What should I do if my deskmate is blind

Eastland Plaza is crowded with people on Valentine's Day.

"Go buy something to drink?" Ji Chen said at the entrance of the cinema.

"Well," Shu Yan scanned around in place, "Popcorn Coke?"

Ji Chen pointed to the shop at the elevator entrance: "Milk tea bar."

Shu Yan took a look: "Okay." Ji Chen really loves sweets.

There were quite a lot of people queuing up to order at the milk tea shop. Ji Chen scanned the QR code for the self-service order, and handed the phone to Shu Yan: "What to drink?"

Shu Yan was too lazy to answer, glanced at it, and said indifferently: "Whatever."

"Don't be casual." Ji Chen was serious.

Shu Yan smiled: "That's the same as you."

"....." Ji Chen was a little distressed, and continued to work hard, "Do you want warm or iced, less sugar and half sugar or full sugar?"

As soon as Shu Yan opened his mouth, Ji Chen said, "Don't fucking be like me again!"

"...?" Shu Yan, who didn't quite understand why her boyfriend was so irritable, raised her eyebrows, "Go to ice, no sugar."

"Okay!" Ji Chen readily agreed, then pointed to the seat next to him, "Go there and wait."

The two sat down, and the electronic bidding card showed that there were still 20 minutes left. Shu Yan took out his mobile phone and played his idle old-age care game.

But Ji Chen started to fumble for his backpack beside him.

Shu Yan didn't even raise his head, and glanced at him sideways, watching Ji Chen take out an aluminum tube from his backpack... the English letters are hand cream.

"?" Shu Yan raised his eyebrows.

Ji Chen unscrewed the cap, only to find that the aluminum plastic seal inside hadn't been opened yet. "....." Is it too obvious? It seems that I am very eager?

Thinking that he glanced at Shu Yan indiscriminately, seeing that he didn't look at him, he quickly tore off the plastic wrap.Then press the tube body hard.

A woody orange peel scent filled the air instantly.

..." She Shuyan turned her head to look over.

"It's too crowded, give you some?" Ji Chen spread his palms and looked at him eagerly.

Shu Yan looked at the amount of body lotion in his palm, and said coolly, "If you have too much, apply it to your arms."

Ji Chen was stunned.How the hell is this different from the novel?

Fortunately, he also searched for a long time on some messy app: what kind of hand cream should boys use.

"Pull up your sleeves for you?" Shu Yan said again.

"??" After holding back for a long time, Ji Chen was so angry! It was agreed that he would squeeze some hand cream evenly, and help him apply it "well" by the way? Why is this guy so straight! What the hell? Help him by the sleeve, why not just give him a hand!

Ji Chen thought about it, and his ears turned red... So he viciously rubbed the amount enough for the two of them on the back of Shu Yan's hand: "Use it!"

Shu Yan looked at his flushed pinnae, tilted his head and suppressed a smile.I've kissed him before, how can this man be so innocent.What are you thinking?

Lazy "Mmm", Shu Yan put down the phone and spread the hand cream evenly.

I began to wonder why a guy who is usually so rough suddenly started using hand cream.

There are quite a lot of people waiting for the movie to start, and people passing by them back and forth, occasionally, intentionally or unintentionally, with kind or surprised eyes, will glance at them.

Naturally, Ji Chen also saw it, turned away with a serious face, and said to Shu Yan: "Don't panic, there is nothing to be embarrassed about."

"" Shu Kun looked at the redness on the tips of his ears that hadn't faded away, and nodded with the tip of his tongue against the corners of his lips for a while before he stopped laughing.

It wasn't until taking two cups of milk tea and sitting in the cinema that Shu Yan was finally sure that there was indeed something wrong with Ji Chen today——

The last row is a couple seat with very good privacy.Saying that he doesn't want to do anything, I'm sorry for the thick baffle between the lovers' seats.

"Taste." Ji Chen handed him the ice-free sugar-free cup.

"Yes." Shu Yan responded perfunctorily.

The straw was already inserted, Shu Yan picked it up and took a sip.The top of the cream is mixed with crushed pecans, and there are chestnuts in the milk tea. Fortunately, there is no additional sugar added, which is already sweet enough.

