Nunnally the Rebel

Nunnally, who would forgive the sins of this world with a smile and wish the world would be gentle, is actually long gone.

At that moment, when everyone cheered that the devil Lelouch was dead, the kind-hearted Nunnally hid negative emotions in her heart.

Ten years, ten years of longing, everything will be completely different.

"Brother Suzaku, if an apology is useful, there is no need for tolerance and forgiveness in this world. Just because apologies cannot be relieved, another person is needed to forgive. Even self-deception needs such an excuse to support it, don't you think so?"

"Nunaly,... I'm sorry." Suzaku suddenly realized that standing in front of Nunaly at this moment, it seemed that she had returned to her childhood self when she killed her father, making all the ugliness invisible.

"Brother Suzaku, I don't want to hear you say I'm sorry. It's not your fault, it's the sin you and I share. Everyone in this world is working hard for their own little happiness. The world, but when that little happiness carried too much and had to change, that wish could never return to the beginning.”

Nunnally reached out to let Suzaku get close to her, and reached out to stroke his hair, as if a good sister was comforting her brother, but when she brushed Suzaku's brown hair with her hand, Nunnally saw herself purple in the reflection of the artificial glass window opposite. There is no tenderness in her eyes, but a cold determination that no light can reflect.

It turns out that my eyes have become so indifferent, this road against the world is too long, they have walked for too long, but still can't see the end... All of them have changed, and they will never return to the past.

Everyone is developing in a good direction...Bunitanians, Japanese, have no hatred and violence on their faces at the beginning, but live together peacefully, without oppression, identity, or insult .

Everything was exactly as Lu Luxiu's brother thought, everything came back to the negotiating table, there was no bloody death, only silent threats without gunpowder smoke.

And the ones who have undertaken all this and continue to walk are Nunnally and Suzaku who abandoned their identities and became the symbol of ZERO, and continue to walk.

The indifference and ridicule flashed across the corner of her mouth, as if two masks were quickly replaced. Nunnally's expression was still gentle. At the conference table, facing those federation and wrong-spoken guys, her heart also became indifferent. Cruelty, but all hidden in the depths, including the negative emotions that slowly nourished but never disappeared.

Nunnally stroked the corners of her mouth subconsciously. This mask-like gentle appearance and smile gradually began to show signs of cracking.

"Brother Suzaku, how long can you last?" It was like a cold whisper.

But Suzaku was startled, raised his head to meet Nunnally's unchanged smile, but felt obvious changes and uneasiness, "Nunali?"

"I may not be able to last much longer," Nunnally squinted her eyes brightly and smiled helplessly, covering the sharp cold light in her purple eyes that were as deep as a cold pool.

In this smoke-free tabletop battlefield, she is no longer what she used to be. Nunnally, who gently said to forgive everyone, may have died unknowingly.

"Nuna Li is not as strong as you. Big brother Suzaku can survive without everything, even losing his own appearance. But Nuna Li lost her big brother and got here is already the limit."

"Nuna Li!"

"In this new world, Lu Luxiu has become a forbidden word. Everyone knows it is false, but they all hate it for granted, gnashing their teeth, as if this can make their happiness more natural. Every time I read Seeing such a scene, I can't help but think why I had to forgive in the first place, my brother is dead, why can they live happily!" Nunnally waved her hand vigorously, wanting to break something, wanting to vent The violence that had been endured in my heart for a long time, but in the end I raised my hand high and hit the wheelchair's assistant hand heavily.

She lowered her head, the shadow covered her expression, only the bitten white lips could be seen.Trembling with the strain of enduring emotion.

"You say I can be willful, but what should I do? As an emperor, sitting in this seat, I can't do what I want in every move! Everyone is watching me below, watching my actions and choices, I lose I lost my family, I lost my home, and I have long lost the right to act like a baby. You taught me how to be self-willed!" The only thing that can tolerate her is never any cold shelter, and Lu Luxiu is no longer there.Her heart was so desolate that nothing was left.

"This is my sin, and I will pay it back. In this world today, I have no relatives who I can trust or even treat without worry. Although I am not the only one who lost in this war, I also know that everyone is I will work hard for my future happiness, but I have reached the limit of my patience." She tore off the innocent camouflage of her glamorous appearance, revealing a blood-stained, black and withered heart after solidification.

She worked very hard, but she, who was really kind, died with Lu Luxiu on that day.What is alive now, supporting the body's actions is just an obsession. This obsession used to be a good wish, but it was stained with Lu Luxiu's blood.The world in her eyes is no longer beautiful, but an obsession full of blood and sin that cannot be washed away.

"Carrying everyone's happiness and expectations, and then looking at the future that my important person lost, I can't go on. I said naively at the beginning, I forgive the world, forgive everyone, and forgive each other. What kind of mentality do I have when there is war again... I can't remember anymore, I just feel so painful, this world without Brother Lu Luxiu makes me so painful..."

