[Comprehensive] Light and Shadow

He never doubted that he was born for pain and suffering.

In his memory, there may have been a peaceful beginning, but at the beginning it was dim. He remembered that he was trafficked, and then the dim memory turned into scarlet, unbearable and endless torture and pain.

Being too weak is a sin.

Because we are weak, we are timid; because we are weak, we suffer; because we are weak, we despair.

He still remembered that when he resisted for the first time, he scratched the man's neck with an iron nail, blood splashed out instantly, sprayed on his face, and the warm and sticky liquid flowed down his cheeks.

And the man watched him slowly fall down with staring eyes in shock, and the most disgusting and disgusting eyes in his eyes were useless before showing fear in the future.At that moment, inexplicable pleasure swept his whole body.

For the first time, he understood that he could do without pain.

Even though the original intention was so simple, he still had to sink into the dark and bloody days. In order not to suffer the pain, he was forced to suffer even more tragic pain, but in the end he had long forgotten it and just sunk into it blindly.

The sharp blade cuts the skin, chops the bones, and tears the flesh. All the tactile sensations are familiar and exciting.

The pleasure of killing clings to his skin, as if instinctively, wantonly plunged into the blood for the sake of strength.

Blood spattered everywhere, hot and crazy.

His icy world is filled with such eloquent temperature, which makes people intoxicated.

The chains that bound him kept him from that world, but it never occurred to him.

Unable to be killed, but afraid of his strength, he is sold as a commodity again and again, and all he has to do is to kill with a cold weapon. The world has long been used to, and his affiliation will always be only the dead A sea of ​​blood everywhere.

"Do you know why I died?" The purple-haired boy sat on the ground, looking at the blond man who was completely restrained by the vines in front of him, his fingers were still poking the bloody wound on Sanji's body, there was no extra emotion in his eyes .

Sanji glared at the young man with extreme anger, bit his lips tightly and did not speak, but his body was trembling with pain, but his whole body could not move, the more he struggled, the tighter he was restrained, and then Sanji suddenly remembered something .

"Do you remember?" Sanji gritted his teeth and said every word, the anger of being deceived surged in his chest.

"That time, the person who bought me and I went to an island because of a treasure map, and then we killed all the people on the island."

The boy ignored Sanji's question and continued speaking on his own.

The understatement made Sanji's eyes widen in shock, he, how could he say such a thing so easily!

"I killed so many people in vain, but I didn't see the treasure in the end, but only found a tree." The young man seemed to have missed Sanjishi's eyes, and continued indifferently and silently, "Those villagers, even if they are about to die, they will die." Desperately trying to climb up there and kneeling begging us not to hurt that tree. What did they say? Oh, that tree is a sacred tree that has always guarded the island and fulfilled human wishes."

"Then we burned that tree, no, the whole island."

"You! What the hell did you do!" Sanji yelled uncontrollably, his scarlet and angry eyes seemed about to erupt, and a violent storm of anger swept through his pupils.

"Everyone is dead, whether it's the other crew members or me." The purple-haired boy said calmly, holding his chin, as if he didn't realize how heavy the topic he was talking about.

"It's probably God's punishment. God's curse made us intruders, one by one, die a good death."

Sanji's breath was stagnant, but he felt a sudden pain in his heart when he heard this sentence from the boy's hand.

He still remembered that at that time, the young boy lay trembling and curled up on the bed, enduring the pain of collapsing like Ling Chi every day and night. die.

Is this - God's punishment?

Sanji lowered his eyes and looked at the ground miserably, obviously the boy in front of him had done something completely unforgivable, but until now, he still feels heartache for this boy because of those memories.

"The time for storytelling is over, now is your time to tell."

The purple-haired boy slowly raised the corners of his lips, with a bright and innocent smile, and clear eyes, as if what he just said was a joke, and he easily returned to the expression he had when he first saw Sanji.

"Sir, do you still want me?" The boy said in a serious and expectant tone, looking at Sanji carefully and intently.

Sanji was stunned for a moment, and then seemed to find himself confused by the boy's innocent expression again.

This young man is a demon and a murderer. He used this cruel and ruthless method to kill Absa in front of him, and even used this vicious and painful method of death on Kalifa. Maybe there are more women and Children, those who are completely innocent.After killing so many people so bloodily and cruelly and telling himself all this, how could he ask himself such a thing calmly!

And he was kept in the dark by this guy all the time, saying that he was being treated as a fool, obviously he was the one who was being played around all the time!How can someone who has been lying all this time say such things!

"Get lost." Sanji lowered his eyes and slowly uttered a word.

The boy's body trembled subconsciously, and then he looked at Sanji with a smile on his face.

Sanji raised his eyes, looked seriously at the boy and said firmly, "I don't want to see you again."

"Your life is in my hands." The young man smiled as if he hadn't been affected at all, a pure and bright smile appeared in his purple eyes, "Sister Nami's life is still in my hands."

