Ji Guang

Xiang Huai and Lin Ji didn't go to school that day, but were isolated in their respective rooms.

Xiang Huai frowned and stared at a spot on the floor in a daze. He told himself to be patient. It is normal for Song Lingran and Xiang Qigang to be unable to accept their relationship for a while...

Fuck normal.

Xiang Huai kicked the stool away from his feet violently, making a bang.He never felt that there was anything wrong with him falling in love with Lin Ji, it was obvious that those people were making trouble for no reason.

He sat in the room for a while, but couldn't stay any longer. Hearing that there was no movement outside the door, he wanted to sneak into Lin Ji's room.

He opened the door and just took half a step when he heard Song Lingran's cold voice: "What are you going to do?"

Xiang Huai turned his head and met Song Lingran who was sitting on the sofa.Xiang Qi sat next to Song Lingran, with his head down, wondering what he was thinking.

Xiang Huai said angrily, "Surveillance?"

Song Lingran's face was numb and cold. She ignored Xiang Huai's anger and said in a deep voice, "Go back to your room."

Xiang Huai clenched his fists, and silently said the word forbearance three times, and said with a sneer, "Okay."

He slammed the door hard, and the loud sound echoed on the wall, leaving nothing but emptiness.

Lin Ji listened quietly to the movement outside the door, and when Xiang Huai entered the room, he lowered his eyes to look at the photo in his hand.Xiang Huai above was laughing heartlessly, the light from the street lamps had made his outlines a circle of gold, this was the first photo he took, and it was the autumn of last year, but now it has entered Midsummer of the new year.

After a while, Xiang Huai poked his probe out, and could meet Song Lingran's eyes every time.Song Lingran seemed to have turned into a stone sculpture, staring at the door of their room without moving.

Xiang Huai kicked all the tables, chairs and benches in the room out of place. Song Lingran listened to the dingling and rattling in Xiang Huai's room with a deadpan expression on her face.

Xiang Huai came out of the room when it was meal time, shouting angrily that he was hungry, but Song Lingran didn't seem to hear it, so Xiang Qi threw away the empty cigarette case, stood up and said, "I'm going to cook."

But no one eats the cooked rice, and it slowly cools down on the dining table.

Xiang Huai didn't bother anymore, because he suddenly remembered that he could use his mobile phone to make a video call with Lin Ji.He had forgotten about it before.

It's just that after not seeing each other for a long time, Xiang Huai realized that he actually missed Lin Ji so much, he really wanted to touch Lin Ji, hug him and kiss him.

Xiang Huai said aggrievedly, "I miss you so much."

Lin Ji smiled, and coaxed softly: "Hey, be obedient, don't fight with them anymore."

Xiang Huai couldn't figure it out, and asked Lin Ji, "Why are my parents like this? They are not someone else, they are my parents. No matter what other people are, shouldn't they be the two most acceptable people?"

"They just love you too much, and they are afraid that you will have a bad life in the future." Lin Ji said, "Have you thought about the concerns they mentioned?"

"I don't care about that." Xiang Huai shook his head, "I just like you, no one can separate us, not even my parents."

Xiang Huai lay on the bed, with half of his face buried in his arms, his eyes exposed, and said seriously: "Don't worry about what they say, it's not about you alone, and they can't just scold you, or I liked you first."

"Not necessarily," Lin Ji said, "When did you like me?"

"I'm not going to tell you!" Xiang Huai snorted, and after he said that, he poured out all the words in embarrassment, "I liked you since the sports meeting."

"Tsk," Lin Ji teased, "I thought you were eager to help your classmates, but who knew you had other plans."

"It's your fault," Xiang Huai said, "It's your fault for being too recruiting. I can't help it."

"You too." Lin Ji said.

"Ok?"

"I've thought about those concerns," Lin Ji said with a smile, "but you are so attractive, compared to you, they are not worth caring about."

"Damn it!" Xiang Huai buried his face in his arms suddenly, Lin Ji could only see the top of his head, it took him a long time to pull his face out of his arms, facing Lin Ji's smiling gaze, Xiang Huai Huai bluffed and said viciously, "Did you do it on purpose?"