The lights in the venue dimmed, and miscellaneous commercials began to play.

"Okay," Ji Chen took a sip of his own, then reached out to him with a serious face, and whispered, "Now let me taste yours."

"?" Shu Yan was a little dazed, and said in a low voice, "Is it different between us?"

"It's the same," Ji Chen was still serious, because his enunciation was a bit heavy because of his breathy voice, "but mine is hot, full sugar."

After Ji Chen finished speaking, Shu Yan watched helplessly as he took the milk tea and took a sip with the straw he had drunk.

...?" Shu Yan looked at him.

"... What are you looking at?" Ji Chen swallowed, and asked calmly with his eyelids half-closed.

I don't know if it's milk tea or something else on the straw... It's wet, anyway, he felt it when his lips touched it.Tsk, this feeling of kissing in a dark environment in a large crowd is really...exciting.

Ji Chen thought shamelessly, and suddenly felt a sense of satisfaction that "the novel does not deceive me".

Shu Yan shook her shoulders silently, and finally leaned over to him and asked, "Brother Chen, have you never been in a relationship before?" in an affirmative tone.

Ji Chen retorted: "Did you talk about it?"

"...You guys," Shu Yan still wanted to laugh, "Usually they only play around before the relationship is confirmed."

Ji Chen: "???"

There is still this kind of distinction? Then what is the purpose of him making up 100 million words??

The title of the movie is scrolling with the title of the leading actor. Ji Chen probably chose a literary romance movie. Shu Yan didn’t hear any lines. He only heard the protagonist getting up in the bedroom and opening the window. He made a sound, and then Ji Chen's profile was outlined with a faint yellow fur, and he pressed his lips against it.

The boy's lips were soft, and Shu Yan held his breath.

It's not that I haven't kissed before, but now I'm cuddling quietly, my heartbeat still can't be suppressed.I licked it lightly.Sweet.Creamy chestnut flavor.

Ji Chen couldn't hear the lines clearly at first, but he could hear himself breathing heavily, and began to respond to him quietly and gently.

Suddenly a hand was propped up on the thigh.Ji Chen froze.

.....?"! This guy can still play!

Ji Chen suppressed his beating heart, the crispy Bobo in his mouth almost slipped into the esophagus before he had time to bite...

"Go to Zesuo?" Shu Yan said in Ji Chen's ear after the movie ended.

Ji Chen glanced at him, he had the aura of saying "Shu Yan, you rascal!" to him in the toilet after the first monthly exam.

Shu Yan didn't speak, just laughed silently against his shoulder.

But because of his action, Ji Chen's heart softened, he raised his hand to hold him down and rubbed him hard twice.

The two walked out with the crowd calmly, and threw the empty milk tea box into the toilet.When he came out again, Shu Yan looked Ji Chen's lower body up and down with his eyes, and said in a low voice, "It's quite clean."

Ji Chen: "??"

Where the hell did this old driver come from!

Shu Yan wanted to laugh again, but seeing Ji Chen's expression, he quickly approached him calmly, pinched his fingertips, and begged for peace.

Ji Chen was not reconciled to his behavior that was so easy to coax. Just as he was about to say something to get back the scene, he heard a man standing not far away calling him: "Ji Chen."

The two of them froze for a while, and turned their heads to look over.

It's Ji Zeen. I don't know how long I watched it.

Shu Yan subconsciously wanted to let go of Ji Chen.

But Ji Chen suddenly pinched his hand with his backhand, his fingers penetrated into it, and clenched it tightly.

Shu Yan was stunned for a moment, and even felt that Ji Chen's dry and warm palms were suddenly covered with moisture.

Although Ji Chen didn't mention it again, his previous sentence "You can stop at any time when you want to stop", probably... it's a bit hurtful.

Looking back at Ji Chen and smiling, Shu Yan didn't take his hand away, and turned to call Ji Zeen: "Uncle."

In Ji Ran's study room, Ji Chen was sitting on the sofa alone.

Ji Zeen asked the driver to take Shu Yan back first, and then "brought" him here.

