My little boyfriend is cruel and obedient

When he got home, Tolerant wanted to have a good talk with Jiang Biegu. It was no way for him to keep his mouth shut, but Jiang Biegu accidentally opened his mouth first. Just when he entered the room, the entrance seemed to know He wanted to say something, and blocked his mouth first:

"Forgive me, I know you want to talk to me, talk to me, I'm afraid I won't be able to think about it, but I also tell you bluntly, I don't want to talk, can you understand?"

Understandable.

For a period of time after moving out from home, Fault Tolerance didn't want to say anything, and just wanted to be alone. Jiang Zheng once suspected that he had autism, but at that time, Fault Tolerance had goals, things to do, and all kinds of people around him. People will not be like Jiang Biegu now, who can only stay at home, can't do anything, can't go anywhere, except for a person and a dog, there is nothing to accompany him.

These are two completely different states.

"I can." Tolerance said, "But..."

"That's enough." Jiang Biegu interrupted him: "I'm 34 years old. I could handle losing Ji Mian when I was 21. Now it's nothing. It won't hurt more than before, and I won't even I can't even look at this, what I need now is time, and I need time to let myself accept my current state."

Jiang Biegu sighed helplessly: "You don't have to worry about me, just do your own thing."

After saying this, Jiang Biegu got up from the wheelchair, Rong fault wanted to help him, but he refused:

"I can do it myself."

Fault tolerance was stunned for a moment, even though he understood Jiang Biegu's state, he didn't know why he resisted even this, obviously hugging him by himself has become the normal state of the two of them getting along during this period of time.

Maybe it's because he's in a bad mood, I understand it, but I don't dare to let him take the risk of falling down again, I want to hug him directly, but Jiang Biegu discovered his movement first and stopped him:

"I said, I'll do it myself!"

Jiang Biegu's words were obviously angry, and Fault-Tolerant realized this and dared not move again, worried that he would struggle and fall, and also worried that his mood would get worse.

Tolerant did not dare to move, but Jiang Biegu realized his problem, sighed slowly, softened his tone, and apologized:

"I'm sorry, I... I'm not in a good mood."

"It's okay." Fault Tolerance shook his head: "I'm not right either. I was too careful and worried about you. The doctor said that you can try to walk slowly and recover gradually. If you want to do it yourself, you can try to walk, but If it hurts, just stop and don't force yourself, okay?"

Tolerance is sincere. After thinking about it carefully, he really treated him like a child after being injured in Jiang Biegu. He was careful about everything, caring about his body and his emotions.

These cares may not have other feelings when facing a normal person, but the current Jiang Bie story has nothing to do with normality, and my excessive care and care may make him feel sympathetic and pity .

Fault Tolerance used to think that as long as he treats him wholeheartedly, there will be no problems, but now he finds that he has neglected a lot.

Jiang Biegu didn't respond, he just leaned on the wall and took a step forward after he finished speaking, very slowly, but it was his own step.

Tolerant didn't support him but didn't dare to stay away, so he just followed behind him, at a distance where if he couldn't maintain his balance, he would definitely be able to protect him from falling.

From the entrance to the bedroom, with a distance of tens of meters, Jiang Biegu walked for half an hour, covered in sweat, and he didn't say it hurt, and he didn't dare to help him even if he was wrong.

At first I thought that Jiang Biegu was just in a bad mood that day, and he would always get better after that, but after a while, he seemed to be on the edge of a dead end, and his state that day became normal, no longer relying on fault tolerance for everything, and what he could do , If he can't do it, he has to do it himself, and he doesn't dare to stop him if he is wrong. He can only protect it carefully, and he dare not show his traces.

But fortunately, even if Jiang Biegu did this, there was no problem with his legs. Although he was still walking very slowly, perhaps walking forward step by step was of extraordinary significance to Jiang Biegu now.

But Jiang Biegu didn't speak again, and the sentence 'I'm sorry, I'm not in a good mood' became the last sentence of communication between them.

Xu Yanqing originally planned to come over on the day after jm changed hands, but unfortunately Jiang Bie closed the door to thank the guests and did not see anyone. Xu Yanqing felt that he was in a bad mood, so it was okay to wait, but half a month will pass soon, After calling fault tolerance and knowing that his condition had not changed, Xu Yanqing couldn't wait any longer and came directly to the villa.

