After Fault Tolerance realized this problem, he was in a daze state all the time. He didn't hear what they said or discussed afterwards, and he was only immersed in his unacceptable.

Later, the dormitory quieted down at some point, and there was even a snoring sound from Jiang Zheng's bed. It was very strange, like the sound of a train whistle. Tolerance didn't fall asleep, but it didn't matter, even if the train was real now. He broke into the dormitory, and he felt that it was impossible for him to realize that he liked Jiang Biegulai, which was unacceptable.

Did he really...really fall in love with Jiang Biegu?

Isn't it the liking of younger brother to elder brother, family to family, or love, the liking of a man to another man?

can you?is it possible?

They say that if you like someone, you will think about him all the time, when you eat, when you sleep, and when you take a bath.

Tolerant to think about himself, he does think of Jiang Biegu very easily, especially when Jiang Biegu is on a business trip, or when the two of them are not together, he will think about Jiang Biegu when he eats, and think of Jiang Biegu when he sleeps. So I have to rest too, when I take a bath... I only think of it when I bump into Jiang Biegu's body recently.

Is this what you like?Can't it be concern for family members?

They said that they would care about whether he was eating well, dressing well, drinking well, anyway, they cared about everything about him and wanted him to be well.

Forgiveness, think about your relationship with Jiang, worry that he will not eat breakfast, get up an hour early every day to prepare, check the weather forecast before going out, remind him to dress when it is cold, and remind Ding Cheng to bring an umbrella when it rains, together When working, Tolerant will be very concerned about whether there is still water in the water glass on his desk. Even at home, Tolerant will go in and out of the water room to pour water for him. He doesn’t think it’s a big deal, but he just wants to take care of him and think of him well .

Is this what you like?Can't it be because he treats himself well, so he also wants to treat him well?

They said they dreamed of him and jumped for joy when he texted them.

Tolerant to think about himself, he would indeed dream about Jiang Biegu, before that dream, he had dreamed many times, in some dreams Jiang Biegu traveled with him, in some dreams Jiang Biegu walked the dog with him, When playing basketball, Jiang Biegu heard voices in some dreams. He even shared his dreams with Jiang Biegu. He would indeed be happy when he received the news from Jiang Biegu, and would feel that he was cared about and cared about. .

Is this what you like?Couldn't it be because I only have such a family, so I have nothing to think about?

They say, if he is happy, I will be happy, if he is unhappy, I will do anything for him to make him happy.

Tolerance thinks about himself, he will indeed be happy when he sees Jiang Biegu happy, and worried when he sees his frowning, and he is indeed willing to do everything he can to keep Jiang Biegu happy forever, for which he is willing to give everything .

Is this what you like?Can't it be because he is the only person in this world who treats him well, so he wants to repay it?

But they also said that if you like someone, you will have desires for him.

Fault tolerance knows that he really has a desire for Jiang Biegu without thinking about it, not just that encounter in the bathroom, not just the dream after that encounter, after that, as long as he thinks about that bathroom, that dream, his body will respond.

Thinking about it now, there will still be.

But is this what you like?Could it not be because of his adolescent sex drive?

Tolerance leaned against the wall and looked at the gap in the window that was not closed tightly. The dim light from the street lamp outside the window shone in through the gap, and it happened to fall on Rongrong's bed. He looked at the light, and after a long time, he made a silent self-deprecating smile Come.

He knows better than anyone else that his so-called adolescent sexual impulse is only for Jiang Bie. For so many days, how many people he has seen in the public bath, but there is no one who makes him willing to take a second look. One person can remind him of the Jiangbie story that day.

That Jiang Biegu was carefully placed in a corner that he didn't dare to touch lightly, and he only dared to look at it quietly in his dreams.

But even if it was a dream, he didn't dare.

In fact, it's not that he hasn't thought about this possibility, a possibility of liking Jiang Biegu, but this kind of thought was cut off by himself as soon as it came up. He didn't want to think about it, and he didn't dare to think about it. Think, let alone think.

That's Jiang Biegu, not a stranger you meet on the road, not a classmate you've been with for a few years, or a good friend, but an older brother, or a family member.

It's Brother Ji Mian's lover.

But the topic in the dormitory today made him unable to go on like an ostrich. What they said about liking someone was like growing wings, and he couldn't help but fly into Fault Tolerance's imagination of Jiang Biegu.

Like a layer of window paper that can be torn easily, he can even see signs of it cracking a little bit, and then through that hole, he peeped into a completely strange world that he should not set foot in.

He fell in love with Jiang Biegu, and he fell in love with Jiang Biegu as a man, this... Tolerant to admit it.

