy back then, covering his youngest son with a quilt with a silly smile, and then he was kicked with a smile on his face.
He stretched out half of his face to Wei Xiaocao, and said docilely, "Hit lightly, I still have a meeting tomorrow."
Wei Xiaocao stretched out his hands to pinch this cheeky face, both annoyed and funny.
"You!"
bother.
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After that, although they didn't break through, it was a rare reconciliation for the divorced couple.
Apart from eating and living together, Wei Xiaocao did not refuse any intimacy with Zhen Lifeng.But even so, Zhen Lifeng was still uneasy.
He couldn't tell where his mood came from, but he couldn't restrain his panic.
Just this time when he saw Wei Xiaocao rummaging around in front of the closet again, he immediately started to panic again, and he immediately ran to the other party and asked eagerly.
"What are you packing?"
Fortunately, Wei Xiaocao didn't want to run away.
"I saw that the property recently said that there is a clothing donation activity, and I want to clean up to see if there are any old clothes that can be donated."
Zhen Lifeng stopped panicking now, and began to show courteousness again.
"I'll help you..."
Wei Xiaocao felt that this was nothing to do, so she nodded to him.
"what ever."
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Both of them were born in hard times, even though they were well-off, they never squandered their hands, and the old clothes in the past were collected very well. Wei Xiaocao went to the storage room, trying to clear out the cardboard boxes at the bottom of the box.
Seeing that he wanted to reach out his hand, Zhen Lifeng immediately did it for him.
"I'll do it, I'll do it. How can I let you do this kind of rough work."
Wei Xiaocao is immune to Mr. Zhen's behavior of catching horses these days, so he just glanced at him and let him do it for him.
Zhen Lifeng was not annoyed by Yao'er's glance, he moved the big box into the bedroom with a smile, and put it on the ground for Wei Xiaocao to look through.
Wei Xiaocao carried out the folded clothes inside, and Zhen Lifeng couldn't help but sigh while watching.
"These are all clothes from many years ago."
He reached out and pulled out a thick clothes tightly wrapped in a dust bag from the bottom, and said with nostalgia in his eyes.
"Look at this one, it's the first high-end item we bought... Hahaha."
Wei Xiaocao was also taken aback for a moment, and there was some memory in his eyes.
"right."
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This so-called "high-end product" is actually just a fake fur.
The wool made of artificial fibers, and the short white ones, look earthy and vulgar now.
But it cost the two of them a full 500 yuan at the beginning, and they had to sell seven or eight thousand skewers of cold food to earn back.
That was when they set up a stall.
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"The clothes look so good, my brother. Let me tell you, the big shopping malls next door all get the goods from us. Other places can't offer this price at all."
At that time, they were still running a small stall, and they were so busy that they got up early and worked late every day. They made some money in the first year, but neither of them dared to use it, because they planned to set up a facade, and the rent was a lot of money. Almost boiled their old bottom dry.But when the new year was approaching, Zhen Lifeng still took Wei Xiaocao out to buy new year's goods, and he had to buy clothes for him as he walked.
Their original clothes were all bought in the night market, and they could buy a suit for forty or fifty. Where have they ever been to a serious shopping mall.Originally Zhen Lifeng wanted to go to the shopping mall today, but was stopped by Wei Xiaocao.
"Markets can't bargain."
Wei Xiaocao said so, and pulled him into the wholesale market next to the underground sidewalk.
Even here is much more expensive than usual street stalls, but Zhen Lifeng was in high spirits, he thought Wei Xiaocao looked good in this dress, and wanted to pay for it.
"One thousand and two is too expensive." Wei Xiaocao disagreed, and he took off the clothes he was trying on, "Big pillow, let's go."
"Look at what you said, this material, the feel of this fur when you touch it, is no different from animal hair. One thousand and two is the purchase price, and we are all doing sincere business..." The boss of the wholesale market boasted hype, It is almost said that there is nothing in the sky and nothing on the earth.
Zhen Lifeng was about to take out the money, but Wei Xiaocao held him back.
"Not to mention so much, we also sincerely want to buy it - [-] buy it, if you can take it, if you can't, just forget it."
Wei Xiaocao turned around while dragging the person, as if she didn't want to talk anymore.
"Oh, that's not how you negotiated the price. You can't get it if you can't get it. You can't get this price anywhere you go."
"Forget it." Wei Xiaocao leaned on Lifeng's waist, and the man reluctantly followed him, "Let's look at other things."
Zhen Lifeng is like a lobbyist of the shop owner, still doing ideological work with Wei Xiaocao.
"Actually, one thousand and two is fine. It's not that we don't have this money. We earned it back after working hard. You haven't bought new clothes for a long time. Isn't it the Chinese New Year? It's okay to buy one..." He muttered He murmured and babbled, and finally muttered with great melancholy: "...you look so good in your clothes."
Wei Xiaocao looked at this person, and Zhen Lifeng said it freely, but he was still wearing one hundred and two sets of interlayer cotton pajamas.The dark blue fabric was slightly blackened by oily smoke, and it couldn't be cleaned no matter how much it was washed.
Wei Xiaocao poked at the hem of his pajamas and couldn't help laughing.
"Your clothes are all torn, what else do you buy with me?"
Zhen Lifeng grabbed his hand and shook it nonchalantly.
"I cook pots every day and wrap my apron around it. Why do I wear such a nice dress? I don't feel bad for wearing this kind of clothes."
"Then I'm not the same, I have to go out every day."
"You are different." Zhen Lifeng also looked at him and smirked, his eyes were full of sincerity, "I just want you to dress well and eat well, so that I have more face..."
They finally bought this "high-end product" for [-] that day. When they returned home, Zhen Lifeng was holding his things in one hand and holding him in the other, and told him about it with great ambitions.
"When we have money in the future, I'll take you to a big shopping mall to buy it! When the time comes to buy mink, it will cost tens of thousands!"
"Hurrah."
In a flash, it has been so many years.
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Wei Xiaocao reached out and pulled off the fake fur that Zhen Lifeng had been holding up.
