[Entertainment Circle] The Road to Rebirth as a Star

Xu Yanxi's room has two large retro-style lattice windows. The window screens are clear white. As long as the sunlight is a little stronger, it will pass through and project on Xu Yanxi's bedside.

Just like now, Yin Qianran was half-kneeling on the wooden floor in front of the single bed, with one hand supporting his head, his elbow standing on the edge of the bed, and the other hand pressing down on the corner of the thin quilt covering Xu Yanxi's body.

Yin Qianran opened his dark eyes, watching motionlessly as the sunlight in the late spring and early summer passed through the lattice windows and the white gauze curtains, forming a slanting light golden light and shadow that shrouded Xu Yanxi's face.

His eyes swept over the young man's slender and thick eyelashes, pale skin, and high nose bridge with incomparable greed, and finally stopped on the light pink well-shaped lips. His heart began to turmoil, and a small voice sounded, "Why don't you taste it? A moment? He's asleep, he won't know, this is the person you've been... have been longing for."

But in the end Yin Qianran just stood up silently. He took a deep look at the sleeping boy, turned around and left without nostalgia.

At the entrance, Yin Qianran put on his coat, picked up the car keys and went out. Seeing this, the old butler asked reluctantly, "Master, are you coming back for dinner tonight?"

"Not going back."

Yin Qianran replied indifferently, he couldn't bear it when he saw the old housekeeper's sighing expression, this is an old man who watched him and Xu Yanxi grow up, and hoped to have more opportunities to see him and Xu Yanxi when he grew up in the past two years .

"There is a meeting in the afternoon, and I have to work overtime to record songs in the evening. So I will live in the company at night..." Yin Qianran explained, paused, and said in a somewhat unaccustomed way, "Little... Xu Yanxi probably committed a drug addiction just now He fell asleep, and if he still doesn't wake up at dinner, call Dr. Jiang over... Uncle Xu, take care of him more."

The old butler, who was secretly sad, was startled by Young Master Yin's words of concern for his younger brother, and then felt relieved, with a smile on his face.

"Hey! Young master, please leave, I will take good care of Young Master Xi."

Xu Yanxi, who has been in a stalemate with Yin Qianran since the age of 14, and has hardly communicated since then, naturally does not know Yin Qianran's words. He lay on the bed and slept very peacefully this time. The anguish and the shadow of death at that time also vented out together.Xu Yanxi slept peacefully on the bed, wrapped in a thin quilt and curled up like a child, the tip of his nose faintly smelled a long time ago, which once made him feel very stable.

When Xu Yanxi woke up, the sun was already sinking, and he opened his eyes in a daze. Xu Yanxi rubbed his head and sat up. He saw that the hour hand on the clown alarm clock had already pointed to 5, and the minute hand clicked and stuck at 8. Location.

"Why does it feel like it's been more than two hours with your eyes closed?"

Xu Yanxi rubbed her eyes vigorously, turned over from the bed and ran to the bathroom to wash her face before waking up.

What woke up was the memory of his crying in the afternoon...

The sad and collapsed expression of the man in front of the tombstone was forgotten, Xu Yanxi stiffly walked out of the room and went downstairs, his mind was full of the real way of getting along with Yin Qianran in daily life -

He went to nightclubs, he took drugs, he raced fast, Yin Qianran ignored, Yin Qianran frowned, Yin Qianran directly scolded scum...

"Ahh! Yin Qianran won't think that my brain is broken by taking drugs this time!"

Xu Yanxi wailed in pain, recalling the memories of when he was a female star in the entertainment circle in his previous life, and was tied up by Yin Qianran and sent directly to his mother...Xu Yanxi had a bad idea, Yin Qianran Will he be tied up and sent to the lunatic asylum?

With the thought that a person like Yin Qianran would definitely do such a thing, Xu Yanxi felt an indescribable confusion in addition to her resentment.

Xu Yanxi couldn't figure it out, Yin Qianran was in the same position as him, maybe... he died, because Yin Qianran's character would not be happy, maybe he would be quite sad...

But that look—it was too much.

I can't help closing my eyes, I don't think about the memory of that time deliberately, but as long as I think of Yin Qianran's expression at that time, I will be shocked.

"Aren't you mistaken!" Xu Yanxi opened her eyes and muttered as she walked, "My mother's expression was not as exaggerated as yours at my funeral."

like--

It's like your whole world is falling apart.

"Huh~" Xu Yanxi let out a long breath, and thumped her own head, "If you can't figure it out, don't think about it! Life is so hard, enjoy yourself in time!"

Xu Ershao, who was more open-minded than anyone else, didn't bother with this matter anymore, and ran to the kitchen to sacrifice his five internal organs temple.

