no, do not want……!not like this!

Xie Yu only felt that he was a fish on the chopping board. He tried his best to catch it, but he was still powerless. He watched him approach He Xujia helplessly.

I want to escape crazily in my heart, but my body is out of control at all, and my consciousness seems to be trapped in a chaos, I can't escape, I can't escape...

brush--

"Are you okay?" The moment He Xujia stretched out his hand to support him, Xie Yu felt all the cells in his body start to tremble, and the place where He Xujia's hand slammed his elbow started to feel hot, like a flame His heart began to tremble with the burning sensation.

No!cannot!He is the doctor Xie Yu who came over from time to time, not the original owner who loves He Xu Jia's love from death to death!

Enduring the severe pain in his head, Xie Yu bit his tongue fiercely with his white teeth.

The excruciating pain made him control his body again. After feeling the weight of the ground, Xie Yu pushed He Xujia who was standing in front of him away.

But he also lost his strength and fell straight to the ground.

"What's the matter? What's the matter?"

I don't know who yelled, and the crowd surrounded me with "Hula!"

He Xujia was at a loss as to why Xie Yu pushed him, but seeing that he couldn't even stand up, he let go of his dissatisfaction and wanted to reach out to help him up.

But when Xie Yu saw that He Xujia wanted to help him up again, his whole body's hairs exploded and his scalp became numb, but his body was so weak that he no longer had the strength to escape, so he could only cry helplessly and desperately, "Don't come here!"

But the mosquito-like sound was like a stone sinking in the noisy ktv box, and it became silent in an instant, and no one cared at all.

"Yuyu!" A terrified voice rang in Xie Yu's ear, and he was immediately embraced into a warm embrace.

The owner in the embrace is calm and powerful, with a pair of long arms hugging him tightly, a cool and familiar breath is in the nose, and the heartbeat of "Boom! Boom!" is heard next to the ears. Eyes full of worry.

Xie Yu slowed down slightly, urging her arms weakly, watching Lu Jinyan open her mouth slightly, "Take me away..."

Lu Jinyan didn't hear clearly, bent down and put his ear to Xie Yu's lips, "What did you say? I didn't hear clearly, please say it again."

The hot and humid air collided with his ears, making Lu Jinyan's whole body numb, and he cried weakly like a mosquito, "Take me away..."

A gleam of coldness flashed in Lu Jinyan's eyes, Ling Lie's eyes swept over He Xujia who was a little taller than him, and gently hugged Xie Yu, "Okay, I will take you away."

Staying away from He Xujia is easier than Xie Yu imagined. I don't know what Lu Jinyan and Xu Fang talked about. He was hugged by Lu Jinyan and left the dazed KTV steadily.

Lu Jinyan's embrace was warm and strong, he leaned his head on his chest and smelled the unique cold fragrance of his body, even the pain like needle pricks in his mind eased a lot, gradually, Xie Yu's body softened, and under Lu Jinyan's hug Boss closed his eyes.

Lu Jinyan looked at the young man in his arms who was frowning even in his sleep, and his peach blossom eyes were stained with coldness. He didn't know why Xie Yu suddenly looked like he was suffering from a serious illness, but he knew it was a coincidence. , must have something to do with the person Xu Fang brought today——He Xujia, even though they only met for the first time.

The taxi stopped in front of Lu Jinyan. Lu Jinyan gently placed Xie Yu on the back seat, then sat on it himself, raised his hand and slowly placed Xie Yu's head on his lap.

knee pillow——

Thinking of this, Lu Jinyan smiled slightly, wrapped Xie Yu's back with his left hand, and gently rubbed Xie Yu's cheek with his right hand until a slight pink appeared on half of the cheek.

"Boy? Boy!"

"Ah?" The vicissitudes of the driver's voice aroused Lu Jinyan's mind, and when he looked up, he saw the driver turned his head and looked at him dissatisfied.

"Young man! I'm talking to you! Where are you going? You haven't said anything for a long time? Do you have bad ears, young man?"

"Cough! Cough!" Lu Jinyan cleared his throat unnaturally, turned his head away from looking at the driver, "go to the nearest hospital."

