Nunnally the Rebel

"Nuna Li, what are you talking about?" Mariannu and Xiao Lulu were selfish, but they never thought of letting the world be buried with them. However, Frantum's smile and that desperate and crazy look in his eyes were everything. Let them be scared.

"Mariannu, am I not what you and your father hoped for? Don't lie, let go of the mask, discover your true heart, and reveal your true self. So no matter what sins I commit, no matter what I do, I will forgive myself, I Will smile and accept such a dirty and dark self. For my brother, but also for myself!"

Frantum's gentle smile was extremely distorted in the eyes of Marianu and the others.

When she was Nunnally, she discovered that the so-called gentle world was just a lie that she didn't realize, a lie for self-satisfaction. When she realized this, brother Lu Luxiu was already dead.

Since she has seen both the happy world and the unhappy world, everything is no different to her.

"I have lost my brother once, and I have seen my brother's death. For me, no matter how bad the ending is, it will not be worse than that time... But ah... the world where my brother lives is the most beautiful, but your wishes It is equivalent to depriving my brother of his future, how can I allow it, even if he lives in that future, he will no longer be my brother, I will not allow such a result!"

"CC, this idea...do you also agree?" Mariannu looked at CC, who had been silent all the time, puzzled, "I don't understand...why do you approve of her destroying the world, but not our plan?"

"As Nunnally said, shared consciousness is a very bad thing. Why do people lie? It's not just because of competition, but also because of pursuit. The immutable world will not only fail to move forward, but will degenerate. That kind of closed Such a way of existence can’t even be called alive.” CC replied indifferently, “Since the world you forged has no future, it’s better to destroy it.”

"When you are freed from this world, what the future looks like, whether it is bad or not, has nothing to do with you. This is your only chance. Otherwise, even if she destroys the world, you will not be able to be freed."

"You still don't understand, Mariannu..." CC sighed, not going to explain to Mariannu, "...Destroying the world is just a means to save the world, not to mention that Nunnali's fundamental purpose is not Instead of destroying the world, stop you, and so do I."

"You guys, want to deny me?"

"Why not?" Frantham asked with a smile, "What you think is good is nothing but goodwill imposed on others. To others, there is no difference between your kindness and malice. Since you and Father only consider your own Things, make decisions according to your own preferences, so why can't we refuse your unilateral donation?"

There is no life, no death, people's ideology is all mixed together, without their own subjective consciousness, without their own thinking ability, tens of thousands of people are like one person, they can only share memories, feelings, emotions, sorrows and joys from others, gradually their own Feelings, who would need such a sad world!

"Listen, Xiao Lulu, Mariannu, no one longs for the world without lies in your mouth, no one expects the disgusting world of shared consciousness in your mouth, and no one will admit your seemingly beautiful false wishes , humanity rejects that future."

As if responding to Frantum's words, the space began to tremble and crack, and the screams of countless souls echoed throughout the space. What was even more frightening was that Xiao Lulu and Mariannu found themselves disappearing, gradually starting from their feet. Disintegrating into nothingness, as if their existence was being dissolved by the denial of the world, like a mirage melting in the sun.

"What!" Mariannu yelled sharply, "How is this possible!"

"How do you feel, my lord mother?" Frantum raised the corners of his lips and showed a sarcastic smile, "C's world is a collection of human consciousness, in other words, human beings themselves. You have vetoed human life and Future, so the world of C agrees with me and CC rejects you."

"Don't be kidding, I still have engravings, I won't lose, you without any ability, how can you fight against the gods!" Seeing that the elevator stopped working and began to collapse, Xiao Lulu couldn't believe that his long-cherished wish was ruined. His bloodshot eyes bulged angrily.

"It's true that I can't fight a god, but you are not a god. No matter how many years pass, you can't become a god. As a human being, you want to kill a god. Don't be kidding. You can do it even if you have the sword of Akasha. If you don't, your plan is doomed to fail from the very beginning." There was only indifference in Frantum's eyes.

"You child—you really are—" Mariano swooped down angrily, strangling Frantem's throat tightly.