"what happened to you?"
Hold up a piece of clothes without talking, and use it as a clothes rail.
"No, no, no..." Zhen Lifeng rubbed his nose, and his smile became a little more embarrassed, "I just... just feel that I'm actually quite incapable."
He used to think that he was already very successful from setting up a street stall to becoming a retail store step by step, and then opening a store into a chain franchise.
He has really come out on top, and he takes the company's affairs as a big deal every day, and is so busy that he gets dizzy.Thinking about expanding and earning money every day, he put all his energy on making money every day, but forgot why he wanted to get ahead in the first place.
It is true that he is willing to endure hardships and luck is good, he seized the opportunity on the wind and achieved success faster than ordinary people.
But almost lost the more precious things.
"I'm sorry." After the divorce, this was the first time that Zhen Lifeng reflected on himself in front of Wei Xiaocao, "It's because I didn't take good care of our relationship. I only focused on making money and ignored your feelings."
He finally understood how wronged Wei Xiaocao was when he divorced.
【You are busy too, and I am busy too, but we got this family busy. 】
Zhen Lifeng's heart ached so much, he stretched out his hand to hug Wei Xiaocao into his arms, he said.
"Actually, I didn't think that I would make the street stall what it is today."
At the beginning, he set up a street stall just to make ends meet, and he didn't know what he would do in the future.It was because they met Wei Xiaocao that they tried to set up a stall to eat and clothe them warmly. They were always chased by the urban management at first, and sometimes they were bullied. The rented house was poor, so Zhen Lifeng thought about opening a store. , at least in addition to a small shop that is doing business seriously, there is also a place to shelter from the wind and rain.Later, they worked hard together to achieve what they are today.
"I really, really never thought about letting our family break up."
Without his grass, he struggled no matter how successful he was.
And for whom?
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Zhen Lifeng hugged Wei Xiaocao reluctantly to let go, it seemed that only by pulling this person tightly by his side could the fear in his heart disappear.
"After our divorce, in fact, I often thought, if I hadn't had a momentary brain fever during the Cold War. If I was willing to bow my head, wouldn't you have left." He was full of emotions, his words choked up, " You have never changed, I was deceived by lard... I was confused for a while, and I couldn't understand that you felt uneasy at the time, and accused you of not keeping the baby... Now that I think about it, I can't break or stand, even if When the baby did stay, we probably only got worse."
Given their precarious relationship at the time, even if there were children, it might not be able to alleviate the conflicts between them. What's more, without a harmonious family, how could a child who grew up like this be happy? This is also not good for children. responsible.
"Baby?" Wei Xiaocao frowned suddenly. He sat up and said seriously, "Wait... I've never had a baby, and it's even more impossible to have an abortion."
They looked at each other and fell silent for a moment.
Zhen Lifeng hesitated and asked: "Then...why is there a positive pregnancy test paper at home?"
Wei Xiaocao was speechless for a while, covering her face with her hands.
"It was indeed tested by me..." he said, but his eyes were moist for the first time, "but there is no baby."
It's just an oolong.
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The body of a beta is different from that of an omega.
Unlike omega, which is naturally adapted to gestation, beta is the third gender besides alpha and omega. While they don't have strong pheromones, they also don't have glands that can be marked by alpha.Compared with omega's fixed physiological heat, beta's endocrine is actually more difficult to figure out.
While they can impregnate omega, they also have the opportunity to reproduce for alpha. Although the world regards alpha and omega as the sons of destiny, ordinary betas actually have the freest souls.
They can fall in love with anyone without restraint, and they will not be controlled by pheromones or final signs.
At least for Wei Xiaocao, he has never felt inferior because of his gender.
But out of love comes sorrow, and out of love comes fear.
Wei Xiaocao was not immune either.
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He has been with Zhen Lifeng for many years, but they have never had children.
In fact, apart from Zhen Lifeng, Wei Xiaocao himself also likes the little baby.Not only did he not resist the matter of having a child, but he also had vague expectations, but they had been busy with their careers in the early stage, so they couldn't spare time and energy for this matter, so they kept procrastinating.
Later, they had no worries about food and clothing, but the gap between them gradually grew.
During that time, Wei Xiaocao felt unwell all the time, but Zhen Lifeng was on frequent business trips, and the two of them had no choice but to break up their work and rest, and they seldom interacted with each other, and even the messages they sent were very brief.
Wei Xiaocao was always lethargic and tired at the time, and also had a high body temperature. He bought the pregnancy test strips and went home with secret expectations, and went to the hospital for an examination cautiously after the positive result.
"The doctor told me..." After today, Wei Xiaocao couldn't help but feel a little sad when he mentioned this matter, "I'm not pregnant, in fact...my body may be difficult to have a child."
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Compared with omega's easy pregnancy physique, beta is naturally difficult to conceive.
And Wei Xiaocao is not only a beta, but also has a weak body.
He didn't grow up pampered, and the toughness on the surface made people ignore the damage in his foundation.
He came out in his early ten years to support himself, lived on a park bench, slept in a bridge hole by a river, and walked around the streets carrying a few kilograms of bags.When her peers were still under the protection of her family, Wei Xiaocao had already shouldered the burden of life.
He is indeed very strong and brave, and successfully resisted the cold wind of life, but these tempers of fate inevitably left a mark on him.
There are certain problems with his physique, which may make it difficult for him to have a child of his own.
It is a lie to say that it is not hit.
Wei Xiaocao sat outside for an entire afternoon holding the hospital's examination report, and then returned home unhappy.
He was thinking about how to tell Zhen Lifeng about this. The alienation these days made him uneasy, and he began to wonder if the relationship between them had been exhausted.
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As soon as he got home, he was stunned by the baby products in the room, Wei Xiaocao had to be very restrained to keep himself from losing his composure.
"What are you buying these for?"
"Yao'er, you're back. Don't you think this little bag is cute?" Zhen Lifeng had a joy he hadn't seen for a long time, and asked him almost attentively, "Which color do you like?"