"Okay! Young man, sit still, let's go now."

When his eyes turned to Xie Yu's face again, Lu Jinyan realized something unusual.

I saw a little bright red at the corners of Xie Yu's lips, which made her already fair face even paler. I didn't pay attention to it just now, and thought it was because of the color of Xie Yu's lips, but now I looked carefully, it seemed to be blood.

There was a momentary pain in Lu Jinyan's heart. Subconsciously, he stretched out his hand to gently touch Xie Yu's lips. A soft, warm touch was transmitted to the brain through his fingertips. Involuntarily, the tip of his heart trembled fiercely. trembling.

Gently parting the lips, a drop of bright red blood flowed down the corner of the lips without any obstruction.

The pale face, coupled with the bright red blood stains, was so beautiful and enchanting that Lu Jinyan's heart stopped for a moment.

But in the next second, there was overwhelming anger. He obviously only went out for a while, and said a few words to Xu Fang. hurt his fish.

Not only did Xie Yu show such a fragile expression, but he also vomited blood for some reason.

A hint of cruelty flashed in the black eyes, and he closed his eyes tremblingly, and in the next second, he returned to his harmless appearance.

Only Wei Wei said to the driver, "Master, please drive faster."

"Hey! Good! Young man! Don't worry about my skills, I've been driving for so many years..."

This is the first time that Lu Jinyan has come to the hospital. The snow-white ward always makes him feel palpitations. Here, it is never parting or life and death.

The doctor in a white coat frowned slightly, "It's not a big problem, the patient's mental state is not very good, maybe something stimulated it, just take care of it later."

The doctor paused and sighed. Lu Jinyan's heart almost stopped in shock, and he hurriedly asked, "What's wrong? Didn't you just say that the problem is not serious?!"

The doctor hurriedly waved his hand, "Don't worry, there's really no big problem, but I'm just curious, what is the reason that makes the patient bite his tongue, it's really painful, and most people dare not do it .”

"Bite your tongue?" Lu Jinyan frowned, looking at Xie Yu, who had her eyes closed on the hospital bed, in a daze.

"But it's okay, the wound is not too big, and it will be fine after a few days of recuperation, but recently avoid eating spicy food, and don't disturb the patient if there is anything, so that he can be in a happy mood and the disease will heal faster."

Lu Jinyan nodded, "Thank you doctor, I'm sorry."

After the doctor left, the whole ward became quiet, only the wind blowing in through the window, Lu Jinyan could hear his own heartbeat.

He moved the bench and sat in front of the hospital bed, staring at Xie Yu without blinking. No matter how smart he was, he couldn't figure out why Xie Yu bit his tongue.

The blood on the corners of Xie Yu's lips had been wiped clean, but his face was still abnormally white. His slender fingers were gently placed on Xie Yu's lips. The owner of the fingers frowned, looking worried.

"Yuyu... What's wrong with you..."

-

In the dream, Xie Yu didn't sleep peacefully. Fragmentary memories filled his brain. Sometimes it was Xie Yu, the orphan doctor; Humble to the dust, Xie Yu who loves Xu Jia and loves him so much that he can't extricate himself...

Fragmentary memories can't piece together a complete story...

In a trance, it was as if a big hole had been dug in my heart, and my heart was full of pain. I couldn't love, I couldn't meet, I insulted, wept bitterly, and betrayed.

It was as if he had returned to the ward after being infected with the epidemic. The torment of the disease made him skinny and unable to bear the desire to live.

A moment later, Liu Caixia's gentle exhortations were in my ears...

In an instant, it was the lingering breath after the bullet shot into the flesh/body...

But in the end, he was no match for a face with crooked eyebrows and always smiling.

Lu Jinyan...

-

The boy on the hospital bed opened his eyes, and his eyes were pure white.

Xie Yu blinked vigorously, and finally her vision became clearer. When she looked around, it turned out that she had come to the hospital.

After moving Xie Yu's stiff body after lying down for a long time, suddenly, he felt his left hand was wrapped in warmth, soft and delicate...