Rong Rong opened the door to welcome him in, took the slippers from the shoe cabinet and put them in front of him: "Maybe he still doesn't want to see you."

Xu Yanqing changed his shoes and looked at Rong Rong: "No change at all?"

Tolerance smiled bitterly, Xu Yanqing understood everything, and patted him on the shoulder:

"I'll go and have a look. It's been a long time."

Xu Yanqing didn't knock on the door, anyway, he couldn't hear him, so he just pushed the door and went in. Jiang Biegu was coming out of the bathroom, and when he saw him, he didn't have any disgusted expression, but it definitely had nothing to do with enthusiasm, just an indifferent Xu Yanqing didn't care about his expression either:

"Isn't this recovering well? I can walk on my own."

Jiang Biegu averted his gaze, as if he hadn't seen him, and walked slowly step by step to the bed.

Xu Yanqing leaned on the door frame to look at him, he didn't look at himself, so Xu Yanqing didn't speak, waited for a while, until he sat on the bed, Xu Yanqing walked over, and pulled the chair in front of the desk Come over and sit opposite him.

Jiang Biegu looked at him, Xu Yanqing smiled: "Let's talk?"

He didn't even communicate with him for fault tolerance, and Xu Yanqing didn't even think that he would say a word, but Xu Yanqing didn't care whether he responded or not, so he opened his mouth:

"Your condition is much better than I imagined. I thought I would see you 13 years ago again when I came here."

Although Ji Mian and jm are not the same thing, the founding capital of jm was left by Ji Mian and left to Jiang Biegu, so in a sense, there is no difference between Ji Mian and jm, at least for Jiang Don't say it for a reason, it is equally important.

What was it like when Jiang Biegu lost Ji Mian back then, Xu Yanqing accompanied him from the beginning to the end, and now Jiang Biegu is experiencing loss again, even though he is a little older and has more experience He couldn't resist, but after all, he didn't get over the pain of losing Ji Mian. To make matters worse, Xu Yanqing was not optimistic about his condition, thinking that he was giving up on himself and living a decadent life.

But looking at it now, it's very good, he can walk by himself, which shows that he is not out of his mind.

He may just be unable to accept his current state for a while.

This kind of Jiang Biegu let Xu Yanqing heave a sigh of relief, after all, he is not hopeless, but when Xu Yanqing was about to become a psychological mentor again, and had a good chat with him, Jiang Biegu leaned against the bedside Closing her eyes, the words that Xu Yanqing was about to blurt out just got stuck in her throat and she almost choked.

But with Jiang Biegu in this state, Xu Yanqing really couldn't help it. When he closed his eyes, he closed the whole world. He didn't know what other people did or said, and he didn't feel it.

He suddenly understood why Tolerance said he was autistic, and Jiang Biegu was really an iron bucket, invulnerable.

Also annoying.

Tolerance was sitting in the living room teasing Bean Sprouts. I don't know how Xu Yanqing was chatting with Jiang Biegu, but he didn't come out after going in for a while, so it should be pretty good?I don't expect Jiang Biegu to be able to talk, but at least it's good to be willing to watch others talk.

When the phone rang, Tolerance glanced at it. It was Cheng Ming. It was rare for him to call himself, and it was even more surprising when he answered the phone. Cheng Ming said that he was at his door and came to deliver his car.

Rong Rong didn't hear the news that they were coming back, so he was a little surprised. He glanced out the window and saw that his Land Rover was parked at the door. Rong Rong got up and walked out, only to find that Yu Hen had also come, standing with Cheng Ming. Beside the car, looking somewhere, still cool.

Tolerance walked over, and Cheng Ming handed him the key when he saw him:

"The car has been washed and the gas has been filled up. I will treat you to dinner another day."

"You don't need to be so polite." Tolerance smiled: "When did you come back? Don't say anything."

"After reading the news, I know that you must be very busy recently, so we unanimously decided not to bother you, but the car still has to be returned." Cheng Ming said, "I should go and see your brother's, is it convenient?"

Tolerance smiled: "Thank you, but he's not in a good mood recently, so..."

