After the tool man's cannon fodder awakens [Wear the book]

Lu Jinyan calmed down the throbbing in his heart, and turned around again, only to find that Xie Yu had long since disappeared.

Lu Jinyan looked over, and saw Xie Yu sitting on the steps alone with his head down, Lu Jinyan took a deep breath, tried to suppress that touch of emotion, and sat next to Xie Yu pretending to be calm, "Why did you come here? "

Xie Yu didn't look up, and said in a low voice, "Come here if you want to."

"En." Lu Jinyan only responded, he didn't know how to speak, and the two could only look at each other speechlessly.

Xie Yu's heart was completely cold. It turned out that he didn't want to talk to him anymore...

At this moment, Xie Yu, the monitor of his class, shouted to run 400 meters, Xie Yu got up and walked over.

Lu Jinyan hurriedly followed, "Are you going to participate in the competition?"

"Yeah." Xie Yu didn't look back.

"However, when you asked me just now, I said I would not participate. I thought you also..."

Xie Yu stopped suddenly, turned around and stared at Lu Jinyan intently, "If you don't participate, I won't participate? I'm not your follower!"

! !

Lu Jinyan was terrified by Xie Yu's words, and tentatively asked, "Are you angry?"

Xie Yu replied coldly, "I'm not angry!"

Lu Jinyan was stunned for a while, although Xie Yu said he was not angry, but his tone seemed to be angry, but the problem was that he didn't know why Xie Yu was angry...

"But……"

Lu Jinyan wanted to say something else, but Xie Yu was already standing in his class, and said coldly, "Go back to your class."

The two classes were together during training, and they had never been separated before. This was the first time that Xie Yu asked him to return to his own class.

He clearly knew that Xie Yu was angry, and he seemed quite happy, but he just didn't know the reason.

This made Lu Jinyan feel a little irritable. When the monitor came over and asked him if he wanted to participate in the competition, he casually said in a bad tone, "I won't participate."

But seeing the end of the 400-meter runway, Xie Yu was the first to rush over, and Lu Jinyan hurried to find the monitor, "Squad monitor, is the registration full for that competition? I want to participate."

The monitor glared at him, "The quota is full."

Immediately, he left Lu Jinyan with a clean head. The squad leader felt that Lu Jinyan was talking about it.

……

Lu Jinyan turned around and found Zheng Qi, "Go and ask for me, what's wrong with Yuyu."

?Zheng Qi had a question mark on his head, and he wanted to say, you are inseparable from Xie Yu every day, and you don't even participate in the activities of your own class, where will he find out what happened to Xie Yu.

Although he thought so in his heart, Zheng Qiming didn't show it on his face, "Tell me first, what kind of conflict did you have with Xie Yu? Did you quarrel or did you offend him?"

"This one……"

Lu Jinyan hesitated for a long time but couldn't speak, Zheng Qi gave him an angry look, "You don't say anything, how can I ask for you?"

Lu Jinyan felt bitter, he couldn't tell Zheng Qi that he had a dream at night that he left Xie Yu in the air, he was so worried...

"I don't know, it's just that he suddenly ignored me. He said he wasn't angry, but he looked angry..."

"Okay, okay," Zheng Qi interrupted him, grinning very sinisterly, "Do you have a dog outside, and Xie Yu found it, hehehe..."

"What are you talking about?" Lu Jinyan went up and gave Zheng Qi a stir-fried chestnut, "I didn't do anything to make him angry, and I didn't have any other dogs, ah! You are the dog, go and ask me! "Speaking, Lu Jinyan kicked Zheng Qi's ass.

Zheng Qi, who was kicked, staggered, turned around and made a face at him, "So fierce, Xie Yu deserves to be angry with you!"

After Zheng Qi left, Lu Jinyan thought about it seriously, he was fine last night, he even hugged Xie Yu, but suddenly changed this morning...

!Lu Jinyan was startled suddenly, Xie Yu didn't know about his dream at night, therefore, the reason for Xie Yu's anger must be from the way he took him to take a bath last night until this morning.

During this time, only one thing happened, that was at the bathroom door, someone said homosexuality was disgusting, Xie Yu's expression didn't change at that time, he thought Xie Yu didn't hear it.

But now... Lu Jinyan is sure that Xie Yu must have heard it, so today is strange.

Could it be that he...would he feel disgusted too...

Thinking of this, he suddenly felt like his heart was being cut by a knife, and he was in pain. He didn't dare to think, if Xie Yu treated him like this in the future and ignored him, what would happen to his life in the future.

At the dinner table, everyone still ate together as usual, there was no annoying He Xujia to make trouble today, but Xie Yu's interest was still not high.

Zheng Qi took advantage of the time to put the tableware, and quietly touched it, "Did you quarrel with Lu Jinyan? Why are you angry?"

After listening to Zheng Qi's words, Xie Yu frowned and thought, "Did Lu Jinyan ask you to ask me?"

Zheng Qi waved his hands hastily, "No, no, what I want to ask is that I feel that something is wrong with you two, so I came here to ask, let's talk about something, we can't be sullen all by ourselves."

"You go and tell Lu Jinyan that I'm not angry, and he doesn't need to ask someone to come over and ask, just tell me if you have anything to say."

Zheng Qi nodded hurriedly, "Okay, okay, as long as you can say it, that's fine."

On the way back to the dormitory, Lu Jinyan bumped Zheng Qi's shoulder and shouted, "Oh! Zheng Qi, are you okay, I didn't mean to."

Shouting, he stretched his neck to look in Xie Yu's direction, but Xie Yu didn't seem to hear it at all, and didn't turn his head.