His eyes swept away, but he couldn't see the face clearly, only a big furry head was leaning against him, and his left hand was tightly held by the man, as if he would run away if he loosened it a little.

It's Lu Jinyan...

Xie Yu suddenly laughed, and his pale face evoked a beautiful smile,

At that moment, the ice and snow on the tip of my heart melted, the haze dissipated, the clouds disappeared, and the sun shone...

Yes, he has already remembered everything.

After sorting out the three memories, two were buried deep in his heart. Now he is not the orphan who had nothing and had to rely on himself for everything.

Nor is it a poor chasing after others wholeheartedly, abandoning friends, parents and family for an illusory love, and finally ending up dead in a foreign country with nothing to gain.

He is Xie Yu, not Xie Yu.

Today's Xie Yu has parents who love him and a close friend. Although his family is not rich, but there is no shortage of food and clothing. He is not jealous of Xie Jue, nor does he fall in love with He Xujia at first sight.

Xie Zhicheng didn't fall into a slump, without the cynicism of Xie Yu in the original book, Xie Zhicheng became stronger and worked hard to live and earn money, instead of drinking and gambling all day long, which made the already poor family worse.

Because Lu Jinyan was brought home by himself, he studied hard, and now he is the first in every exam, instead of dropping out of school early, hanging out with those little gangsters, and completely turning into a delinquent boy.

It was different, the clouds cleared and the fog cleared, the sun came in and shone warmly on the body.

He is now Niu Hulu——Xie Yu.

"Pfft!" Xie Yu couldn't help laughing when she thought of the heroine in a TV series she watched in her previous life.

Yes, it's different, he now has a great age, a healthy body, and can enjoy this world to the fullest!

"Hmm..." Lu Jinyan was awakened by Xie Yu's laughter. When he looked up, Xie Yu had already sat up, his apricot eyes smiled into crescents, revealing the standard eight teeth, and looked at him without blinking. Own.

boom--

My mind exploded like gorgeous fireworks.

So tm cute!

Lu Jinyan couldn't think of other ways to say, foul, foul, how could he laugh so cutely.

Xie Yu saw that Lu Jinyan seemed crazy, looked at him without blinking, and waved his palm in front of Lu Jinyan, "Lu Jinyan! You're back to your senses!"

"Hiss—" In the next second, Xie Yu hurriedly covered his mouth in pain. After sorting out so many memories, he almost forgot. In order to deal with the remaining consciousness of the original owner and not go to He Xujia, he bit his own tongue One mouthful, now when he spoke, he touched the wound, causing him to grin in pain.

"What's the matter? What's the matter?" A drop of cold sweat broke out on Lu Jinyan's anxious forehead.

But Xie Yu just covered his mouth and didn't speak, only babbling.

"Pfft!" Lu Jinyan just remembered that just now the doctor said that he bit his tongue, and now he must have touched the wound with his words.

There was no need to worry about it, and he slowly took out the phone from his pocket and handed it to Xie Yu, "Does it hurt your mouth? Then don't talk, just type."

Xie Yu took the phone and gave him a hard look, quickly pressed the button with both hands, and then immediately handed it to Lu Jinyan:

"It's all your fault!!! If you weren't so dazed, I wouldn't have forgotten that the wound wants to talk to you!!!"

Lu Jinyan looked at the several exclamation points on the phone, and filled his mind with Xie Yu opening his mouth to say this, and he became angry with embarrassment, and couldn't help laughing, "Okay, my fault, my fault, wait until you get sick. Okay, let me treat you to something delicious, okay?"

Xie Yu snorted coldly and continued typing, "You're so embarrassed to laugh! I'm ignoring you!"

"Oh, I was wrong," Lu Jinyan began to squirm, "Am I wrong, Yuyu? Master Yuyu, the Lun family made a mistake."

"Pfft!" Xie Yu was really helpless, shrugged his shoulders while holding back his laughter, and couldn't bear Lu Jinyan's appearance, so he could only continue typing, "Okay, forgive you, I'm hungry."

Lu Jinyan sighed slightly, "The doctor said you can't eat spicy food now, may I buy you a bowl of porridge?"