"Sure enough, it was because of selfishness. I was not the one who lost at the beginning, so I would mourn and feel unbearable when I saw the bloody and war-torn world. When the world was finally restored as I wanted, but I lost my brother as the price, I discovered my true self." Ignorant." She felt like a living corpse, but her actions had finally reached her limit, and her reason was on the verge of collapsing.

"In a world that loses what is important and loved, people's wishes and thoughts will be distorted involuntarily, don't you think so, Brother Suzaku. To protect the world, you must protect even the people you love, but I don't have this consciousness."

Brother, I love you...

Brother, Nunnally loves you...

I'm sorry, I said such cruel words, saying that my brother is cold-blooded and cruel, those are not true, brother, you are the most gentle brother in my heart.

"Brother Suzaku."

"Nuna Li." Suzaku felt that all his strength had disappeared. He saw the hidden deep hatred burning in Nuana Li's eyes, just like when he said that he would destroy Bunita when he was a child. Lelouch of Nia, no, even had colder and darker eyes than that of Lelouch at that time.

"You sacrificed yourself for the wishes of this world. Besides hating my brother, have you ever hated?"

"...No, this is Yuffie's wish, Lelouch's wish, and mine."

Nunnally seemed innocent, but she laughed out loud in desolation. "Haha... Really, I still don't want to admit my heart even now. Big brother Suzaku, but I hate it. What should I do? I thought I didn't care, but looking at the smiles of each of them, my heart is filled every day. It hurts and hates more than every day. I hate them and I hate myself."

If being an emperor requires patience, then she can admit frankly that she doesn't have the tolerance. She admits that she hates all happy people, and everyone who hates Lu Luxiu and takes advantage of Lu Luxiu's death And those who vent their resentment and get happiness.He even hated this world that took everything away from her and was not gentle at all!

"Brother Lu Luxiu, Nunnally has guarded this country for ten years. Can Nunnally let go now?" After a long silence, Nunnally, who seemed to have regained her usual peaceful appearance, smiled and asked this unattainable question. Answer, calling the name that will never answer again.

"Nuna Li, do you know what you're talking about!"

"Of course I know, I'm sober. I've never been more sober than this moment."

During these ten years, Nunnally saw herself clearly, and saw the hateful and angry self under that false tenderness.

"If you also want to destroy this country, I will never allow it."

"Really? Sure enough, my brother's purpose in the first place was to destroy Bunitania. I'm so stupid...Brother Suzaku, if you can do it all over again, if you know that ZERO is your brother, even if you are wrong, I should stand by him." I will never let my brother be in a desperate situation. I seem to see now that the brother who was so proud at the time must hide and cry alone. He is such a strong person and loves me so deeply. In order to give me a beautiful He lived in a difficult world, but at that moment, I stood beside the No.90 eighth emperor of Bunitania and hurt him."

The way he was crying in embarrassment, his pride must have made him hide in a certain place and not show it.

But it seems that he only understands now, and only now can he really see his brother clearly.

Why not see it sooner.

Probably too happy, because too happy has extra compassion to show kindness and compassion to other miserable people.

He said words of forgiveness and forgiveness, and his desire to create a happy world, but trampled on the blood and sacrifice of his dearest relative, Lu Luxiu.

In fact, no one is more beautiful than anyone else. When the past is shattered, good and kind people can fall into hell and become Shura in an instant.

Just because their gentle heart can see clearly than anyone else, so when they see through everything, they don't hesitate to dye black.

At that moment, there seemed to be the sound of shattering the mask of gentleness. The gentleness like bright amethyst was dyed with scarlet madness, cold and decisive.

Obviously Nunnally was sitting, but Suzaku who was standing couldn't help but take a step back. The blood-stained hatred was like a heavy sin that made him unable to breathe.

"I will not forgive anyone who has hurt my brother, including myself, and you, Sumu Suzaku." Seeing his own mistakes and sins, he will not forgive or forgive, and accept it calmly.No one can disobey the earnestness and truth revealed in every word in this sentence, it is not a wish, not a hatred, just like snow is white, night is black, there is indeed a calm that cannot be changed.

The warmth and gentleness of the past faded into an illusion, and Suzaku was startled by the cold eyes at this moment.

That voice was calm and waveless, invisible but gouged out the heart of the living, coldly and slowly taking away all the warmth, making people shudder.

People, as long as the bottom line is not involved, you can mourn for the world full of blood and war, and you will have extra compassion to tolerate the sins of all those who hurt others.Just because I didn't get hurt.So I can do anything for that tenderness, even have the consciousness of sacrificing myself.

So, as long as the bottom line is not involved, people can be gentle indefinitely.

Once the bottom line is designed, you are hurt, and your loved ones are annihilated under the fire, then that tenderness will surely turn into madness.

In a world that has lost a loved one, the blooming flowers are decisive and indifferent.

What color flowers will bloom in the world colored by hatred?

The author has something to say: Opening the third watch~