Ji Chen felt that Ji Zeen's move tonight was a bit misguided, because at this moment——

"Think about it for yourself! Is it because you don't want to give up the company's family business, or is it because you don't love it enough!" Ji Ran pointed at Ji Zeen's nose and scolded, "If you really love you to death, why don't you learn from your son? ?! Learn from him! Learn from him to act shamelessly, learn from him to cry and cry! Learn from him and don’t let them get well, and you will never want to see him again in this life, show it!”

"...?" Is this him?

Ji Chen raised his eyebrows slowly, squinted at the air, and subconsciously raised his finger to point at himself.

After pointing, he put it down silently.

When grandpa was in charge of Lao Tzu, it was not his grandson's turn to speak.

"Dad," Ji Zeen didn't dare to do anything to Ji Ran, and said calmly, holding back his fire, "Aren't you afraid of Ji Ran's ending?"

Ji Chen narrowed his eyes.

His father's remarks are really a bit contemptuous.

But Ji Ran said: "I'm fucking dead long ago, and you are not my own son!"

"Pfft—?!" Ji Chen turned into a watering can in seconds, and in the mist of Shengpu, he saw Ji Zeen who was so shocked that his knees went limp.

The effect of Ji Ran's words exploded the most beautiful mushroom cloud tonight.Ji Chen didn't see clearly how Ji Zeen walked out of the study, nor did he hear what the two of them said afterwards.When he recovered, Ji Ran had already sat on the single sofa beside him.

Ji Chen glanced at him, still in a daze.

He knew from an early age that the old man and grandma were siblings when they were young, the kind with a 9-year difference.His grandma passed away when he was very young, and those blurred impressions left in his memory are not as clear as the old photos in Ji Ran's album.

But he never expected...

At that time, if he wanted to marry a woman who was 9 years older than him and had a child, the effect should be no less than that of him and Shu Yan.

Ji Ran, who was the calmest at the moment, took some tea cakes again and opened a new tea.

"...Then I'm still your grandson, right?" Ji Chen asked without thinking.

Ji Ran poured the tea into his small teacup, and looked at him like a fool: "Could it be that I picked you up?"

Ji Chen blinked, just about to feel bored, Ji Ran called him: "It's hot, silly boy!"

"Oh." Ji Chen stopped quickly and blew twice, but a small puddle of tea foam still spilled onto the back of his hand.

Seeing his absent-minded look, Ji Ran smiled and sighed softly: "I thought it could be brought into the coffin."

Ji Chen was stunned.

The warm and slightly astringent sweetness spreads on the tip of the tongue, and the eye sockets are a little swollen due to the astringency.

According to Ji Ran's personality, he may have told his lover about this secret a long time ago, and he will keep it forever.

"Old man," Ji Chen's voice was a little hoarse, he looked at Ji Ran and smiled, "Thank you."

Ji Ran made a sound of disgust, and offered him some tea, without looking at him, and said slowly: "I also have selfish intentions. Your father has been very aggressive in his work in the past two years. I support innovation, but I don't think highly of him in unrelated fields." blind expansion."

When the water subsided, Ji Ran looked up at him, "Jianxin Glass Factory is where your grandma and I met. I don't want it to become a group that has nothing to do with this factory."

Ji Chen raised his eyebrows.

The predecessor of Jianxin Group was a restructured state-owned glass factory, which he knew since he was a child, and he also knew Ji Ran's entrepreneurial history by heart.For the previous 18 years, after all, he lived in an ivory tower.Ji Ran's words are no longer a joke like before, but are asking for a promise from him.

Leaning over to pour Ji Ran a cup of tea, Ji Chen said, "I see."

Seeing that the grandson finally complied, Ji Ran drank his cup of tea with his lips curled up, took a sip, and leaned back comfortably on the sofa.

But Ji Chen couldn't hold back his curiosity, and asked him intentionally: "Aren't you afraid that I'm just a whim, young and ignorant, just think about it?"

"Are you underage?" Ji Ran asked back.

Ji Chen clicked his tongue: "So you didn't give me that coming-of-age gift?"

"I'm an adult, and I can't be my own master?" Ji Ran rolled his eyes at him, "I was only two years older than you at that time, and I married your grandma."