Holding a porcelain bowl full of white fungus and lily porridge, Xu Yanxi basically put aside her upbringing and slipped into the living room, sat on the sofa, and ate the porridge while watching TV, feeling the softness in her bitter taste buds and empty stomach When looking at the glutinous white rice, sweet lilies and tender white fungus, Xu Yanxi sighed comfortably.

This villa covers a rather large area, but it is the largest flower house that Yin Qianran made. The inside of the villa is full of well-behaved small three floors, and there are only two guest rooms. Therefore, apart from Yin Qianran and his two young masters, the villa There was only Xu Bo, an old housekeeper and two servants.

Just now Uncle Xu greeted Xu Yanxi. Yin Qianran will not be coming back tonight, and he will be in City A for the next week. At the moment, Uncle Xu is leading two servants to clean the third floor of the villa. In the huge space of nearly [-] square meters, only the sound from the TV faintly brought out some popularity.

Xu Yanxi ate very deliciously with the bowl in her hand, staring at Apple TV, which was titled the King of Variety Shows, with relish.

At the moment, Apple TV is showing "Little Tea's Reception Room". The host is Mo Xiaocha, one of Apple TV's top five young actresses. As the name suggests, the host conducts in-depth conversations with invited guests in the form of a tea party. .This Mo Xiaocha graduated from China Communications with a master's degree in broadcasting. He joined Apple Channel and founded this program a year ago. He is quite capable. His gentle words and in-depth dialogue made this program popular all over the country.

Xu Yanxi looked at Mo Xiaocha's short hair on TV with gentle eyes, and the guest invited for this issue - the actress An Qianqian was making fun of each other, and the embarrassing photos of An Qianqian's childhood were displayed on the large LED screen in the background.

The atmosphere is quite good, quite warm, this kind of show that obviously invites the stars of the entertainment industry can be done like a talk show every time, and there is really a tear point or a bright spot in each episode.

"Woo~ When can I be on this show?"

Xu Yanxi took the last mouthful of porridge, put down the bowl and said with emotion, then suddenly remembered that he is only 19 years old now, and he entered the entertainment industry at the age of 21 in his previous life. He is now just a second-generation ancestor, not that entertainment circle." Dude" Xu Yanxi.

At this moment, Xu Yanxi also clearly realized that he had already died once, and this was a new life.

"What will I be reborn?"

Realizing this, Xu Yanxi couldn't help thinking.

"A person like me...God is really...inexplicable." Shaking his head, Xu Yanxi was thoughtful, and he said to himself, "Why do you do it all over again? Continue to eat, drink and play? Think about it, live Isn't it a boring thing!"

Saying this, Xu Yanxi felt endlessly confused in his heart. In fact, he thanked God for allowing him to be reborn. Although he didn't know what was worth cherishing in this world before he died in his previous life, he was not willing to die like this ah.

However, Xu Yanxi didn't know the meaning of living again.

"For me, the most meaningful and important film is not the "Shocking Mystery" that won the best actress last year, but the literary film "To Live" that I just participated in and directed by teacher Liang Wenqi shortly after my debut."

Xu Yanxi was stunned, and An Qianqian's voice on the TV became more prominent, and it was also passed into Xu Yanxi's ears. The word "alive" flooded into her ears, and Xu Yanxi trembled. Turn your eyes and attention to the TV.

He saw that An Qianqian's eyes were long and far-reaching, and there was something very deep in her eyes.An Qianqian said——

"Even if you are born as a human being, you must firmly live as a human being. If a person is alive, he is no longer a human being, and he is no different from a dead thing."

An Qianqian laughed after she finished speaking, and she explained with some embarrassment: "I can't describe my feelings, so I have to copy a line, isn't it too literary, and the words are vague."

Then Mo Xiaocha also started to tease, but Xu Yanxi didn't listen to these anymore, he just sat there but his soul went somewhere.

Live as a human being.

Repeating this sentence in her heart, Xu Yanxi was confused, what is a human being?What is the posture of a person?

The noisy sound of nightclubs, the smell of corruption, depraved men and women, the false pleasure after taking drugs...

Xu Yanxi thought, anyway, it's not just these things.

"Yin Qianran is right." Xu Yanxi leaned on the sofa and raised her head, "Aren't I just a scumbag. I have everything, but I insist on living... so I don't seem like a human being."

Xu Yanxi stood up and watched the ongoing conversation between An Qianqian and Mo Xiaocha on the show. The young man smiled, his eyes were bright and his smile was bright and full of energy. In an instant, the air of carelessness and decadence disappeared. , into a young man full of hope and vitality.

"Miss An, thank you."

Xu Yanxi said very solemnly to An Qianqian on the TV.

"Live as a human being."

Xu Yanxi said firmly to herself.

"Fate gives me another chance, so I will live on, do well..." Xu Yanxi's voice softened.

"Learn how to live once."

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