"Why do I like these?" Wei Xiaocao squeezed the inspection report in her hand, but felt stuck in her throat, "I'm sick..."
Zhen Lifeng didn't hear his murmur clearly, and was still saying something that Wei Xiaocao couldn't understand.
"Okay, okay, I know people who have babies have a lot of emotional ups and downs, come and sit down, are you tired? Let's rest first, don't make you two tired."
"What are you talking about?" Wei Xiaocao could only hide his heartbreak with indifference, Zhen Lifeng's face was so expectant and happy, but he himself might not be able to give them a good answer at all, "I There is no baby in the womb at all."
"How could it be? Obviously the test strips are parallel bars..."
Zhen Lifeng's questioning almost broke Wei Xiaocao's composure.
He couldn't say it, the test paper was a false positive, in fact he had no children at all, and he might never have children because of his poor health.Zhen Lifeng was looking forward to a family of three, he couldn't give it, Wei Xiaocao could only use silence to replace all answers.
"You didn't even discuss it with me, so you... just decided not to have this child?"
Child, child, Wei Xiaocao felt that the alpha in front of him was very strange, did Zhen Lifeng only want a child?
Yes.
They were indeed in the same boat at the beginning, and worked together from peddlers to today, but at that time Zhen Lifeng had nothing, but now Zhen always achieved fame.He, Wei Xiaocao, might be the best choice for Zhen Lifeng at the beginning, and now he can have a new choice.
This time there is Feng Zi, who will be there next time?Is it necessary to use endless conflicts again and again to kill the relationship between them?
"That's all you want for a child?"
When Wei Xiaocao asked this, his heart seemed to be bleeding. All the unresolved hidden dangers they had before were pressing on his heart like building blocks, and it was very crumbling.
"I think it's wrong to have a child... We've been together for 20 years, I think it's okay to have a crystallization of love that belongs to us?"
Wei Xiaocao watched helplessly that Zhen Lifeng's face, which was always decent now, was flushed red, like the idiot who was wearing a fringed T-shirt and told himself that he liked it.
"Children are not a necessity. I don't want my child to be born in this environment. I don't even want to quarrel with you..."
The building blocks in Wei Xiaocao's heart finally collapsed, smashing the last of his sanity, and they should really be separated for a while, he said.
"If you insist, then go find someone who is willing to give birth to you, not me."
He was so afraid that in Zhen Lifeng's eyes, children were no longer the continuation of their love, and he was a necessity for his family to carry on the family line.
But now they are in jail and can't see clearly.
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Zhen Lifeng just quietly listened to what Wei Xiaocao told him about the past.
He suddenly discovered that when they stood at different angles, everything was different.
Wei Xiaocao's indifference may be anxiety, but her excitement turned into a scythe, cutting off Wei Xiaocao's last rationality and composure.
Zhen Lifeng couldn't help but sigh with emotion.
"That's why you want to divorce me no matter what."
He finally understood the reason why Wei Xiaocao was so resolute at the time, and it was also because he had failed too much, and he couldn't even hand over a steady amount of love and consideration to Wei Xiaocao's hands.
He heard Wei Xiaocao ask him.
"Angry?"
"No." Zhen Lifeng replied.His current expression was unprecedentedly calm, he didn't look like he was trying to please others, he just held Wei Xiaocao's hand solemnly, kissed the back of his hand cherishingly, "I want to thank you, Yao'er."
If it wasn't for Wei Xiaocao's decisiveness, if they hadn't divorced in the end, if they hadn't really lost the person in their arms, he thought he might not have truly restored their relationship.
It was Wei Xiaocao's departure that made him truly feel the pain of cutting bones and scraping flesh, re-examined Wei Xiaocao's indispensability to him, and then tried his best to thicken his skin and deceive him. They have to abduct people back home.
"I don't know about your body. I'm sorry. It's my fault. As the other half, I really neglected you." Zhen Lifeng felt guilty for his carelessness. He couldn't tell, "I just because..., I'm not..."
The eloquence he usually has when talking about business can't be used on Wei Xiaocao at all, he can only hug him tightly and murmur over and over again.
"I don't know how to put it, but I care more about having you by my side than my children, really... After we got rich, I did expand a lot at the beginning, and the mentality of the poor getting rich was out of balance, but I was really just very I'm just a vulgar nouveau riche... I never thought that I would be separated from you, and I never thought that you would want me."
In Zhen Lifeng's eyes back then, he always felt that Wei Xiaocao would never leave him.
But he was wrong, Wei Xiaocao left without a second thought, leaving him at the same place helpless.
"After you left, I was in a daze every day. Except for work, I just thought about you. But I couldn't find any news about you... Later I heard from Liuzhier that you were injured. I ran to my hometown again, but I jumped again. One empty."
Zhen Lifeng mentioned that he couldn't find Wei Xiaocao's memory, and felt extremely uncomfortable.It's not that he feels sorry for himself, but that Wei Xiaocao is wronged outside alone.
"I heard that you hurt your head, and you can't remember many things. If you want to go to the city to find a job, I found you from the talent market after asking someone to find a relationship."
Zhen Lifeng felt that his methods were ridiculously mentally handicapped.
"I'm afraid that you won't remember me, and I'm afraid that you will remember me. So I can only make up nonsense to lure you back first and then discuss the long-term plan... I'm afraid that if I tell you from the beginning, you won't agree to go home with me, so Just talking nonsense about nurturing."
Wei Xiaocao listened quietly, letting the sweet and sour hawthorn berries spread throughout the room.
Zhen Lifeng is still promising him.
"I will treat you well, give me another chance, Yaoer. When you finish the inspection, you can remarry if you want! It doesn't matter if you don't have children, I just have you, maybe you still can't believe it completely As I said, let's wait and see later."
Wei Xiaocao remained silent, but there was a slight smile in his eyes.
He reached out and rubbed Zhen Lifeng's head, and quietly threw himself into his arms.
he couldn't help remembering
Feng Zi usually looks very normal, he is as gentle and dignified as the omega that the public expects, few people know the storm deep in his heart.
