Ji Guang

After returning from the Yellow River, Zheng Zaoqiao suddenly became busy.

These bastards like Xiang Huai, who eat the ball like their lives, also have a sense of crisis of going to school, and they are much less active on the court. They only play one game a week to satisfy their greed. In the past, Zheng Zaoqiao always Very active, as if he was suffocated, but now he is absent from three consecutive football games, even if he stays in the classroom at school, he doesn't wander around looking for Xiang Huai and Shi Fa anymore.

Even Shi Spell felt that something was wrong, so he asked Zheng Zaoqiao secretly once, Zheng Zaoqiao only said nothing was wrong, but Shi Spell vaguely felt that Zheng Zaoqiao was coming towards Xiang Huai, but he couldn't guess the specific reason. Can take great pains to cover up for Zheng Zaoqiao in Xiang Huai, and find all kinds of excuses for him.

After Zheng Zaoqiao missed the third ball game, Xiang Huai directly dragged him out of the classroom.

"What kind of grandson are you pretending to be?" Xiang Huai asked Zheng Zaoqiao with raised eyebrows, leaning on the railing at the door of the third class.

"What?" Zheng Zaoqiao looked confused, as if he really didn't know what happened.

Xiang Huai stared at him without saying a word, and Zheng Zaoqiao finally showed an expression of enlightenment.

"What are you talking about?" Zheng Zaoqiao's reason was very legitimate, "I'm almost in my third year of high school, and I haven't studied hard yet, so I still have time to play?"

"If you can play one fucking game a week, why is it a waste of time?" Xiang Huai didn't buy it, he knew what time it was, but he wouldn't be deprived of all the occasional relaxation, right?

"Racing against the clock, bro! If you play for one more minute now, you may lose one more point in the examination room, and this point may determine whether you are the last one or the second one..." Zheng Zaoqiao began to chatter.

"All right, all right," Xiang Huai said with a sneer, annoyed when he heard such words, "Then Xueba should study hard, and try to be at the back table with the lover of your dreams next time."

Zheng Zaoqiao was so timid that he didn't even dare to sit at the same table with Jiang Mingying, he only dared to choose the back seat of others, and was often dismissed by them. In the past, Zheng Zaoqiao would let them wait and see angrily. Don't be intimidated when you bring it over.

There was no shortage of jokes, Zheng Zaoqiao was never really angry, but this time his face suddenly became ugly.

The smile on Xiang Huai's face disappeared, and the eyes of the two met, and there was a sense of tit for tat.Seeing that the situation was wrong, the spell caster immediately stood between the two of them, haha, and said, "It's almost time for class, why don't you... go back first?"

"Forget it this time," Zheng Zaoqiao said with a sullen face, "don't fucking talk about these things in the future."

"Then why don't you take a look?" Xiang Huai smiled carelessly, "What do you want?"

Zheng Zaoqiao turned back to the classroom without saying a word, and closed the back door by the way.

Shi Fa looked at the door, then at Xiang Huai, and tentatively said, "He's been in a bad mood recently, so don't worry about him when he's sick."

Xiang Huai said nothing, turned around and left.

Shi Fa didn't know why the two suddenly had a quarrel, and after being dazed for half a minute, he quickly ran after Xiang Huai.

Xiang Huai didn't go back to the classroom, but went downstairs directly, and there were only a few minutes left for evening self-study. On the playground, Wang Yan and his team had just finished their ball game, so they asked Xiang Huai why he came so late, and Zheng Zaoqiao.

Xiang Huai took the ball and didn't say anything. When those people saw his expression, they didn't ask any more questions.

The bell for evening self-study resounded throughout the campus, and there was no third person in the playground except Xiang Huai and Shi Spell, it was empty.

The sky was getting longer and longer, and it was only slightly dark at seven o'clock. Xiang Huai scored a few goals, and said with a spell: "You go back to class."

"What's the point? It doesn't matter if it's up or not." Casting a spell tried to intercept Xiang Huai's ball, but Xiang Huai dodged it, shot, and made a hit. He continued, "I'm not expected to go to school."

"You should learn from your tablemate," Xiang Huai threw the ball to Shi Spell, "Look at Guo Ermu, how many years have you passed the [-] exam, don't you still lie there and study math problems every day?"

Shi Fa sat on the ground holding the ball, and Xiang Huai sat down next to him.

Contrary to Zheng Zaoqiao, spellcasting is obviously becoming more and more sticky these days.