Lu Jinyan didn't know that Zheng Qi had already sold himself, so he asked in a low voice, "How is it? What did Yuyu say to you?"

"No, Xie Yu said that if you have anything to ask him, you should ask him yourself, don't ask someone to ask."

Lu Jinyan glared at him bitterly, "You sold me!"

Zheng Qi didn't show weakness at all, and stared back, "Xie Yu is so smart, it's normal for him to guess."

After returning, Lu Jinyan followed Xie Yu, watching helplessly as he closed the bedroom door in front of her.

Lu Jinyan was shut out, so he didn't go back at all, and went straight to the roof. The roof was not as hot as the playground, and the cool breeze blowing towards his face made Lu Jinyan's mind extraordinarily clear at this moment.

You can't continue to be so suspicious, in case... In case Yuyu can accept him, in case he didn't hear what others said yesterday, in case he is angry for other reasons...

In case...he can really have him, not just in a dream.

But now Yuyu is still young, and she is still underage.

So, just try it and ask him tentatively.

After lunch, when Xie Yu was supposed to be taking a break, Xie Yu came out of the toilet. The phone rang "Ding Dong!", and when he opened it, it was a message from Lu Jinyan:

"I have something to tell you, if you want to hear it, come to the rooftop on the roof of the dormitory building."

After Xie Yu finished reading, he threw his phone on the bed and covered his head with the quilt, wondering whether he should go to the appointment or not.

He already guessed what Lu Jinyan wanted to talk to him about, but he didn't dare to face it. If, if Lu Jinyan really thought he was disgusting, what should he do...

Time passed by, and Xie Yu, who was covered in the quilt, was sweating. He quickly washed his face with cold water, and smiled in the mirror, but no matter how you looked at it, the smile was very awkward and weird. Terrific, it would be better to cry.

Xie Yu raised the corners of his mouth slightly, trying to make an arc, exposing the standard eight teeth, and practiced countless times.

Finally, the smile looked much better, and the white teeth set off the pink lips, which was extremely dazzling.

But if you look carefully, you will find that there is no brilliance in those almond eyes, and the smile does not reach the bottom of the eyes.

"Da da! Da da!"

The afternoon sun was particularly dazzling, the rooftop was very quiet, and the sound of Xie Yu's feet stepping on the steps was very clear.

Lu Jinyan couldn't help straightening his back, his back collapsed tightly, and he pretended to look at the entrance casually.

When Xie Yu walked in, he saw Lu Jinyan with his back turned to him. His handsome figure could not be covered by the large army green camouflage uniform.

The sun is shining and the hair is light...

Everything is the way he likes it.

Xie Yu took a deep breath and walked over, "Are you looking for me?"

Lu Jinyan turned around and smiled at him with crooked brows and eyes, which made people feel excited, "I think you are still angry, but I don't know what I did wrong. If I really did something wrong, you can just say Come out, don't... so, don't be so indifferent to me, I can't accept it."

Xie Yu was fascinated by his smile, but the sadness in his heart surged up one after another. He clasped his palm tightly with his fingers, and pretended to say inadvertently, "Ah...it's nothing, I just feel that the two of us are together. The previous way of getting along was a bit weird, it didn't seem to be very good, but I think we get along just like we did with Zheng Qi."

When Xie Yu was talking, he stared at Lu Jinyan's face without blinking. As he spit out his words, Lu Jinyan's face darkened visibly.

Sure enough, Lu Jinyan also felt that his way of getting along with him was very strange, and his face changed.

But Lu Jinyan, who heard Xie Yu's words, felt cold for a while. Xie Yu really heard those words, and planned to distance himself from him from now on.

Lu Jinyan laughed awkwardly, "Hehe... I think what you said is right, it seems that you are indeed a little too intimate..."

Xie Yu didn't know how to reply, so he could only nod his head in agreement.

The two were silent for a long time, and the wind started to blow impatiently, messing up the dull hair on Xie Yu's head.

Lu Jinyan reached out his hand to smooth out the strand of hair in a strange way, and it met Xie Yu's bright eyes. He averted his eyes in embarrassment, "That..."

At this time, there were bursts of noisy voices downstairs, and the afternoon training was about to start.

Xie Yu looked up at him, "Is there anything else? I'm going to train."

Lu Jinyan closed his eyes and turned his heart, he would die sooner or later, so he hit a straight ball, "What do you think, how do boys fall in love with boys?"

"boom--"

Xie Yu almost couldn't stand still, he was shocked, he didn't expect that Lu Jinyan would ask directly, what is his plan, if he said that it's okay for a boy to fall in love with a boy, even he wants to be with Lu Jinyan If you talk about love, Lu Jinyan will go crazy.

Perhaps, Lu Jinyan would never talk to him again, just like two familiar strangers.

Xie Yu felt that he was very selfish. He clearly had such nasty thoughts about Lu Jinyan, but he still pretended not to know that Lu Jinyan hated this kind of relationship, and wanted to call him brothers and sisters.

Even if he can't be a lover, he still wants to be by his side as a friend.

But if I said it directly, I'm afraid I wouldn't even have to be friends.

Xie Yu squeezed her fingers vigorously and mobilized the muscles on her face, just like she had practiced countless times in front of the mirror, showing a flawless smile.

The opening and closing of pink lips made Lu Jinyan couldn't help but kiss Fangze, but at this moment he uttered the words that broke him the most.

I saw those pink lips, and said calmly, "Ah... isn't this homosexuality, men and men, it's the most disgusting."

The most disgusting...disgusting...

Sure enough, he thought so.

Lu Jinyan beat his eyes, and the wind took away a hot tear.

"Yeah," thin lips parted slightly, responding to Xie Yu's words, "I also think homosexuality is the most disgusting..."