So he quickly established an intellectual and gentle image in front of Zhen Lifeng, and took over the cooperation projects between the two parties, and personally connected with Zhen Lifeng every time he went on a business trip to discuss details.
In Young Master Feng's game, he never confessed his love, he only needs to release the signal, and he can coax these alphas with their heads on their waistbands to spin around.
But Zhen Lifeng is really an outlier, he never leaves any chance for himself to be alone with the omega.Every time they meet, Zhen Lifeng is accompanied by either a secretary or an assistant, and the meeting place is either a company or a conference room, and there is no way to create an ambiguous atmosphere.
However, Feng Zi would not give up just like that. On the contrary, for him, the more difficult it was, the more certain he was to win.
What's the use of being serious? Alphas are all the same, Feng Zi has never believed in alpha's so-called deep affection.
He is rich and cunning enough, so he can easily investigate the past experiences of Zhen Lifeng and Wei Xiao.
"A beta." Feng Zi threw the document in his hand into the shredder, seeing the beta photo on it was shredded all of a sudden, he felt more and more interesting, "It's just a beta."
A beta with an ordinary appearance and humble background, who doesn't even have the pheromones to bind an alpha, even if he met at a young age, how strong can this relationship be if it is destroyed by time, fame and fortune.
Oh, and they don't even have a kid yet.
Feng Zi smiled slyly.
Vulnerable.
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After discovering that Zhen Lifeng always kept a distance from Omega, Feng Zi immediately changed direction.
He began to ask the other party for advice—Mr. Pillow, I would like to ask you, how can I pursue an alpha?
In order to reduce Zhen Lifeng's wariness towards him, he did not hesitate to fabricate a story.
As a son born with a golden spoon in his mouth, although he was tricky and domineering, he fell in love with the son of the servant who grew up with him.
The other party is obedient and caring to him, but he still refuses to accept his feelings. This makes him extremely distressed. He is really desperate, and he is afraid that it will not end well if the acquaintances around him find out, so after much deliberation, he finally found Zhen Lifeng, who has enjoyed family happiness but is not very familiar with him, hopes to get his advice.
Just to convince Zhen Lifeng that it was true, he still took the trouble to find an opportunity to show his deep-rooted love in front of the other party.
Feng Zi has an unbelievable enthusiasm for playing with emotions, but if he can devote one-tenth of his enthusiasm to work, he might become a well-known young entrepreneur on the list.
Again and again, he, the brave young master who chased after love, finally became famous in Zhen Lifeng's eyes.
Feng Zi took advantage of the opportunity of deliberately acting to act out a scene of being abandoned.
Zhen Lifeng, who thought he had bumped into him by accident, sat awkwardly on the dining table.
"Since he doesn't want to have this meal with me, please help Mr. Zhen. After all, it's not good to waste... I don't have much appetite."
The decoration of this Japanese grocery store is romantic enough, and the dim lighting makes Feng Zi even more pitiful.
It's a pity that all the winks he cast were for the blind man.
As expected, Zhen Lifeng is an alpha who has never seen the world, he only knows how to bury his head in hard food, while eating, he looks like he is in pain, like what he eats is not high-end caviar but some kind of pigweed, it is simply unreasonable.
Not only did he treat the other party to a delicious meal, but he also watched Zhen Lifeng rushing to the roadside to buy sugar-fried chestnuts as soon as he finished his meal. Go home, otherwise the chestnut will be cold and his wife will not like it.
Feng Zi stood on the snowy street in December and stomped his feet.
pissed him off!
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If one count fails, another counts.
Feng Zi began to deliberately use business to keep Zhen Lifeng busy, and often left some vague traces in the short contact.
A handkerchief, a pocket watch, and he even left a bottle of omega pheromone inhibitors in Zhen Lifeng's car.
He has already seen through that Zhen Lifeng, an alpha, doesn't care about everything about him, and he doesn't even bother to think about it carefully.
But his mentality has changed from the alphas in the world who are fickle lovers to the paranoid that I don't believe that Zhen Lifeng can't break up with his partner.
It seems that as long as their relationship breaks up, he can be satisfied, and he really lives up to his name.
Sure enough, there are only a few people with rough nerves like Zhen Lifeng, and his partner is much smarter than him, and the beta named Wei Xiao quickly found him.
The two of them look exactly the same, both of them are dressed in low-end shopping malls.Wei Xiao even ordered a cup of lemon black tea in the coffee shop without any fuss.
But he didn't care about his vulgarity and disrespect, and calmly took a sip of the ridiculous lemon black tea.
And when Wei Xiao's eyes fell on him, Feng Zi actually felt a little uneasy.
However, he immediately suppressed this abnormality, and lied as usual again. He fabricated a false romance, and told Wei Xiao how much he loved Zhen Lifeng, and Zhen Lifeng treated him How much do you want to talk about?
It's as if they have the purest sincere relationship in the world, and Wei Xiao is the vicious villain blocking it.
He said it vividly, as if he believed in this peerless love.
Speaking of the rise, Feng Zi even shed tears when he entered the play, but Wei Xiao was always calm, and even smiled as he should when he heard Feng Zi's exaggerated admiration and love.
Feng Zi really wanted to wake him up, his husband is not so good at all, okay?
Feng Zi didn't understand why these two people were more irritating than the other, so he couldn't help but ask, "After hearing so much, don't you have anything to say?"
"You like his elegant demeanor..." Wei Xiao summarized his speech just now, "Is that right?"
"Of course? Mr. Pillow is very charming!"
"But in fact, these are all brought to him by money." Wei Xiao smiled, still casually, "If he was still the peddler who walked around the streets back then, would you fall in love with him?"
Feng Zi didn't answer, but Wei Xiao spoke again.
"You won't." This beta with a pair of beautiful eyes looked very calm, "What you love is his brilliance, not him... Or even, you don't love him at all, you are just curious."
Feng Zi couldn't understand Wei Xiao's words, but Wei Xiao was still at ease.