Just as Ji Chen wanted to applaud him, he felt something was wrong: "Are you getting on the bus without buying a ticket?"

Ji Ran made a gesture to hit him: "What kind of car?! It's not big or small! What do you know?! We could get married when we were 20! Your grandfather and I just happened to catch the last bus! You're blind!"

Ji Chen happily cooperated with him, and pretended to block the slaps he slapped on his arms: "OK, OK, I'm blind. You are so powerful, you jumped onto the last bus."

"" Annoying. "Ji Ran was interrupted by him, and was in a daze for a while. After a long time, he sighed, tousled Ji Chen's hair and said, "I've grown up. "

Ji Chen smiled: "No matter how big he grows up, he will still be your grandson."

Ji Ran clicked his tongue in disgust: "It's only at this time that I'm willing to give in."

"I don't usually treat you well?" Ji Chen was dissatisfied.

Ji Ran stared at him and didn't speak for a long time.Ji Chen raised his eyebrows, and shook his fingers in front of his eyes.

"You are the one who resembles you the most." Ji Ran said.

Ji Chen: "Huh?"

Ji Ran turned his head, knocked out a cigarette from the cigarette case on the coffee table, and skillfully clamped it.Ji Chen stared at him, and coughed twice explicitly.

"...I don't smoke." Ji Ran said.

"Is there an atmosphere?" Ji Chen laughed.

"That's right." Ji Ran answered him blankly, then held the unlit cigarette between his fingers, subconsciously leaned forward, with his arms resting on his knees, and without looking at Ji Chen again, he just said, "I The first time I saw your grandma, it was... the beginning of the day. The sun was so nice that day, warm and not too hot. Your grandma came out of the employee bathroom in the factory area, "

Ji Ran gestured at his shoulder, "The hair is so long, it's so half-dry. I don't know if the sun is too bright, but I think her hair has the color of a chestnut shell."

Ji Chen laughed silently, letting him recall.

"Those eyes are just like yours," Ji Ran said, "The eyeballs are like glass beads just taken out of a tea mug, bright and watery."

Ji Chen didn't hold back, and let out two gasps of joy.

Ji Ran tilted his head and looked at him expressionlessly.

"You say, you continue." Ji Chen held back, "The main reason is that your description is too unique, so I couldn't hold back."

Ji Ran still didn't turn his head, and gave him a "then you go?" look.

"Amber, people use amber to describe our kind of eyeballs." Ji Chen said to him seriously.I'm not happy with the color you fished out of this tea mug.

...Oh," Ji Ran nodded, "That's Amber. Then he turned his head and continued, "I was the same as I am now, standing under a tree waiting for someone like a street runner with a cigarette in my mouth.Who doesn't like to look at beautiful girls, so naturally they take a few extra glances. "

"Guess what happened?" Ji Ran obviously didn't need him to answer, and continued, "The girl at that time was so shy, she would blush when people looked at her twice. It's just her, it seems that the person being looked at is me Yes, those phoenix eyes glanced sideways at me, and there was a smile on the corner of his mouth."

"But it's not a smile that's interesting to me, you know?" Ji Ran turned his head and explained to him solemnly, "It's the kind of smile that's 'what do idiots look at', do you understand?"

Ji Chen blinked twice, nodded, raised his arm and clapped his hands twice, sincerely: "Grandma is mighty." He understood it all too well, wasn't that how Shu Yan saw him at the time?

"I thought at the time... tsk, this girl is so proud." Ji Ran laughed, and leaned closer to the sofa, "But she's really foreign. She's wearing a yellow navy collar Bragi, and girls like to bathe Bring a basin, and she carried a beautiful little bamboo basket, as if going to a picnic. And the curly hair, which is different from others, how natural it is. It’s so beautiful.”

"It was only later that I realized that it was called a self-written scroll." Ji Ran glanced at him, "That color is also natural."

Ji Chen nodded, and stroked the hair on the back of his head, feeling soft.

He is now relieved of his not-so-tough hair, anyway, someone likes it, and he can give birth like a dog.

"Hey," Ji Ran sighed, as if accepting his fate, "It was only later that I found out that it was love at first sight for your grandma."