Xiang Huai was supervised by Lin Ji this semester, so he really started to have some thoughts on learning. He cast spells much earlier than Xiang Huai, and he put more energy on his studies since he was a sophomore in high school. Later, Xiang Huai had another Lin Ji next to him, and the two of them stuck together all day long, and sometimes they felt that they couldn't get in when casting spells, so they could only learn.

But he is different from Xiang Huai. Xiang Huai is really smart. He makes rapid progress when he studies seriously. I also worked very hard, but my progress was very slow. I have been hanging at [-] points, and I am not biased. That is to say, every subject is mediocre, and I don’t know where to make up for it.

In the mid-term exam of the second semester of high school, Xiang Huai got the first place in the spellcasting by two points. Xiang Huai still remembered the insult that the spellcasting had done to him, and immediately mocked the spellcasting.

Shi Fa snorted: "There is a fart difference between taking a test of [-] points and taking a test of [-] points, and it is also a small college."

"Wait, Brother Huai will give you a score of [-] in the next test!" Xiang Huai snarled so much that his ass almost went up to the sky.

In the third monthly exam, although Xiang Huai didn't achieve what he boasted, he improved by [-] to [-] points in a month, and his progress was amazing. Chen Jingyu even singled him out in the class meeting to praise him.Xiang Huai had never received this kind of treatment since he was a child, so he was quite flattered. It was the first time he tasted the sweetness brought by his academic performance, and he felt that the taste was not bad, and he was even a little addicted.

As for casting spells, it was still in the early [-]s.

Xiang Huai was a little reluctant to ridicule him: "Didn't I give you a copy of the materials Lin Ji compiled for me? What do you learn every day?"

Shi Fa pouted, he wanted to ask Xiang Huai more than Xiang Huai what he had learned.After that, he studied for a while, and he didn't know when he lost his enthusiasm, and turned into a little tail around Xiang Huai, following him around.

The two of them didn't speak for a while, Shi Spell held the ball and threw it up and down, Xiang Huai put his arm behind his back, watching the sky get darker and darker.

Shi Fa suddenly asked: "What do you want to do in the future?"

"I never thought about it," Xiang Huai said, "It's fine as it is now. What about you?"

"I didn't think about it before," Shi Fa said. "Now I feel that everything is the same."

After he finished speaking, he realized that Xiang Huai had been looking at him: "What's wrong?"

"It's nothing." Xiang Huai looked away, "I just feel that many things seem to have started to change."

Shi Fa thought he was talking about Zheng Zaoqiao: "He doesn't know what's going on recently, and he's also angry with me, not specifically targeting you."

Xiang Huai snorted, and simply lay down on the ground. Anyway, school uniforms are meant to be ruined, so they are not afraid of getting dirty.

Looking at the empty sky from the ground also has the feeling of weightlessness when looking down from a high place, as if you are about to be sucked in. For a moment, you don’t know whether you are looking at the high sky or the gray clouds in the abyss.

Xiang Huai was not only talking about Zheng Zaoqiao, but also about casting spells, including himself.

Growth always happens silently. When you can notice it, it means that it has changed a lot.Xiang Huai doesn't like these changes very much. He hopes that his life can be as free and carefree as he was when he was sixteen or seventeen years old, but he can't refuse the change, because he is also changing, and he can realize that the change itself is A kind of growth.

After all, he will leave his 16 years old, start his 17 years old, then, 20 years old, 30 years old... until the not too long ago.

Everyone has to grow up.

Zheng Zaoqiao never came to look for Xiang Huai again, nor did Xiang Huai go to Zheng Zaoqiao. Shi Fa was more anxious than the two parties, so he secretly went to find Zheng Zaoqiao. Zheng Zaoqiao told him not to meddle in his own business and wanted to persuade Xiang Huai, Xiang Huai impatiently told him to shut up.

Casting spells is thankless, and I thought angrily, do what you like, it's none of my business!

Xiang Huai saw that he was in a hurry to get angry, so he said stingily to Zheng Zaoqiao: "Don't worry about it, if he can't handle it himself, it's useless for us to try hard."

Listening to his meaning, Shi Fa seemed to know what Zheng Zaoqiao was awkward, and asked, "Do you know what's going on?"

Xiang Huai rolled his eyes and said, "How the hell would I know!"

Shi Spell looked at Xiang Huai's indifferent appearance, as if there was nothing wrong with him, and felt a little relieved.

But in fact, Xiang Huai didn't have a clue in his heart, he was just too shameless.

In front of casting spells, he had a lot of chances to win. When there was no one around, guarding Lin Ji was another look. He looked as if he had been greatly wronged, and he cheated many kisses and hugs.