"What did I do on purpose?"

"Tell me nice things on purpose to coax me!"

"No," Lin Ji said, "I'm telling the truth."

"Just wait," Xiang Huai said fiercely, "I'll kiss you to death when we meet!"

Lin Ji suddenly approached and kissed the camera. Xiang Huai stared blankly at his eyes that reappeared on the screen. It took him a long time to realize that he was rolling on the bed with his mobile phone in his arms, and said with a blushing face, "My man Friends learned badly..."

Lin Ji looked at him with a smile.

After this commotion, most of the anger and irritability that could not be suppressed in Xiang Huai's heart disappeared, and the panic that seemed to be absent also disappeared a lot.

The two of them chatted on the line all afternoon. Lin Ji is a pervert. In this situation, he even asked Xiang Huai to recite "The Preface to the Pavilion of the King of Teng". No cheating the first time.

In the evening, Xiang Qi asked the two of them to come out for dinner, Song Lingran was still sitting on the sofa, waiting for Xiang Huai and Lin Ji to come out, she just lowered her hair in a daze and didn't look at them.

Song Lingran didn't eat, and the rest of the people also ate without taste. Xiang Huai had never felt such a stuffy atmosphere in his home, and the irritability that was comforted by Lin Ji in the room in the afternoon returned, almost instantly. obliterate him.

Xiang Qi casually took a few mouthfuls of rice, then put down his chopsticks, sat next to Song Lingran with the rice in his hand, and said in a low voice, "You have something to eat, too."

Song Lingran didn't make a sound, she stretched out her hand and brushed it away.

Lin Ji and Xiang Huai watched quietly.

Xiang Huai has always had a big appetite, and he always rushes to eat first, but now he has been hungry for a day but has no appetite at all. After a while, he looked away, frowned, and licked the rice into his mouth as if to vent his anger, but he didn't taste anything.

Lin Ji didn't even touch the chopsticks.

"Lin Ji," Song Lingran said suddenly, her voice hoarse, "I want to talk to you alone."

Lin Ji stood up and said, "Okay."

Xiang Huai threw the chopsticks abruptly, stood up and grabbed Lin Ji's arm, and asked Song Lingran, "Is there anything I can't say here?"

Song Lingran ignored him, stood up and went to the bedroom first, only Xiang Qi was left sitting on the sofa frowning at the untouched food.

Lin Ji squeezed Xiang Huai's hand, and coaxed in a low voice, "You are obedient."

Xiang Huai and him looked at each other for a few seconds, and then reluctantly let go.

Lin Ji stood opposite Song Lingran, and in just one day, Song Lingran seemed to have aged several years, with her hair falling down from her sideburns, making her look extremely haggard.

She looked at Lin Ji, her posture was full of defense, her eyes were full of hostility, and she said: "I will never agree to you being together."

In the past year, she has been very kind to Lin Ji, caring and caring, no different from Xiang Huai, as if treating him as her own child, but at this time, the alienation is very obvious, An outsider is an outsider after all, and when he threatens and hurts Xiang Huai, he is just an enemy.

"Why?" Lin Ji asked.

"I won't let my son become gay," Song Lingran said in a hoarse voice, "He's still young, he doesn't understand anything, he doesn't care about his temper, and he doesn't know what it means, but Lin Ji, you understand, right? "

"You promise me..." Her voice was choked with sobs, and her defensive posture softened immediately, even showing a hint of begging, "Xiao Ji, I beg you..."

"Don't be like this." Lin Ji lowered his eyes, his thick black eyelashes covered the emotions in his eyes tightly.

"You can see that Aunt Ran has treated you well this year..."

Amid Song Lingran's begging, Lin Ji clenched his teeth.

A year ago, Song Lingran was just a stranger to him, and the kinship between them was too weak to form a bond at all, but when everyone despised him and despised him, Song Lingran took him to his home and took him to his home. Take care of it as your own child.

