[Entertainment Circle] The Road to Rebirth as a Star
Chapter 41 To You Who I Loved Before
It's Su Libai, Su from Suzhou, Li from Li, white from white. "
The manager was startled, this guy is enlightened?
Yin Xi knew Su Libai, and thought that he was not really noble, he was just waiting to catch a big fish.
Only the two people involved didn't know what they were thinking, but they were left in a trance, as if they had returned to their youth, when it was a hot and humid summer in the south.
Sihe small courtyard, bluestone road, under the locust tree, mottled light and shadow, there is a beautiful and incredible child squatting in front of him, looking at him with joy in dark eyes.
"My name is Su Libai, Su from Suzhou, Li from Li, Bai from Bai."
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☆, extra hyacinth
Extra White Hyacinth
"Master, regarding the last decision, the company still has..."
Andrew stood next to Lancelot with the documents and dutifully reported. A young man with light blonde hair was sitting at the desk, and he interrupted the assistant.
"Uncle Mamon will take care of these things. I'm already home, so don't bother me with these things anymore."
Andrew closed the file and could only choose to "be obedient": "Okay, master."
After Andrew finished speaking, there was a knock on the door. Lily pushed the door three times and came in. She stood respectfully in front of the young man and reported, "Master, the ticket to City B has been booked. The plane will depart at eight o'clock tomorrow morning."
When the name of City B came out, Andrew froze obviously. Lancelot waved his hand. He had a serious face just now, but now his eyes were slightly tired.
After Andrew and Lily left, they couldn't help chatting in the corridor.
"Master, this is it. Let's go visit Miss again."
Lily used to be Elizabeth's assistant. After the death of the lady, she felt more deeply than most people. Now as long as she mentions it, she still can't help but feel sad.
Andrew drew a sign of the cross in front of him, and he said comfortingly, "May God bless, the dead rest in peace."
In the room, the straight spine of the young man who was sitting upright seemed to be unable to support it, and bent down from the neck. Lancelot picked up the old tablet computer that was on the desk a few years ago, and swiped After opening, there is a girl's peaceful sleeping face inside.
He and Elizabeth didn't take a photo together, and the girl didn't leave any photos. She flew back from City B two years ago. After the girl's funeral, her mother didn't have any sad feelings, and the servants didn't even have any feelings for the lady. In the corridor, he looked at the people who came and went as usual, and he couldn't help but feel a lot of resentment in his heart.
Why, is everyone the same as before?The one who is sad, sad, and mourning beyond his control is himself.The girl he loved died...and only himself.
After the resentment, there is panic. Countless nights he wakes up from his dream, and even has the idea of "whether that girl really existed"... I don't know how hard it took to suppress this thought, and in the end the only thing that can be remembered There is only the sleeping face of the girl who was photographed with a tablet computer as a prank.
Fingertips brushed the cheeks of the girl who remained in her youth forever, and stared at the younger sister who was always a girl on the screen, Lancelot said softly: "I don't care, even if everyone forgets your existence, my brother doesn't care." Will always remember."
You are the love of my life.
……
After flying back to City B, Lancelot changed planes to Xitang again. He started to go up the mountain in the early morning. After the girl died, the cemetery in City B was just a tomb, and the girl's ashes were buried in Xitang.
With the setting sun on the green hills, the girl was buried in a good place.
The morning mist was a bit heavy, and the body was covered with dew exuding a cool breath, but what made the young man stop and even hold his breath was the figure holding a white flower in front of him.
It was the figure of a girl with waist-length hair and a slender figure. It was the figure that overlapped with her dead sister.Lancelot wanted to warn himself not to think wildly, but he walked forward tremblingly, the girl turned around, and when he met the girl's amber eyes, he finally couldn't help but tremblingly said: "I...I... "
The girl ignored him, but bent down and placed the white flower in her hand in front of the tombstone. Lancelot pursed his lips, and he walked to the girl's side, and he recognized who the girl was.
Qin said she got up again and again, her eyes were scattered, as if she couldn't see anything, but she looked at the young man, and her tone softened: "Why are you crying, you?"
The young man stretched out his hand to touch his cheek, where there were large swaths of tears, the corner of his mouth was smiling, but there was an unconcealable sadness in his eyes.
Qin said that as soon as he heard the boy say——
"You look a lot like the girl I loved."
I stayed in Xitang for nearly a week, and met Qin Shuoyi constantly by chance, and they even happened to be seated next to each other on the plane flying back.
The more Lancelot got along with Qin Shuo, the more familiar he felt from the bottom of his heart. The girl's tone of voice, eating habits, casual habitual movements, and even... that feeling made him feel, as if The girl next to her is Elizabeth who has changed her appearance.
Let him feel that his sister is back.
At an altitude of [-] feet, the girl looked down at the magazine in her hand. A few strands of untied black hair hung down in front of the girl, making her look much more cute and gentle.
Lancelot spoke, his tone was gentle, but there was an expectation that he couldn't help but hide in his words.
"Do you remember when we first met?"
Qin said that when she raised her head, her eyes were calm, and she heard Lancelot continue to ask, the voice was a kind of mournful tenderness.
"You...why were you crying so sad at that time?"
……
On the plane, Qin Shuoyi didn't tell him the answer, but after flying back to City B, Lancelot started pursuing the girl as if he had taken the wrong medicine.
"Miss Bai, your flower."
The lady at the front desk handed a large bouquet of white hyacinths to Bai Yi, and Bai Yi returned with the white flowers in her arms. Now the gossip about Bai Yi being enthusiastically pursued by the company's third director is spreading throughout the company.
"Is it a fool or is it not a fool?"
Bai Yi hugged the flowers and muttered, she pressed the elevator on the eleventh floor, saying that Lancelot was still the same idiot as before, but this guy seemed to be sure of something, otherwise how could he start sending flowers out of nowhere move.
On the eleventh floor, Lancelot also started to help Lin Shaoyu and Yin Qianran with some affairs in the chairman's office.
There was a knock on the door, Lancelot raised his head, Qin said he knocked three times and pushed the door in with a bunch of white hyacinths in his arms.
Lancelot frowned and smiled softly and indulgently.
Qin Shuoyi obviously has a strong resistance to "beauty", and she calmly stated the facts: "Can you stop sending flowers?"
Lancelot stared at the girl, and he replied calmly: "If you don't like it, then I won't send it away in the future."
Unexpectedly, Lancelot would be so eloquent. Qin Shuo was taken aback for a moment, and then she relaxed. At the same time, Lancelot spoke again: "Elizabeth."
Qin said that he raised his head to look at Lancelot when he realized it, and then froze.
Even more frozen than her was the blond young man. Lancelot stared at her motionlessly, unwilling to blink, as if it would be a great loss to him to lose sight of the girl by blinking .
Qin said that holding the white hyacinths in her hands, she lowered her head and buried her pointed chin into the bouquet, thinking that this guy has become smarter in just two years.
"Actually, I've wanted to talk to you for a long time."
Qin Shuo lowered his head and spoke slowly. Lancelot got up and approached the girl. He looked at the girl silently and motioned Qin Shuo to continue.
"long time no see."