"Isn't this the first time you've done something like this, won't poaching a corner give you a lot of pleasure? But you seem to be really skilled, and the effect of changing someone should be very good... But it's not wrong, We may indeed be separated for a while." Wei Xiao meant something and speculated, and finally just drank it in a toast, stood up, and left the last sentence, "You are right, There is nothing in this world that cannot be broken..."
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"I said you are a bastard, please stay away from me and Yao'er." Zhen Lifeng saw Feng Zi as if he was facing a big enemy, and stood in front of Wei Xiaocao like a hen, not letting them Contact, "If you are really sick, go to the hospital to see your nerves, I beg you."
It's a pity that Young Master Feng was not stimulated at all, and even squinted at him.
"What are you talking about here, an ex-husband? It's not you that I'm after now, brother Xiao is single now, he's free!" Feng Zi blinked affectionately at Wei Xiaocao, "Brother Xiao, Don't get bogged down in this kind of deformed love, you have the right to choose your own happiness now! Instead of looking for an arrogant and confused alpha like Zhen Lifeng, you should look at me! I'm young and rich, yes Love is loyal and will be devoted to you..."
"Don't fool people here!" Zhen Lifeng dragged Wei Xiaocao and wanted to run away, "Yaoer, don't talk nonsense with him, let's go back first."
Wei Xiaocao was played by Zhen Lifeng like a doll, but when she passed by Feng Zi, she suddenly raised her eyebrows and smiled.
His mouth moved slightly, only Feng Zi could see his lips clearly.
He froze all of a sudden, watched the two dragging the stall away like a puffer fish, and then returned to his luxury car in a rage.
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"Little Master."
The alpha's cold facial features in the driver's cab softened by three points the moment he saw him.
"What are you shouting for? Shouting soul." Feng Zi threw himself into the seat, and then waited motionless for the dead face in Zhen Lifeng's mouth to carefully adjust his position and fasten his seat belt.
Feng Zi raised his eyebrows and raised his chin.
The cold and serious alpha pinched the tip of his chin and gave him an almost suffocating kiss.
Feng Zi slumped on the seat, his face was flushed but he gave the other party a contemptuous look.
"Wei Xiao is really difficult to deal with."
Feng Zi said so, but the hostility in his body gradually dissipated, and instead he pouted at the people around him, looking childish.
"Mr. Wei is a smart man."
"Of course, back then he instigated you with a few words, and lost me if he didn't agree with each other..." Feng Zi was very upset when he thought of the old things, so he gnawed at the other party viciously, "But forget it, he's right. a matchmaker."
The dead man's face didn't change even after being bitten, and it could still calm the mad young master's emotions.
"What are your plans now, young master?"
"What's my plan? I don't like to tear apart marriages." Feng Zi laughed at himself, recalling Wei Xiao's last lips just now.
[Hundreds of years together. 】
"I can't play with him." Young Master Feng closed his eyes, "His partner is not easy."
interesting.
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Zhen Lifeng was nervous all the way home, and finally couldn't restrain himself after entering the door, and told Wei Xiaocao to order.
"Yao'er, don't talk to that lunatic, he has mental problems."
Wei Xiaocao is an old god, he changed the clothes he went out, and dealt with Zhen Lifeng while changing his home clothes.
"I think he seems to be in good condition." Wei Xiaocao exaggeratedly asked, "Looking at his clothes, he should be very rich... Is it the boss who is rich or is he rich?"
Zhen Lifeng stomped his feet in a hurry, and couldn't find his arms or eyes when changing clothes, he emphasized.
"It's not about money or not..."
Wei Xiaocao nodded and said calmly.
"Oh, that's why he's richer."
He wanted to laugh seeing Zhen Lifeng's anxious expression, so he simply ignored him and went about his own affairs.
The temperature has changed recently, Wei Xiaocao is going to dig out the clothes that are in season, and then put the clothes that can't be worn into the box.
He ignored Zhen Lifeng, but Zhen Lifeng still followed behind him relentlessly.
Zhen Lifeng watched him go to tidy up the closet, he was frightened and stood in front of the closet, not allowing Wei Xiaocao to take things.
"Why are you tidying up the cabinet?" Zhen Lifeng was so anxious that he looked at Wei Xiaocao with an expression of death, "Are you going to follow him? I don't allow it!"
Wei Xiaocao felt completely baffled, seeing him like this, couldn't help teasing him.
"I came here to work with you, the boss. It's not the same as who I work with. Now that I have encountered a high-paying job, it's normal to want to change jobs."
"You!" Zhen Lifeng's eyes were red again, he blamed the person in front of him like an abandoned daughter-in-law, "Wei Xiao, you have no heart!"
After he finished speaking, he didn't listen to Wei Xiaocao's words, and immediately hugged him.
Wei Xiaocao was unprepared, being attacked by such a huge monster, she fell backward as soon as her waist softened. Fortunately, there was a bed behind her, and Zhen Lifeng held his waist with one hand and protected his head with the other, so he was not injured. Just startled.
"Pillow Lifeng, you have..."
Zhen Lifeng didn't give him a chance to speak at all, and Patapada started crying again.
"I won't let you go! I don't care! Don't even think about leaving once you're back!"
Wei Xiaocao couldn't dodge it, so she could only use it as an artificial tear-wiping machine to wipe people's faces.
He was a little helpless and frowned.
"I can not understand what you say."
"It doesn't matter if you keep pretending to have amnesia, as long as you are still by my side, I can play with you however you want..." Zhen Lifeng kept rubbing his head against him, feeling extremely wronged, "But you are not allowed to leave!"
"Boss, what you said is wrong." Wei Xiaocao snorted at his head, but insisted, "I have not signed a contract with you, and there is no improper relationship between us. There is no obligation between us. .”
"That's not fair."
The giant crying bag suddenly turned serious, and kissed Wei Xiaocao all of a sudden, which caught him off guard.
"Fuck...you are so stupid, uh..."
When was the last time you kissed?
Before Wei Xiaocao had time to think about it, he was so soured by the big hawthorn that he was so sore that he could only embrace his big hawthorn as he wanted, and obediently be boiled into syrup, and honey water flowed out.