"What's the matter with me? What a disobedient child? Do you want to say that?" Frantum didn't evade, and even though his throat was pinched by Mariannu, his expression remained the same as usual, without the slightest fear, "Do you want to In what capacity do you say such words to teach me? A mother?" Tears fell without warning, across the corners of the lips that were smiling blankly.

"Nuna Li, you..." Mariannu couldn't help being stunned, facing the dead sea-like eyes that couldn't make waves, watching the tears that kept falling, a strange feeling gushed out of her chest, like guilt , Even the hand that grabbed her throat forgot to use force.

"Brother Lu Luxiu and I used to respect you so much and love you so deeply, but you chose the ideal world with His Majesty the Emperor instead of us in the real world."

"I didn't...I love you too, how could there be a mother who doesn't love her child..." Marianu let go of Frantem's neck, retorting helplessly like a child.

"Ah, I know, and I also believe that the kinship and bond of flesh and blood, these are not fake, but compared to your love for us, you love His Majesty the Emperor, and yourself... You love us, but you have never understood We don't even care about what we think in our hearts, we are like accessories that add to your glory..."

"No...it's not like this..." Mariannu could only retreat step by step under Frantum's pressing step by step.

"If for you, we are not appendages or props, then please tell me, what kind of mentality have you always used to calculate us? You know how I have been living because of your plan Can’t see things, can’t walk, and needs to be taken care of everywhere, no matter how embarrassing or shameful, you have to smile and thank others for their help..."

For this reason, he resented his own weakness and powerlessness more than once, Frantum chuckled, "You must have never cared about it, yes, all you care about is the result of the plan, why would you care about my feelings... At that time, you probably Are you happy with the success of the plan?"

"Nuna Li, are you...are you hating me?" Mariannu looked at her with a complicated expression, "I hate that I haven't fulfilled my responsibility as a mother..."

"You misunderstood, I don't hate you, and I didn't say these words to make you feel guilty, so please don't show such an expression." Frantham's voice was so calm, as if he was describing a peaceful Things that have nothing to do with myself, "If I have to say a person to hate, I hate you more than I hate the one who knows nothing about the truth and foolishly believes in the so-called parents."

Marianne shut her mouth shyly, maybe all of this is retribution.

"Actually, even I don't understand why I suddenly said this to you, it's almost like complaining... Maybe I'm still a little unwilling... After all, for me, the so-called gentle world is not world peace , it’s not that people don’t hide anything anymore, but that father, mother, brother, and I live happily together as a family..."

"Hmph." Xiao Lulu scoffed at her words.

"You must think it's stupid, right? I feel the same way now... But what I longed for back then was just such a small wish... However, even such a simple wish was ruthlessly rejected by all of you." shattered." The dark light in Frantum's eyes was extremely cold, "So, since then, I have given up my tenderness, my innocent, unrealistic fantasy of home, and even more of you... So, there are no so-called parents in my world, only my brother and myself."

"When I was blind and half paralyzed, brother Lu Luxiu was the only one who stayed by my side and took care of me. He was the one who supported me to live... For me, he was everything, my whole world... My life exists for him, and for him, let alone killing my father and mother, even if I want to go against this world, kill all the living people who stand in my way, and suffer the pain of never being reborn, I am willing."

"So, for my brother's sake, and for me, I invite my parents..." The soft and cold tone was like the wind blowing from the abyss of hell, carrying the chill that soaked the soul.

"Go to hell, forever..."

Seeing Marianu and Xiao Lulu disappear into this conscious world with terrified faces, Frantum laughed softly, as if he was freed from some kind of bondage.

They can no longer threaten Lu Luxiu, and they can finally get rid of their influence, and they can finally get rid of the memory of their parents. It should be a happy thing, but why can't the tears stop?

Even though the bottom line of morality has long been discarded, it still feels sad to destroy parents with one's own hands, and tears flow down from the shadow of the palms pressing on the eyes.

Just like what she said, even if her parents only like themselves, and even abandoned her and Lu Luxiu for this reason, she once sincerely thanked them and loved them deeply...

--farewell……

——I have loved deeply, father, mother.