Xie Yu nodded in agreement.

Then Lu Jinyan got up and left the ward.

Xie Yu looked at the slowly closing door of the ward and smiled. Lu Jinyan thought he was a child, but he didn't know that this body contained a 26-year-old soul.

Xie Yu was a little proud, but he didn't know if his 26-year-old soul could pass Lu Jinyan in the exam after entering high school.

Thinking back to the original book, if there is no halo of the protagonist, He Xujia and others who are almost forced to death, Xie Yu thinks that he should not have such an unrealistic dream.

The big devil is the big devil, and he will not be less perverted just because he is young.

After all, he is someone who can even score full marks in Chinese.

Lying on the hospital bed, in a trance, Xie Yu fell asleep again.

"Yuyu, Yuyu, get up and eat."

Xie Yu was woken up by Lu Jinyan, and he saw him sitting on the edge of the bed with a bowl of porridge and was about to feed her. Xie Yu felt that the pain in his tongue was not so bad, so he whispered, "I'll send a few to eat by myself." "

"Heh~" Lu Jinyan chuckled, and Xie Yu's tongue widened, as if he was even cuter.

Involuntarily, a spoonful of hot porridge stuck to Xie Yu's lips, Lu Jinyan squinted his eyes, "I remember someone even fed me chicken soup, it's called—reciprocity."

Xie Yu was helpless, he just had a headache, not like Lu Jinyan who was injured all over his body, and his arm was not broken. Besides, Xie Yu thought he was already an adult, so he was too embarrassed to let Lu Jinyan, who was still underage, take care of him like this. He reached out to reach for the porridge bowl.

But how could Xie Yu, who was still weak, manage to beat Lu Jinyan? Lu Jinyan raised his arm slightly, and escaped Xie Yushen's claws.

As if coaxing a child, she said softly, "Hey, you are still sick. When you recover from your illness, you can eat whatever you want. You can eat whatever you want, and I don't care about you."

brush--

Xie Yu felt that her face was burning. After all, she was already a 26-year-old adult, and she was really embarrassed to ask Lu Jinyan to feed her.

But then I realized that I was indeed a patient, and I was relieved.

So he didn't struggle any more, and just signaled Lu Jinyan to feed himself with his eyes.

The porridge was warm, not hot, and when I put it in my mouth lightly, there was a momentary pain where my tongue was broken, but it was not serious and tolerable.

So, during Lu Jinyan's gentle feeding, without knowing it, Xie Yu actually drank the whole bowl of porridge.

After packing up the tableware, Lu Jinyan covered Xie Yu with a quilt, "Go to sleep, have a good rest, and leave the hospital at dawn tomorrow. I only told my godmother that I would not go back tonight, and I didn't say that you were sick, lest they worry. "

Xie Yu nodded and smiled at Lu Jinyan. He knew that it was not good for Liu Caixia and Xie Zhicheng to worry so late.

Yes, Lu Jinyan, who lived in Xie Yu's house for more than a year, recognized Liu Caixia and Xie Zhicheng as godmothers and godfathers, and now Lu Jinyan is also the half son of the Xie family.

When Lu Jinyan recognized his relatives, he was very happy, but he didn't know that when he was going to attack his god-brother later, I am afraid that only Lu Jinyan knew what it was like.

The next day, the weather was fine. Under the warm light, Xie Yu opened his eyes and looked around. Lu Jinyan was not there, and he felt a little empty in his heart.

Turning around, he was about to send a message to Lu Jinyan with his mobile phone, when he saw Lu Jinyan left a small note on the table next to him, with a familiar and beautiful font on the note, "I'm going to buy breakfast, wash up first when you wake up, in the bathroom There are new toothbrushes and towels.”

Xie Yu sighed slightly, why is Lu Jinyan so gentle, so gentle that he wants to be with him all the time.

"Hmm - no, no!" Xie Yu shook his head hastily, threw this thought out of his mind, and patted himself on the forehead.

Really, what is he thinking, Lu Jinyan is definitely going to get married and have children.