……
Zhen Lifeng was so happy for the first time since the divorce. He was just like the stupid young boy back then, covering his youngest son with a quilt with a silly smile, and then he was kicked with a smile on his face.
He stretched out half of his face to Wei Xiaocao, and said docilely, "Hit lightly, I still have a meeting tomorrow."
Wei Xiaocao stretched out his hands to pinch this cheeky face, both annoyed and funny.
"You!"
bother.
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After that, although they didn't break through, it was a rare reconciliation for the divorced couple.
Apart from eating and living together, Wei Xiaocao did not refuse any intimacy with Zhen Lifeng.But even so, Zhen Lifeng was still uneasy.
He couldn't tell where his mood came from, but he couldn't restrain his panic.
Just this time when he saw Wei Xiaocao rummaging around in front of the closet again, he immediately started to panic again, and he immediately ran to the other party and asked eagerly.
"What are you packing?"
Fortunately, Wei Xiaocao didn't want to run away.
"I saw that the property recently said that there is a clothing donation activity, and I want to clean up to see if there are any old clothes that can be donated."
Zhen Lifeng stopped panicking now, and began to show courteousness again.
"I'll help you..."
Wei Xiaocao felt that this was nothing to do, so she nodded to him.
"what ever."
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Both of them were born in hard times, even though they were well-off, they never squandered their hands, and the old clothes in the past were collected very well. Wei Xiaocao went to the storage room, trying to clear out the cardboard boxes at the bottom of the box.
Seeing that he wanted to reach out his hand, Zhen Lifeng immediately did it for him.
"I'll do it, I'll do it. How can I let you do this kind of rough work."
Wei Xiaocao is immune to Mr. Zhen's behavior of catching horses these days, so he just glanced at him and let him do it for him.
Zhen Lifeng was not annoyed by Yao'er's glance, he moved the big box into the bedroom with a smile, and put it on the ground for Wei Xiaocao to look through.
Wei Xiaocao carried out the folded clothes inside, and Zhen Lifeng couldn't help but sigh while watching.
"These are all clothes from many years ago."
He reached out and pulled out a thick clothes tightly wrapped in a dust bag from the bottom, and said with nostalgia in his eyes.
"Look at this one, it's the first high-end item we bought... Hahaha."
Wei Xiaocao was also taken aback for a moment, and there was some memory in his eyes.
"right."
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This so-called "high-end product" is actually just a fake fur.
The wool made of artificial fibers, and the short white ones, look earthy and vulgar now.
But it cost the two of them a full 500 yuan at the beginning, and they had to sell seven or eight thousand skewers of cold food to earn back.
That was when they set up a stall.
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"The clothes look so good, my brother. Let me tell you, the big shopping malls next door all get the goods from us. Other places can't offer this price at all."
At that time, they were still running a small stall, and they were so busy that they got up early and worked late every day. They made some money in the first year, but neither of them dared to use it, because they planned to set up a facade, and the rent was a lot of money. Almost boiled their old bottom dry.But when the new year was approaching, Zhen Lifeng still took Wei Xiaocao out to buy new year's goods, and he had to buy clothes for him as he walked.
Their original clothes were all bought in the night market, and they could buy a suit for forty or fifty. Where have they ever been to a serious shopping mall.Originally Zhen Lifeng wanted to go to the shopping mall today, but was stopped by Wei Xiaocao.
"Markets can't bargain."
Wei Xiaocao said so, and pulled him into the wholesale market next to the underground sidewalk.
Even here is much more expensive than usual street stalls, but Zhen Lifeng was in high spirits, he thought Wei Xiaocao looked good in this dress, and wanted to pay for it.
"One thousand and two is too expensive." Wei Xiaocao disagreed, and he took off the clothes he was trying on, "Big pillow, let's go."
"Look at what you said, this material, the feel of this fur when you touch it, is no different from animal hair. One thousand and two is the purchase price, and we are all doing sincere business..." The boss of the wholesale market boasted hype, It is almost said that there is nothing in the sky and nothing on the earth.
Zhen Lifeng was about to take out the money, but Wei Xiaocao held him back.
"Not to mention so much, we also sincerely want to buy it - [-] buy it, if you can take it, if you can't, just forget it."
Wei Xiaocao turned around while dragging the person, as if she didn't want to talk anymore.
"Oh, that's not how you negotiated the price. You can't get it if you can't get it. You can't get this price anywhere you go."
"Forget it." Wei Xiaocao leaned on Lifeng's waist, and the man reluctantly followed him, "Let's look at other things."
Zhen Lifeng is like a lobbyist of the shop owner, still doing ideological work with Wei Xiaocao.
"Actually, one thousand and two is fine. It's not that we don't have this money. We earned it back after working hard. You haven't bought new clothes for a long time. Isn't it the Chinese New Year? It's okay to buy one..." He muttered He murmured and babbled, and finally muttered with great melancholy: "...you look so good in your clothes."
Wei Xiaocao looked at this person, and Zhen Lifeng said it freely, but he was still wearing one hundred and two sets of interlayer cotton pajamas.The dark blue fabric was slightly blackened by oily smoke, and it couldn't be cleaned no matter how much it was washed.
Wei Xiaocao poked at the hem of his pajamas and couldn't help laughing.
"Your clothes are all torn, what else do you buy with me?"
Zhen Lifeng grabbed his hand and shook it nonchalantly.
"I cook pots every day and wrap my apron around it. Why do I wear such a nice dress? I don't feel bad for wearing this kind of clothes."
"Then I'm not the same, I have to go out every day."
"You are different." Zhen Lifeng also looked at him and smirked, his eyes were full of sincerity, "I just want you to dress well and eat well, so that I have more face..."
They finally bought this "high-end product" for [-] that day. When they returned home, Zhen Lifeng was holding his things in one hand and holding him in the other, and told him about it with great ambitions.
"When we have money in the future, I'll take you to a big shopping mall to buy it! When the time comes to buy mink, it will cost tens of thousands!"
"Hurrah."