"Are you sure you didn't look at the face?" Ji Chen's mouth rolled quickly like a wheel, and suddenly reached the front of his head.

"Are you annoying?!" Ji Ran became angry.

"Love, love!" Ji Chen suppressed his bladder with a tight smile, and promised, "The bell is definitely love!"

Ji Ran curled his lips, nodded him with the hand holding the cigarette, and said after deliberating for a while, "What do you know? Look at the face, isn't that the face you like?"

Ji Chen raised his eyebrows suddenly, different images of the same face automatically flashed across his mind like a slideshow, and instantly felt that what the old man said was very reasonable.He raised his hand and gave him a thumbs up.

Ji Ran didn't want to talk to him, and continued: "So, what are you worried about? Some people want to see it for the rest of their lives after just one glance. Some people, even if they stay together since childhood, they can talk lightly at any time. You have to Look at yourself."

"This person is not old enough to live, but whether he can understand himself." Ji Ran said, "If you understand yourself, no matter how young you make a decision, it is not a muddled decision. Those who have not understood themselves are shaking their hands and leaning on crutches." Hey, the kind of people who can't get through the traffic lights three times, can think of finding a babysitter."

When Ji Chen listened to the first half of the sentence, he still nodded his head subconsciously. After the second half of the sentence, he silently looked at Ji Ran, and once again sat in the unattended wheelchair with his mouth downhill: "You want to find a babysitter? "

"...?"

"I'm looking for your grandma!!" Ji Ran slapped him across the face, through the sweater, Ji Chen groaned sincerely, covered his arms and rubbed them together, hid while laughing, and swayed on the sofa, " Find grandma, find grandma! You will only find my grandma in this life! I just owe you! I’m talking nonsense!”

"It's so annoying." The smoke that set off the atmosphere was crushed in the melee, and Ji Ran finally relieved his anger, and finally said, "You just need to figure it out yourself."

Ji Chen suppressed his smile, let out a short breath, and nodded: "Yes."

Ji Ran asked someone to take him back. As soon as Ji Chen went out, he couldn't help calling Shu Yan and said, "Yan Yan, my grandpa... I really picked it up."

Shu Yan: "......?"

After Ji Chen came back and explained to him face to face, Shu Yan finally understood what was going on.

Honestly, quite a shock.

I was so shocked that I wanted to get one.

But he really admired Ji Chen.

The Ji Chen in front of him was always the kind of calm and self-possessed young man who would surrender his trust to him without fear.

A certain emotion, like being wrapped in layers of warmth in early spring, slowly melts away.

Ji Chen looked at his curled up index finger and middle finger that unconsciously punched each other lightly, and clicked his tongue: "Shocked enough to smoke?"

Shu Yan snapped her knuckles and turned her head to look at him.

The two looked at each other silently for a few seconds, then shook their shoulders tacitly.

It is impossible for Ji Chen to be astonished. After all these years, he has never doubted his relationship with Ji Ran.

But if you want to say how thrilling it is, it is definitely not as good as Ji Zeen.After all, one father is still a father, and the grandfather is still a grandfather, and the other is directly an orphan.

Very miserable.

Ji Chen breathed a sigh of relief, wanting Shu Yan not to worry about him at all, anyway, he is still the dearest grandson of their old man, but Shu Yan called him: "Brother Chen."

"Huh?" Ji Chen was slightly taken aback.

There was a layer of mist-like water vapor in Shu Yan's eyes, like a layer of light, which should have been suppressed from laughing hard just now.But when he was called, the kind of shallow and well-hidden panic accidentally leaked from his eyes.

"I don't recognize people. It's not born with me." Shu Yan said directly without any further hesitation.

Ji Chen's heart shrank, he stretched out his hand, held his finger and squeezed it, without much expression, he just said "um", motioning for him to say.

Shu Yan was very grateful to him for his "gentle treatment" that was timely every time.Curving her lips and smiling, Shu Yan said, "I was actually very enthusiastic and cheerful when I was young."

"?" Ji Chen suppressed a smile and raised his other hand to pat him on the shoulder.

Shu Yan ignored him and continued: "Although my parents don't care about me, my little uncle—my father's younger brother, has been very kind to me since he was a child, and he also loves to play with me. Sometimes I think, He is more like my relatives than my dad. But that family, maybe, really doesn't need family affection..."