Qin said that when he raised his head, his eyes were a little cold, but also warm.
"elder brother."
Qin said a mouthful, she shouted like this.
In the sun, the bouquet of white hyacinth petals quivered.
The love you dare not express, is this your flower language?
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☆、Ten years outside the story
ten years
"Master, are you back?"
Yin Qianran handed the school uniform jacket to the butler grandpa with a stern face, and walked two steps forward to vaguely hear the sound of chatting in the living room.
"Grandpa Qu, is father back?"
Yin Qianran looked at Steward Qu and asked.
Steward Qu's expression was unclear, and finally he smiled with consolation: "Master is back, um, um..."
Steward Qu spoke hesitantly, but Yin Qianran knew in his heart that the eight-year-old boy kept his back straight all the time, and now he was also straight, like a young poplar.
"Did you bring an aunt back?"
Yin Qianran originally wanted to say "woman", but thinking that Yin Shenggang was able to bring people home, it must have been settled, and his good upbringing made him change his name to Auntie.
Steward Qu hesitated for a moment. His young master lost his mother since he was a child, and the only father he could rely on hadn't done his job very well. Now he brought a woman in. He really didn't know how to tell the young master about it.
Steward Qu sighed in his heart, and in the end he could only hope that this woman was easy to get along with and nothing bad was wrong.
"Young master, you have to get along well, remember to show a smile when you go in, the kid boss has a face..."
Steward Qu bent down and whispered in Yin Qianran's ear. Yin Qianran knew that Grandpa Qu was thinking of him wholeheartedly, but he was really verbose, so he nodded and walked around Steward Qu into the living room.
In the living room, Yin Qianran saw that his father, whom he only saw once in ten days and a half months, was chatting with the woman sitting across from him with a "sweet affection" on his face.
"Father."
Yin Qianran opened his mouth and interrupted the chat between the two, thinking in his heart that these two are in the period of passionate love, and he was also curious, what kind of woman would make Yin Shenggang think... about getting married?I brought them all home, and it looks like they are going to get married.
Both Yin Shenggang and the woman focused on Yin Qianran's face in unison. Yin Shenggang was probably in a good mood, not like usual when he saw Yin Qianran with a straight face, but with a rare "paternal brilliance" on his face. Yes, he said with a smile: "Qianran, you are back? Come and have a look, this is your Aunt Xu."
Yin Qianran turned his gaze to the woman, and the woman also looked at him curiously. Seeing him looking at her, she walked up to Yin Qianran and squatted down, her eyes met Yin Qianran's.
It's a pair of dark eyes.
Yin Qianran thought to himself, it looked quite clean, and he knew how to squat down in front of the child, saving himself from raising his head, he was very careful.
"Oh, what a beautiful boy! Eight years old this year, isn't it?"
When the woman spoke, she had the same nice voice under her beautiful appearance, and she felt a little innocent, which made people feel that she was a clean and simple person.
Saying this, the woman stretched out her hand to touch Yin Qianran's head, Yin Qianran frowned and took two steps back, and Aunt Xu's hand stopped in mid-air, which was quite funny.
Yin Shenggang obviously had a wife and didn't want a son. Seeing this, he walked over and frowned and criticized Yin Qianran: "Why are you so rude? What's wrong with Aunt Xu touching you? Can't you be so precious?!"
When Yin Qianran heard Yin Shenggang say this, his face was still stiff, but his heart still felt a little unbearable.
He wanted to turn around and leave the living room, thinking that if he married a new wife as a father, he would have to live with his stepmother's face in the future. He was really a new century cabbage, but the next moment he was hugged into his arms.
Soft, no perfume smell, but a faint milky fragrance, it smells so good, so comfortable...
Yin Qianran rested his head on the woman's soft arms, and couldn't help thinking this way.
"What serious things to say to a child!"
Yin Qianran first heard Aunt Xu yelling fiercely at his father, and then his father didn't dare to say anything, and then felt Aunt Xu pat him on the back lightly, and comforted him in a low voice: "How about we Don't be afraid, Dad is so fierce, Aunt Xu will beat him later~"
Yin Qianran thought, when I was a three-year-old child, but also thought, this woman gave him the same feeling as Zuo Youzhi's mother.
It's strange how miraculously motherly she is at such a young age.
A month later, Xu Meiqi and Yin Shenggang had their wedding, and Yin Qianran understood why this young woman had a maternal radiance on her face and the smell of milk on her body.
A long, powder-carved little doll who stumbles when walking, wearing a formal white pocket-sized suit, blinks two big eyes and hides behind Yin Shenggang.
"I want mom!"
The little one's eyes were red, Yin Shenggang hurriedly coaxed: "Mom is going to wear a beautiful dress, we Yan Xi are good, we will see mother later."
Yin Qianran walked over wearing a white suit of the same style as this doll, stood in front of his father, and looked suspiciously at the little one hiding behind his father.
Immediately, as if seeing a savior, father Yin pushed the little doll out: "this is your brother, let Yan Xi play with him!"
Yin Qianran saw the little doll, heard some rare words and looked at him as if he saw something strange, so he stumbled to him very strangely, raised his head and sucked his fingers, and stared at him with blinking eyes.
Yin Qianran thought... Xu Meiqi's son is so old, how on earth could Yin Shenggang be willing to marry her?It really is true love...
Yin Qianran thought silently, squatting down silently, so that the child didn't have to be so tired from looking up, the child's eyes lit up when he swiped, and he jumped forward, and stopped sucking his fingers. Yin Qianran was startled and quickly opened his arms to take the child in. In his arms, Yin Sheng just looked at it and felt that the little baby liked Yin Qianran, so he sneaked away, and decided that the little baby would let his son watch.
Yin Qianran frowned, wanting to teach this little guy aloud, it really scared him!
As a result, the child's head came out of his arms, and he tiptoed to press a wet kiss on his chin. Yin Qianran froze, and wanted to say how much saliva this caused, so he lowered his head and saw the brat laughing. Seeing the teeth but not the eyes.
"Greg~"
The child yelled indistinctly.
Yin Qianran pinched the child's steamed bun face, and smiled softly on his face that he didn't know.
ten years
Yin Shenggang and Xu Meiqi started their honeymoon trip to Europe for half a month after their wedding. Naturally, Yin Qianran would not go with him, nor would his extra four-year-old brother Xu Yanxi.
The child woke up late in the morning, and Yin Qianran had already started the summer vacation, but he never went to bed late. He was watching TV on the sofa in the living room, and heard the child sobbing softly without seeing him first.
The servant carried the child into the living room, Xiao Yanxi lay in the servant's arms and cried softly with red eyes.
Yin Qianran's first reaction was that he was crying like a little girl, no wonder Aunt Xu told him repeatedly before her honeymoon that Xu Yanxi was timid, and Zuo Youzhi's younger brother Zuo Xiao, who was at the same stage, howled when he cried Instead, the child cries and cries beautifully.
The servant obviously couldn't coax the child, so he walked up to Yin Qianran and looked at his young master with a troubled expression.
Yin Qianran got up and looked at the child. Xiao Yanxi probably saw him a lot these days, so she looked familiar, so she pouted and stretched out her arms for Yin Qianran to hug.