"What do you want to do to Nami! Nami has always regarded you as a younger brother!" Sanji suddenly reacted, Nami was still lying on the ground beside him fainted.When he saw the vines rolled up Nami's body and sent it to the boy, Sanji's eyes widened and he desperately tried to struggle out of the vines. Thinking of the way Abusa died just now, Sanji's whole body went crazy And trembling with anger, "If you dare to hurt Nami's hair, I will never let you go!"

"Two choices." The boy said lightly, "My sister dies, or you stay with me."

"Sir, I gave you a choice." The boy smiled, and the tips of a dozen vines slowly approached Nami's chest, as if the sound of piercing guns could be easily heard in the next second, Sanji died nervously. Staring dead, "When you threw me on the platform, you didn't let me choose."

"So, which one do you choose?" The boy's eyebrows were curved and his smile was bright.

Before Sanji could open his mouth, Nami slowly opened his eyes, which were sober but mixed with complicated emotions.

Nami actually woke up a long time ago, but the sudden change of Sanji and An made her not know what to do, so she could only pretend to be unconscious.Now it is no longer possible to continue like this. Although she has already imagined what happened, when she opened her eyes and saw it with her own eyes, Nami still couldn't help trembling and panic, as if she had entered a nightmare.

The purple-haired boy was dressed in blood and held a knife. Sanji's limbs were bound by vines, blood was still dripping on his chest, and he was also bound by vines, and the sharp vines in front of his eyes hurt his chest.Nami tried her best to suppress her fear and turned her head, seeing blood all over the place, and Absa, who had captured her, was lying in a pool of blood at this time, with a horrific and hideous corpse.

"Nami, are you okay!" Seeing Nami's face pale with fear, Sanji shouted nervously and anxiously.

"It's okay." Nami tried her best to endure the trembling of her body, said softly and shook her head.

"You're going to let Nami go!" Sanji glared at the boy angrily, but the boy's calm reaction made Sanji understand something, he bit his lips and looked down slowly, "I see, I will stay Next, let Nami leave."

"Sanji!" Nami stared at Sanji with wide eyes in disbelief.

"Uh huh." Seemingly getting a satisfactory answer, the corner of the boy's mouth raised a little, and before Nami could speak any more, he threw Nami out of the space with a vine, and then more and more densely packed The vines completely sealed off the place where the two of them were, as if it was airtight.

"I'm very happy." The young man raised a brilliant arc, "This way it's just the two of us, and the husband can only be mine."

Sanji lowered his head and said nothing.

"Ah, the blood is flowing more and more." The young man looked at the knife wound on Sanji's chest, which was still oozing blood, and slowly stretched out his fingers to deliberately poke the hideous wound. The doctor couldn't suppress the painful muffled voice, "If you lose too much blood and die, um, that's fine, it's still mine if you die."

It would be better if they were all dead, so that they would have only each other left.

"Then let's die together." The trembling of Sanji's body stopped at some point, and his voice was calm and unpredictable.

"Okay." The boy paused, then nodded happily, as if discussing an extremely happy matter.

"Let go of my hand, I want to smoke a cigarette." Sanji slowly raised his head, revealing a emptiness in his single eyes.

The boy tilted his head slightly, then raised his right index finger and moved it, retracting the vines binding Sanji's hands.

Sanji reached out and took off his suit. The strong smell of blood filled his nose. He took out a cigarette case from the inside pocket of the suit and took out a cigarette, only to find that the cigarette had his own blood on it. He put it in his mouth and put it on the tip of his tongue There is a disgusting bloody smell.

The silver lighter clicked under the gear button of the finger, and the small flame was faintly extinguished.Sanji lit a cigarette, and then leaned the lighter with his right hand to the suit he took off. Seeing the flames burning in the corner of the suit, Sanji forcefully broke the lighter with his hands, and the flammable liquid fell on the suit , the flames burned rapidly and rampantly.

The purple-haired boy wasn't stunned or sad, but his purple eyes were reduced to nothingness and he watched quietly.

Sanji's movements were quick, and at the moment the suit was ignited by the flames, he quickly threw the burning suit with both hands towards the vines binding his feet, and the vines around his legs flinched and burned immediately.While freeing himself from the restraints, Sanji immediately stood up, and quickly kicked the boy away with a speed invisible to the naked eye.

Sanji quickly swung his suit that was completely burned. With the arc of the wind, the fire grew stronger. The bright red fire dragon had even swept into Sanji's hands. The vines around him were all ignited, and the bright red flame seemed Like a storm, it began to burn along the vines one by one, and finally turned into an open space similar to a sea of ​​flames.

Among the rampant fire dragons surrounded, the whimpering of the wind fanned the dazzling flames, sparks jumped wantonly, and the heat wave filled the entire space, as if people would be engulfed in the endless scalding heat and reduced to ashes in the next second.The boy who is most afraid of light is also afraid of fire, and the ability of the same boy's vines is completely useless at this moment.