The moment he recognized it, he felt relieved, because he finally understood why he reacted to Jiang Biegu, and he also felt at a loss because he didn't know how to get along with Jiang Biegu next. , similar to the feeling of betrayal.

He promised Ji Mian to take good care of Jiang Biegu. He knew how deep the relationship between Jiang Biegu and Ji Mian was. He knew that Jiang Biegu only regarded him as his brother. He knew that there was only family affection between them. .

But he betrayed his promise to Ji Mian, betrayed Jiang Biegu's love for him, and also betrayed his original intention.

He likes Jiang Biegu, but he has committed a serious crime without any results.

What can be done about fault tolerance?

A person like Jiang Biegu gently made up for everything that Tolerance lacked, and gave him unprecedented love and care. To fall in love with Jiang Biegu, to fall in love with such a nearly perfect person, is actually a natural thing, nothing more than normal thing?

Tolerance is just an ordinary person, and he just surrendered to such tenderness.

But even so, Fault Tolerance is still clearly aware of what he shouldn't, he shouldn't like Jiang Biegu.

also can not.

The sky gradually dawned, and Tolerance sat for a whole night to confirm what he was thinking, but he couldn't find a way out. When the sound of people walking back and forth began in the corridor outside the dormitory, Xia Chen, who was in the lower bunk, moved and got up. , cautiously opened the door to go to the bathroom, and when he came back, he saw Rong Rong sitting there, stunned for a moment, and asked in a low voice:

"Tolerance, are you awake or not asleep?"

Fault tolerance looked back: "I just woke up."

"Just woke up." Jiang Zheng also yawned and sat up: "I got up in the middle of the night to go to the toilet and you just sat there, and you ignored me when I talked to you. What happened? Although we haven't known each other for long , but living together is like brothers, if you have anything to say, just say something."

Fault-tolerant looked at the sleepy Jiang Zheng, and smiled:

"Thanks, but I'm really fine, just insomnia."

"I suffered from insomnia when I was only 18." Jiang Zheng couldn't help complaining: "Tolerance, do you have kidney deficiency?"

Fault Tolerance ignored Jiang Zheng, and climbed down from the upper bunk to wash up, Jiang Zheng didn't care, glanced at the time was still early, so he lay down again, looking at Xia Chen who was obviously not going to sleep again when he was dressed:

"Chen'er, call me in 10 minutes."

Xia Chen glanced at the time: "OK."

It was exactly 10 minutes when Fault Tolerance came back. Xia Chen woke up his roommates one by one. Jiang Zheng felt like he had slept for ten hours in 10 minutes.

"Damn, are you late? I don't want to be fined for running laps."

"No." Xia Chen said, "It's because the weather is good today, that's why it's so bright."

Jiang Zheng saw that everyone else in the dormitory was not in a hurry, so he felt relieved. He glanced at the temperature on his phone, and couldn't help but curse again:

"38 degrees, are you sure this is September in Beicheng?"

"Qihuhu." Xia Chen said, "It's normal, it will be fine after these two days."

"After these two days, the military training will be over. I don't care how much he spends."

It rained yesterday and there was still hail, but today’s temperature is not polite at all. It seems to make up for the last temperature difference yesterday, and it’s even worse in the afternoon. The playground that has been exposed to the sun for the whole morning is steaming everywhere. Just assembled for training It didn't take long for a girl to fall down while standing in a military posture and was sent to the infirmary.

When the girls were carried by the boys of the same team and walked past the phalanx of Tolerance, Jiang Zheng suddenly whispered:

"Fuck, it's my goddess! The one who fainted is my goddess!"

Tolerant was standing next to Jiang Zheng and didn't hear his words. It wasn't that his voice was too low, but that Tolerant's head was so buzzing that he couldn't hear what he said clearly. His ears were filled with the sound of cicadas on the trees.

"Forgiveness." Jiang Zheng whispered: "This is another chance God gave me to be my goddess. I can't let this chance go. I'm going to pretend to faint now. You carry me to the infirmary. I'm going to see her." My goddess."

The sound of cicadas seemed to be louder. Tolerance felt that it was too noisy, and his head began to dizzy. The back of the head of the classmate in front became a distorted kaleidoscope.

"Did you hear me?" Jiang Zheng asked him again: "I'm dizzy now, you catch me, I want to meet my goddess handsomely, I can't throw a dog... Fuck, forgive me!"

The last call was made by Jiang Zheng. Almost the entire team was startled by Jiang Zheng's call, but Jiang Zheng couldn't do anything about it. Although he wanted to go to the infirmary to see his goddess, he never thought about it. Let the fault tolerance faint.