Love is eternity that lasts for a moment, hate is a moment that seems to last forever.

……

With the disappearance of Marianu and Xiao Lulu, the tremors in the conscious world did not stop, but worsened symptoms. CC looked around and said to Frantum: "Nuna Li, this space of consciousness is about to collapse. You shouldn't be here, go away."

"What about you?" Frantum put down his hand, tears remained on his face, but his eyes were no longer sad.

"For me, it makes no difference whether I stay here or go back to the so-called reality." CC showed a faint smile, "This is what I noticed from you."

"You want it to end so much?"

"It's not longing, but my life as a human being has long since ended. Now I'm just like you. I can't be called alive at all. It's just accumulating day by day, like a long and endless experience that makes people tired... Now I never You learned the truth from there, my existence is just an appendage of the center of this world, since my life is false, then let me be free..."

"Being loved is indeed your real wish. Maybe you think that all you get is the benefits of geass, so you are tired of other people's false love, so why take all the blame on yourself instead of harboring Why don't you give yourself a chance to live in the way you like in this world if you die with disgust for your own life?"

"What is false is false, and it will never become true no matter what. Now that I have clearly realized this, how should I accept such a life, such a world?" Sensing Frantum's strange silence, CC turned to face her: "Don't worry, I'm not talking about you, I'm just tired of living endlessly, I'm already tired."

"Nuna Li, actually... my wish has been fulfilled. Rather than being loved, I want to get sincere feelings that are not affected by geass. In your memory, 'I' has already got it, from you Being with Lu Luxiu, spending time with you, the memories of life, I am really happy... So, it is enough for me, I don't have any regrets..."

With her words, CC's body also began to disintegrate. Before long, she will be swallowed by this space and disappear like Mariannu, but she doesn't care, "I am very happy to meet you and Lu Lu Xiu, thank you." CC came in front of Frantum, and pressed a kiss on her forehead, with a gentle smile in her pale golden eyes, which was a sincere thank you.

"It's me who should say thank you. Thank you for being with me all the time." This is the last time. From now on, no one will know her like CC, know her secrets, and be by her side.

Frantum took a step back and opened the distance between the two of them. She closed her eyes forcefully, and then turned and left without hesitation—since death is CC's choice, she respected it.

"Nuna Li!"

Frantum heard CC's voice, but did not respond.

"You're not Frantham, you're Nunnally!"

"Thank you." Frantum didn't look back, and his footsteps only paused for a while, and he continued to move forward.

Even if no one in this world knows her anymore, there is at least one person who is willing to call her by this name, and that is enough.

CC watched the back of her leaving, her light golden eyes were full of sadness.

There are a lot of things I want to say, but I can't say it in the end, just because this is Nunnally's choice.Even if she fell, she also fell by her own will, no matter the sin or the killing, it was only for that one person.

The hope that supported Nunnally gradually turned into despair. Knowing that the future was connected to a desperate situation, she also decided to go to the end resolutely.

The end is coming, but Nunnally has lost herself. She is running counter to her original wish and drifting away.

In this world that is about to collapse, CC raised her white cheeks, and tears fell silently.

If the gods really exist, please free the child from eternal pain, and don't inflict her cruel punishment.

……

Frantum left C's world, and she stood alone in the real world under the sky. Her face was not covered by a mask, and she was morbidly pale due to years of exposure to light.

She put her hand on her chest, thinking that it was already numb, and she couldn't feel any beating anymore. It seemed that her dead heart seemed to come alive again when she faced her parents.

Although she was a little surprised, she quickly put it down, because these things are already a thing of the past for her, so it doesn't matter anymore.

Save Suzaku, replace Lu Luxiu to become ZERO, eliminate Mariannu and Xiao Lulu, and fulfill CC's wish to die...

She has done everything that needs to be done, and everything that needs to be done has been done. Soon, all of this will be over.

The last one left -

Just as Frantum was thinking this, a demon's voice came from behind him.

"Long time no see, Frantum."