In a flash, it has been so many years.
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Wei Xiaocao reached out and pulled off the fake fur that Zhen Lifeng had been holding up.
"what happened to you?"
Hold up a piece of clothes without talking, and use it as a clothes rail.
"No, no, no..." Zhen Lifeng rubbed his nose, and his smile became a little more embarrassed, "I just... just feel that I'm actually quite incapable."
He used to think that he was already very successful from setting up a street stall to becoming a retail store step by step, and then opening a store into a chain franchise.
He has really come out on top, and he takes the company's affairs as a big deal every day, and is so busy that he gets dizzy.Thinking about expanding and earning money every day, he put all his energy on making money every day, but forgot why he wanted to get ahead in the first place.
It is true that he is willing to endure hardships and luck is good, he seized the opportunity on the wind and achieved success faster than ordinary people.
But almost lost the more precious things.
"I'm sorry." After the divorce, this was the first time that Zhen Lifeng reflected on himself in front of Wei Xiaocao, "It's because I didn't take good care of our relationship. I only focused on making money and ignored your feelings."
He finally understood how wronged Wei Xiaocao was when he divorced.
【You are busy too, and I am busy too, but we got this family busy. 】
Zhen Lifeng's heart ached so much, he stretched out his hand to hug Wei Xiaocao into his arms, he said.
"Actually, I didn't think that I would make the street stall what it is today."
At the beginning, he set up a street stall just to make ends meet, and he didn't know what he would do in the future.It was because they met Wei Xiaocao that they tried to set up a stall to eat and clothe them warmly. They were always chased by the urban management at first, and sometimes they were bullied. The rented house was poor, so Zhen Lifeng thought about opening a store. , at least in addition to a small shop that is doing business seriously, there is also a place to shelter from the wind and rain.Later, they worked hard together to achieve what they are today.
"I really, really never thought about letting our family break up."
Without his grass, he struggled no matter how successful he was.
And for whom?
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Zhen Lifeng hugged Wei Xiaocao reluctantly to let go, it seemed that only by pulling this person tightly by his side could the fear in his heart disappear.
"After our divorce, in fact, I often thought, if I hadn't had a momentary brain fever during the Cold War. If I was willing to bow my head, wouldn't you have left." He was full of emotions, his words choked up, " You have never changed, I was deceived by lard... I was confused for a while, and I couldn't understand that you felt uneasy at the time, and accused you of not keeping the baby... Now that I think about it, I can't break or stand, even if When the baby did stay, we probably only got worse."
Given their precarious relationship at the time, even if there were children, it might not be able to alleviate the conflicts between them. What's more, without a harmonious family, how could a child who grew up like this be happy? This is also not good for children. responsible.
"Baby?" Wei Xiaocao frowned suddenly. He sat up and said seriously, "Wait... I've never had a baby, and it's even more impossible to have an abortion."
They looked at each other and fell silent for a moment.
Zhen Lifeng hesitated and asked: "Then...why is there a positive pregnancy test paper at home?"
Wei Xiaocao was speechless for a while, covering her face with her hands.
"It was indeed tested by me..." he said, but his eyes were moist for the first time, "but there is no baby."
It's just an oolong.
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The body of a beta is different from that of an omega.
Unlike omega, which is naturally adapted to gestation, beta is the third gender besides alpha and omega. While they don't have strong pheromones, they also don't have glands that can be marked by alpha.Compared with omega's fixed physiological heat, beta's endocrine is actually more difficult to figure out.
While they can impregnate omega, they also have the opportunity to reproduce for alpha. Although the world regards alpha and omega as the sons of destiny, ordinary betas actually have the freest souls.
They can fall in love with anyone without restraint, and they will not be controlled by pheromones or final signs.
At least for Wei Xiaocao, he has never felt inferior because of his gender.
But out of love comes sorrow, and out of love comes fear.
Wei Xiaocao was not immune either.
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He has been with Zhen Lifeng for many years, but they have never had children.
In fact, apart from Zhen Lifeng, Wei Xiaocao himself also likes the little baby.Not only did he not resist the matter of having a child, but he also had vague expectations, but they had been busy with their careers in the early stage, so they couldn't spare time and energy for this matter, so they kept procrastinating.
Later, they had no worries about food and clothing, but the gap between them gradually grew.
During that time, Wei Xiaocao felt unwell all the time, but Zhen Lifeng was on frequent business trips, and the two of them had no choice but to break up their work and rest, and they seldom interacted with each other, and even the messages they sent were very brief.
Wei Xiaocao was always lethargic and tired at the time, and also had a high body temperature. He bought the pregnancy test strips and went home with secret expectations, and went to the hospital for an examination cautiously after the positive result.
"The doctor told me..." After today, Wei Xiaocao couldn't help but feel a little sad when he mentioned this matter, "I'm not pregnant, in fact...my body may be difficult to have a child."
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Compared with omega's easy pregnancy physique, beta is naturally difficult to conceive.
And Wei Xiaocao is not only a beta, but also has a weak body.
He didn't grow up pampered, and the toughness on the surface made people ignore the damage in his foundation.
He came out in his early ten years to support himself, lived on a park bench, slept in a bridge hole by a river, and walked around the streets carrying a few kilograms of bags.When her peers were still under the protection of her family, Wei Xiaocao had already shouldered the burden of life.
He is indeed very strong and brave, and successfully resisted the cold wind of life, but these tempers of fate inevitably left a mark on him.
There are certain problems with his physique, which may make it difficult for him to have a child of his own.
It is a lie to say that it is not hit.
Wei Xiaocao sat outside for an entire afternoon holding the hospital's examination report, and then returned home unhappy.
He was thinking about how to tell Zhen Lifeng about this. The alienation these days made him uneasy, and he began to wonder if the relationship between them had been exhausted.
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As soon as he got home, he was stunned by the baby products in the room, Wei Xiaocao had to be very restrained to keep himself from losing his composure.
"What are you buying these for?"