"Greg~"
The child cried softly with a crying voice.
Yin Qianran's child was very cold because he lost his mother and lacked father's love at a young age. Xiao Yanxi's "Ge Ge" made him look blank. He stared at the child with the same expressionless expression on his face as always. This expression made Xiao Yanxi think that her brother didn't like him, and the tears started to fall like strings.
"Don't, don't cry!" Yin Qianran was startled by this battle.
The servant whispered, "Master, your serious expression scares children."
Yin Qianran listened, and there was a look of struggle in his eyes, but Xiao Yanxi was about to hiccup from crying, Yin Qianran couldn't help curling his lips, and then he tried hard to show a comforting smile like he hadn't done for a long time , it's just that such a deliberate expression is obviously different.
Xiao Yanxi was tired from crying, so she ignored his brother's weird smile and tried to lean out.
"Geg, hug!"
Yin Qianran sighed, stretched out his hand and hugged Xiao BuDian into his arms, and Xiao Yanxi lay in Yin Qianran's arms, quietly not crying.
Yin Qianran signaled the servant to leave, and then sat back on the sofa to watch TV, patting the child's back repeatedly with his hands.
Xiao Yanxi is unexpectedly easy to take care of, lying in his little brother's arms without making trouble, but occasionally rubbing her little head against his still thin chest.
After a while, Yin Qianran felt the child's hand touching his chin, so he looked down at the child.
"Ge Ge..." Xiao Yanxi was aggrieved, "I want my mother."
"Didn't your mother say that she would come back after a while?" Yin Qianran replied lightly.
"But I still want my mother..." Xiao Yanxi whispered, biting her lips.
Yin Qianran patted the child's head: "Mom doesn't have one, only brother."
Xiao Yanxi buried her head in Yin Qianran's arms with an aggrieved face, and said sullenly: "Then Ge Ge..."
Yin Qianran stared directly at the TV, but smiled.
after awhile--
The child raised his head again and lightly poked Yin Qianran's chin with his finger.
"What's the matter?" Yin Qianran lowered his head and asked.
"I still want my mother..." Xiao Yanxi blinked.
Yin Qianran lowered his head again, touched the child's forehead with the tip of his nose, and said in a helpless voice: "Mom really doesn't have one, so why don't you just take brother?"
The child pursed his mouth, and Yin Qianran thought that he was going to cry again, so he saw the reluctant expression on the child's face: "Then... choose Ge Ge."
Yin Qianran hugged the child's soft body, was silent for a moment, stretched out his hand and pinched Xiao Yanxi's bun face: "Thank you so much..."
It was several years later that Yin Qianran discovered that the phrase "there is no mother but brother" has accompanied him and Xiao Yanxi for a long time.
Xu Meiqi is a master of business administration. After marrying Yin Shenggang, she did not wash her hands, but showed her talent even more. She became pregnant in the next four years, because when she found out, she was discussing business in Europe, and the environment there was really good. She simply started there Raising babies, and then staying in Europe to take charge of the Yin family's business.
And in the blink of an eye, Xiao Yanxi has also grown from a four-year-old to a 14-year-old boy.
It was summer, and when it rained at night, the air conditioner was turned off. The two brothers spread out blankets and slept in front of the terrace, which was very comfortable with the humidity mixed with the breeze.
When Yin Qianran woke up vaguely in the morning, he felt that his body was warm, and he turned his head helplessly, and what he saw was the young but handsome face of the young man.
Xu Yanxi's arms and legs were wrapped around his brother's body, and most of her body was almost on top of him. When Yin Qianran pushed the child, Xu Yanxi opened her eyes in a daze, and stared at Yin Qianran's face with steamy eyes. The face muttered like it was when I was a child: "Gege..."
Yin Qianran was stunned, his eyes were full of his younger brother's tender, slightly parted lips, he felt his mouth began to dry out, and he wanted to taste it.
Without knowing it, Xu Yanxi lazily put her head on Yin Qianran's shoulder, sniffed vigorously, then rubbed her cheeks and forehead, making a comfortable sound.
The taste of my brother.
The only smell that can make him feel at ease.
Yin Qianran closed his eyes, was in a daze for a moment, then firmly pushed his younger brother away, got up and went to the bathroom, Xu Yanxi was still sleepy, Yin Qianran just changed his position and continued to sleep when he got up.
In the bathroom, Yin Qianran suppressed his voice and groaned in a low voice. When the white tiles in his hands came into his eyes, he finally couldn't hold on any longer, and leaned weakly against the white tiles with his straight spine bent.
ten years
Xu Yanxi is 14 years old this year, which is the age of "a teenager who doesn't know how to feel sad, so he is forced to express his sorrow for new words", so his temperament is as sensitive as a little girl at the moment, so he was the first to find out that something was wrong with Yin Qianran.
"elder brother!"
In the past few days, Yin Qianran could not be found. Finally, when he saw Yin Qianran in the study, Xu Yanxi yelled and rushed forward, hugging his brother from behind.
Yin Qianran was sitting at the desk reading a book, the boy's chest was pressed against him suddenly, and before he could react to the side of his neck, he felt his younger brother's warm exhalation.
"Brother..." Xu Yanxi's voice sounded in my ears, with a little downcast, "You haven't seen anyone lately? Do you... think it's annoying that I keep pestering you..."
Yin Qianran turned his head slightly, the handsome young man's side face in the sunlight was in front of him, his long eyelashes trembled slightly, and his heart trembled when he saw it.
"I..." Yin Qianran opened his mouth, and then he didn't know what to say, what should he say?Say I'm really avoiding you?Because every time I get so close to you, I can't help but want to kiss your forehead, your eyelids, your lips... I want to hold you tightly in my hands.
Lowering his eyes to hide his expression, Yin Qianran replied calmly: "What are you thinking about? Can't you read more when you are in the third grade of junior high school? Go back to your room and read."
In the process of Xu Yanxi's growth, Yin Qianran was not only an elder brother, but also replaced the roles of father and mother. Feeling that Yin Qianran's last words were a little harsh, Xu Yanxi let go of her hand a little awkwardly, and whispered: "I Let's go to study... Brother, don't be angry."
It was not until the sound of closing the door that Yin Qianran let out a barely audible sigh.
After a while, I heard the door of the study room being gently opened, the child Xu Yanxi poked his head in, Yin Qianran turned to look at him, the child pulled out a flattering smile, and raised the textbook in his hand.
"Brother, I won't bother you, I'll just read by your side without making a sound."
Xu Yanxi came over and did not allow Yin Qianran to refuse, so she sat cross-legged on the side of Yin Qianran's chair, opened the book and seemed to memorize it seriously.
Yin Qianran has never been hard on Xu Yanxi since he was a child, let alone now that he has thoughts that he shouldn't have, seeing the child so pitiful, he blamed himself first, and then let Xu Yanxi do what he did.
Time passed silently, and Yin Qianran felt that his younger brother leaned his head on his calf at some point, and after a while, his whole back leaned up. He said in his heart that he would push people away, but he could not bear it in his heart. I couldn't help but feel happy to be able to have such close contact.