I don't know why, but thinking of this, I feel like there is a void in my heart, which is very uncomfortable.

"I don't want it anymore, I don't want it anymore!" Xie Yu stepped on the slippers and came to the bathroom to brush his teeth seriously, and the thoughts in his heart were forcibly suppressed by him.

"Yuyu—we're coming to see you!"

"!" Xie Yu, who was going to the bathroom, heard Aunt Yangzhen's loud voice from two doors away.

Scared, he hastily pulled up his pants.

When I came out of the bathroom, I saw that the small ward was crowded with people standing next to each other, and everyone who came was still carrying something in their hands.

Xie Yu's tongue wasn't fully healed yet, so she could only whisper in a hoarse voice, "I'm leaving the hospital today, you took so many things..."

Halfway through the speech, Xie Yu's expression turned ugly, because he saw He Xujia popping up behind the crowd. He was three years older than Xie Yu and the others, and at a height of 1.8 meters, he stood in front of a group of junior high school students. Especially conspicuous among the graduates.

Xie Yu glared at Xu Fang indiscriminately, he didn't understand, He Xu Jia was Xu Fang's cousin, there was nothing wrong with inviting He Xu Jia to his birthday party yesterday, but today they came to see him, and it was unreasonable to bring He Xu Jia here.

The little girl Yangzhen was the most observant, and soon noticed Xie Yu's unnatural expression. She hurriedly burst into a big smile, and raised the thing in her hand to Xie Yu, "Yuyu, look! I'll give it to you." I brought a lot of delicious food that you like to eat!"

"His tongue is hurt, so he can't eat." Lu Jinyan, who carried the breakfast, squeezed through the crowd and came to Xie Yu's side, and he didn't have a good look at Xu Fang who brought Xu Jia over.

Xu Fang suddenly felt that the air around him was a little colder, and a trace of chill washed over him, but it was obviously June, so it shouldn't be, he turned his head and looked at Xie Jue beside him, "Xiaoyu, do you have Don't you think the weather is a bit cold today?"

Xie Jue shook his head and was about to speak. Zheng Qi smiled and hugged Xie Yu's and Lu Jinyan's shoulders, "Hi! It's really kind of you, Lu Jinyan, you really are, and you didn't say what kind of disease Yuyu is. , we don’t know, didn’t we just buy some gifts of all kinds!”

Yang Zhen pouted and glared at Lu Jinyan, "That's right! You can't eat Yuyu now, you can eat it when he gets better, hum!" Said he bypassed Lu Jinyan and sat down on the bed, passing by Lu Jinyan And stomped on him hard.

Lu Jinyan looked at Yang Zhen with a cold face, but was stopped by Xie Yu, who shook his head slightly at him, "It's okay."

Zheng Qi tried to smooth things over again, but in the end Yang Zhen held something in his hand, "Lu Jinyan, you see, you guys are just about to have breakfast, right? We went to see Yuyu together before we even had breakfast," he said, rushing to Xie Yu Winking, "Yuyu, you think brother is interesting enough?"

Xie Yu couldn't help but to repay his friend's kindness, he smiled lightly, his tongue was still sore, and his voice was relatively soft, "Since we're here, let's eat together."

Greeting Lu Jinyan to distribute chopsticks to everyone, the ward became lively again, and the atmosphere was beautiful.

However, this beautiful atmosphere does not include He Xujia, because from the beginning to the end, Xie Yu and Lu Jinyan never talked to He Xujia, and never said a word to him.

Xie Yu couldn't pass the hurdle in his heart. Although he was not the original owner, He Xujia caused the original owner's ending. He clearly didn't like the original owner, but in order to make Xie Jue jealous, he used the original owner again and again to give the original owner hope. I don't understand, this kind of person is really annoying.

As for Lu Jinyan, he doesn't know why, but he just doesn't like this person for no reason. Maybe this is the magnetic field between the protagonist and the villain, but who knows.

Xie Yu looked at the smiles on everyone's faces, and his almond eyes were stained with stars. This is really good. If someone wants to destroy it, Xie Yu cast a glance at He Xu Jia, he will never let him go...

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