"Understood." Cheng Ming said, and was a little worried: "School will start soon, if you go back to school, what will happen to your brother?"

It's not that he has never thought about this problem, but now he has no good solution, so he can only take one step at a time:

"There are still a few days, let's talk about it then."

Cheng Ming nodded and said nothing.

Fault tolerance noticed that when he was talking to Cheng Ming, Yu Hen had been looking at the car next to him. He followed his gaze and saw that it was Xu Yanqing's Mercedes. He didn't pay much attention at first, thinking it was Yu Hen I like this car.

Until Yu Hen seemed to have confirmed something, and said something eagerly to Cheng Ming: "Let's go."

Both Cheng Ming and Tolerance felt it, but they didn't know the reason, but Cheng Ming had nothing he couldn't agree to, and looked at Tolerance: "Then let's go first, see you at school."

"Okay." Tolerance replied: "I have something to do at home, so I won't see you off."

"No, we called a car, and we should be almost at the gate of the villa area, just go out."

Fault-tolerant watched them leave, then walked back, turned around only to find that Xu Yanqing was standing at the door at some point, looking at the direction where Cheng Ming and the others left, Fault-tolerant followed his gaze to look there At a glance, I didn't notice any difference.

"Brother Yanqing, how is my brother?" Rong Cuo stepped over and asked.

"The stone in the latrine." Xu Yanqing looked back at Rong Fault, and commented: "But don't worry, it will be fine. It's awkward now, but I can't accept the current state. Isn't he able to walk now? ? When the body is better, he will be better."

Fault Tolerance was not comforted, he was still worried, he was silent for a while, and then asked:

"Brother Yanqing, was it the same when my brother couldn't hear it?"

"That's different." Xu Yanqing shook his head and said, "The explosion that happened in front of his eyes had such an impact on him that any subsequent sound was like an explosion to him. The tinnitus kept ringing, he couldn't sleep, he couldn't even close his eyes, and I even thought it was a good thing for him at that time that he couldn't hear."

"He turned off his hearing, which is what he wants, but the language barrier is not." Xu Yanqing said: "Without hearing, he has the confidence to live like a normal person, but without hearing and language barrier, he said He is no different from a deaf-mute, and he himself knows this, so he will inevitably deny and doubt himself, but it will be fine, not to mention that he has survived the loss of Ji Mian, and now there is still you Is it? I believe you can bring him out."

Fault Tolerance smiled when he heard the words: "Yes, I can."

Xu Yanqing also smiled, and patted him on the shoulder to give him silent support.

After asking what he wanted to ask, Xu Yanqing obviously wanted to leave again. Tolerant didn't want to waste his time, so he opened his mouth to say goodbye to him, but Xu Yanqing cut off his words just as he reached his mouth. He was surprised I asked myself:

"The two people just now are your classmates?"

"Only one is." Tolerance said.

"What's the relationship between the other one and your classmate?"

Fault tolerance is a little bit wrong, so ask:

"Brother Yanqing knows him?"

Xu Yanqing has an indifferent temperament, and has always been lazy to pay half a glance to things that have nothing to do with him. This time is an exception, which only shows that Xu Yanqing knows Yu Hen.

Xu Yanqing didn't answer Tolerance's question, but asked again: "Are they a couple?"

"No." Fault Tolerance said, "At least not now."

Xu Yanqing laughed, said nothing, and walked away.

Fault Tolerance really couldn't understand what was going on in the scene in front of him, but he didn't bother to get to the bottom of it. For him now, Jiang Biegu occupied all his thoughts.

-

What Xu Yanqing said was right, as Jiang Biegu walked more and more smoothly, his mood did seem to be better, even if he still didn't speak, they would occasionally watch movies or something to make mistakes to tease him Sometimes, he will smile.

Seeing that Jiang Biegu was getting better gradually, Tolerant also heaved a sigh of relief, thinking that after a while, when his leg healed, maybe he would be able to get better, and maybe he would be able to speak again.

But under such a turnaround, there is another layer of pressure on fault tolerance. This pressure comes from the fact that Jiang Biegu has not spoken for a long time, and every time he does not speak for a while, his tone will change. bigger.

This time has never happened before. It has been more than a week. I have no confidence in fault tolerance. After such a long time of not speaking, I can tell what he said in the first place.