The purple-haired boy was kicked into the corner by Sanji, he raised his eyes to look at the fire while clutching the pain in his abdomen, his body trembled slowly, and then suddenly yelled out loudly, lying curled up and trembling crazily On the ground, as if he was enduring some great pain, he frowned and bit his lower lip tightly, but he still couldn't stop the painful moan.

Sanji was stunned, he remembered that before the boy died, no matter how painful it was, he bit his lip and endured it in a muffled voice.

But now he yelled out in pain. Does this mean that the young man is suffering more pain than that?Sanji's hands trembled, and then slowly clenched his fists, looking at the boy with complicated eyes.

The boy kept yelling in pain, his whole body trembling unbelievably, and at some point, sand started to fall from his body.

Probably because the boy's cry was too sad and painful, Sanji walked slowly towards the boy.

Suddenly it rained, and the heavy rain poured down. Sanji was stunned and looked around, and the flames quickly extinguished.

"Nami..." Suddenly seeing Nami rushing towards him, why is Nami here? Shouldn't she be looking for Luffy?Sanji suddenly understood that it was Nami's weather stick that caused the rain. Looking at the place where Nami rushed, Sanji quickly grabbed Nami's hand, "Don't go there, it's dangerous!"

"Dangerous?" Nami looked at Sanji, then flung her hand away, with extreme anger in her eyes, "Sanji, what did you do right?"

Nami rushed towards the boy who was still shivering in the corner without hesitation, and immediately hugged the boy's frail body tightly in her arms. Nami couldn't stop comforting her, her eyes filled with impatience, "It's okay It's all right."

"Nami, he wanted to kill you before." Sanji walked slowly towards Nami, looking at the boy who was panting in pain with his eyes closed tightly in Nami's arms, he didn't know if he was uneasy or Feel relieved.

"Then did he hurt me!" Nami shouted to Sanji with red eyes.

"Then, what about Abusa, Kalifa, and...the innocent people on the entire island." There must be more people killed by the teenager, Sanji said lightly, always in a manic and disturbed state of mind Now he has gradually calmed down, even though he said so, he is still glad that Nami came, otherwise maybe he would really regret it.

"So what?" Nami lowered her head slightly, hugging the boy even tighter, "So what..."

Sanji was stunned, as if he never expected to hear such words from Nami.

"Sanji, no matter what, I will never abandon him!" Nami raised her head and shouted with tears in her eyes.

"Those people die when they die, I don't care at all! Did I see too few dead people in Cocoyasi Village? And those murlocs, I wished that all the murlocs in the world would die Forget it! As for those people you mentioned, I don't care whether they are alive or dead!"

How could she manage so many people dying every day in this world.Being oppressed like that since she was a child, she is used to seeing life and death, saying that whether she is selfish, indifferent, or despicable, she doesn't care about other people's life or death, as long as the people she cherishes are safe and well.

"Also, Sanji, you said that he already died once... Isn't that enough? He died at a young age, and God has already punished him! It's enough, isn't it enough for him to live now? Does it mean that God has forgiven him? It is God who let An live again, forget everything before, and live well!" Nami said excitedly, tears welled up in her eyes, her hands trembling but she hugged Gradually tightly tightly Stop trembling boy.

"He is very dangerous." Sanji's eyes darkened, and then he said lightly.

"That's because he doesn't understand anything, and no one taught him how to live." Nami's pupils trembled. How could an ordinary boy say the words that killed an entire island so easily? Cursing himself, he said that he would not die well. The past of this young man was a dark swamp, but this young man held on to Sanji, "Teach him! Teach him how to live well. Is it all right!"

"You don't even know..." Nami's voice gradually weakened, and she fixed her gaze on Sanji.

Nami still remembers when she saw the boy on the platform, the boy's frail and thin body was kneeling there, and his whole body was vulnerable as if he had been abandoned by the world.When seeing that face, the desperate and extremely sad Hitomi instantly pricked Nami's heart.

【Anyway, you will throw me away...】

"San Jishi, can't you see that he is crying!" Nami yelled, and her own tears continued to fall.

Nami knew it, she knew it when she opened her eyes and saw the child's smile.

This child was the same as his past self, clearly crying in his heart, but pretending to be smiling nonchalantly on the surface.

Obviously this child has been crying, has been desperately begging not to be abandoned, humbly touching the unfamiliar warmth.

"Sanji, you said that Ann lied to you, didn't you?" Nami raised her eyes and looked at Sanji with tears all over her face, "While telling him to want him, she told him to go away; while telling him to stay By your side, while saying that you don't want to see him again, and you still have to..."

As if she couldn't bear to say it, Nami looked down at the boy who was hugged by her.

The young man let out a cold sweat, and his slightly long hair was wet and stuck to his cold and pale cheeks, so fragile that it seemed that it would shatter if he touched it.

But the boy's tears flowed silently from those beautiful purple eyes, drop by drop, empty and sad.

"Obviously he only has you..." Nami looked into those eyes and sobbed softly, her voice trembling.