"Yao'er, you're back. Don't you think this little bag is cute?" Zhen Lifeng had a joy he hadn't seen for a long time, and asked him almost attentively, "Which color do you like?"
"Why do I like these?" Wei Xiaocao squeezed the inspection report in her hand, but felt stuck in her throat, "I'm sick..."
Zhen Lifeng didn't hear his murmur clearly, and was still saying something that Wei Xiaocao couldn't understand.
"Okay, okay, I know people who have babies have a lot of emotional ups and downs, come and sit down, are you tired? Let's rest first, don't make you two tired."
"What are you talking about?" Wei Xiaocao could only hide his heartbreak with indifference, Zhen Lifeng's face was so expectant and happy, but he himself might not be able to give them a good answer at all, "I There is no baby in the womb at all."
"How could it be? Obviously the test strips are parallel bars..."
Zhen Lifeng's questioning almost broke Wei Xiaocao's composure.
He couldn't say it, the test paper was a false positive, in fact he had no children at all, and he might never have children because of his poor health.Zhen Lifeng was looking forward to a family of three, he couldn't give it, Wei Xiaocao could only use silence to replace all answers.
"You didn't even discuss it with me, so you... just decided not to have this child?"
Child, child, Wei Xiaocao felt that the alpha in front of him was very strange, did Zhen Lifeng only want a child?
Yes.
They were indeed in the same boat at the beginning, and worked together from peddlers to today, but at that time Zhen Lifeng had nothing, but now Zhen always achieved fame.He, Wei Xiaocao, might be the best choice for Zhen Lifeng at the beginning, and now he can have a new choice.
This time there is Feng Zi, who will be there next time?Is it necessary to use endless conflicts again and again to kill the relationship between them?
"That's all you want for a child?"
When Wei Xiaocao asked this, his heart seemed to be bleeding. All the unresolved hidden dangers they had before were pressing on his heart like building blocks, and it was very crumbling.
"I think it's wrong to have a child... We've been together for 20 years, I think it's okay to have a crystallization of love that belongs to us?"
Wei Xiaocao watched helplessly that Zhen Lifeng's face, which was always decent now, was flushed red, like the idiot who was wearing a fringed T-shirt and told himself that he liked it.
"Children are not a necessity. I don't want my child to be born in this environment. I don't even want to quarrel with you..."
The building blocks in Wei Xiaocao's heart finally collapsed, smashing the last of his sanity, and they should really be separated for a while, he said.
"If you insist, then go find someone who is willing to give birth to you, not me."
He was so afraid that in Zhen Lifeng's eyes, children were no longer the continuation of their love, and he was a necessity for his family to carry on the family line.
But now they are in jail and can't see clearly.
45
Zhen Lifeng just quietly listened to what Wei Xiaocao told him about the past.
He suddenly discovered that when they stood at different angles, everything was different.
Wei Xiaocao's indifference may be anxiety, but her excitement turned into a scythe, cutting off Wei Xiaocao's last rationality and composure.
Zhen Lifeng couldn't help but sigh with emotion.
"That's why you want to divorce me no matter what."
He finally understood the reason why Wei Xiaocao was so resolute at the time, and it was also because he had failed too much, and he couldn't even hand over a steady amount of love and consideration to Wei Xiaocao's hands.
He heard Wei Xiaocao ask him.
"Angry?"
"No." Zhen Lifeng replied.His current expression was unprecedentedly calm, he didn't look like he was trying to please others, he just held Wei Xiaocao's hand solemnly, kissed the back of his hand cherishingly, "I want to thank you, Yao'er."
If it wasn't for Wei Xiaocao's decisiveness, if they hadn't divorced in the end, if they hadn't really lost the person in their arms, he thought he might not have truly restored their relationship.
It was Wei Xiaocao's departure that made him truly feel the pain of cutting bones and scraping flesh, re-examined Wei Xiaocao's indispensability to him, and then tried his best to thicken his skin and deceive him. They have to abduct people back home.
"I don't know about your body. I'm sorry. It's my fault. As the other half, I really neglected you." Zhen Lifeng felt guilty for his carelessness. He couldn't tell, "I just because..., I'm not..."
The eloquence he usually has when talking about business can't be used on Wei Xiaocao at all, he can only hug him tightly and murmur over and over again.
"I don't know how to put it, but I care more about having you by my side than my children, really... After we got rich, I did expand a lot at the beginning, and the mentality of the poor getting rich was out of balance, but I was really just very I'm just a vulgar nouveau riche... I never thought that I would be separated from you, and I never thought that you would want me."
In Zhen Lifeng's eyes back then, he always felt that Wei Xiaocao would never leave him.
But he was wrong, Wei Xiaocao left without a second thought, leaving him at the same place helpless.
"After you left, I was in a daze every day. Except for work, I just thought about you. But I couldn't find any news about you... Later I heard from Liuzhier that you were injured. I ran to my hometown again, but I jumped again. One empty."
Zhen Lifeng mentioned that he couldn't find Wei Xiaocao's memory, and felt extremely uncomfortable.It's not that he feels sorry for himself, but that Wei Xiaocao is wronged outside alone.
"I heard that you hurt your head, and you can't remember many things. If you want to go to the city to find a job, I found you from the talent market after asking someone to find a relationship."
Zhen Lifeng felt that his methods were ridiculously mentally handicapped.
"I'm afraid that you won't remember me, and I'm afraid that you will remember me. So I can only make up nonsense to lure you back first and then discuss the long-term plan... I'm afraid that if I tell you from the beginning, you won't agree to go home with me, so Just talking nonsense about nurturing."
Wei Xiaocao listened quietly, letting the sweet and sour hawthorn berries spread throughout the room.
Zhen Lifeng is still promising him.
"I will treat you well, give me another chance, Yaoer. When you finish the inspection, you can remarry if you want! It doesn't matter if you don't have children, I just have you, maybe you still can't believe it completely As I said, let's wait and see later."
Wei Xiaocao remained silent, but there was a slight smile in his eyes.
He reached out and rubbed Zhen Lifeng's head, and quietly threw himself into his arms.
he couldn't help remembering
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