……

"Nuna Li, what are you talking about?" Mariannu and Xiao Lulu were selfish, but they never thought of letting the world be buried with them. However, Frantum's smile and that desperate and crazy look in his eyes were everything. Let them be scared.

"Mariannu, am I not what you and your father hoped for? Don't lie, let go of the mask, discover your true heart, and reveal your true self. So no matter what sins I commit, no matter what I do, I will forgive myself, I Will smile and accept such a dirty and dark self. For my brother, but also for myself!"

Frantum's gentle smile was extremely distorted in the eyes of Marianu and the others.

When she was Nunnally, she discovered that the so-called gentle world was just a lie that she didn't realize, a lie for self-satisfaction. When she realized this, brother Lu Luxiu was already dead.

Since she has seen both the happy world and the unhappy world, everything is no different to her.

"I have lost my brother once, and I have seen my brother's death. For me, no matter how bad the ending is, it will not be worse than that time... But ah... the world where my brother lives is the most beautiful, but your wishes It is equivalent to depriving my brother of his future, how can I allow it, even if he lives in that future, he will no longer be my brother, I will not allow such a result!"

"CC, this idea...do you also agree?" Mariannu looked at CC, who had been silent all the time, puzzled, "I don't understand...why do you approve of her destroying the world, but not our plan?"

"As Nunnally said, shared consciousness is a very bad thing. Why do people lie? It's not just because of competition, but also because of pursuit. The immutable world will not only fail to move forward, but will degenerate. That kind of closed Such a way of existence can’t even be called alive.” CC replied indifferently, “Since the world you forged has no future, it’s better to destroy it.”

"When you are freed from this world, what the future looks like, whether it is bad or not, has nothing to do with you. This is your only chance. Otherwise, even if she destroys the world, you will not be able to be freed."

"You still don't understand, Mariannu..." CC sighed, not going to explain to Mariannu, "...Destroying the world is just a means to save the world, not to mention that Nunnali's fundamental purpose is not Instead of destroying the world, stop you, and so do I."

"You guys, want to deny me?"

"Why not?" Frantham asked with a smile, "What you think is good is nothing but goodwill imposed on others. To others, there is no difference between your kindness and malice. Since you and Father only consider your own Things, make decisions according to your own preferences, so why can't we refuse your unilateral donation?"

There is no life, no death, people's ideology is all mixed together, without their own subjective consciousness, without their own thinking ability, tens of thousands of people are like one person, they can only share memories, feelings, emotions, sorrows and joys from others, gradually their own Feelings, who would need such a sad world!

"Listen, Xiao Lulu, Mariannu, no one longs for the world without lies in your mouth, no one expects the disgusting world of shared consciousness in your mouth, and no one will admit your seemingly beautiful false wishes , humanity rejects that future."

As if responding to Frantum's words, the space began to tremble and crack, and the screams of countless souls echoed throughout the space. What was even more frightening was that Xiao Lulu and Mariannu found themselves disappearing, gradually starting from their feet. Disintegrating into nothingness, as if their existence was being dissolved by the denial of the world, like a mirage melting in the sun.

"What!" Mariannu yelled sharply, "How is this possible!"

"How do you feel, my lord mother?" Frantum raised the corners of his lips and showed a sarcastic smile, "C's world is a collection of human consciousness, in other words, human beings themselves. You have vetoed human life and Future, so the world of C agrees with me and CC rejects you."

"Don't be kidding, I still have engravings, I won't lose, you without any ability, how can you fight against the gods!" Seeing that the elevator stopped working and began to collapse, Xiao Lulu couldn't believe that his long-cherished wish was ruined. His bloodshot eyes bulged angrily.

"It's true that I can't fight a god, but you are not a god. No matter how many years pass, you can't become a god. As a human being, you want to kill a god. Don't be kidding. You can do it even if you have the sword of Akasha. If you don't, your plan is doomed to fail from the very beginning." There was only indifference in Frantum's eyes.

"You child—you really are—" Mariano swooped down angrily, strangling Frantem's throat tightly.