Almost everything in this world follows Murphy's Law, the more you fear something, the more it will happen.

Regarding his state, Jiang Biegu also has feelings, and his mood improves day by day. Rather than accepting his state, it is better to say that he has compromised and made peace with himself. His temper has nothing to do with depression. So if you are always so depressed and don't say anything, whether you are happy or not is one thing, and you will not be happy if you make mistakes.

School is about to start, no matter whether he lives at home, in a house near the school or in a dormitory, it is impossible for him to stay by his side 24 hours a day. At noon two days before the start of school, I spoke to Tolerance:

"Calculate the time, are you starting school soon? When exactly?"

Jiang Bie needed to look at people to know what the other party said. After he finished speaking, he looked up at Tolerance. It was because of this that he saw the surprise and panic on his face.

Jiang Biegu believed that the surprise of fault tolerance was due to his sudden opening of the mouth, but what did the panic represent?Apart from the fact that he couldn't understand what he said and tried desperately to cover it up, Jiang Biegu couldn't think of anything else.

Tolerant couldn't understand what he said, this was Jiang Biegu's first reaction.

Jiang Biegu couldn't describe his mood at this moment. If he had to describe it, it would probably be like falling into a frozen river. Swimming over with the remaining strength, when he poked his head out to take a breath of oxygen, he was pushed back hard.

Then even the hole was sealed.

He felt a little cold, as if he had really fallen into the river.

It's not that I never thought there would be such a day, but I didn't expect it to be so soon.

He lost even the one and only.

Maybe it's because the feeling is too real, Jiang Biegu really has a feeling that he can't breathe, he can even feel that his reason is leaving him little by little.

"Brother." Fault Tolerance tried to explain something, and said in a cheerful tone, "You haven't talked to me for a few days, I didn't realize it, talk to me again? I can understand."

Jiang Biegu didn't look back, so he saw the fault-tolerant words, and then realized that this child is really not good at lying, his face was full of panic, Jiang Biegu suddenly felt sorry for this child, in order to be normal in front of him, Must have put in a lot of effort.

He laughed self-deprecatingly, put down his chopsticks, and leaned on the back of the chair to look at Tolerance:

"Really? Then your reaction just now scared me a bit. I thought that even you couldn't hear what I said. Can you really understand me? Or are you just worried about me because of your reaction? And have bad feelings lying to me? So what am I talking about now? Repeat it to me, can you do it?"

Jiang Biegu admitted that he was testing fault tolerance and giving him a difficult problem. He didn't understand a brief sentence just now. Now that he said so much in one breath, how could he repeat it again?

Testing fault tolerance is also self-torture. If fault tolerance cannot be repeated, it means that he has cut off his only normal connection with this world.

But he still did.

Fault tolerance didn't speak for a few seconds, Jiang Biegu saw his nervousness, but he didn't feel any softness. To Fault tolerance, he was also to himself:

"Repeat what I just said."

Maybe because he knew that he couldn't hide it, Rong Rong got up and walked over, knelt down in front of Jiang Biegu, and held his cold hand that was so cold that there was no warmth:

"Brother, I can understand, you just haven't talked to me for too long, I need to adapt again, you give me half a day, no, a few hours is enough, you talk to me, I will be the same as before Yes, you trust me."

Jiang Biegu seemed to have seen the words of fault tolerance, but also seemed not to have seen them, and sat quietly as if nothing had happened. After a long time, he suddenly smiled and said:

"Maybe...it's time for me to learn sign language."

The fault-tolerant heart seemed to be tightly grasped by someone because of Jiang Biegu's words. He tried to think of something to say, but Jiang Biegu didn't give him this chance.

"I should be able to learn."

"I can learn lip language, and sign language is also possible."

"How long do you think it will take me to learn?"

"Six months, or a little faster."

"However, even if I have learned it, besides myself, who else understands what I am gesticulating?"

Fault tolerance's eyes were red, and he shook Jiang Biegu's hand even harder, trying to attract him to look at him: "Brother, brother, look at me, I can understand now, I won't have time to react anymore , we are still the same as before, if you don’t believe me, test me again.”

