Ever since Tolerance bit his index finger and slept next to him, and didn't hear the sound again, Jiang Biegu really regarded those two experiences as hallucinations, and never thought of them again after that.

But this time, he couldn't lie to himself.

It wasn't a hallucination, and neither were the previous two.

Heard it before and heard it now.

He heard the sound of water, footsteps, and fault tolerance's voice.

He didn't know why he heard it again this time. He came back to the room just to calm down, and came to the bathroom to wash his face. When he looked up in the mirror, he saw himself in the mirror, so decadent that he was about to Unrecognizable self.

It is precisely because of this appearance that he thought of the words that Fault Tolerance said to himself, but he unexpectedly didn't think too much about it. His mind seemed to be able to filter, and some were automatically filtered out. What was left and remembered was all Fault Tolerance love for yourself.

"All I want is to be with you."

"No matter how hard it is, I will accompany you forever."

"There is nothing more worthy than you."

"After you die, I can bury you and Ji Mian together."

The fault-tolerant fiery, pure, and undisguised liking and love, at this moment, in front of Jiang Biegu's eyes, in his heart, became clearer and deeper.

And his kisses, even if they were unexpected, were still kisses.

He has not experienced such an intimate behavior in 13 years.

Looking at his own lips in the mirror, Jiang Biegu suddenly realized that he was actually not disgusted with Tolerant's dominance, Tolerant's words, Tolerant's confession, including Tolerant's kiss.

He accepted it all, naturally, without a trace of resistance.

why?

When this question flooded into his mind, a sound like iron nails sliding across the blackboard suddenly appeared in his ear, which made Jiang Biegu subconsciously turn his head to dodge for a while, followed by a headache, and he raised his hand to touch his temple I used massage to relieve it, but the hand stopped half way up.

The harsh sound disappeared, and the headache gradually eased and became unbearable.

There was still sound in the ears that should have returned to no sound at all.

The sound of running water, the occasional cry of bean sprouts outside the bedroom.

Perhaps it was because he had the same experience twice, so Jiang Biegu was not too surprised this time. After confirming that he really heard it, Jiang Biegu looked at himself in the mirror and began to count the seconds.

One, two, three... five... ten...

He could also hear, besides the sound of running water and bean sprouts, he could also hear footsteps, right behind him.

67, 68, 69... The sound of water flow is still there.

"Brother, I really like you."

Jiang Biegu's heart trembled for a moment, and the next second it was extremely sore.

I'm afraid it's not the first time this kid said that. How many times did he whisper it behind his back, which he couldn't see or hear?Jiang Biegu couldn't imagine, couldn't imagine what kind of mood and what kind of expression he was saying this to himself.

He didn't expect himself to respond to this sentence, just like he didn't expect himself to like him.

He knew that he couldn't hear it, and knew that he had someone else in his heart, but he still said he liked it and was by his side.

There is no turning back.

This kind of bravery is something Jiang Biegu never possessed.

Because I like myself, fault tolerance really suffered too much grievance.

So at this moment, Jiang Biegu didn't have any other thoughts except to respond.

"I heard it." Jiang Biegu said.

Fault tolerance didn't expect Jiang Biegu to speak, he was stunned for a moment, realized what he was saying, straightened up instantly as if frightened, and froze in place, as if he thought he had experienced an auditory hallucination, he cautiously As if reluctant to break the illusion, he tentatively opened his mouth:

"elder brother?"

"I heard it." Jiang Biegu said it again, looked up at him in the mirror, and smiled: "Tolerance, I'll listen..."

The sound of the water stopped abruptly, and the deadly silence returned to the ears, and Jiang Biegu's expression froze on his face.

Seeing this, fault tolerance walked over, stood behind him and looked at him in the mirror, watching every expression on his face: "Brother? What's wrong with you? Don't scare me."

Until this moment, Fault Tolerance didn't really believe that Jiang Biegu really heard the voice, how could it be possible?They had just finished their quarrel, and Fault Tolerance would rather believe that Jiang Biegu was hallucinated by his anger, that he was so angry that he lost his reason, especially now that Jiang Biegu didn't give him any response, and he didn't even change his expression.