In the end, Xiang Huai didn't wait for Zheng Zaoqiao to turn the corner and ask him for peace, something happened to him first.

A week before the final exam, Xiang Huai and Lin Ji went to play in the abandoned city.It seems that it has become the secret base of the two of them. The abandoned city in spring is really a good place, quiet and bright, but now that it has entered summer, the weather is getting hotter and hotter, and the abandoned city is not so comfortable.The two of them seemed to be unaware of heat and cold, instead of enjoying the coolness of the air conditioner at home, they ran here against the scorching heat to find the natural wind under the shade of a big tree.

There are a lot of stray cats in the abandoned city, most of them are cooked by Xiang Huai, they go every day, those cats come every day, and they meow around the two of them when they are full, at the beginning, Lin Ji Xiang Huai was not allowed to touch the cat. He thought wild cats were dirty, and he was also worried that Xiang Huai's hands and feet would be reckless, and then his paw would be scratched by the cat. Later, Lin Ji couldn't hold back, and was distracted by a little milk cat. He couldn't help but reach out and touch it. Put the fluffy hair.

Only when the state officials set the fire on did the common people have the opportunity to light the lamps a few times, and only then did Xiang Huai occasionally play with two cats.But he didn't masturbate much, the reason is that Lin Ji is so troublesome. After Xiang Huai touched the cat, Lin Ji wouldn't let him touch him, and he couldn't even kiss him. Compared with the cat, Xiang Huai still wanted to Lu Lin Ji.

Xiang Huai tried to grab Lin Ji's hand after sneaking around with two cats, but Lin Ji opened it with the book. He withdrew his hand angrily, turned around and took out a pack of wet wipes from his bag, wiped it clean, and rushed to Lin Ji. Ji Xian shook his hand pretentiously: "Is it all right now?"

"No," Lin Ji leaned against the tree leisurely, "Quick back."

"The old husband knows how to serve as an official, the behavior is compared to the same township, and the virtue is the same as the monarch... It's so difficult!" Xiang Huai sat cross-legged next to Lin Ji, and he would push his head into his arms, and Lin Ji held the book Open up.

"Finish this paragraph."

"What's behind?" Xiang Huai scratched his head.

"And conquer a country."

"Where to conquer a country, everyone has no self, gods and men have no merit, and sages have no name!" He memorized the last three sentences by heart, and the twelve words popped out like fried beans, "The memorization is over!"

As he said that, he threw himself into Lin Ji's arms without hesitation. Lin Ji was stern and refused to let him kiss, so Xiang Huai shouted aggrievedly at the top of his voice, "Kiss, I'll recite it after I recite it. Memorize that preface!"

"Okay." Lin Ji finally compromised as if unwilling, threw away the book in his hand, and pressed the back of Xiang Huai's head.

After the kiss was over, Lin Ji was still a little unsatisfied. Xiang Huai's lips were rosy and plump. He held Lin Ji's chin and stared at it for a long while, and finally felt something was wrong: "Did you do it on purpose?"

Lin Ji didn't answer, and pressed Xiang Huai's head into his arms, resting his chin on top of Xiang Huai's head and couldn't help laughing.Who doesn't want to kiss?Kissing and hugging are such comfortable things, his desire and longing are no less than Xiang Huai's.

Xiang Huai grabbed Lin Ji's collar ferociously, and took a bite under his collarbone.

It was these usual and intimate squabbles that became the first straw that weighed on them, and then continued to pile up into piles.

The next day was Monday, when Xiang Huai and Lin Ji passed the hall on the second floor of the school, they found many people gathered in front of the bulletin board. They didn't know what announcement was sent, and the onlookers had a lively discussion.

Xiang Huai looked at it twice on tiptoe, but couldn't see what it was. Lin Ji had no interest in it, and said, "Let's go, if it's an important announcement, the teacher will say it in class."

Xiang Huai hummed, but when he looked back, he felt that something was wrong. Many people were looking at him.As soon as Xiang Huai frowned, he saw Wang Yan squeezed towards him from the crowd, hugged him and walked into the corridor.

Xiang Huai was confused by him, so he asked, "What's wrong?"

Wang Yan seemed to have just realized what he was doing, and suddenly withdrew his arm from Xiang Huai's shoulders, feeling a little embarrassed. When he remembered something, he hurriedly showed Xiang Huai the photo he had just taken.

Xiang Huai looked down and was stunned. He glanced at the bulletin board outside the corridor, and then at Wang Yan.Wang Yan nodded.

Xiang Huai stuffed the mobile phone into Wang Yan's arms, and strode out without saying a word. Lin Ji seemed to realize something, clenched his hands at his side, and walked behind Xiang Huai.