The sun was getting west, and the sunlight was not as strong as before. She rubbed her eyes tiredly, Yin Qianran closed the book and lowered her head: "Xiao Xi..."
The second half of the words were hidden in his heart. He saw the young man's face was peaceful, and he was half asleep on his calf.
The light-colored sunlight shrouded this scene through the window lattice, and the time was so quiet at this moment, the older boy watched quietly, even breathing lightly.
Yin Qianran thought, keep it a secret, don't say anything you like or love.
It's like I never found out that I like him.
That way, you can always, always, always be by his side.
But "love" seems to be a sin in itself.
When this person is around, it is no longer enough to just have you by my side.
Xu Yanxi has always been entangled with Yin Qianran, and there are countless petty gestures between the two brothers. Why is Xu Yanxi subconsciously lying in her brother's arms while sitting on the sofa watching TV, sleeping with her brother during holidays, and also likes to hug her? Looking at his brother, these actions that he didn't care about before now seem to Yin Qianran, who has just fallen in love with someone, a painful and sweet torture.
He wants more, when this person is around, he wants to hug, when he can hug, he wants to kiss, when he can kiss—
I hope that you like me too... okay?
The boy's liking is clean and simple, but it also becomes more intense in getting along day after day. At first, it seems that he just likes you, but every second he likes you more than the previous second. So many little likes accumulate together , Yin Qianran was already on the brink of collapse.
At the end of the summer vacation, Yin Qianran finally couldn't bear it anymore when his younger brother's classmates left home.
"I saw that girl in the back garden just now."
Xu Yanxi sent her classmates away, and subconsciously wanted to sit next to Yin Qianran when she came back, when she heard her brother say this.
"That girl..." Xu Yanxi understood as soon as she thought about it, the child didn't understand anything and explained with a bit of complacency and showing off: "Brother, that's the class flower of our class, she actually just told me in the garden Confession~"
Yin Qianran's pupils were dark, he turned his head to stare at Xu Yanxi, the child's brows and eyes were growing day by day, although he was still childish, most of his handsome face had been revealed, no wonder...they would like it too.
But it's really annoying... It's as if my treasure is being coveted by others. He is obviously the first one I like, and I grew up with him. He is my Xiao Xi...
Xu Yanxi didn't know what his brother was thinking, and was still chattering, but Yin Qianran interrupted: "Do you like her?"
Xu Yanxi was asked this way, after all, it was the first time he was confessed by someone, and his brother asked him so directly, so he blushed slowly, he glanced at his brother's handsome face, somehow felt that Banhua was not as good-looking as his brother , there was no time to answer Yin Qianran's question.
Yin Qianran misunderstood, thinking that his younger brother was acquiescing, and said sternly almost uncontrollably: "What kind of mess do you go to school every day? Do you just think about it if you don't study hard! Do you know what liking is?"
Xu Yanxi, who was completely confused by the sudden criticism, was stunned for a moment, Xu Yanxi was only 14, she was sentimental, and she was more bloody as a teenager, the child immediately went back: "This holiday you let me learn, Learn, learn! Do you think I can’t feel it! You are obviously avoiding me! If you think I’m annoying, tell me, I don’t want to stay with you! I’m going to Europe to find my mother! She’s the only one in the world. The one who loves me the most!"
As soon as these words came out, Xu Yanxi was stunned for a while, and he immediately regretted it in his heart. He looked at his brother with some hesitation, but he saw an expression in his brother's eyes that he couldn't understand when he got up.
Yin Qianran turned around and left, with deep tiredness and sadness in his eyes, Xu Yanxi took two steps forward, stretched out his hand, and when he was about to grab the corner of his brother's clothes, he heard his brother's voice: "Go to Europe, don't stay In the country."
The edge of the hem of the clothes flicked, until the figure of the elder brother disappeared, the little boy was still standing there, staring blankly at his empty palm.
He didn't catch anything after all.
Xu Yanxi has always been well-behaved, many times she would take the initiative to apologize to her brother if she really made a mistake, anyway, she would forgive her if she acted coquettishly.But after all, it is a boy, and the stubbornness and stubbornness that a boy should have can't be stopped no matter what.
He felt that what he said was wrong, but Yin Qianran was also wrong... He didn't have a father, and his mother wasn't around since he was a child. He was more sensitive than anyone else, and his brother was indeed avoiding him.
There is no reason other than boredom.
What Xu Yanxi didn't expect was that Yin Qianran actually contacted his mother. At the end of the month, he would pack his luggage and go to England to study.
On the day of boarding and leaving, Yin Qianran didn't go to see off the children. They haven't said anything since that day, and the occasional words are also cold and without substance.
Early in the morning, Yin Qianran saw Xu Yanxi pulling the suitcase to leave, but he still couldn't hold back. He had a lot to say, but in the end he just silently said: "Go there and take care of yourself."
Xu Yanxi paused, but there was no response. He wanted to hear his brother say - can he stay?
Xu Yanxi thought, I have already thought about the answer.
Well, then I will reluctantly stay with you.
But he didn't ask that, but he said that, isn't it just that he is being affectionate...
And what Xu Yanxi didn't expect was that he had been away for five years.
When I first arrived in the UK, my mother was very close to me for the first few days, as if I was missing and wanted to make up for it. But later in the new family, Yin Shenggang’s stepfather, younger brother Yin Qianfeng, my mother became more intimate with my younger brother, and the relationship between the three With tacit understanding and inseparable family affection, Xu Yanxi found that he was already an outsider, even though it was his mother, but this was not his home.
Reluctant to live at home anymore, he went to boarding school because he wanted to improve his English and make friends. As a result, the cultural difference and his lack of proficiency in English made this 14-year-old boy understand loneliness.
In less than a month, Xu Yanxi finally couldn't bear to call Yin Qianran in the middle of the night. He wanted to apologize and tell his brother that he loved his brother the most in this world. He wanted to return to his brother. I want to go home……
The young man let go of his obstinacy, and made this transatlantic phone call full of sadness, loneliness and profound four years, but when he was talking about it with all his heart, what he heard was the man saying, "What were you talking about just now? I'm very busy now. , I will call you back later."
Such a reply was followed by a hung up call.
Xu Yanxi pulled out the phone card and broke it off. When he did this, his eyes were deep and heavy. The 14-year-old child looked at him with a sense of sadness and determination.
Five years later, Yin Qianran received a call from Xu Meiqi, who wanted to send Xu Yanxi back to China, and hoped that he could discipline her.
Yin Qianran was still puzzled at the beginning, why did he say the word "discipline", when he went to the UK and was led into the nightclub by Xu Meiqi, when he saw the boy's sloppy smile in the clouds, he silently walked forward and told the boy he had only seen in five years The younger brother dragged him back home several times, and beat Xu Meiqi severely in front of her.Although the method was rough, Xu Meiqi agreed, and when she returned to China, the child Xu Yanxi was sitting next to her.
He wanted to say something to Xu Yanxi, but the young man was only wearing earphones, and heavy metal rock music faintly leaked out, which showed that the other party had no intention of communicating with him.