Tolerance was really a little panicked, he couldn't stand this kind of suffering, he directly pulled Jiang Biegu's shoulder to make him turn around and face himself:

"Brother, what's the matter with you? Can you talk to me?"

Only then did Jiang Biegu come back to his senses, blinked his eyes, and slowly looked back at the faucet that was still on. He made a final confirmation that he really couldn't hear the sound, so he raised his hand to turn it off. Only then did I look back at Fault Tolerance.

Fault Tolerance still didn’t seem to believe that he had heard the voice. On his face, worry and guilt coexisted, and he even started to apologize:

"Brother, I was wrong. I shouldn't lose my temper with you. I shouldn't have said those things to you. I was wrong. Don't take it to heart. You can do whatever you want, as long as you are good."

This kind of fault tolerance made Jiang Biegu very distressed. He didn't do anything wrong. Everything he did and every word he said had a good intention and was for himself. Even if he had to apologize, it was for himself. to him.

Jiang Biegu couldn't help but raise his hand to caress Rong Fault's face, calming his emotions softly:

"I'm fine, don't worry."

Tolerance looked at him, looked at him carefully, and after confirming that his emotions were normal, he sighed heavily: "It's fine, brother, I will never say those words again, this is the first and last time, I I won’t force you anymore, come here as you please.”

"You didn't say anything wrong." Jiang Biegu saw that the hair around his ears was a little messy, so he raised his hand to straighten his hair, then looked into his eyes, and said softly, "I didn't lie to you, I was Really heard it."

This sentence once again stunned Fault Tolerance, he was confused by himself in Jiang Biegu, and he didn't know how to choose between actually hearing the voice.

Reason and emotion are of course more inclined to the latter. Of course, he hopes that Jiang Biegu will hear it and hope that he will come out, but another voice tells him that it is impossible. Even if he recovers his voice, it will be after he receives psychological treatment, and it will be himself. After being willing to take that step, it shouldn't be after a quarrel. There is no such reason, and he doesn't think his words can really have any effect.

As if aware of what fault tolerance was thinking, Jiang Biegu smiled:

"Do not believe?"

Fault Tolerance looked at him and said nothing, but sometimes silence may not be an answer.

Jiang Biegu also understood that this incident was indeed a bit unbelievable, so he didn't convince Rong Fault again, he just repeated what Rong Fault said just now:

"Brother, I really like you."

Fault Tolerance dilated his pupils when he heard the words, looked at Jiang Biegu, and opened his mouth, probably wanting to say something, but in the end he couldn't make a sound.

"Is it this sentence?" Jiang Biegu asked: "Did you say this sentence just now behind my back?"

Have.

Not only just now, but he has said it many times before, but every time he has no purpose, just wants to say it, he likes him so much that he can't suppress it, just wants to tell him that he likes him, he doesn't think about responding, he doesn't think about it If you tell him directly, you just want to say it.

Never thought that one day Jiang Biegu would see... no, he would hear this sentence.

Even though Fault Tolerance didn't answer, his reaction had already given Jiang Biegu the answer, and Jiang Biegu smiled faintly:

"So I'm not lying to you, nor joking, I really heard it, it's not the first time."

As if he hadn't really accepted the shock, Fault Tolerance kept looking at Jiang Biegu and didn't speak again. Jiang Biegu also said what he heard the previous two times:

"The first time I heard the sound was the afternoon when I was talking about Ji Mian with you. There was a hailstorm that afternoon, and I heard the sound of the hailstones hitting the glass."

Fault tolerance also thought of something because of this sentence: "So you knocked over the water glass on purpose that day?"

"Yes." Jiang Biegu replied: "Because I heard it at the time, I thought it was a hallucination, so I wanted to confirm it. Didn't you also suspect what happened to me? You just didn't ask."

"What about the second time?" Tolerance eagerly wanted to know that Jiang Bie could hear about it.

"The day before the shareholders' meeting." Jiang Biegu looked at Rong Fault: "When you were arguing with me, after you left the study, I heard the sound of typing on the keyboard, and it took a second or two."

Until now, Fault Tolerance seemed to have believed the fact that Jiang Biegu could hear the voice. He laughed happily, but he felt that it would not be so simple, so he wanted to confirm it again, but he didn't know what to use for a while. What kind of method, seeing that Jiang Biegu's gaze was still on his mouth, Rong Fault directly raised his hand to cover Jiang Biegu's eyes:

"What am I talking about now?"