Jiang Zheng was also dazed when Fault Tolerance collapsed in front of him so unexpectedly.

The instructor hurried over to roughly check the fault tolerance: "Two people, take this classmate to the infirmary."

"I'll do it." Jiang Zheng volunteered, and pulled Cheng Ming along again, and the two carried fault tolerance on their backs and walked to the infirmary.

"Let me tell you about fault tolerance, you are famous now." Jiang Zheng complained with his back on his back: "Look at which team has a boy who fainted, are you so embarrassed? You, the 185-year-old Da Gaozi is so weak that he is as weak as he is." Like a little girl, you'd better pretend, otherwise no girl will like you, and you're too insecure...Damn, I can't breathe, Ming'er, come back for a while, I I can't..."

Cheng Ming reluctantly took the fault tolerance from Jiang Zheng's back:

"You can walk an extra 200 meters without saying a few words."

In the infirmary, Rong Rong opened his eyes as soon as he was lying on the bed. Jiang Zheng was speechless for a moment: "Tolerance, are you pretending?"

"How is it?" Cheng Ming looked at Rong Fault: "Are you okay? Your complexion is very bad, and your lips are white."

Tolerant saw where this was, struggled to remember, but was pushed back by the doctor who came over, took his temperature, it was 38 degrees, and asked about other symptoms, he was judged to be heat stroke, and gave him two bottles of Huoxiangzhengqi water. He drank it, took it wrong and thanked him.

Seeing that it was all right, Jiang Zheng handed it over to Cheng Ming, and went to see the goddess who was sent over a few minutes ago. Cheng Ming originally thought that Jiang Zheng would take the opportunity to show his hospitality, but he couldn't see him for a long time, but Not wanting to walk back dejectedly after a while:

"what happened?"

"It's nothing." Jiang Zheng said, "I'm broken in love."

Both Rong Fault and Cheng Ming looked at him, and Cheng Ming smiled: "You are not in love at all, where did you lose love?"

"The boy who carried my goddess just now, they seem to be boyfriend and girlfriend. When I went to see them just now, they were hugging each other." Jiang Zheng looked at the two with a wry smile: "That scene is very warm."

"Ah." Cheng Ming didn't expect such a dramatic development, but there's nothing he can do about it, "Sorry."

"Then what are you going to do?" This question was asked with tolerance. He sat up and looked at Jiang Zheng with serious eyes: "What are you going to do if you like someone who doesn't like you and shouldn't like you?"

Cheng Ming was a little surprised that Fault Tolerance, who said that he had no one he liked, would ask such an emotional question last night, which made him a little suspicious that Fault Tolerance lied last night, but maybe he just discovered it?

Cheng Ming didn't know that Jiang Zheng didn't care much about his fault-tolerant attitude because he found out that the goddess's famous flower had a master, so he said:

"What can I do? If you like it, just put it in your heart and like it secretly. You can't be a third party to destroy people's feelings, right? I can't do such a tasteless and tasteless thing, but if that boy treats her badly It's another matter, of course, it is also possible that I will gradually dislike her during my long secret love, then I don't have to think about what to do, what should I look like and what should I look like, just continue to be chic, where is the end of the world No fragrant grass, is it?"

Jiang Zheng's words made Tolerance find a gap in the stuffy space.

Yes, some things, if you can't change them, just keep them in your heart quietly. As for those incidental emotions, they will be digested one day, right?

It’s okay if you can’t digest it, and sometimes guilt can also be a kind of vigilance.

Perhaps it would be difficult to hide feelings in front of Jiang Biegu, but fortunately, he didn't spend much time with him after school started, so it shouldn't be a particularly difficult thing, right?

Thanks to the heat stroke, Fault Tolerance rested for an afternoon. After the military training, Jiang Zheng was obviously not as tired as usual, and the hand that pointed at Fault Tolerance was trembling:

"When school starts, you must treat me to dinner. I'm exhausted from carrying you today..."

Cheng Ming smiled: "Have you memorized 200 meters?"

"20 meters is also memorized." Jiang Zheng lay on the bed sprawled: "And the point is how many meters have been memorized? I lost my love. Because of fault tolerance, I lost my love after only two days."

"If that's the case." Xia Chen pushed the glasses on the bridge of his nose: "I think you should forgive me, after all, it will reduce your time loss."

Fault-tolerant also laughed, and just about to say hello, a video message popped up on the phone, Fault-tolerant glanced at it, it was Jiang Bie.

My heart suddenly felt like it was being grabbed by someone's hand.

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