Yin Qianran was in a daze, vaguely remembering that it was only yesterday, that little child was still timidly hiding behind his father, shouting in a low voice——
brother.
The manager was startled, this guy is enlightened?
Yin Xi knew Su Libai, and thought that he was not really noble, he was just waiting to catch a big fish.
Only the two people involved didn't know what they were thinking, but they were left in a trance, as if they had returned to their youth, when it was a hot and humid summer in the south.
Sihe small courtyard, bluestone road, under the locust tree, mottled light and shadow, there is a beautiful and incredible child squatting in front of him, looking at him with joy in dark eyes.
"My name is Su Libai, Su from Suzhou, Li from Li, Bai from Bai."
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☆, extra hyacinth
Extra White Hyacinth
"Master, regarding the last decision, the company still has..."
Andrew stood next to Lancelot with the documents and dutifully reported. A young man with light blonde hair was sitting at the desk, and he interrupted the assistant.
"Uncle Mamon will take care of these things. I'm already home, so don't bother me with these things anymore."
Andrew closed the file and could only choose to "be obedient": "Okay, master."
After Andrew finished speaking, there was a knock on the door. Lily pushed the door three times and came in. She stood respectfully in front of the young man and reported, "Master, the ticket to City B has been booked. The plane will depart at eight o'clock tomorrow morning."
When the name of City B came out, Andrew froze obviously. Lancelot waved his hand. He had a serious face just now, but now his eyes were slightly tired.
After Andrew and Lily left, they couldn't help chatting in the corridor.
"Master, this is it. Let's go visit Miss again."
Lily used to be Elizabeth's assistant. After the death of the lady, she felt more deeply than most people. Now as long as she mentions it, she still can't help but feel sad.
Andrew drew a sign of the cross in front of him, and he said comfortingly, "May God bless, the dead rest in peace."
In the room, the straight spine of the young man who was sitting upright seemed to be unable to support it, and bent down from the neck. Lancelot picked up the old tablet computer that was on the desk a few years ago, and swiped After opening, there is a girl's peaceful sleeping face inside.
He and Elizabeth didn't take a photo together, and the girl didn't leave any photos. She flew back from City B two years ago. After the girl's funeral, her mother didn't have any sad feelings, and the servants didn't even have any feelings for the lady. In the corridor, he looked at the people who came and went as usual, and he couldn't help but feel a lot of resentment in his heart.
Why, is everyone the same as before?The one who is sad, sad, and mourning beyond his control is himself.The girl he loved died...and only himself.
After the resentment, there is panic. Countless nights he wakes up from his dream, and even has the idea of "whether that girl really existed"... I don't know how hard it took to suppress this thought, and in the end the only thing that can be remembered There is only the sleeping face of the girl who was photographed with a tablet computer as a prank.
Fingertips brushed the cheeks of the girl who remained in her youth forever, and stared at the younger sister who was always a girl on the screen, Lancelot said softly: "I don't care, even if everyone forgets your existence, my brother doesn't care." Will always remember."
You are the love of my life.
……
After flying back to City B, Lancelot changed planes to Xitang again. He started to go up the mountain in the early morning. After the girl died, the cemetery in City B was just a tomb, and the girl's ashes were buried in Xitang.
With the setting sun on the green hills, the girl was buried in a good place.
The morning mist was a bit heavy, and the body was covered with dew exuding a cool breath, but what made the young man stop and even hold his breath was the figure holding a white flower in front of him.
It was the figure of a girl with waist-length hair and a slender figure. It was the figure that overlapped with her dead sister.Lancelot wanted to warn himself not to think wildly, but he walked forward tremblingly, the girl turned around, and when he met the girl's amber eyes, he finally couldn't help but tremblingly said: "I...I... "
The girl ignored him, but bent down and placed the white flower in her hand in front of the tombstone. Lancelot pursed his lips, and he walked to the girl's side, and he recognized who the girl was.
Qin said she got up again and again, her eyes were scattered, as if she couldn't see anything, but she looked at the young man, and her tone softened: "Why are you crying, you?"
The young man stretched out his hand to touch his cheek, where there were large swaths of tears, the corner of his mouth was smiling, but there was an unconcealable sadness in his eyes.
Qin said that as soon as he heard the boy say——
"You look a lot like the girl I loved."
I stayed in Xitang for nearly a week, and met Qin Shuoyi constantly by chance, and they even happened to be seated next to each other on the plane flying back.
The more Lancelot got along with Qin Shuo, the more familiar he felt from the bottom of his heart. The girl's tone of voice, eating habits, casual habitual movements, and even... that feeling made him feel, as if The girl next to her is Elizabeth who has changed her appearance.
Let him feel that his sister is back.
At an altitude of [-] feet, the girl looked down at the magazine in her hand. A few strands of untied black hair hung down in front of the girl, making her look much more cute and gentle.
Lancelot spoke, his tone was gentle, but there was an expectation that he couldn't help but hide in his words.
"Do you remember when we first met?"
Qin said that when she raised her head, her eyes were calm, and she heard Lancelot continue to ask, the voice was a kind of mournful tenderness.
"You...why were you crying so sad at that time?"
……
On the plane, Qin Shuoyi didn't tell him the answer, but after flying back to City B, Lancelot started pursuing the girl as if he had taken the wrong medicine.
"Miss Bai, your flower."
The lady at the front desk handed a large bouquet of white hyacinths to Bai Yi, and Bai Yi returned with the white flowers in her arms. Now the gossip about Bai Yi being enthusiastically pursued by the company's third director is spreading throughout the company.
"Is it a fool or is it not a fool?"
Bai Yi hugged the flowers and muttered, she pressed the elevator on the eleventh floor, saying that Lancelot was still the same idiot as before, but this guy seemed to be sure of something, otherwise how could he start sending flowers out of nowhere move.
On the eleventh floor, Lancelot also started to help Lin Shaoyu and Yin Qianran with some affairs in the chairman's office.
There was a knock on the door, Lancelot raised his head, Qin said he knocked three times and pushed the door in with a bunch of white hyacinths in his arms.
Lancelot frowned and smiled softly and indulgently.
Qin Shuoyi obviously has a strong resistance to "beauty", and she calmly stated the facts: "Can you stop sending flowers?"
Lancelot stared at the girl, and he replied calmly: "If you don't like it, then I won't send it away in the future."
Unexpectedly, Lancelot would be so eloquent. Qin Shuo was taken aback for a moment, and then she relaxed. At the same time, Lancelot spoke again: "Elizabeth."
Qin said that he raised his head to look at Lancelot when he realized it, and then froze.
Even more frozen than her was the blond young man. Lancelot stared at her motionlessly, unwilling to blink, as if it would be a great loss to him to lose sight of the girl by blinking .
Qin said that holding the white hyacinths in her hands, she lowered her head and buried her pointed chin into the bouquet, thinking that this guy has become smarter in just two years.
"Actually, I've wanted to talk to you for a long time."
Qin Shuo lowered his head and spoke slowly. Lancelot got up and approached the girl. He looked at the girl silently and motioned Qin Shuo to continue.
"long time no see."
Qin said that when he raised his head, his eyes were a little cold, but also warm.
"elder brother."
