[Giant] Ellen, please don't be SHI

"Ai...Ai Lun...Ai Lun!" Mikasa woke up from the nightmare, her wide eyes narrowed slightly after seeing the incandescent chandelier on the roof.She turned her head, looked at Jean sitting beside her, paused, and said gloomily, "Where is Allen?"

Jean didn't answer, he quietly looked at Mikasa who was sweating profusely, he had never been with her for such a long time, even when she fell asleep at night, she was always alone.I thought her heart was too big, and nothing would fill that empty heart. Maybe her heart was too small, and she couldn't contain the feelings I had for her for more than ten years.But... Mikasa... It seems that it is my wishful thinking. Now you have Alan, he has taken root in your heart and wrapped your heart unbreakably.

Staring and frowning, Mikasa lifted the quilt impatiently and made a gesture to get out of bed, but unexpectedly touched the broken bone wound in her left hand.

"Don't move around!" Looking at Mikasa's pale face, Ren hurried forward to help him, but he was dodged as expected, "Your left hand was broken, and the palm of your right hand was almost cut directly. Do you know it hurts?"

Mikasa frowned, and stared straight at Rang who was standing beside her, the kind of concern that burst out from his eyes never changed after the first meeting.This true feeling, this ridiculous love!

"It's still the same as before, always risking my life for the mission, and now for..."

"Why didn't you die five years ago?" Interrupting Rang, Mikasa looked into his eyes with a blank expression.

Hearing this question, Jean was taken aback for a moment, and then smiled, "You still asked, I thought you would never ask in your life." When the other party gave him a cold look, Jean began to answer with a light cough, "Five years ago, in the organization The night before we were ordered to kill each other, Dr. Yeager came to see me. He said..." Jean recalled the past, paused for a while and continued, "He said, 'Jean, no matter what happens tomorrow, we must Remember to drink this drug in the early hours of the morning, it will keep you alive for 24 hours.'”

"Won't you die?" Mikasa pursed the corners of her lips, thinking about these words carefully, and a lot of information could be obtained from them.

"Yes." Jean looked at the beautiful face under the black hair, "I was stabbed in the chest by the knife you carried with you that day. Fortunately, there was a deviation of 0.05 cm, otherwise the medicine would not be able to save me. So... Mikasa, I want to know if you deliberately didn't kill me with a knife, and if you hesitated to face the matter of killing me."

"En?" Hearing Jean suddenly asked this question, Mikasa stopped thinking about it, she stared at Jean's earnest expression, those eyes that desperately needed an affirmative answer made her startled, "No."

"You...you said no?" I thought Mikasa would answer [maybe], or at least [I don't remember], but... I didn't expect that she would say [no] with certainty, "Then ...Then why didn't you just stab me to death? You have always been very accurate with the knife, why did you make a mistake at such a critical moment?"

"This..." Mikasa looked out of the dark window and said calmly, "I took medicine at the time, maybe it was a side effect of the medicine. When I was the last you, I was a little dazed, and I was a little trembling even holding a knife."

"What... what? The side effects of the medicine?" Let the big mouth stare at the expressionless Mikasa, and said these words with that expression, just like two aunts talking on the street in the early morning: [Hey, your family is today. What kind of food do you eat? ][Kung Pao Chicken, Crab Rice Cake].Those words that have been tumbling in my mind for five years, those words that are most likely to be answered from the first row to the [-]th Kasa, are all replaced by this damn medicine now!My goodness!Do you want to be so cruel to me!

"Why did Yeager give you the medicine?" Mikasa asked calmly, ignoring the self-centered resentment.

"This..." Jean stopped the urge to bang his head against the wall, recalled the scene and said, "I asked the doctor the next day, and he only said, 'You shouldn't die here.' Then you were taken away by Dr. Jaeger. Let’s go, and I gradually recovered. At first, everything was fine, until one day Kony came to tell me that the old general was dead, and was killed by a guy called the king, and this king is now the highest leader of the organization. Later, I was taken to see the king because of the medicine I took back then. Now that the higher-ups want to develop a new type of medicine, Yeager must be selected to participate in it, but I heard that the doctor has always had reservations about this matter and did not agree Go all out. So..."

"So Yeager was attacked, and the person who attacked him is the current organization." Mikasa came to this conclusion clearly, and after receiving Jean's approval, she grimaced, "So, now my enemy is the organization .”

"I will never be your enemy."