During the two years when the little uncle Shu Xingqian and Shu Xingyan fought hardest, he was in junior high school.

I have seen how they tore apart their faces step by step after their grandfather passed away, and fought for life and death step by step.I have also seen Shu Xingqian who was free and easy in his youth, showing his ferocious side.But he really never thought that the only person in the family whom he considered a "relative" would use him as a tool to threaten to destroy Shu Xingyan.

It's a pity that he doesn't have much weight with Shu Xingyan.

Shu Xingyan and Sang Qian calmly called the police and did not agree to any conditions of the "strange kidnapper".

Mom and Dad explained to him later: Although there is no direct evidence, we know that Shu Xingqian did it, so your life will not be in danger.

Very confident.

"...I was locked up in a small dark room for a few days. Some people delivered food and water, but no one spoke... I don't know how many days it is. People are in the long-term darkness, and they can't tell the time. But one day, they suddenly wanted to leave," Shu Yan took a deep breath, "his girlfriend at the time said——when I locked him in, he saw my face."

Ji Chen's chest shrank suddenly, and he couldn't control the force on the back of Shu Yan's hand.

"They gave me a few injections," Shu Yan said, "I didn't know what it was at the time, I just knew...it was really scary. You probably know what happened later," Shu Yan smiled Xia, "I lay in the Qiwu Mountain in Linshi for maybe three or four days. Fortunately, it rained, and I was tied up. I had no strength, but I had water to drink. But because of the rain, they didn't have any for a long time." find me."

"I'm so hungry," Shu Yan smiled, "That feeling of being so hungry that you want to yell and cry hysterically, but you don't even have the strength to move your fingers."

So memorable.

Ji Chen's jaw tightened and he didn't speak.

"That's why I'm like this now... It's weird. Actually, I don't necessarily have to finish eating by myself. I also tried to celebrate my birthday with Xiao Yi and my classmates." Shu Yan's voice was a little bit Er Qing, "It may also be that I was...not normal at that time, and I had to vomit a table of leftovers before I was willing to leave."

After opening the box and pouring out all the secrets, Shu Yan suddenly felt that she didn't feel as strong as before, and even——was a little relaxed.

Like what Sang Qian said, it's all over.

"But now...it's much better." With a very light breath, Shu Yan tilted his head and smiled at Ji Chen, waiting for his reaction.

But Ji Chen didn't tell him like anyone else: It's over.

Instead, she bent her lips, leaned over and hugged him, and said to him——

"It's okay." Ji Chen smiled, and patted him on the back lightly, "From now on, Brother Chen will help you eat your leftovers."

In late February, Twelfth Middle School started.

"Spring is coming." Shu Yan said, looking up at the phoenix trees that didn't seem to have sprouted yet. "Well," Ji Chen copied his pocket, bumped into him, and said, "So I like you."

"The tofu nao at the school gate is still so delicious." Shu Yan said.

"Well," Ji Chen bumped him again, "so I like you."

"Boss Crab's speaker seems to have replaced a new battery." Shu Yan said. "Yes," Ji Chen stood beside him and smiled, "That's why I like you."

Ji Chen didn't know that he had to play with him for a few rounds with this kind of magical "so I like you", but Shu Yan suddenly said: "Well, that's why I like you too."

"Huh?" Ji Chen was stunned.

This is the first time that Shu Yan has clearly and clearly said to him - I like you.

Ji Chen's head was a little hot, and it was the first time he was confessed by someone he liked, but he rationalized in a damn inappropriate way: "I like you more."

"I," Shu Yan glanced at him, "then I won't argue with you."

"...fuck?" Ji Chen was delighted.

Shu Yan laughed and called him: "Ji Chen."

"Um?"

In the soft morning light, the breeze is wrapped in the light fragrance of early spring green grass breaking through the ground, the new quotations of Boss Crab on the radio are far away and quiet, and Ji Chen is gently bumped by the people around him.

"I like you very much." Shu Yan said with a soft smile, "I like you very much."

Like the new shoots of phoenix trees in spring, no one can stop them.

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