She is very good, her kindness and love Lin Ji has never been clear in his life, he has always been grateful to her, and he is most afraid of hurting her and letting her down.

But now, she lowered her posture and begged him painfully to let her son go.

"Aunt Ran," Lin Ji lowered his head and said hoarsely, "I'm really sorry."

"What do you mean?" A trace of blank blankness appeared on Song Lingran's face.

"I can't promise you." Lin Ji raised his head, his eyes were slightly red, but he still insisted, "Xiang Huai and I are not playing around, I like him seriously, and I want to be with him."

Song Lingran looked at him like he was looking at a monster.

There was a sudden argument outside, and Xiang Huai and Xiang Qi quarreled outside. In the noisy background, Song Lingran asked, "You don't want to break up with Xiang Huai, do you?"

"sorry."

"Even if I beg you?"

"I'm sorry," Lin Ji squeezed his palm hard, with an uncontrollable tremor in his voice, "If it's possible, I'd like to beg you too."

Song Lingran seemed to have forgotten how to blink, her eyes widened, tears pooled in her red eye sockets, her whole body seemed to freeze.The arguments outside became more loud, and after a long time, Song Lingran said weakly: "Go out."

She said it again, as if roaring, but it was so hoarse that she seemed to lose her voice, leaving only hopeless futility: "Get out!"

Lin Ji closed the door and walked out. In the living room, Xiang Huai was holding a white jade ornament to confront Xiang Qi.

Xiang Qi was much calmer than Song Lingran. After Lin Ji and Song Lingran entered the bedroom, he began to try to analyze the pros and cons with Xiang Huai, from school to workplace, from relatives and friends to strangers, from the age of seventeen or eighteen. When it comes to the pension problem at the age of 80 or [-], he tried to make Xiang Huai realize the seriousness of this problem.

Xiang Qi said: "You are still too young to know what true liking is..."

"Am I still young? I'm going to college next year," Xiang Huai interrupted, "Next one."

Xiang Qi said: "If you are labeled as a homosexual, you will never be able to take it off for the rest of your life."

Xiang Huai snorted through his nostrils, not caring.

Xiang Qi is patient: "You haven't been out of school yet, and you don't know how intolerant people are towards homosexuality. When the class meeting discusses you, your colleagues will isolate you, you may not be able to find a job, and you will experience a lot of discrimination. , the relationship between you and Lin Ji has always been shady, and you will have a hard time."

"I haven't experienced that," Xiang Huai said, "Up to now, all I've experienced seems to be the intolerance of my family."

Xiang Qi was so angry that he felt that he shouldn't waste time arguing with Xiang Huai, an idiot, and said angrily, "Don't talk so much, anyway, your mother and I don't agree, you two should separate!"

The two words that Xiang Huai hates the most now are "separate", as soon as he heard it, he exploded, and said angrily, "Why are you?"

"Because I'm your father!" Xiang Qi kicked the table.

"If you don't fucking like it, then don't be my father!" Xiang Huai kicked louder than him.

Xiang Qi was almost relieved by this rebellious breath, and he was going to beat him. Xiang Huai was not vegetarian. He would not stand in place and let him beat him. .

"You fucking put it down! Let it go!" Xiang Qi said angrily.

"Back back!" Xiang Huai raised his chin, "Otherwise I'll be smashed to pieces by you!"

The two confronted each other for a long time, and neither of them could convince the other. At this time, Lin Ji came out of the room, and Xiang Huai and Xiang Qi's thoughts of fighting against each other were immediately drawn away, and he threw the white jade ornament on the table casually. Stepped over and grabbed Lin Ji's arm, he said anxiously, "What's the matter, what did my mother tell you? Didn't she scold you?"

"No," Lin Ji's face had no signs of losing his composure. He was more familiar with the disguise of pain than anyone else. Instead, he comforted Xiang Huai in a soft voice, "I didn't say anything."

Xiang Huai breathed a sigh of relief.

Xiang Qi stood aside, watching them coldly.