"What's the matter with me? What a disobedient child? Do you want to say that?" Frantum didn't evade, and even though his throat was pinched by Mariannu, his expression remained the same as usual, without the slightest fear, "Do you want to In what capacity do you say such words to teach me? A mother?" Tears fell without warning, across the corners of the lips that were smiling blankly.

"Nuna Li, you..." Mariannu couldn't help being stunned, facing the dead sea-like eyes that couldn't make waves, watching the tears that kept falling, a strange feeling gushed out of her chest, like guilt , Even the hand that grabbed her throat forgot to use force.

"Brother Lu Luxiu and I used to respect you so much and love you so deeply, but you chose the ideal world with His Majesty the Emperor instead of us in the real world."

"I didn't...I love you too, how could there be a mother who doesn't love her child..." Marianu let go of Frantem's neck, retorting helplessly like a child.

"Ah, I know, and I also believe that the kinship and bond of flesh and blood, these are not fake, but compared to your love for us, you love His Majesty the Emperor, and yourself... You love us, but you have never understood We don't even care about what we think in our hearts, we are like accessories that add to your glory..."

"No...it's not like this..." Mariannu could only retreat step by step under Frantum's pressing step by step.

"If for you, we are not appendages or props, then please tell me, what kind of mentality have you always used to calculate us? You know how I have been living because of your plan Can’t see things, can’t walk, and needs to be taken care of everywhere, no matter how embarrassing or shameful, you have to smile and thank others for their help..."

For this reason, he resented his own weakness and powerlessness more than once, Frantum chuckled, "You must have never cared about it, yes, all you care about is the result of the plan, why would you care about my feelings... At that time, you probably Are you happy with the success of the plan?"

"Nuna Li, are you...are you hating me?" Mariannu looked at her with a complicated expression, "I hate that I haven't fulfilled my responsibility as a mother..."

"You misunderstood, I don't hate you, and I didn't say these words to make you feel guilty, so please don't show such an expression." Frantham's voice was so calm, as if he was describing a peaceful Things that have nothing to do with myself, "If I have to say a person to hate, I hate you more than I hate the one who knows nothing about the truth and foolishly believes in the so-called parents."

Marianne shut her mouth shyly, maybe all of this is retribution.

"Actually, even I don't understand why I suddenly said this to you, it's almost like complaining... Maybe I'm still a little unwilling... After all, for me, the so-called gentle world is not world peace , it’s not that people don’t hide anything anymore, but that father, mother, brother, and I live happily together as a family..."

"Hmph." Xiao Lulu scoffed at her words.

"You must think it's stupid, right? I feel the same way now... But what I longed for back then was just such a small wish... However, even such a simple wish was ruthlessly rejected by all of you." shattered." The dark light in Frantum's eyes was extremely cold, "So, since then, I have given up my tenderness, my innocent, unrealistic fantasy of home, and even more of you... So, there are no so-called parents in my world, only my brother and myself."

"When I was blind and half paralyzed, brother Lu Luxiu was the only one who stayed by my side and took care of me. He was the one who supported me to live... For me, he was everything, my whole world... My life exists for him, and for him, let alone killing my father and mother, even if I want to go against this world, kill all the living people who stand in my way, and suffer the pain of never being reborn, I am willing."

"So, for my brother's sake, and for me, I invite my parents..." The soft and cold tone was like the wind blowing from the abyss of hell, carrying the chill that soaked the soul.

"Go to hell, forever..."

Seeing Marianu and Xiao Lulu disappear into this conscious world with terrified faces, Frantum laughed softly, as if he was freed from some kind of bondage.

They can no longer threaten Lu Luxiu, and they can finally get rid of their influence, and they can finally get rid of the memory of their parents. It should be a happy thing, but why can't the tears stop?

Even though the bottom line of morality has long been discarded, it still feels sad to destroy parents with one's own hands, and tears flow down from the shadow of the palms pressing on the eyes.

Just like what she said, even if her parents only like themselves, and even abandoned her and Lu Luxiu for this reason, she once sincerely thanked them and loved them deeply...

--farewell……

——I have loved deeply, father, mother.

Love is eternity that lasts for a moment, hate is a moment that seems to last forever.