Jiang Biegu looked at Tolerance, and felt that he seemed to have messed up another matter. He obviously wanted to allow Tolerance to go to school with peace of mind, but his current appearance seemed to be more worried. He should behave normally. , it's nothing, he's already prepared, isn't he?

It's just that he didn't expect, he didn't expect that when it really happened, it would have such a big impact on him, he thinks too much of himself.

He smiled lightly, took out the hand that Tolerance was still holding, got up and walked towards the bedroom.

Fault tolerance clearly knows that if Jiang Biegu retracts into his shell again, it will be more difficult to get out, so no matter what, he has to solve this matter before Jiang Biegu closes himself again. up.

Although he didn't know what method to use, he knew that he couldn't let Jiang Biegu go back to his room and leave him alone.

He stopped Jiang Biegu, but he didn't say anything, Jiang Biegu had already spoken out first:

"Step aside."

"Let's talk about it." Rong Fault said: "Before you didn't talk, I didn't force you, but now you speak up on your own initiative, which proves that you also want to talk, let's talk, trust me, I can understand of."

"Get out of the way." Jiang Biegu seemed to have only this sentence.

"I won't let it." Tolerance also insisted: "Brother, without you, death row inmates still have the right to appeal. I didn't hear it clearly once, and you sentenced me. It's not fair."

The fault-tolerant and stubborn Jiang Biegu has also seen it before. He knows that he can't change it after making up his mind. From a certain perspective, this is very similar to himself. a good thing.

Jiang Biegu had made a promise with himself that he would never poke at the most painful spot of fault tolerance again, but that was a rational agreement. Now he is obviously not very rational, so he doesn't bother to think too much about it. He just wants to Escaping, though shameful, is useful.

He poked it down:

"Since you understand, let me tell you what I think. You have been living here for almost two months. I am very grateful for your care, but school is about to start, and you should go."

Tolerance squinted his eyes, as if he couldn't believe what he heard, and looked at him:

"Are you going to drive me away again?"

"Whatever you think." Jiang Biegu was extremely cold, no matter in expression or tone.

Jiang Biegu originally thought that if he poked at the most painful spot of fault tolerance, he would always be in pain, and if it hurt, he would have no way to stop himself.

Jiang Bie was right in thinking, just like Ji Mian is his own eternal pain, being driven away is also a hurdle that fault tolerance cannot overcome, fault tolerance is indeed painful, logically speaking, he should curl up in pain, but unexpectedly Yes, but this time he wants to drag Jiang Biegu to suffer together.

After Jiang Biegu said this sentence, he was about to cross Tolerance and leave, but when he passed by his side, Tolerance suddenly grabbed his arm and pushed him against the wall next to him. That posture did not care about the injury on his leg at all. , Jiang Bie was frightened, but he returned to normal in just a moment.

Because even though Fault Tolerance seems ruthless now, Jiang Biegu still believes that no matter what time Fault Tolerance is, he will never do anything that hurts him, or even do anything excessive. This is like believing that he himself cannot recover. Hearing is the same.

Fault Tolerance resisted himself but wanted to say something, but Jiang Biegu didn't want to listen anymore, he was in no mood, but he couldn't dodge it, but fortunately he was deaf, as long as he closed his eyes, he could block all sounds.

He thought this way, and he did the same thing, blocking all the words that came to Fault Tolerance's mouth with a single movement of closing his eyes.I never thought about how ambiguous such a move is at such a close distance.

Fortunately, Tolerant didn't think too much about it, he really just wanted to have a good talk with Jiang Biegu, and when he saw Jiang Biegu doing this, he would be laughed out of anger. There will be times like this.

He really liked him because he liked him, so he thought he wouldn't dare to do anything to him, right?He really felt that he was always in control and would not cross the line, right?

Tolerance looked at him, looked at his eyes, looked at his nose, and finally landed on his mouth... I didn't think about it at first, but now I think about it more or less, whether it's angry or provoked , In short, Fault Tolerance clearly realized that he could not control himself.

"Brother," Rong Rong said softly, "Sometimes it's fine if you don't speak with your mouth."

After saying this sentence, Rong Fault leaned down and kissed him, and when Jiang Biegu felt a warm touch, he suddenly opened his eyes, the shocked and unbelievable eyes collided with Fault Rong's sight that was close at hand. one place.