When the crowd in front of the bulletin board saw Xiang Huai, they stopped making noise and automatically made a way for him.An enlarged color photo was pasted on the bulletin board covered with A4 white paper. The scene and building were familiar to Xiang Huai and Lin Ji. It was under the big tree where they often stayed in the abandoned city. In the photo, the two kissing Personally, they are even more familiar.

Xiang Huai looked at it for a few seconds, clicked his tongue, turned his head to Lin Ji and said, "Who took this picture? It's far worse than your level. It doesn't look good for me."

As he spoke, he raised his hand and tore off the photo, and there was exclamation from around, and then gradually the noise of discussion became louder and louder, almost obliterating them.

Xiang Huai grabbed Lin Ji's hand, smiled generously at the crowd and said, "This is my partner, if you find out, let's all go away."

The crowd dispersed in twos and threes, but they didn't go far. They looked at Xiang Huai and Lin Ji from a few steps away, staring at the hands they were holding.Lin Ji looked at Xiang Huai, and Xiang Huai smiled cynically, as if he didn't take it seriously at all, but the hands he and Lin Ji held together were trembling slightly, and the palms were sweaty.

Lin Ji held his hand in the palm of his backhand and pulled him forward. His expression was indifferent. The hand holding Xiang Huai was also slightly cold in summer, but it was powerful and steady.

Xiang Huai never expected that his love affair with Lin Ji would be announced in front of everyone in this way, so passive that it was almost a humiliation.

He didn't care that others knew about his relationship with Lin Ji, and even couldn't help but want to tell the world many times, but in this way, he found that he was panicked for a while.

Lin Ji directly pulled Xiang Huai up to the rooftop.The wind was howling and blowing past the ears, and the surrounding area was empty, blocking the crowd and sight. Xiang Huai breathed out, and Lin Ji kissed him on the forehead, and said softly, "Don't be afraid."

"Who's scared!" Xiang Huai said, now that he had come to his senses, his panic gradually subsided.

He unfolded the photo in his hand and scolded: "Fuck which grandson did it, I can't fucking kill him."

Lin Ji propped his arms on the stone fence, lowered his gaze slightly and remained silent.

Xiang Huai was still racking his brains to figure out who it could be, Lin Ji said, "It's Lin Hui."

Xiang Huai was taken aback: "How do you know?"

"Two days ago," Lin Ji said, "he got my number from someone and sent me a message asking me to go out and fight, but I ignored him."

"It's easy to know who it is," Xiang Huai combined the photos, "I won't be called Xiang Huai until I beat him out of shit."

As he spoke, he was about to go down, but was grabbed by Lin Ji.

Lin Ji smiled and said, "Aren't you afraid now?"

"I'm not fucking scared!" Xiang Huai gritted his teeth.

Lin Ji squeezed his palm, and the smile on his face faded: "Lin Hui is not important, what matters is the people below, and... and the family."

"I've wanted to say it a long time ago." Xiang Huai said, "It's a bit embarrassing to be posted like a big-character poster by a grandson, but it's okay. I can still kiss you openly in the future."

Lin Ji smiled.

"Xiang Huai, for a long time to come, you may live under the judgment of others. They mock you, reject you, treat you as a monster, the teacher will talk to you, the school will call you the parent, and things will go wrong. At home, Auntie and Uncle Xiang may not be able to accept it, and there may be quarrels at home." Lin Ji paused, "It's not as simple as you think. After you go down, you will face many things. You have to be mentally prepared."

"What about you?" Xiang Huai said, "Why do you only talk about me, and you, are you mentally prepared?"

Lin Ji nodded: "It's been a long time ago."

"How are you getting ready?"

Lin Ji didn't answer.

"It's okay, I'm not afraid," Xiang Huai said, "I don't care what they say, I just care about my parents and you, as well as Zheng Zaoqiao and others. Zheng Zaoqiao already knew about it, so it's nothing. Parents are fine."

Lin Ji suddenly reached out and hugged him, and said in a low voice, "Just hold him for a while."

He hugged him very tenderly and cherished, Xiang Huai didn't feel anything at that time, it was a long time later that he understood Lin Ji's mood in that hug at that time.He had the most optimistic imagination about everything, he knew everything he said, but he didn't really realize what they were going to face at all, Lin Ji was the exact opposite of him.So at that time, Xiang Huai could say heartlessly that he was not afraid, and the person who was afraid was Lin Ji.

That hug was his greed, his retention, his fear, and it was also the end of their stable life.