Qin said a mouthful, she shouted like this.
In the sun, the bouquet of white hyacinth petals quivered.
The love you dare not express, is this your flower language?
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☆、Ten years outside the story
ten years
"Master, are you back?"
Yin Qianran handed the school uniform jacket to the butler grandpa with a stern face, and walked two steps forward to vaguely hear the sound of chatting in the living room.
"Grandpa Qu, is father back?"
Yin Qianran looked at Steward Qu and asked.
Steward Qu's expression was unclear, and finally he smiled with consolation: "Master is back, um, um..."
Steward Qu spoke hesitantly, but Yin Qianran knew in his heart that the eight-year-old boy kept his back straight all the time, and now he was also straight, like a young poplar.
"Did you bring an aunt back?"
Yin Qianran originally wanted to say "woman", but thinking that Yin Shenggang was able to bring people home, it must have been settled, and his good upbringing made him change his name to Auntie.
Steward Qu hesitated for a moment. His young master lost his mother since he was a child, and the only father he could rely on hadn't done his job very well. Now he brought a woman in. He really didn't know how to tell the young master about it.
Steward Qu sighed in his heart, and in the end he could only hope that this woman was easy to get along with and nothing bad was wrong.
"Young master, you have to get along well, remember to show a smile when you go in, the kid boss has a face..."
Steward Qu bent down and whispered in Yin Qianran's ear. Yin Qianran knew that Grandpa Qu was thinking of him wholeheartedly, but he was really verbose, so he nodded and walked around Steward Qu into the living room.
In the living room, Yin Qianran saw that his father, whom he only saw once in ten days and a half months, was chatting with the woman sitting across from him with a "sweet affection" on his face.
"Father."
Yin Qianran opened his mouth and interrupted the chat between the two, thinking in his heart that these two are in the period of passionate love, and he was also curious, what kind of woman would make Yin Shenggang think... about getting married?I brought them all home, and it looks like they are going to get married.
Both Yin Shenggang and the woman focused on Yin Qianran's face in unison. Yin Shenggang was probably in a good mood, not like usual when he saw Yin Qianran with a straight face, but with a rare "paternal brilliance" on his face. Yes, he said with a smile: "Qianran, you are back? Come and have a look, this is your Aunt Xu."
Yin Qianran turned his gaze to the woman, and the woman also looked at him curiously. Seeing him looking at her, she walked up to Yin Qianran and squatted down, her eyes met Yin Qianran's.
It's a pair of dark eyes.
Yin Qianran thought to himself, it looked quite clean, and he knew how to squat down in front of the child, saving himself from raising his head, he was very careful.
"Oh, what a beautiful boy! Eight years old this year, isn't it?"
When the woman spoke, she had the same nice voice under her beautiful appearance, and she felt a little innocent, which made people feel that she was a clean and simple person.
Saying this, the woman stretched out her hand to touch Yin Qianran's head, Yin Qianran frowned and took two steps back, and Aunt Xu's hand stopped in mid-air, which was quite funny.
Yin Shenggang obviously had a wife and didn't want a son. Seeing this, he walked over and frowned and criticized Yin Qianran: "Why are you so rude? What's wrong with Aunt Xu touching you? Can't you be so precious?!"
When Yin Qianran heard Yin Shenggang say this, his face was still stiff, but his heart still felt a little unbearable.
He wanted to turn around and leave the living room, thinking that if he married a new wife as a father, he would have to live with his stepmother's face in the future. He was really a new century cabbage, but the next moment he was hugged into his arms.
Soft, no perfume smell, but a faint milky fragrance, it smells so good, so comfortable...
Yin Qianran rested his head on the woman's soft arms, and couldn't help thinking this way.
"What serious things to say to a child!"
Yin Qianran first heard Aunt Xu yelling fiercely at his father, and then his father didn't dare to say anything, and then felt Aunt Xu pat him on the back lightly, and comforted him in a low voice: "How about we Don't be afraid, Dad is so fierce, Aunt Xu will beat him later~"
Yin Qianran thought, when I was a three-year-old child, but also thought, this woman gave him the same feeling as Zuo Youzhi's mother.
It's strange how miraculously motherly she is at such a young age.
A month later, Xu Meiqi and Yin Shenggang had their wedding, and Yin Qianran understood why this young woman had a maternal radiance on her face and the smell of milk on her body.
A long, powder-carved little doll who stumbles when walking, wearing a formal white pocket-sized suit, blinks two big eyes and hides behind Yin Shenggang.
"I want mom!"
The little one's eyes were red, Yin Shenggang hurriedly coaxed: "Mom is going to wear a beautiful dress, we Yan Xi are good, we will see mother later."
Yin Qianran walked over wearing a white suit of the same style as this doll, stood in front of his father, and looked suspiciously at the little one hiding behind his father.
Immediately, as if seeing a savior, father Yin pushed the little doll out: "this is your brother, let Yan Xi play with him!"
Yin Qianran saw the little doll, heard some rare words and looked at him as if he saw something strange, so he stumbled to him very strangely, raised his head and sucked his fingers, and stared at him with blinking eyes.
Yin Qianran thought... Xu Meiqi's son is so old, how on earth could Yin Shenggang be willing to marry her?It really is true love...
Yin Qianran thought silently, squatting down silently, so that the child didn't have to be so tired from looking up, the child's eyes lit up when he swiped, and he jumped forward, and stopped sucking his fingers. Yin Qianran was startled and quickly opened his arms to take the child in. In his arms, Yin Sheng just looked at it and felt that the little baby liked Yin Qianran, so he sneaked away, and decided that the little baby would let his son watch.
Yin Qianran frowned, wanting to teach this little guy aloud, it really scared him!
As a result, the child's head came out of his arms, and he tiptoed to press a wet kiss on his chin. Yin Qianran froze, and wanted to say how much saliva this caused, so he lowered his head and saw the brat laughing. Seeing the teeth but not the eyes.
"Greg~"
The child yelled indistinctly.
Yin Qianran pinched the child's steamed bun face, and smiled softly on his face that he didn't know.
ten years
Yin Shenggang and Xu Meiqi started their honeymoon trip to Europe for half a month after their wedding. Naturally, Yin Qianran would not go with him, nor would his extra four-year-old brother Xu Yanxi.
The child woke up late in the morning, and Yin Qianran had already started the summer vacation, but he never went to bed late. He was watching TV on the sofa in the living room, and heard the child sobbing softly without seeing him first.
The servant carried the child into the living room, Xiao Yanxi lay in the servant's arms and cried softly with red eyes.
Yin Qianran's first reaction was that he was crying like a little girl, no wonder Aunt Xu told him repeatedly before her honeymoon that Xu Yanxi was timid, and Zuo Youzhi's younger brother Zuo Xiao, who was at the same stage, howled when he cried Instead, the child cries and cries beautifully.
The servant obviously couldn't coax the child, so he walked up to Yin Qianran and looked at his young master with a troubled expression.
Yin Qianran got up and looked at the child. Xiao Yanxi probably saw him a lot these days, so she looked familiar, so she pouted and stretched out her arms for Yin Qianran to hug.
"Greg~"
The child cried softly with a crying voice.