Jiang Biegu was a little surprised, he didn't expect Rong Fault to make such a move, maybe he didn't know his intention at first, but the two of them are so close, the sound of every word and every breath that Rong Fault said could be matched. It made him feel it on his face, so Jiang Biegu also understood, and told him directly without pulling his hand:

"I do not know what you're talking about."

Before the fault-tolerant expression was completely occupied by the accident, he heard Jiang Biegu's next sentence, he said:

"Now I can't hear it anymore."

Tolerance was silent for a few seconds, unable to tell whether it was disappointment or regret, and there was no special expression on his face. After a while, he slowly took his hand off Jiang Biegu's eyes, only a little, revealing his eyes, but Covering his mouth and nose, Jiang Bie knew that he had just accepted that he could hear, and then realized that he couldn't hear, and was somewhat confused:

"Although I can't hear it now, I can still see what you say."

Just like the breath of Tolerance hitting Jiang Biegu's face just now, Jiang Biegu's breath is also twitching in the palm of Tolerance's hand. He glanced at his hand, then looked into Jiang Biegu's eyes, and withdrew his breath. Hands, clasped at sides:

"It's a good thing anyway, isn't it?"

There is no doubt that Jiang Biegu has not heard any sound for 13 years, and now he has heard it three times in less than two months. Although it is very short, although he can't hear it now, Although I don't know when the next time will be, but this is a good thing, and there is no doubt about it.

"Yes." Jiang Biegu said, "It's a good thing."

"That's good." Fault tolerance smiled happily: "It's good that it's a good thing. I only hear a little bit now, but it will definitely take longer and longer to hear it. You will recover and get better, right? ?”

Fault Tolerance seldom smiles so happily, his eyes are full of light, these lights are lit up because of himself, Jiang Biegu feels a little lucky and a little proud as long as he thinks of this.

Before hearing the voice this time, Jiang Biegu was really tired. He thought about it, let it be like this, whatever, wherever he goes, whatever is good, he doesn't struggle or resist, but this For a moment, he suddenly came back to life.

He didn't know if it was because he saw hope, or because he smiled tolerantly, but he suddenly felt that if he took a step forward and made this child who was wholeheartedly for him so happy, it might not be a worthwhile thing.

He wanted to see the children happy.

Just like it is now.

Children have done so much for themselves, they deserve to be happy and deserve the best treatment.

Jiang Biegu remained silent for a while, and Tolerance felt a little nervous, and the smile on his face faded a little. He looked at Jiang Biegu anxiously, and asked almost cautiously:

"Brother, you...you want to hear it too, right?"

If it was Jiang Biegu who didn't want to hear it before and wanted to shut down all the voices, then now he has to be willing to get better and better, otherwise he will shut it down again, and even resent such a change. Although Jiang Biegu was standing in front of him now, he didn't have any negative emotions because of hearing it, but he wasn't very happy either, so Tolerance wanted to make sure of something.

It is a good thing for everyone that Jiang Biegu can hear it again, but the only fault tolerance is not sure if Jiang Biegu thinks the same way.

Does he want to hear it?Is he willing to take that step, come out?

It's not impossible that he might not want to, what if he really doesn't want to?

In just a few seconds, Fault Tolerance has already found an excuse for himself. If Jiang Biegu is not willing, it’s okay. After all these years, he will definitely be able to do it in the future. Apart from the inconvenience of life, it seems that there is nothing wrong with it. Influence, as long as he accepts his state, as long as he can live in peace with himself, there is nothing wrong with it.

Don't people just live freely in this life?As long as Jiang Biegu thinks that is the most comfortable way for him, then there is nothing wrong with it, everything is still with him.

Said to accompany him for a lifetime, never just talk.

Tolerant is here to comfort himself, but Jiang Biegu couldn't help but smile because of his words and the anxiety on his face:

"What do you want, of course I would."

In fact, how could he decide whether to hear or not?From the moment he heard the voice for the first time, he had already taken a step forward, but he himself at that time didn't realize this.

I don't know when he started to take this step, but Jiang Biegu knew that it must have something to do with fault tolerance.

He has been healing himself in the time and details that he has not discovered.

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