……

With the disappearance of Marianu and Xiao Lulu, the tremors in the conscious world did not stop, but worsened symptoms. CC looked around and said to Frantum: "Nuna Li, this space of consciousness is about to collapse. You shouldn't be here, go away."

"What about you?" Frantum put down his hand, tears remained on his face, but his eyes were no longer sad.

"For me, it makes no difference whether I stay here or go back to the so-called reality." CC showed a faint smile, "This is what I noticed from you."

"You want it to end so much?"

"It's not longing, but my life as a human being has long since ended. Now I'm just like you. I can't be called alive at all. It's just accumulating day by day, like a long and endless experience that makes people tired... Now I never You learned the truth from there, my existence is just an appendage of the center of this world, since my life is false, then let me be free..."

"Being loved is indeed your real wish. Maybe you think that all you get is the benefits of geass, so you are tired of other people's false love, so why take all the blame on yourself instead of harboring Why don't you give yourself a chance to live in the way you like in this world if you die with disgust for your own life?"

"What is false is false, and it will never become true no matter what. Now that I have clearly realized this, how should I accept such a life, such a world?" Sensing Frantum's strange silence, CC turned to face her: "Don't worry, I'm not talking about you, I'm just tired of living endlessly, I'm already tired."

"Nuna Li, actually... my wish has been fulfilled. Rather than being loved, I want to get sincere feelings that are not affected by geass. In your memory, 'I' has already got it, from you Being with Lu Luxiu, spending time with you, the memories of life, I am really happy... So, it is enough for me, I don't have any regrets..."

With her words, CC's body also began to disintegrate. Before long, she will be swallowed by this space and disappear like Mariannu, but she doesn't care, "I am very happy to meet you and Lu Lu Xiu, thank you." CC came in front of Frantum, and pressed a kiss on her forehead, with a gentle smile in her pale golden eyes, which was a sincere thank you.

"It's me who should say thank you. Thank you for being with me all the time." This is the last time. From now on, no one will know her like CC, know her secrets, and be by her side.

Frantum took a step back and opened the distance between the two of them. She closed her eyes forcefully, and then turned and left without hesitation—since death is CC's choice, she respected it.

"Nuna Li!"

Frantum heard CC's voice, but did not respond.

"You're not Frantham, you're Nunnally!"

"Thank you." Frantum didn't look back, and his footsteps only paused for a while, and he continued to move forward.

Even if no one in this world knows her anymore, there is at least one person who is willing to call her by this name, and that is enough.

CC watched the back of her leaving, her light golden eyes were full of sadness.

There are a lot of things I want to say, but I can't say it in the end, just because this is Nunnally's choice.Even if she fell, she also fell by her own will, no matter the sin or the killing, it was only for that one person.

The hope that supported Nunnally gradually turned into despair. Knowing that the future was connected to a desperate situation, she also decided to go to the end resolutely.

The end is coming, but Nunnally has lost herself. She is running counter to her original wish and drifting away.

In this world that is about to collapse, CC raised her white cheeks, and tears fell silently.

If the gods really exist, please free the child from eternal pain, and don't inflict her cruel punishment.

……

Frantum left C's world, and she stood alone in the real world under the sky. Her face was not covered by a mask, and she was morbidly pale due to years of exposure to light.

She put her hand on her chest, thinking that it was already numb, and she couldn't feel any beating anymore. It seemed that her dead heart seemed to come alive again when she faced her parents.

Although she was a little surprised, she quickly put it down, because these things are already a thing of the past for her, so it doesn't matter anymore.

Save Suzaku, replace Lu Luxiu to become ZERO, eliminate Mariannu and Xiao Lulu, and fulfill CC's wish to die...

She has done everything that needs to be done, and everything that needs to be done has been done. Soon, all of this will be over.

The last one left -

Just as Frantum was thinking this, a demon's voice came from behind him.

"Long time no see, Frantum."

……

The author has something to say: I am so tired of writing this chapter ==+ all kinds of horns and all kinds of dissatisfaction. I was going to let Frantum and the devil end this chapter, but all kinds of cards ended up, so I deleted it They, just skip it!