Yin Qianran's child was very cold because he lost his mother and lacked father's love at a young age. Xiao Yanxi's "Ge Ge" made him look blank. He stared at the child with the same expressionless expression on his face as always. This expression made Xiao Yanxi think that her brother didn't like him, and the tears started to fall like strings.
"Don't, don't cry!" Yin Qianran was startled by this battle.
The servant whispered, "Master, your serious expression scares children."
Yin Qianran listened, and there was a look of struggle in his eyes, but Xiao Yanxi was about to hiccup from crying, Yin Qianran couldn't help curling his lips, and then he tried hard to show a comforting smile like he hadn't done for a long time , it's just that such a deliberate expression is obviously different.
Xiao Yanxi was tired from crying, so she ignored his brother's weird smile and tried to lean out.
"Geg, hug!"
Yin Qianran sighed, stretched out his hand and hugged Xiao BuDian into his arms, and Xiao Yanxi lay in Yin Qianran's arms, quietly not crying.
Yin Qianran signaled the servant to leave, and then sat back on the sofa to watch TV, patting the child's back repeatedly with his hands.
Xiao Yanxi is unexpectedly easy to take care of, lying in his little brother's arms without making trouble, but occasionally rubbing her little head against his still thin chest.
After a while, Yin Qianran felt the child's hand touching his chin, so he looked down at the child.
"Ge Ge..." Xiao Yanxi was aggrieved, "I want my mother."
"Didn't your mother say that she would come back after a while?" Yin Qianran replied lightly.
"But I still want my mother..." Xiao Yanxi whispered, biting her lips.
Yin Qianran patted the child's head: "Mom doesn't have one, only brother."
Xiao Yanxi buried her head in Yin Qianran's arms with an aggrieved face, and said sullenly: "Then Ge Ge..."
Yin Qianran stared directly at the TV, but smiled.
after awhile--
The child raised his head again and lightly poked Yin Qianran's chin with his finger.
"What's the matter?" Yin Qianran lowered his head and asked.
"I still want my mother..." Xiao Yanxi blinked.
Yin Qianran lowered his head again, touched the child's forehead with the tip of his nose, and said in a helpless voice: "Mom really doesn't have one, so why don't you just take brother?"
The child pursed his mouth, and Yin Qianran thought that he was going to cry again, so he saw the reluctant expression on the child's face: "Then... choose Ge Ge."
Yin Qianran hugged the child's soft body, was silent for a moment, stretched out his hand and pinched Xiao Yanxi's bun face: "Thank you so much..."
It was several years later that Yin Qianran discovered that the phrase "there is no mother but brother" has accompanied him and Xiao Yanxi for a long time.
Xu Meiqi is a master of business administration. After marrying Yin Shenggang, she did not wash her hands, but showed her talent even more. She became pregnant in the next four years, because when she found out, she was discussing business in Europe, and the environment there was really good. She simply started there Raising babies, and then staying in Europe to take charge of the Yin family's business.
And in the blink of an eye, Xiao Yanxi has also grown from a four-year-old to a 14-year-old boy.
It was summer, and when it rained at night, the air conditioner was turned off. The two brothers spread out blankets and slept in front of the terrace, which was very comfortable with the humidity mixed with the breeze.
When Yin Qianran woke up vaguely in the morning, he felt that his body was warm, and he turned his head helplessly, and what he saw was the young but handsome face of the young man.
Xu Yanxi's arms and legs were wrapped around his brother's body, and most of her body was almost on top of him. When Yin Qianran pushed the child, Xu Yanxi opened her eyes in a daze, and stared at Yin Qianran's face with steamy eyes. The face muttered like it was when I was a child: "Gege..."
Yin Qianran was stunned, his eyes were full of his younger brother's tender, slightly parted lips, he felt his mouth began to dry out, and he wanted to taste it.
Without knowing it, Xu Yanxi lazily put her head on Yin Qianran's shoulder, sniffed vigorously, then rubbed her cheeks and forehead, making a comfortable sound.
The taste of my brother.
The only smell that can make him feel at ease.
Yin Qianran closed his eyes, was in a daze for a moment, then firmly pushed his younger brother away, got up and went to the bathroom, Xu Yanxi was still sleepy, Yin Qianran just changed his position and continued to sleep when he got up.
In the bathroom, Yin Qianran suppressed his voice and groaned in a low voice. When the white tiles in his hands came into his eyes, he finally couldn't hold on any longer, and leaned weakly against the white tiles with his straight spine bent.
ten years
Xu Yanxi is 14 years old this year, which is the age of "a teenager who doesn't know how to feel sad, so he is forced to express his sorrow for new words", so his temperament is as sensitive as a little girl at the moment, so he was the first to find out that something was wrong with Yin Qianran.
"elder brother!"
In the past few days, Yin Qianran could not be found. Finally, when he saw Yin Qianran in the study, Xu Yanxi yelled and rushed forward, hugging his brother from behind.
Yin Qianran was sitting at the desk reading a book, the boy's chest was pressed against him suddenly, and before he could react to the side of his neck, he felt his younger brother's warm exhalation.
"Brother..." Xu Yanxi's voice sounded in my ears, with a little downcast, "You haven't seen anyone lately? Do you... think it's annoying that I keep pestering you..."
Yin Qianran turned his head slightly, the handsome young man's side face in the sunlight was in front of him, his long eyelashes trembled slightly, and his heart trembled when he saw it.
"I..." Yin Qianran opened his mouth, and then he didn't know what to say, what should he say?Say I'm really avoiding you?Because every time I get so close to you, I can't help but want to kiss your forehead, your eyelids, your lips... I want to hold you tightly in my hands.
Lowering his eyes to hide his expression, Yin Qianran replied calmly: "What are you thinking about? Can't you read more when you are in the third grade of junior high school? Go back to your room and read."
In the process of Xu Yanxi's growth, Yin Qianran was not only an elder brother, but also replaced the roles of father and mother. Feeling that Yin Qianran's last words were a little harsh, Xu Yanxi let go of her hand a little awkwardly, and whispered: "I Let's go to study... Brother, don't be angry."
It was not until the sound of closing the door that Yin Qianran let out a barely audible sigh.
After a while, I heard the door of the study room being gently opened, the child Xu Yanxi poked his head in, Yin Qianran turned to look at him, the child pulled out a flattering smile, and raised the textbook in his hand.
"Brother, I won't bother you, I'll just read by your side without making a sound."
Xu Yanxi came over and did not allow Yin Qianran to refuse, so she sat cross-legged on the side of Yin Qianran's chair, opened the book and seemed to memorize it seriously.
Yin Qianran has never been hard on Xu Yanxi since he was a child, let alone now that he has thoughts that he shouldn't have, seeing the child so pitiful, he blamed himself first, and then let Xu Yanxi do what he did.
Time passed silently, and Yin Qianran felt that his younger brother leaned his head on his calf at some point, and after a while, his whole back leaned up. He said in his heart that he would push people away, but he could not bear it in his heart. I couldn't help but feel happy to be able to have such close contact.