Unexpectedly hearing this sentence again, Mikasa was stunned for a moment, then stood up slowly, avoiding Jean's wanting to help, picked up one coat and put it on, "Rang, don't you hate me?"

"Hate?" Jean quietly watched Mikasa put on her black coat, her indifferent eyes were like before, like a long time ago, on that sunny afternoon, beside the trickling brook, looking back for the first time, The eyes that looked at me for the first time were cold but warm, "You know, I will never hate you, even if you want me to give my heart, I will never hesitate."

Mikasa stood up straight, looked at Jean who was also looking at him, and just looked at him without any expression.Suddenly, she jumped up and stood by the window sill. Turning her head, the wind downstairs blew her hair wantonly, disturbing Mikasa's mood at the moment, "In my world, the lives I can respect are very limited. And these , I set my boundaries 5 years ago. So let... ashes to ashes, ashes to ashes, you and I will never be in the same world. Goodbye."

"Three..." Jean didn't follow, looking at the slender figure disappearing into the night, the hand he wanted to hold fell helplessly.Jean lowered his eyes, sat down slowly, stroked the quilt that was still warm, and murmured, "My world is all about you, Mikasa..."

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"Boom!" The raging wind stopped after a thunderstorm.Xiuzi walked under the row of sycamore trees in the villa, thinking about everything that happened during the day.The guy named Allen, the captain seems to be very concerned, when did this person appear, has his background and identity been investigated clearly?Why did he approach the captain, and what purpose did he have?Petra seems to like Alan very much, I will ask her tomorrow morning.

Thinking about these messy things, Hughes suddenly became irritable and asked him to take out his cigarette and light it.There was another burst of thunder, and a heavy rain was about to arrive as expected.This is the case in April, the temperature plummets and soars, and the torrential rain falls as soon as it is said.

Hughes walked to the gate impatiently, and opened the door after getting confirmation from the guard.

"Squeak—" The sound of the heavy iron door woke up Ermin who had been squatting by the wall.He raised his head abruptly, and after seeing someone walking out of the door, he stood up and ran wildly.

Hughes stared at the blond boy who suddenly appeared, and the cigarette butt that had just finished smoking fell to the ground, "Are you... the one during the day?"

"Huh—" Ermin took a deep breath, adjusted her breath, looked up at the man in front of her, and was startled, it was him!

"What are you doing here? How did you come here?" Xiuz frowned, looking at Ermin with a tired face.

"You... I want to know where Alan is?" Ermin stabilized her disturbed heartbeat, "Because I came here a few days ago to give Alan a tuition, so... I have been here since you left today wait."

"Are you sure we will definitely come here?" Xiuz waved to the guard who was about to walk this way, indicating that he knew someone.

"I'm not sure." Ermin shook her head, her blond hair was disheveled by the wind, "But strange things happened one after another in the past few days, and Alan even got to know the boss of Tiandi Group strangely, so I came to Take a gamble here."

Listening to Ai Ermin's analysis, although most of them have no basis, they guessed very accurately, "So you all know that the director of Tiandi Group is here."

"No." Ermin looked at the brightly lit villa in the distance, "Alan doesn't know, and he won't think about it. He was able to appear in this inexplicable place, probably because some insignificant person needed He has to be here."

"Really?" Xiuz followed Ermin's line of sight. Although Alan was still in a coma just now, he should have been awake after routine inspection of Ymir and Hanji.Hutz turned around and took out the Land Rover's car keys, "Let's go, you won't see Alan today."

"Is he safe? Is he injured?" Elmin grabbed Xiuzi who was about to leave, and asked eagerly, "Why did you arrest Alan?"

Xiuzi lowered his head, looked at the long white fingers and concerned eyes, frowned and said, "There is no safer place than here."

"Then...then can I see him tomorrow?"

"I can't guarantee." After finishing speaking, Xiuzi put aside the hand held by Ermin, turned around and paused, "Where is your home? I'll see you off."

Hearing this sentence, Ermin's eyes widened, and the deer running wild in her heart was already galloping.He looked at the man's back, and he knew very clearly that this man was the one he had identified in his life.

Seeing that Ermin was too stunned to respond, Xiuzi went straight to the car, opened the door, and said, "Get in the car."

"I..." Ermin couldn't believe that he would send her home. She thought she should refuse, but after the other party showed some impatience, she immediately ran forward and said with an embarrassed smile, "Thank you .”