The sun was getting west, and the sunlight was not as strong as before. She rubbed her eyes tiredly, Yin Qianran closed the book and lowered her head: "Xiao Xi..."
The second half of the words were hidden in his heart. He saw the young man's face was peaceful, and he was half asleep on his calf.
The light-colored sunlight shrouded this scene through the window lattice, and the time was so quiet at this moment, the older boy watched quietly, even breathing lightly.
Yin Qianran thought, keep it a secret, don't say anything you like or love.
It's like I never found out that I like him.
That way, you can always, always, always be by his side.
But "love" seems to be a sin in itself.
When this person is around, it is no longer enough to just have you by my side.
Xu Yanxi has always been entangled with Yin Qianran, and there are countless petty gestures between the two brothers. Why is Xu Yanxi subconsciously lying in her brother's arms while sitting on the sofa watching TV, sleeping with her brother during holidays, and also likes to hug her? Looking at his brother, these actions that he didn't care about before now seem to Yin Qianran, who has just fallen in love with someone, a painful and sweet torture.
He wants more, when this person is around, he wants to hug, when he can hug, he wants to kiss, when he can kiss—
I hope that you like me too... okay?
The boy's liking is clean and simple, but it also becomes more intense in getting along day after day. At first, it seems that he just likes you, but every second he likes you more than the previous second. So many little likes accumulate together , Yin Qianran was already on the brink of collapse.
At the end of the summer vacation, Yin Qianran finally couldn't bear it anymore when his younger brother's classmates left home.
"I saw that girl in the back garden just now."
Xu Yanxi sent her classmates away, and subconsciously wanted to sit next to Yin Qianran when she came back, when she heard her brother say this.
"That girl..." Xu Yanxi understood as soon as she thought about it, the child didn't understand anything and explained with a bit of complacency and showing off: "Brother, that's the class flower of our class, she actually just told me in the garden Confession~"
Yin Qianran's pupils were dark, he turned his head to stare at Xu Yanxi, the child's brows and eyes were growing day by day, although he was still childish, most of his handsome face had been revealed, no wonder...they would like it too.
But it's really annoying... It's as if my treasure is being coveted by others. He is obviously the first one I like, and I grew up with him. He is my Xiao Xi...
Xu Yanxi didn't know what his brother was thinking, and was still chattering, but Yin Qianran interrupted: "Do you like her?"
Xu Yanxi was asked this way, after all, it was the first time he was confessed by someone, and his brother asked him so directly, so he blushed slowly, he glanced at his brother's handsome face, somehow felt that Banhua was not as good-looking as his brother , there was no time to answer Yin Qianran's question.
Yin Qianran misunderstood, thinking that his younger brother was acquiescing, and said sternly almost uncontrollably: "What kind of mess do you go to school every day? Do you just think about it if you don't study hard! Do you know what liking is?"
Xu Yanxi, who was completely confused by the sudden criticism, was stunned for a moment, Xu Yanxi was only 14, she was sentimental, and she was more bloody as a teenager, the child immediately went back: "This holiday you let me learn, Learn, learn! Do you think I can’t feel it! You are obviously avoiding me! If you think I’m annoying, tell me, I don’t want to stay with you! I’m going to Europe to find my mother! She’s the only one in the world. The one who loves me the most!"
As soon as these words came out, Xu Yanxi was stunned for a while, and he immediately regretted it in his heart. He looked at his brother with some hesitation, but he saw an expression in his brother's eyes that he couldn't understand when he got up.
Yin Qianran turned around and left, with deep tiredness and sadness in his eyes, Xu Yanxi took two steps forward, stretched out his hand, and when he was about to grab the corner of his brother's clothes, he heard his brother's voice: "Go to Europe, don't stay In the country."
The edge of the hem of the clothes flicked, until the figure of the elder brother disappeared, the little boy was still standing there, staring blankly at his empty palm.
He didn't catch anything after all.
Xu Yanxi has always been well-behaved, many times she would take the initiative to apologize to her brother if she really made a mistake, anyway, she would forgive her if she acted coquettishly.But after all, it is a boy, and the stubbornness and stubbornness that a boy should have can't be stopped no matter what.
He felt that what he said was wrong, but Yin Qianran was also wrong... He didn't have a father, and his mother wasn't around since he was a child. He was more sensitive than anyone else, and his brother was indeed avoiding him.
There is no reason other than boredom.
What Xu Yanxi didn't expect was that Yin Qianran actually contacted his mother. At the end of the month, he would pack his luggage and go to England to study.
On the day of boarding and leaving, Yin Qianran didn't go to see off the children. They haven't said anything since that day, and the occasional words are also cold and without substance.
Early in the morning, Yin Qianran saw Xu Yanxi pulling the suitcase to leave, but he still couldn't hold back. He had a lot to say, but in the end he just silently said: "Go there and take care of yourself."
Xu Yanxi paused, but there was no response. He wanted to hear his brother say - can he stay?
Xu Yanxi thought, I have already thought about the answer.
Well, then I will reluctantly stay with you.
But he didn't ask that, but he said that, isn't it just that he is being affectionate...
And what Xu Yanxi didn't expect was that he had been away for five years.
When I first arrived in the UK, my mother was very close to me for the first few days, as if I was missing and wanted to make up for it. But later in the new family, Yin Shenggang’s stepfather, younger brother Yin Qianfeng, my mother became more intimate with my younger brother, and the relationship between the three With tacit understanding and inseparable family affection, Xu Yanxi found that he was already an outsider, even though it was his mother, but this was not his home.
Reluctant to live at home anymore, he went to boarding school because he wanted to improve his English and make friends. As a result, the cultural difference and his lack of proficiency in English made this 14-year-old boy understand loneliness.
In less than a month, Xu Yanxi finally couldn't bear to call Yin Qianran in the middle of the night. He wanted to apologize and tell his brother that he loved his brother the most in this world. He wanted to return to his brother. I want to go home……
The young man let go of his obstinacy, and made this transatlantic phone call full of sadness, loneliness and profound four years, but when he was talking about it with all his heart, what he heard was the man saying, "What were you talking about just now? I'm very busy now. , I will call you back later."
Such a reply was followed by a hung up call.
Xu Yanxi pulled out the phone card and broke it off. When he did this, his eyes were deep and heavy. The 14-year-old child looked at him with a sense of sadness and determination.
Five years later, Yin Qianran received a call from Xu Meiqi, who wanted to send Xu Yanxi back to China, and hoped that he could discipline her.
Yin Qianran was still puzzled at the beginning, why did he say the word "discipline", when he went to the UK and was led into the nightclub by Xu Meiqi, when he saw the boy's sloppy smile in the clouds, he silently walked forward and told the boy he had only seen in five years The younger brother dragged him back home several times, and beat Xu Meiqi severely in front of her.Although the method was rough, Xu Meiqi agreed, and when she returned to China, the child Xu Yanxi was sitting next to her.
He wanted to say something to Xu Yanxi, but the young man was only wearing earphones, and heavy metal rock music faintly leaked out, which showed that the other party had no intention of communicating with him.
Yin Qianran was in a daze, vaguely remembering that it was only yesterday, that little child was still timidly hiding behind his father, shouting in a low voice——
brother.
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